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SIR! I Think You've Had Enough!

Alright, so I've definately had enough me time, now I gotta get back to work...

To sum it up life over this past week was freakin amazing, but now I need to slow down and get back to work; I have four pages to get done and I have to start the chapter work. This basicly entails me saying "**** you" instead of "**** yeah" whenever someone calls me up and says "let's rock". Saddening, yet necessary...

Luckily my time on another campus over this previous weekend (now I'm set on it being my future school of choice) helped me to realize what really needs to be done with the graphic novel. In essence the novel has always been about the plot, and thus far it's an incredible plot according to popular opinion, but a couple of my good friends and one of the brightest minds I have, or maybe anoyone, will ever meet, helped me realize that I was putting too much time into trying to make it absolutely real or logical; when it is great on it's own in theory. What do I mean by this? Well I've been spending a pretty ridiculous amount of time developing my gov't, the virus, and other odds and ends trying to make it feel obseenly real, like it could actually happen. Yet, it wasn't necessary and in retrospect it was still pretty far out there and trying to put those details into the book would have probably driven readers away. No, instead the view should be much like the favored manga's that I read, video games that I adore, or the Matrix. They focused on the plot, and when it came down to things like government, or other concepts it was just implied that they work...PERIOD. Now I'll still try to keep things on a sensical, realistic sid, so you still won't be seeing any dragon ball Z kameha-cockas or whatever, but what this pretty much means is that...well actually it doesn't mean much at all :P It just means, all I have to do is the story and I don't have to create an unwordly document discribing what the gov't is and how it works, or other odds and ends. In the end it's better if the point is given that It-Just-Works...

-SD

The Perverbial "Halo" of this Gen...

NOTE TO EVERYONE: I am an EXTREMELY sarcastic person, please do not take me very seriously especially when it comes to things like games. I am very light hearted and jovial...If there is ever something that bothers you please inform me immediately! Like I said I am 98% Sarcastic Gases, so if there is ever something that you don't get think of me saying it in a dry humor, sarcastic sort of way :P sorry for any misunderstandings!!! (R:FoM and it's predecessors for Life!)

So I found some time for a quick update, so I'm going to be rather business like; there are three orders of business: life, teaser update, and of course gaming...Here we go:

I've been enjoying this week a lot just because I needed some me time since finals were such a s***** b****. Yet, sadly school chose not to end for me. While at the mall with a good friend of mine before we joined up with a couple others to go see What Happens in Vegas (which was surprisingly good), i recieved a call from my professor. He was kind enough to call me about a missing paper, it was missing because, well, I just didn't turn it in. Yes, partially because I'm lazy, but mostly because i got caught up in other things, like my dad having surgery...Anyways, he called me up and now he's allowing me to turn the paper in late. The downer is that the paper I had started, was deleted; so, now I have a paper to finish (since i started it yesterday). Other than that things have been really great...

Even though I've said I'm taking time off, some me time, I haven't stopped working on the third teaser, I'm just working slower with it...With that said I have the first 2 pages drawn up and I'm currently drawing the third...well as far as currently can get with a paper due...

Now on to the title, which is the preverbial Halo of this Generation of consoles...now it seems like everyone is trying to replace Halo this generation, and most are almost completely copying the s***** game. Why is Halo lame? Well because it actually wasn't that good; Halo just brought some new things to the table, and it really caught on...mostly with fanboys (I can already feel the flames). Yet don't misunderstand me, I liked Halo a bunch, myself, but if it wasn't very popular; we wouldn't have as many games that are almost the exact same thing, now would we?...Well, getting back to the point, due to the games popularity, all devs now seem like they want to be the replacement for this gen. One that I've been hearing about in particular (mostly because they tried to self induce it, which is just bad business) is Haze. I'm sure many of us have played the demo, and many of us probably had the exact same though "I already played this *** **** ********" which is completely true, since anyone who had played Halo had already played it. I know there is always the inevitable "It was just a demo", yet MOST demos these days seem to be the exact game right before it is released; but we'll see.

I have to say, if I had to name something as the "Halo of this Gen" (still wondering why anyone would want that title), I'd have to name it as the Resistance series. When i was playing the first game it felt much like the original Halo, but I kept playing because I really liked the plot and it brought its own new tricks to an out dated party. Secondly, all the hype the second game is already receiving, and it's not even out yet. This is extremely reminiscent of Halo 2's hype; for those of you who don't remember, not many people hyped up Halo 1 but when Halo 2 news started to surface, everyone (mostly dude bros) and their mums started to poo in their pants like they were just told they could travel to the moon for free, live like a rich columbian drug lords, and do all this without even needing air. So, I'm putting my money on 'Resistance2: Man Has Already Fallen, So Those of Us Left are Screwed' (for those of you that like initials that would be R2: MHAFSToULaS...enjoy)

-SD

See ya soon

Post Script: BTW, so there is no confusion, my reference to R:FoM as the predecessor to the title of Halo, is actually a good thing. Seeing as how Halo is one of the most popular games of all time...clear?

Be Back...Eventually; and a new pic?!

Alright, so I'm not gonna lie, my summer just started...so I'm gonna kick it off the right way hahaha If ya knaw wha Im sayin!

So Ill be gone for the next few days :P

TTYL

Edit: I'm not sure why, but I've decided to leave the original work of teaser 2 up, it's with out the blue tint and the words...enjoy? See you in a week...

Year End Closing....

***quick question: anyone know the ristrictions of violence in a drawing on GS? I was thinking I'd just leave the blood out, but does anyone know about gun shots or sword fighting? Seriously, I don't think there would be a problem since they post plenty of vids and pics here with violent content...lemme know if you know anything, thanks***

Well, once again, it's been sometime since I posted, all of which was due to finals. I feel I did incredibly well and will end my semester with good grades. Surprisingly enough I actually had more fun this past week than I had had the entire semester, I was out late, saw many friends and all around it was a great time; and all while studying and prepping for the end of the semester...

Now on to bigger and somewhat better news...The Summer of H*** is here! I'm pretty much going to spend the summer working on the book. Some big goals are:

May 26th: Post the third teaser on here...Yea, i put the whole thing on hold for finals week so hopefully I can have it done sooner, but this is a realistic date, and I know it shouldn't take any longer than this

May 25th - June 7th: Research on creating websites, research for good web servers (free probably), research on web advertising, etc etc...I've already been doing a lot of this actually, I'll probably look deeper into it during this time though

June 8th - June 21st: Establish The Website...The name of the BOOK will be REVEALED!

June 9th: Deadline for Fourth and Final Gamespot Teaser...yea, there will only be four on GS, but probably more on the site...

Summer Goal in Entirety: finish 15 Chapters to have ready for the release...

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If my estimations are correct if i post about 1 chapter per week leaving room for error and holidays, book one should finish up in March of 2009.

I also found this small old desk in the basement awhile ago so i decided to bring it up from the basement and put it in my room. I flipped the drawer over and adjusted the tracks accordingly so that my computer could sit on the drawer and my printer could go inside the desk itself. It's a pretty nice setup, and it will really work for the summer...All of this is really starting to sink in and make me realize how real this dream is becoming...I'm stoked and I'll post some pics of this thing id like to call my work station soon...

Thanks to those of you that voted, and those of you that didn't, please don't be afraid to comment. Honestly, I don't bite, hard:P Look forward to the third full length teaser, it will be six pages, and have about 48 frames...

-SD

Note to Symphony: I'll have your story read soon, I unfortunately had to put that on hold too...

Voting ends Sunday...

I was thinking about it, and the 3rd teaser is going to turn out to be 5 to 6 pages long...I started thinking about the incredible reaction the second teaser received when it was posted, and how eagerly Thomas and Ryan spoke of it. You guys were really awesome about promoting my work and those of you who tracked me to show your support are awesome to, so, I'm giving power to the people this time. Here are the questions:

Would you guys (and girls :P) want the teaser posted all at once, which would be in about 2 weeks?

---OR---

Page by page as I finish each page, which would be about 2-3 pages per week (except during finals week)?

---AND---

Would anyone be interested in doing promotional exclusives like Ryan and Thomas did (Ry and Tom you guys would not be excluded, you can do mor epromotionals if you like)? Also, if you guys choose to have the pages posted individually, the promotionals can be divided a page per person?

Lemme know what you think, Voting ends Sunday...

-SD

Post Script - *sigh* so I've decided to suck it up and stop waiting for my friends to go out and buy GTA4, and I'm going to do it myself...yea, I honestly had no intention of picking it up in the first place...but what with receiving a ten, I might as well see what all the hype is about...

BTW it's going to be really dissappointing if that's going to be all the votes there are...

A New Name Determined...

So the book is nameless no longer, I came up with a great name yesterday, and I'm going to go with it. It's completely original and is unlike the name 'Infected'...

On to other business:

YES! It's tonight and I can't wait, it looks like its going to be awesome! Not much more as far as movies and gaming goes...

I've decided to save the previous teaser I spoke of in my last blog post for the final teaser here on gamespot, instead ill be posting a 3 to 4 page teaser that I would like to refer to as an 'action strip'. If anything will portray what I will be doing with the novel it will be this. If there was ever anything to hype up, it will be this; so, if there is anything you guys should be doing exclusives on it should be this:P. The new teaser should be posted within a 2 weeks and then the fourth and final teaser for gamespot, a week later...

-SD

Third Teaser on the Way and Other Odds and Ends...

So first and foremost thank you Thomas-Crown, and an advanced thanks to theycallmeryan for representing my work. Also a big thanks for all of you who have taken interest and added me as a friend! So for those who are interested in tracking the few things about the graphic novel feel free to check the images section and welcome to my blog!

On to Gaming and Movie related news. Im still hoping Iron Man is going to be friggin awesome (movie, not the game)! I'll be catching a midnight showing of it, and then i might just see harold and kumar afterwards and just stay up for a full 48 hours since Id have to be up at 5 for c-l-a-s-s (yea, GS censors the word) anyways...but this is neither here nor there. The Game is coming out the same day, now I'm not expecting it to be perfect and cure a form of cancer, but this won't stop me from picking it up and playing it all weekend because it just looks pretty bad***. Yet, even if it's not, I'm sure the movie will trigger some sort of anneurism within my brain that will create an Iron Man Gaming induced craze...moving on...

I'm a college student, and being like every college student, I have a re-occurring disease...it's called finals. Symptoms that accompany this deadly virus are large papers, loads of homework and studying, usually stress over failing coarses and tests. Now, this is supposed to inhibit me from working on the latest teaser, and just working on the book in general. However, this isn't the case, it seems I have found the cure for the dreaded disease known as FINALS...it's extreme procrastination...

Since I acquired Photoshop each of my grades have dropped an entire letter grade...and I find that most of my work i just can't get done. Now, I knew this would happen this semester so I intentionally took fewer ****s, but as the semester draws to a close...I find myself caring less about finals instead of more:question: This is kinda the reverse of what I hoped would happen...So what's the point of all this? Well theres good news:!::idea: It probably means Ill have the third teaser up soon probably by next week...haha

This teaser will actually be somewhat different from the other two in the mood it sets, it will be five frames, and i won't mess with any effects. Haha that's right it will be in real color and won't have nay crappy static...

That's about all for now...peace

- SD

Post Script - Oh and even though I'm not a huge GTA fan, here's something to celebrate:

No I did not create this image, and I don't own the rights to it...but I wish I did! :cry: Haha I'll definately have to make one for my book though, it's really cool...if you like bleach, unfortunately it won't let me include the URL so to find this image type into a google image search: Bleach Soul Society, and you should find it...

Secondary Post Script: To all who I just started tracking who have probably been tracking me for about a year - sorry that took so long, you probably started tracking me around the time I wasn't on gamespot at all, and I just missed the message...sorry that took so long...

8/15/08 Second Teaser Posted

Alright, now that ive had some sleep I can talk about how it all went down...

IMO this one turned out really good, even though I could have put a little more work into, I'm very happy with how it turned out :D Overall this one probably took about 15 hours to complete. It took that long because I didn't like the original backround creature so I changed it to look much more menacing...Im pretty sure it worked. Also determining the colors for my main characters (yes, the three in this pic will be primary characters) took awhile because this was the first opportunity i had to see them in photoshop, IMO they also turned out extremely well.

If you see a blue tint on the entire pic, there's a reason for that, and that is that i chose to use a color dodge on the entire pic to create a cool effect; the effect also helped the words blend better. Other than that I guess the only thing it could have used a little more of was lighting and shading.

Things that viewers might take interest in in the picture other than the giant creature who will remain unnamed for now, are the dual magazined gun the girl is holding on the left, the small holes in the sword the center character is holding, the giant cannon slung across the right characters shollders, and maybe the left arm of the center character...enjoy;)

Look to my friend, Thomas-Crown's blog, for an exclusive with some information on the upcoming book!

-SD

Post Script: Eff Tee Double-U? Did my PS Officionaudo Emblem dissappear?

Secondary Post Script: Oh and i know I said I'd have a comic up but I ran into some...interesting things that I need practice with in PS so ill post it eventually...

Third Post Script...Thingy: Thank YOU Sooo Much Thomas-Crown!

Until next time...

So I'm almost done with Crisis Core and I've been getting my strength back, which means I'm back to work. In turn, this means the next time I post there will be two new images in my images tab...so, if your intereseted, stay tuned...8)

To Thomas: Alright my friend, let's talk exclusive...

Crisis Life Book Rant Comic Sickness Work Food Movie Friend The Cool Core

So I said I would have a rant comic posted and the second teaser posted and obviously that will not be coming to fruition. Now I'm not trying to get into the mind set of online comic creators who already have their comics out there (meaning the bloody B******* who cronicly post late or sometimes not at all). No, because that's not what I do, when my site begins on the 18th what I plan on doing is having many of the chapters done in advance and just posting them week by week. Well that's neither here nor there, now I'm just dodging the point...

I said I would get those two items done this weekend and I did not, why? Cuz I was sick, and yes, I know I said I'm not one to let sickness bring me down, but it's more than just sickness. Waking up at 4 in the morning each day this weekend to be at work at 6, didn't really help on top of the head cold, which I might add was one of those that makes one wake up feeling like they just had the s*** beat out of them during the night. Now I don't mean to complain but it is rather draining.

Since I wasn't going to be working on the comic I had the opportunity to see an old friend who I hadn't had the chance to see in a very long time, which is dumb because I now find him to be one of my great friends...but I'll get to that in a bit. We went to see Forgetting Sarah Marshall and it was f****** amazing! IMO it was better than Wedding Crashers (yup, I went there). why would I say such a thing? Well I think at one point the laughs just stopped coming in wedding crashers (which kind of defies the point of a COMEDY wouldn't ya think?) and it's ending is rather ridiculous, like it just wouldn't happen in real life. Well, Sarah Marshall keeps the laughs flowing the whole way through and the ending is believable and hilarious. Go see it, it is probably the best way to kick off the summer.

*skip this next paragraph if you don't give a flying **** about my life, and continue on to the Crisis Core Review*

Now in a paragraph or two this post is going to turn into a review (or maybe a rant?) about Crisis Core, but first I have one more point to get to, why do I call the afformentioned friend great? Well sometimes I think I'm going Bat S*** Crazy; why would I think such a thing? Well, because the thoughts I have and things I come up with for the Book Series, ARE NOT NORMAL. I have come up with things for the book like weapon concepts, a completely new and revolutionary Government System, Social System, and Economic System; all of which are very possible in theory (of course I'm trying to give the book, that 'oh snap this bull**** could happen!' vibe). I have thoughts that quite literally, blow my mind; like, i have to sit down because I'm dizzy. So, back to the point, i was speaking with my buddy about this and I was reminded of something. The true reason why I'm doing this, and he said to me, that is the furthest thing from butt f****** insane.

One last thing on the life update, I finally purchased Lupe Fiasco's the cool, which is amazing, not as good as I had expected but it is amazing none the less, and I'm not the biggest hip-hop fan in the world...Timm, I figured you'd be proud and buddy, if you haven't read my previous blog read it, because there is something so f****** hilarious that it made me cry for about a whole hour...but why make you scroll: Zero Punctuation

*Begin Crisis Core Review*

Seeing as how I was feeling under the weather, I thought it wouldn't hurt to pick up a game since I haven't gamed in awhile. So, obviously, I picked up Crisis Core. Now, IMO it is NOT the best game for the PSP, the best game is GOW:COO, but it ranks up a close second. But that's just an opinion and beside the point, even though my PSP has been giving me the most gaming entertainment and variety of all my systems as late; I had reservations about picking it up. Why?! because it is the prequal to FFVII, where you play as Zack; ya know, Zack that friendly fellow from Seven that made Cloud become what he is today (eerr, as far as today goes in FFVII)

Yes this friendly chap

Yup that friendly chap^

Wait, isn't there something about him we're supposed to remember? Oh yea, he's that guy who f****** died, and he didn't just die like "Help, I've fallen and I can't get up!". He gets stabbed, many times, by Sephiroth, who is the man he looked up to greatly. If you think this game can end well, I'd like to ask you to stop shoving your thumb up your nose, and instead shove it up your *** and come back down to reality. This game can not end well, not only are you playing the main character who will inevitably f****** die, but all of his friends and everyone you meet who was not in VII, will probably f****** die too! Not peacefully either, it will probably be gruesome, or depressing, inevitably leading to the dark and gloomy end. Wait though there's good news! Every time you get a game over you get a satisfied feeling of accomplishment, like you beat the game early!

I guess Square could end it well if they through in advent children's almost cheery ending...no wait, that guy you'll probably spend over 15 hours of game play developing, IS STILL DEAD! I don't think it will help to hold back an inevitable tear at the end either since square decided to make Zack a very cheery and upbeat bloke much like Sora:

Yes, Sora, so if you think about Sora being murdered brutally, then there probably isn't much way to end this without at least one tear even if your an emotionless sack of wine, now is there?

Yet, none of this can really hinder Crisis Core from being a good game. If you know the ending then you'll be somewhat prepped for it, and seeing as how most people who will play the game, have played the original, there should be no problem moving on to the rest of the review. Crisis Core is an amazing and addictive game, and overall I give it a big:

9.5

Crisis Core is an incredible game for the PSP that has kept me addicted without putting it down for the few things like school, food, taking a poo, and this. So far I've put in 12 hours and I don't think I'm even half way done.

The battle system might be a button masher at times but it's lots of fun, and it gives you freedom of movement with the ability to dodge and block much like FFXII, but this one is better IMO. One major flaw to the game play mechanic I found was the leveling system. This is because it is as far off from a LEVELING SYSTEM as it can get. You literally level up at random, literally playing a game of slots. Now sometimes this can be handy, like when I leveled up 5 times in a row in only ten minutes, but more often than not it's extremely aggravating like when I went without leveling up for about an hour and a half; during which I encountered one of the toughest bosses in the game. So, I find it incredibly lame, even though in retrospect, it works.

If you want to let the fact that the main character will inevitably f****** die stop you from playing this game, go right ahead, but your missing out. Though it's sad, in a way I find that it helps to think that that is how life goes. We're all playing the roles of a main character who will inevitably be f****** killed. Some of us will be ended by age or by disease, but some of us could be murdered just like our favorite hero. So in a sense Crisis Core is only portraying the ever present and constant fact of life. So while your alive, or while Zack is alive, both of you should live it up...get it?

FFVII: Crisis Core will give loads of play time to anyone who loves the final fantasy series or anyone who is an avid PSP fan. Now i won't be the first to admit it, but rather ill be one to join millions in saying, the PSP is not the greatest system in the world; in fact at times, as a gaming system, it blows. Yet, if it keeps having games made for it like GOW, FF, R&C, Daxter, and the few other great games that have come out for it lately; Nintendo will find a worthy rival on there hands for portable gaming.

I'll have the Teaser and the Comic posted within a week...

-SD