I just noticed that I have over 50 trusties for my reviews now. Maybe I should write some more again. Who knows, I just want to thank those of you who are trusting them. Thanks :).

Hey guys, I just really got out burnt out on the boards and needed a break, I'm back now in full swing. First up is the Portable Gaming Network Union, and getting it back up to normal again. Then journals and so on, this is going to rock, glad to see you guys, hope everyone is doing great.

Damn, that last rap I did was so efing weak. So I deleted it, I'm just having writers block I guess. I could do some awesome raps, but GS probably wouldn't allow them, so I leave them out. Not that the raps would be about stupid things like drugs or anything, but it just wouldn't be something GS would like me to do. I'm trying to think of a good subject to write about, but I can't think. Oh well, maybe you guys can give me ideas, if you want.

Who knows what's waitin around the next corner for us

Just for one second please see

Flex your imagination and let it out

So you can take these views into account

Drop all those beliefs and religion

You can go back when I'm done spitin

Ok, now let me give this **** a try

You know where do we go when we die

I've been wondering lately

I hope when I go I can fly

Go around to your long lost buddies and cry long lost tears of joy

All those stories you've had from the time apart begin to deploy

I want to see for one once

What god or whatever is out there has in store for us

Maybe there is none

Maybe we just go floatin on and on

Live an after life, after life in gone

Reserect and a new life is born

But you can't remember the life you had before

But in some cases you can

It's almost subliminal

It's like we're on our 5th inerval

Some things in this life I've lived are a miracle

It's spiritual in a different sense

the kind that make me sometimes feel a mysterical presence

An essence that something's there

So I just sit there and stare

If you ever fealt somethin like this you'd know the feeling

I know it kinda sounds corny

I wish you could just see it one time for me

I know there might be an evil place where the evil go

but sometimes I just think that there's no such thing

It seems childish to think that if someone has one little drink with out asking for forgiveness

that they'll go down to hell for having god as their sole witness

I just can't, don't and won't think like this

I love this life to much to want an end to this bliss

I hope you can feel the same

if you can't I know exactly what's going through your brain

I was there at one time

not anymore

trust me

you can lift yourself out too

everyone just try to find something positive that they want to do

and maybe in the end we'll all meet up and heven

I know I'll be runnin up to my dog Tyler Rohdy

But for now Tyler will have to stay lonely

I know by the time most of us die there'll be someone we're watin for

You know who am I to say

I'm not askin you to believe

transfer and concieve everything here

So maybe we should pray

for that if we don't we won't have the strenght to live day by day

maybe we shouldn't pray

Maybe we just couldn't do enough stuff to love the creator of us

There's no reason to be shy about the subject

Now I can tell you I'm not really into religion

To me it's about worshiping some kind of magical object

But we all got to do what we got to do

So you take that path so we can tell ourselves what not to do

And when we all stop livin one day

Maybe we can sit back and say

Man I'm so glad I decided to work instead of play

Or that we're finally glad it's over and there's no more work or homework

Man I just hope I'll see ya all there

where ever we go when our brain finally become permanently impared

and just promise me you'll remember all the awesome times in life you've shared

not just with me

with everybody

forget the bad times

don't let those fill up your eyes with tears no more

ok before I go

just calm down close your eyes

and picture the best times in your life before it dies

keep it up and having a nice life won't be no surprise

I just want to let everyone to know that I love my stepmom

it's the kinda love that wants me to see her showered with bullets covered in teflon

to see her drug through the streets and stepped on

what's wrong? Isn't that love?

Sorry

couldn't hear

Someone's screamin in my damn ear

What's she screamin at me for?

I just walked through the mother ****ing door

Always naggin all all the time

wouldn't mind if she would just be polite

but words like that give me the right to fight

you've been ****ing yellin all night

this **** is getting old

I'll strap 3 bombs I found on the road to a flare

shove em in your open mouth and watch you explode everywhere

it's ****in wack

you don't hear me talkin smack or crap

strap some black cats to your back and listen to them go crackity, crack, crack

So what

you don't like video games

so stop callin me mother ****ing names

I'll sit here

and you sit there

I said no *****

I don't care

Before you came I knew you were already there

I felt your evilness lingering through the air

That's why I'm ready to hit you with my chair

Let it hit your face watch your neck muscles tear

That's for all the times you've stepped on my feelings like I had none

I wish for once you'd change your ****ing tampon

I wait until you turn the lamp on

push you down on the ground

been waitin forever to get rid of this anger that I found

man

if you could understand what it's like

My stepmom has been steppin on me ever since she got here about 3 years ago

she thinks I'm *****ing 3 years old

Why don't you just keep drinkin before your beers not cold

I did everything I was told

Now I don't know which is which

man **** it

I'll just go in my room and take it like a *****

Out of the 3 consoles coming out I'd have to say I like the look of the Rev. the most. Considering its polished, black look (similar to the PSP) with the awesome neon blue CD slot. I like the PS3 also, but in some shots it reminded me of my scanner I used to have, which was kind of awkward, overall it's pretty awesome to say the least. And the Xbox 360, basically reminds me of a PC...I guess that's just not my style, rather see something more unique.

At first I wasn't going to even go, since my self esteem is kind of low most of the time; but one of my friends pressured me so much that I ended up going. I looked so ****ing hot I must admit, at first it was just a battle of working up the nerve to ask girls to dance. For all this time I thought I was the most horrible dancer in the world, but I was wrong about that too. As soon as I walked in I saw this one girl with light brown hair, a long silky red dress, and blue eyes. She was the first girl I saw there, and every time I saw her I kept telling myself to ask her to dance, but I didn't. Then one of my friends (Mark, not that it matters to you) came up and told me to come dance with his cousin that didn't have a date. I walk over and look at the table...AND IT WAS HER!!!!! It was like fate or something, I don't know what it was, but it was damn strait sweet, that's what it was. At first we danced to a slow song and were kind of close to each other, but not real close. Then, we danced a couple more times, each time getting closer and closer, by the end of the night we were pressed up against each other as far as we could basically go, even during the fast songs (SCORE!!!), which made it hard for my little soldier to stay at ease at times; you can only ask so much from a guy, it'd be like I was gay if it didn't happen.

She didn't open up much when we were sitting down together though, I was trying to start a conversation, and she would answer, but not talk much more. I asked her why she wasn't talking much (oh, her name's Elizibeth, not that you care about that either), but she said that she's just a quiet person. Though from the 7 kinds of nastyness on the dance floor I could tell she wasn't a "good girl" so to speak, she even said that she likes to go to clubs and hang out with friends, which surprised me a lot.

I hope I get to see her at the Senior Party, she's a senior like me but I've never seen her in the ****ing school, damn it, it was almost like we came to the Prom together. I wish I did come with this girl, I'm glad going to the prom alone all worked out for me.

Wow, I never thought I'd see the day where I had 1,000 friends on my GS list. This is definitely a reason to celebrate! Thanks everyone, I might not know you all too well, but I try as well as I can. Thanks again everyone!

It took a long time, but I went through and resigned myself from all the unions I accepted invites from when they first started up. Now it's just a select few that I am still apart of; it's nice to not have all those stupid ass unions on my list, only the ones I care about now. Anyone else get rid of their access of Unions on their list?

Man, I love it, I was expecting some little measily points coming our way for the PGN Union, and we ended up striking tons of points, from lv. 1, 70%, to lv. 2, 85%...It's just awesome. Anyone want to check it out just click the link below, otherwise, who else hit it big this last update?

The Portable Gaming Network Union