And it left me a little bit on the traumatised side.

To be honest it wasnt as awesome as I was expecting. Not that it wasnt awesome but I was kind of expecting a big huge fight with demon minions and a big fight to the death with Lilith. She wasnt all that difficult to get rid of, although in fairness that was because of Sammy doing....whatever it was he did.

I did like how Lilith turned out to be in Ruby's body because I totally did not see that coming! Ruby/Katie Cassidy as Lilith was so very creepy. Not as creepy as that little girl mind you.

Anyway back to the important stuff...

The end! Oh my god the end! Dean wasnt just killed, he was ripped apart! With blood spurting and bones cracking and screaming and more blood spurting, all infront of Sam, who was completely powerless to do anything. And then when he was crying over Dean's body....Jared/Sam in tears always gets me but that...That was just completely totally and utterly heart wrenching (and to be honest completely adorable, Which is a bit sadistic I know).

This however disturbed me quite alot...

Aside from the copious amounts of blood and the fact Dean was screaming in absolute terror for Sam and for someone to help him, which by the way was disturbing enough, look at the meat hooks!! There are meat hooks through Dean!! MEAT HOOKS! THROUGH DEAN!

I cant wait for season 4 now. Even if I do have to wait until like February...*huff*

On the plus side, no more Bela! *dances*. I really didnt like her, and infact spent most of the season hoping Dean would smack her about a bit. Not that I dont think Lauren Cohen did a great job, I just dont like the character. But now that she's been mauled to death by hellhounds too she wont be coming back. No reall, Lauren Cohen wont be back for season 4. So I hear. Woo.

Anyway, Im going to go look at some pretty pictures from previous happier episodes to try and get over that whole meat hook thing...

I know I mentioned this is an earlier blog but whats with everyone leaving Smallville? I knew about Michael Rosenbaum but I was just reading these articles

http://www.tv.com/story/11305.html

http://www.tv.com/smallville/show/1718/story/11100.html

Lana, Lex and Al and Miles are ditching the show?!

Like Ive said before I havent seen any of season 7 yet so maybe it fits. Maybe it makes sense with the story or something (dont tell me anything about it though!).

Ive never liked Lana. She used to irritate me so much in the earlier seasons with her permanent puppy eyes and her Clark-its-all-your-fault-all-the-time! nonsense and her Clark-youre-never-honest-with-me whining. Every time she was in a scene I couldnt help but make snarky comments at the tv and every week I hoped she would be killed off, or at least leave. Remember Crisis in season 3 (I think?) where Adam shot her...Or the time she got trampled by the horse before that? Or when she left for Paris at the end of season 3...Got my hopes up so many times.

She did get better in later seasons but I still dont like her. Now though after so many years of wishing for a Lana-free season for Kristin to leave when theres only 1 season left does seem a little silly.

Apparently Laura "Supergirl" Vandervoort is leaving too but she was only in it for the 7th season. She hasnt been there from the start unlike Al Gough, Miles Miller, Michael Rosenbaum and Kristin Kreuk so her departure wont really have much of an effect. It wont totally totally change the show.

I dont know, maybe it'll be ok but I cant help but feel they should all just stick around for the last year. Why do they all feel the need to "move on" and "move in a different direction" and "advance their careers" now after 7 years? Whats one more year?

Also being on a show like that guarantees work and income. Why leave that? Why not stick around for another year of steady work rather than look for roles in movies or other shows or whatever theyre planning to do and maybe not have work for a while?

It just makes me a bit apprehensive about season 8. If alot of the cast, and more importantly the original cast, wont be in it any more will the 8th season suck beyond belief? I know Smallville isnt exactly the greatest show on tv anyway but will this just make it worse?

What do you guys think?

I had my last exam today (Woo hoo for uni being finished for the summer!) so Im now at home watching season one of Angel.

I heart Doyle. But anyway the point of this blog is I was thinking Glenn Quinn would have been perfect as Gerry in P.S I Love You. That character is a silly, playful Irish guy. Dont get me wrong, Gerard Butler was pretty good (apart from his attempt at an Irish accent but I like him so Ill ignore that horror for the moment). Glenn Quinn was Irish so he could have been the silly playful guy but with a good accent.

Damn him and his drug over dose. He would have been so amazing.

Anyone else think he would have been good in that part or just me?

So yesterday kind of sucked out loud. Nothing particularly bad (and definately not worth 4 bads like the title has) but just lots of little things that accumulated to make the day really crappy.

Firstly, I had to get up at 6am which is bad for me because I dont do mornings at all. I consider 10 or 11am early. The whole reason for getting up so early was I had an exam yesterday. A geography exam which I wasnt very confident about and if I fail it I dont get into 3rd year of university. So no pressure...

The exam wasnt great but not as bad as I was expecting it to be, although I did have a minor panic when I read the questions. There were 8 essay type questions and we had to do 3 and when I first read them I had no idea about any of them. Hence the minor panic. Once I calmed down a bit I realised that there was one I could definately do and 2 that I could mostly do but would have to BS my way through a little bit. So I dont think I totally tanked it but we'll see.

Thankfully yesterday was really sunny. If I had come out of that exam feeling a bit rubbish to find it was raining I think I would have been looking for a bridge to jump off. Lol not really, thats a bit drastic. So I was standing outide in the sun chatting to a bunch of people from the c!ass including the guy I happen to like, everyone in a pretty good mood because the exam was over when we all decided to go for a celebratory drink. All was good. Until my friend tells me that said guy was out on a date with this girl the other night. "This girl" is also my friend. Shes a new friend though and she doesnt know I like that guy so theres nothing bad about that part. So not in the greatest mood ever because this seems to happen to me alot and its irritating. Especially since I thought the guy perhaps maybe liked me too from some of the things hes said to me.

Anyway, the seven of us spent a couple of hours sitting in the students union just generally chatting away which should have been good because the guys that were there were hilarious so there was much laughter, and the guy I like was there too. However so was the girl. They werent sitting anywhere near each other so there wasnt a problem but the knowledge of their date was still there...

To cut a large chunk out the story, we all ended up sitting in the back garden of another girl from our geography c!ass having a BBQ. This time with the guy and the girl sitting beside each other chatting away and being all giggly. And they disappeared off to "the shop" together. They actually did because they came back with ice lollies but still...

As if I wasnt in a bad enough mood with that, sitting in the sun all afternoon gave me a really really sore head and after we left we went via the uni to pick up an assigment that had been marked and I didnt do so great.

See, nothing big or important just lots of little things. And the guy. So kind of gutted about that. Theres always some other girl whos better than me. It happens alot. You'd think Id be used to it by now...

Sorry about the really long boring blog. Had to vent a bit.

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChHfRMMWMyk

"new fiance" - Guess it is true then.

"Shes very into me and Im very into her" - Im sorry, I have to say it....awwwwwww!!!!

Its cute that he cant even say the word sexy in relation to himself.

Sorry, I know im being sickening so I'll stop now.

Whats up with Michael Rosenbaum leaving Smallville?! How can Lex not be in a Superman related show. Who's going to cause all the trouble once he leaves? Whos Clark going to blame for everything? (ooh...b!tchy). Apparently theyre bringing in two new villans to wreak havoc once he's gone. See Lex is such an awesome villain that they need 2 just to fill his very expensive, billionaire shoes.

I havent seen any of season 7 yet so maybe it all makes sense. Maybe they're writing him out it an totally cool way (dont tell me anything!! I hate spoilers and I will set the dogs on you! Theyre cranky too - havent been fed in weeks...)

It wont be the same without him though. Im not a huge Lex fan or anything but it will be. It'll be really different, and kind of strange. I cant decide if its good that Rosenbaum has waited till the last season to leave or if it will just make the final season a bit crap.

Any thoughts?

P.S - I wont really set the dogs on you. I dont have any dogs. Otherwise I might have considered it...

P.P.S - Not really.

I was about to write something to the effect of "Jared got engaged and no one mentioned it?!" but I dont know if he did.

There are several pictures of him wearing a ring on his left hand, like this one

(That wasnt just an excuse to use that picture. Much. *drools*....I'm back, sorry)

That looks very wedding/engagement ring-like. Then theres this one:

Isnt that just ridiculously cute? (apart from Jared's hair...Cant believe I just said that). They both have rings on in this one and I read somewhere earlier than he confirmed it at the L.A Con.

I would have thought that something like this would have had fangirls all over the world exploding. Shouldnt there be blogs and stuff EVERYWHERE about it and yet theres nothing anywhere.

Anyone know if its true. Not that it matters, Im just curious. Massive congrats to him and Sandy if it is true.

Song of the moment

These are lyrics from a Carrie Underwood song that I happen to love.

The story behind it sounds like a good idea right about now, what with all the stressing im doing - I have a 1200 word report to write for geography that no one knows how to do because the lecturers were really vague about it. We were never really told what was to be included in said report. Aaaand exams are coming up. First one is on monday and because of the report I havent even started revising :(

Anyway....lyrics....

Got it all figured out inside of my head
There's a bag packed up at the foot of my bed
You say the word, baby I'm all set
We'll cover our tracks, tell a couple white lies
Make sure we got a good alibi
And by the time they catch on, we'll be outta their sight
Long gone, baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

Don't need directions, don't need a map
If we get lost I'll be good with that
Yeah we'll find a way to make the time pass
Window rolled down with the heat on high
Stars all aligned in a runaway sky
Holding my hand as the miles roll by
Long gone, baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

If we leave tonight and drive fast enough
All of our troubles will be just like us
Long gone, baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Yeah, let's just get out of this town
Let's get out of this town tonight
Yeah, we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

Oh also, even though Im a few days late Happy Birthday to Nicholas Brendon (for the 12th) and Sarah Michelle Gellar (for the 14th).

Would you want to mess with this guy?

Didnt think so.

(Do his big hugely massive muscles freak anyone else out slightly?)

I havent written a blog on here for a really long time - oops, so I thought Id just do something about that right now. I have to start with a rant though, sorry.

Do I look like a carpet? Cuz people seem to think its ok to just walk all over me.
Maybe its my own fault. Maybe I let them. Im too nice to people and I never tell people how I feel about them - particularly if they've pi**ed me off. Mostly cuz I dont do confrontation.
People seem to think its ok to treat me like s**t, like im just there for their convenience.
Im everyone best friend when theres no one else around or when they're after something but as soon as someone better comes along, thats it, im just tossed aside. I dont know, maybe theres just something about me...
It'd be nice to know what it feels like to be appreciated rather than totally used and taken for granted.

Anyway rant over, on to new shows! Woo!:D

Ive been watching The Big Bang Theory. My friend recommended it to me, said it was funny so I checked it out and wow was he right! Ive never laughed so much at any tv show ever. There were several moments I was laughing so hard I was having issues breathing.

It's so geeky, like ridiculously geeky, some of the stuff they come out with is crazy (but then ive never understood physics) but just so funny. If you're looking for something to watch, give it a go - pretty sure you'd love it :)

I also watched the first episode of Gossip Girl. It was decent. I think i might enjoy it once I watch a bit more. Plus Kristen Bell narrates it and she's always awesome. Then theres Penn Badgley and Chace Crawford *melts*, *melts more at Chace's eyes*.

Apparently Chace Crawford is currently dating Carrie Underwood. Much as I love her, she makes me sick. Sick with envy I mean. Some girls have all the luck (and great genes...).

So whats going on with the writers strike? I havent heard anything for a while. Because the UK starts airing stuff weeks after the US we thankfully still have new episodes to see since we haven't yet run out of episodes written pre-strike. Some shows are starting to run out though, like Men In Trees. That was annoying - I want to know whats going to happen with Jack. Dont tell me though!!!! Spoilers make me mad, like Hulk mad. Seriously.

Random Questions

Do you watch Gilmore Girls daily? Not every day but when I get a new season yeah.
Do you think Rory should be with Dean? Yes!!!
Do you love the whole small town thing? Love it! I want to live somewhere like that.
Are you into music like Lane? Not really
Max, Chris, Alex, Jason or Luke for Lorelai? Luke! but I like Chris too (apart from the whole breaking Luke/Lorelai up thing). Luke though, definately.
What do you think of Luke? I Love him! He makes me laugh so much

Dean, Jess or Logan for Rory? Dean!! Logan isnt bad though.

Do you like the theme song? Yup

Which one?

Lorelai or Rory? Both in the early seaons but I didnt particularly like Rory in season 5 and really really disliked her in season 6. Lorelai is always awesome though.
Dean or Jess? Dean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chris or Max? Chris
Babette or Miss Patty? Miss Patty
Taylor or Kirk? Kirk. Hes so funny.
Luke or Alex? Luke! Luke rules. Whos Alex?
Sookie or Michel? Both!

Liz or T.J.? They both annoy me a bit but probably Liz.
Emily or Richard? Emily
Stars Hollow or Hartford? Stars Hollow
Lane or Mrs Kim? Lane. Obviously.
Paris or Doyle? Lol, both. Doyle has a slight edge since he was Jonathan in Buffy :)
Logan or Marty? I quite like Marty, hes a sweetie. Like Logan too. Im a bit rubbish at this huh - cant decided on most of them lol.

More Random Questions

What was the first episode you saw? Pilot
What is your favourite episode? I love them all but Keg!Max! in season 3 was awesome.
What is your least favourite episode? Dunno, probably one from season 6. Or one of the many when Rory messes Dean about.

Have you seen them all so far? Havent seen seaspon 7 yet but have seen the rest.

Who is your favourite character? Lorelai/Luke/Sookie/Kirk

Who is your least favourite character? Jess!! and Rory in season 6.

What is your favourite Lorelai/Rory moment? How could I choose

What is your favourite season? dont really have one

What is your least favourite season? 6. Rory was a pain in the butt.

What is your favourite relationship?So tough....Rory/Lorelai obviously, Luke/Lorelai, Rory/Dean....I could go on
Do you tape the episodes or collect the DVDs? Dvds