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Grrr. Arrgh.

Okay, maybe I'm a weirdo but I take the whole editing thing pretty seriously. I make every effort to make the information on this site as correct adn timely as possible. That said, I just petitioned for creation of a new show, The Dresden Files (a pilot is scheduled to air this summer on Sci-Fi). I had known about this project for some time, but held off until I found an official announcement (and even then did some more digging to be sure that they were definitely planning on taking it into a series). So the show was created (very quickly I might add, a tip of the hat to emaldalani) and I began entering data. I entered the people who I was sure were cast and were going to be series stars, entered the producers I was sure of and the creator, and then created the first episode (in rough form) so that I could enter the people I knew would be in the show but didn't know for sure would be stars. This morning, the episode I created still hasn't been approved but I got messages saying that some of my other entries were. I go to the show page and... someone has entered every scrap of information that was on IMDB (not always the most reliable source) and entered every single person who has been cast as a series star. First of all, I'm annoyed that points were snaked from me (not that the person who entered the info knew that) but I'm mostly annoyed because this seems reckless and rash. We have no idea at this point who will be a series regular, who will be a star, and who will be a one-shot or occasional appearance. The problem is that I have no way of knowing that they definitely will not be series stars, so I have no justification to have the names removed. Of course, as of this morning the show didn't even appear in the search engine, so I'm not even sure how anyone found it. It's all just so irksome. :( Otherwise, however, my day is going well, with one exception. That, however, should probably be a blog of its own. Hurdy gur, -Marc

I Aim to Misbehave

Today is the day. Today merchants all over the country opened boxes full of shiny new copies of Serenity on DVD and they're just waiting for us loyal Browncoats to snap them up. If you are a fan of the show Firefly then I urge you to go pick up this DVD (or, more accurately, as many copies of it as you can manage... they make a great Holiday gift!). Same recommendation still stand if you are a fan of Sci-Fi in general and have never heard of Firefly. In fact, even if you hate sci-fi but are a fan of good storytelling, I would still urge you to check out this movie. This film should never have been made. When a series fails on network TV, that series simply does not get a multi-million dollar budget to create a feature film. With the original cast, no less! Every odd was stacked against this film and this is its final chance. Every purchase of a DVD of Serenity is a vote telling the producers of entertainment in this country that we are sick of the same old pre-packaged, recycled pablum. We want good storytelling and memorable characters, and our money will go to the studios who give us what we want. Heck, dont' stop there. Write to Universal and tell them how much you like the film and how much you want to see a sequel. Tell them that you want to buy Serenity merchandise, what kind of stuff and how much you would be willing to pay. Tell them that you are willing to open your wallet for quality entertainment. Or, you can follow the example set by some local Browncoats. Here in the DC area, lovers of the film and the series spoke to the propietors of the Arlington Cinema 'N' Draft House and convinced them to hold a special showing of the Big Damn Movie on Saturday at 4:30. It was only advertised on Craig's list, but the place was ruttin' packed. We had sort of our own private convention/shindig, and it was a blast! But no matter how much or how little you can do, get out there and stand up for quality storytelling. If our future is full of nothing but sequels to Doom, 3 Ninjas, and From Justin to Kelly, then we have only ourselves to blame. Hurdy gur, -Marc UPDATE: I had to skip lunch, but I am now the proud owner of my very own copy of Serenity. Hunger is a small, small price to pay. :D

And Now For Something Completely Different

I don't actually have a topic for this blog, but since that is what was on my mind today I thought I'd write about it for a bit. So this blog is about my lack of blog material. In particular, my total lack of any material which can follow my previous post. See, I really love to write about deep and meaningful things. These are the things which grab me and won't let go until I exorcise them by giving them voice. The problem with this is simply the fact that I cannot bring myself to follow up a blog about human tragedy with a blog about the cool new printer I bought from Best Buy. I find myself waiting for something equally profound to come along and when it doesn't I don't feel that I can cheapen my previous entry by posting inane trivia. So I post nothing. Instead I bury myself in debates in the Off-Topic area or in working on my various guides (an endless job, it seems, but a labor of love). I just assume that a topic will come that will let me break through this wall of profundity and get back to my usual occasionally deep chattiness. I finally realized this morning that I would never make it past this point if I didn't put something in print today. So I write about the fact that I have nothing to write about. I write about how ashamed I am to discuss Pierre Seel and then jump straight into a discussion about my weekend or how I felt about The Chronicles of Narnia. I do this because like any other idea that bugs me this much, the best way to get rid of it is to write about it. Now, I hope that we can all just move on and keep smiling. When I come up with something more interesting to talk about, you'll be the first to know. Hurdy gur, -Marc

Pierre Seel - R.I.P.

Pierre Seel passed away due to cancer on November 15 in his home in Toulouse, France. He was 82. If you were unaware of this, or of Mssr. Seel entirely, it is not entirely surprising. Pierre Seel kept to himself for most of his life, only grabbing a small amount of the limelight when he came out in 1982 as a survivor of the German persecution of homosexuals during World War II. At the age of seventeen, Pierre fell in love with an eighteen year old boy named "Jo". Very soon afterward, the Germans took France and Seel was ordered by the Gestapo to report to the local police station. He did so, largely to protect his family from possible reprisals. When he arrived at the station, he found that the local police had put him on a list of suspected homosexuals, and because of this he and a number of other young men were arrested and savagely beaten. The details of the torture, degradation, and depravity that was inflicted on these boys are too graphic and disturbing to recount here. Information is widely available online for the morbidly curious. Pierre was sent to a concentration camp in Schirmeck. If you have read about conditions in the camps then little of his story will be new to you. A few months after he was arrested, the loudspeakers summoned all inmates to a roll-call. At this gathering, they were forced to watch the execution of a fellow homosexual. To his horror, Seel saw that the man who was brought before them was his love, Jo. Jo was stripped naked and the guards ordered their German Shepherds to tear him to pieces in front of the assembled camp. Pierre's horror was so great that he never even heard what crime Jo had been accused of. In later years, Pierre wrote: "Since then I sometimes wake up howling in the middle of the night. For fifty years now that scene has kept ceaselessly passing and re-passing though my mind. I will never forget the barbaric murder of my love - before my very eyes, before our eyes, for there were hundreds of witnesses. Why are they still silent today? Have they all died? It's true that we were among the youngest in the camp and that a lot of time has gone by. But I suspect that some people prefer to remain silent forever, afraid to stir up memories, like that one among so many others. "As for myself, after decades of silence I have made up my mind to speak, to accuse, to bear witness." (from Pierre Seel: I, Pierre Seel, Deported Homosexual: A Memoir of Nazi Terror, pp. 42-44) After his release from the camp, Pierre refused to talk about his ordeal for many years. He denied being a homosexual, even marrying and having children. However, in 1982 the Bishop of Strasbourg began very publicly railing against homosexuals, and Seel felt that he could no longer remain silent. Seel wrote an autobiography that detailed his horrific treatment at the hands of the Nazis and began to position himself as a representative of all the homosexuals who had suffered as he had but had been shamed into silence following the war. He was often interviewed on television and radio, and even appeared in a documentary film called "Paragraph 175" after the section of the German penal code which forbade homosexuality. Though Seel and his wife had already separated in 1978, she and his children stood by him throughout this often painful process. Seel never became a household name in this, or any, country. He was, at best, a peculiarity in the news. His story was taken seriously, but it was not topical or popular enough to make a large impact on the audiences who listened to his words. However, he began a crucial process of recognition for a silent multitude, and forced many people to confront the results of classifying a large segment of humanity as "deviant" or "sick." In today's political climate, when otherwise intelligent people are trying to spread the Naziesque idea that love between homosexuals is somehow less deserving of recognition than love between "normal" heterosexuals, Pierre Seel's message is one that is particularly important. No, it is not particularly surprising if you had not heard of Mssr. Seel before you read this blog. There is no reason to feel ashamed if his name was new to you. Just do me a favor. Now that you have heard of him, try not to forget. Thanks, -Marc "When I am overcome with rage, I take my hat and coat and defiantly walk the streets. I picture myself strolling through cemeteries that do not exist, the resting places of all the dead who barely ruffle the consciences of the living. And I feel like screaming. When will I succeed in having the overall Nazi deportation of homosexuals recognized? In my apartment house and throughout my neighborhood, many people greet me, politely listen to my news, and inquire about the progress of my case. I'm grateful to them and appreciate their support. But what can I say to them? "When I have finished wandering, I go home. Then I light the candle that burns permanently in my kitchen when I am alone. That frail flame is my memory of Jo." (Ibid., p. 140)

Boo Berry

I had a horrible realization last night as we walked through the grocery store. I totally forgot to stock up on cereal in October. See, once upon a time there were these cereals from General Mills all based on monster mascots. They were flavored cereals with marshmallows shaped like the monster in question. The only one that's still around on a semi-regular basis (at least in my neck of the woods) is Count Chocula (chocolate flavored, obviously, with a vampire mascot). However, every Halloween the grocery stores magickally supply themselves with Frankenberry (strawberry with a Frankenstein's Monster-like mascot) and Boo Berry (blueberry... sorta, with a ghost mascot). Thus, when Halloween rolls around I always stalk the cereal aisle and buy up as much of the Frankenberry and Boo Berry as I can find and afford. It's like reaching back and rescuing a small part of my childhood from the mists of time. Of course, back in those halcyon days there were actually a couple other monster cereals in the line as well. There was Fruit Brute (fruity cereal with a werewolf mascot) and Yummy Mummy (I don't remember the flavor and I really don't have to tell you what the mascot was, do I?). These two, though, disappeared long before the rest. I guess they didn't sell very well, though I remember quite liking Fruit Brute. Thinking about these things reminded me of all the other mascots and such that have gone missing through the years. There was a cereal called Quisp that had a weird alien with a green body-suit and a pinkish head with a propeller on the top (I don't think the alien had a name, but he might've been "Quisp"). And I think I would've completely forgotten the characters from Funny Face drink mix (Choo-Choo Cherry, Goofy Grape, Lefty Lemon, and maybe some others) except that I made my parents order a set of plastic cups with their likenesses and my sister still has them. And does anyone remember that Cap'n Crunch used to have a nemesis named Jean LaFoote? I didn't until I stumbled on him while doing a google search. What happens to all these mascots when they get retired or their product goes away? I wonder if there is anyone working on a project to immortalize all these icons of our over-commercialized childhoods? If not, it could be an interesting project to take on. Oh, and the cereal drama from last night had a happy ending. Further along in the store I passed by the "Reduced price for quick sale" rack and was delighted to find a box of Frankenberry and two boxes of Boo Berry. Nostalgia in a bowl, and marked down to $2 a box. You just can't beat that. :) Hurdy gur, -Marc

The Triumphant Return of Grailwolf

Well, not quite yet, but I'll be back home (and back to broadband) tomorrow night. This week has actually been a great deal of fun. Met some of SinginGypsyGrrl's friends, and by and large they were a great bunch of folks. I'm always hesitant to use real names online, but a big shout-out to one friend in particular who made it a point to stop by or hang out til ungodly hours every single day. As for Turkey Day itself, the festivities were a little troubled by miscommunications, misunderstandings about time, and some random drama, but it was a fun time regardless. The friend mentioned above showed up and pretty much saved the day by hanging out back home and chatting for hours. Speaking of, that night we made a new Firefly convert out of S'GG's mom. Yup, more Browncoats are joining the cause every day. So, tonight we're going to Eskimo Joe's, a local restaurant/watering hole, to hang out with family and probably drink a fair amount. Thence, we are off to the airport tomorrow morning and will be home tomorrow eve. Not a horribly eventful holiday, but fun was had and interesting people were met, so I call that a win. Hope you all had a great week! Hurdy gur, -Marc

Grailwolf Goes on Vacation! Millions Panic!

This week has been absolutely insane. My job generally has a fair amount of "down-time" during which I take care of little projects and work on personal stuff like tv.com. This week, however, I have hardly had a minute to spare. The reason for this is just that everyone is getting their business taken care of this week because they know that no one will be around next week. The week of Thanksgiving is always a slow one in American business because so many employees have flown off to parts unknown to be with family and consume massive quantities of l-Tryptophan. It's always a fun week for me because I have so much nothing to do that I have plenty of time to hang out here, window shop at Amazon (do they carry windows?), and just generally goof off. But not this year. This year SinginGypsyGrrl and I are heading to Oklahoma to hang out with her family for the Turkey Day festivities. We'll be gone all week, but there is a slight chance that you might see me peek my head in here once or twice, but that depends totally on whether or not I can find a working Internet connection in the land of... well, not much really. So everyone have a great week! I'll get to my queue as quickly and as often as I can, but don't panic if it languishes a little. Enjoy the turkey, and I'll see you in seven. Well.. eight really since I'm coming back on Saturday, but who's counting? ;) Hurdy gur, -Marc

Ride With the Moon in the Dead of Night

I know I haven't been blogging as much as I used to, but that's mostly just because I've been working on some of the larger guides that I acquired. It's amazing how much junk was submitted while everyone was rushing to get the more popular guides. It's even more amazing how much junk was accepted. Anyway, real quick now, before the sun dips below the horizon, this seemed like a good time to write a brief post about... Halloween! Yes, I know, Halloween was last night. However, Halloween was originally the Celtic (and more recently, Wiccan) holiday of Samhain (pronounced "sowen," "sowain," or "soven" depending on regional dialect). The Celtic day was measured from sundown to sundown instead of midnight to midnight. Therefore the Celtic and Wiccan holidays begin when the sun goes down and last until the next evening. So the commercialized Halloween may be over, but where I am, Samhain is still going strong for at least 30 or 40 minutes. I've written about this before, so anyone who knows me can safely put their heads down and yodel quietly to themselves for a bit. Samhain is the Wiccan New Year. It is also a time when the veil between the physical world and the world of spirit is said to be at its thinnest. This is the time when we may communicate with those who have gone before, either by seeing them roaming the woods at night or by the use of oracles and games such as tarot, ouija, or even bobbing for apples. It is often called a celebration of death, but actually this is just a time to honor the dead. In the Celtic world, death was such a common occurance that in any given year it was likely that someone you knew had died. Samhain, then, was a time to reflect on the year that had passed, and to say farewell to the souls of those who had departed this plane. Often a plate was set for any family members who had passed, and a town member (randomly chosen and unknown to all but the Priest or Druid) would dress as Death and wander the town knocking on doors. If Death came to your home, you were to invite him in and give him the food that you had set aside for the dead. The old tradition never died, it just transformed. Now we have a whole gaggle of ghouls, ghosts, and gargoyles wandering from house to house in search of treats. Actually, in many ways I enjoy the modern incarnation as much as (or more than) the ancient. Now Samhain is a time to temporarily shed the mask that we wear from day to day and to try on a different one. This transformation may be only skin deep for most, but watch the shy little child who suddenly becomes the fearless Spider-Man, or the tomboyish 12 year old who, for this night, is the Belle of the Ball, and you'll see that this can be a profound change indeed. Richard Bach once said that if we want to appreciate the impact that our make-believe heroes have on our lives, we should practice being fictional once in a while. So as the sun sets on this lovely Samhain I find myself thinking back to a time when Halloween would find me soaring through the sky as Superman, clouding men's minds as The Shadow, or even mastering the ways of the Force as Luke Skywalker. I think about these times and I marvel that we ever stop donning masks and cloaks. There is such power and magick in this simple act of becoming something other, but we tend to forget about that wonder in the haze of everyday. Every once in a while we need to slow down and remind ourselves that there are more to costumes than cheap cloth and plastic masks, that children have always been far more wise than we mere adults can realize, and that the most powerful magickal charm in the world is, simply, "trick or treat." I hope you all had a wonderful Halloween and a blessed Samhain. Hurdy gur, -Marc

This is your captain speaking...

I decided to go along with Charisma69's suggestion and try the following quiz. I don't think I answered anything falsely to get the result I wanted, but it's hard to be objective. Anyway, this is what I got: You scored as Capt. Mal Reynolds. The Captain. You are the captain of the ship, so the crew are your responsibility. You just want to do the job, get paid and keep flying. Why is that always so hard?

Capt. Mal Reynolds

88%

Simon Tam

81%

River Tam

75%

Zoe Alleyne Washburne

75%

Shepherd Derrial Book

69%

The Operative

69%

Jayne Cobb

56%

Hoban 'Wash' Washburne

56%

Kaylee Frye

56%

Inara Serra

50%
Which Serenity character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com Take the quiz if you like, and post your results. It's good, clean fun if nothing else. Oh... and in case I didn't mention it before, go see Serenity! Hurdy gur, -Marc

You Can't Take The Sky From Me

As you may have guessed from the lack of blogging, things have been pretty crazy since the return from Vegas. Much of my time, in fact, has been taken up by checking my finances and trying to figure out when I could go back. What a city. An oasis of neon and noise in the heart of a vasty nothingness (which has an unearthly beauty of its own). Trying to describe Vegas to someone who has never been there would be like trying to describe the feeling of being in love. You can do it, but it always falls just a little bit short. Above the city itself, however, SinginGypsyGrrl and I loved hanging out with our friends tjaman and PilotofSerenity, for the weekend. These two guys would have made the trip a blast no matter where we'd wound up. I look forward to a long friendship and many more meetings with both of them. But now, the true highlight of the trip. The Big Damn Movie! For those not in the know, I'm talking about Serenity, easily one of the best films I have seen in a great long while. I don't care what sort of films you are into, this one has something for everyone. There's Sci-Fi, action, comedy, even a little smidgen of romance. Joss Whedon really is a master at creating wonderful, intricate characters who you really care about, and then finding actors who can embody those people and bring them to life. And then, of course, hurting them so much that you can't stop crying. It's a habit of his. Now, I'm sure you've heard the story by now, so I won't repeat it. But it is really a miracle that this film was ever made. The fans fought long and hard to get this adventure on film, and it was a real labor of love on the part of everyone involved. If ever a movie deserved support by the public at large, this one is it. If you have not yet seen this film, go to the theater at your earliest opportunity. You do not have to have seen the TV series (Firefly, for those not in the know) in order to understand or enjoy this. You should certainly check out the show on DVD, but don't wait to see the movie or you may miss it on the big screen. If you have seen the film already, then see it again. Tell all your friends. And co-workers. And people you bump into on the street. It might sound melodramatic, but this really is the best chance we've had in many years to tell the big studios that we want something more than the usual rehash of mindless drivel that they offer up for us. We want movies with intelligence, passion, and heart. Yeah, we'll go to the popcorn movies and have our mindless fun too, but if the studios give us quality, we'll buy the tickets. And hey! Maybe a big success will convince Fox and the other networks that they should trust the creative vision of proven showrunners and maybe even give a show a chance to find an audience before cancelling it. And that can only be a good thing. Hurdy gur, Marc