I neglected to mention here that my mom and gram said I either be working on getting my GED or a job.

Wow, use to saying f-word, s-word and such, can't do that on here...

Anyway! Before I get sidetracked again, If I don't do one or both of those, I lose any connections to the outside world or extras I may or may not be allowed currently.

Anyone want to let me live with them for maybe a year, nah nah I kid.

Seriously though, this is a freaking pain in the arse. I wouldn't mind living as an author but I need to have something to try publishing first. Plus lets face it, it's not all candycanes and rainbows mmmm girls, I mean yeah, it's not easy. So I'm sort of derping here and being all like "Duuuuude, what to do?" and sounding all high and typing fast because the thoughts are just babbling and pouring out so yeah.

Haha wtf was I going to say?

Oh yeah, I have 20, but I need to save a crap load more money to move out and then I need a stable income and stuff.

Life feels like it's just slipping by day by day and crap. LULZ, the hell. I don't even see days go by now. I'm at a loss for words.

M'kay, I'm either going to go back to sleep now or fill out some more applications or something... whatever.

You're lurking and yet sleeping missanimefan of awesomeness that fails epicly

Sorta. I'm not particularly certain as to my motive for posting here... I mainly stick my "blog/journal/etc" stuff on DeviantArt... but whatever.

So anyway, June 18th. Turned 18 and damn was it awesome. My friends came over and we ate Tirimitsu cake and Chicken and Rice~

One friend, Prince, gave me a $15 starbucks gift card and sis/mom gave a $10 one =D Lala bought the cake~ and Dusk gave me this:

I may not be straight, but Sebastian(the black haired guy) is sexy in that. I love Grell *hearts* He's the red head and he calls himself a woman and likes sexy guys. In my little real life group of friends, I'm Grell =D

Hm, let me check my DA for other stuff *vanish*

OH, And my sister put together video of my friends and the people I like in our house with their b-day wishes and comments which I absolutely loved~

On a lame note, my "father" Kelly... He asked what I wanted for my birthday and I said x-box. He made it sound like he would get it. He didn't. I'm not surprised, but I am malicious enough to want to sue for back child support and have him thrown in jail~ You know, he is suppose to pay 400 for both sis and me, and after I turn 18 he still has to pay 400... yeah, he fails to pay it most the time. Not to mention he is a deadbeat in like his 40's now who can't seem to get any job other than being a pizza delivery person... Okay, I'm done dissing people I find annoying, on to happier things.

Me and Lala decided to do Art Trades. I redrew some of her old stuff and she redrew some of my old stuff *heart*

It started with this meme:

As for other stuff I like and want to share, here we goooo:

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AS FOR ONES OF MY CHARACTERS... ones done by my friend that are my fave~

^Anit he cute? Yeah, this little guy tears out your heart and rips it in two while your still alive to feel it =D

I love seeing other peoples versions of my babies/characters~

I want to make a plushie of That little guy... the one that tears out hearts...

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MOVING ON.

I'm hyped~

Dunno why...

I WANNA DRAW/WRITE/MAKE STUFF D=

I need a sewing machine darnit...

OH YEAH A-KON.

How that went: It went great. I got a lot of buttons that rock.

And so many awesome cosplaysssss

I WENT AS C.C. YAY~

I have a Grell cosplay now. I bought a wig at the con~

It rocks. Lala got a similar one so we can be twins~

Oh, does anyone know how to detangle a wig D= My C.c. wig is tangled D=

K'thanks.

OH OH OH! LOOK AT HOW CUTE MY CAT IS:

And my Sugar glider:

Admittedly, I loooooove cute things~

Oh and the trip to Orlando went goood, I got this at Epcot:

Wall scroll derp~

I also saw this little guy at Epcot on the little beach thing. It is soooo cute~

I love camera zoom xD

Hrrrm I think that is it.

So how are you all? Not high on coffee like I am right now I hope~

YOU ROCK.

Maybe I slept too much and have too much energy derp...

OH YEAH DID I MENTION I'M SINGLE?

I'm apparently not emotional enough... plus my ex-gf was bossy and stuff... I not like. So mutal break-up... Though to be honest, shes a *bleep* a lot D= She gets mad at me for every little thing... we're friends... but it ticks me off sometimes... I do kinda avoid hanging out much since she can be mean to me... She doesn't like my flirtyness or pervyness or childishness at times or my fangirlness or-well a lot of crap...

BUT THAT'S LIFE AND I'M HAPPY RIGHT NOW SO WHAV~

'Kbye~

~Missanimefan the high on coffee and cat lady.

First off, apparently I been here since April 5, 2008 >.>; Is my math right? Eh, oh well.

Yay me?

Funny thing is I can look back at my time here... and see how much I changed... Blargh.

Total Posts: 31,226
Total Messages Read: 239,737,988

I either click a lot of threads, or I had nothing better to do ._.

Anyway, on to the dream I had:

So it first started as my sis, me, father, and his wife all in his truck driving in this open country like road. He drove into a barbwire fence and couldn't drive right... I'm assuming this little bit of the dream came from the fact he told me once his dream job would be getting drunk...

The second and last part of the dream was him driving on this bridge near my house. The bridge is two miles long and over this big lake. So he drove off the edge between the two bridges(one going one way the other the opposite way). For some reason my little sister, Amy who is a year younger than me, was a baby in this part. When he drove off in the truck, it naturally started to sink. I grabbed my sister(who is a baby in this) and rolled the window all the way down and got her and I out of there, leaving my father to sink in his precious truck.

So what I gathered from the dream?

1) I love my jerky sister no matter how much I want to stab her at times...
2) I think my father is materialistic, thus allowing him to die with that he cares more for than his own children.
3) More proof as to why my stories, the characters have father issues >->;
4) I am sadistic even in my dreams =D

Lawl... I don't know if that is sad or not, but it's totally normal for me x'D

Onto DA stuff!

Not much for here, other than hanging out on live-streams is fun.

Oh and here is stuff I most recently have done:

First one is my character Reiga(Ray-juh) and the second one is me... I wish.

OBJECTION! I just noticed, one of my friends asked why my characters always have big boobs, well the second one doesn't! (Sorta...)

I just finished this:

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That being said, I have Pokemon White, and now I have Pokemon Black and a Black DSi. Earning the money was hell, but whatever.

Damn thing cost $190 something after tax ._.

I love the character N x3

He is so innocent and adorable! I wanna hug the poor guy D=

Man... the relic manic wants the Crown I found for like $300,000... Heck naw D= Even if it is worthless, it is like the one in the opening D=

OH! A miracle! I actually like a straight pairing ._. NxWhite or whav... mainly because of this DS artist: Here

Oh course, the catch? I also like NxBlack >:3

Apparently, NxWhite/Touko is ferriswheelshipping. (all because of that one scene in the game) and NxBlack/Touya is Isshushipping... Honestly, I am tryting to figure out why it's called Isshushipping... I understand ferriswheel, but Isshu? (thinks and gets bored so moves on)

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What other crap do I have that I haven't mentioned? I went to Six Flags for my friend Lauras b-day, and rode roller coasters all day.

Oh and this is pics of the rainbow cake thing I made her:

If you haven't caught on yet, I linked the pics to where I posted them on Deviantart. (*hinthint* Get an account there dammit! I LIVE there now days!)

I'm still here. Just not as much as I am on DA... Yup.

Oh, and I turn 18 on June 18th. Dammit because it means I can get kicked out and I need to get a job. Yay because I can buy sharp things! ( swords, daggers, bad things I can't mention here =D )

Um um um, OH! In May I am going to Florida by Train. It'll take half a week to get to there the half a week to get back, but we are staying a week. Why? My Great Grandparents on my Grams side have there 50th anniversary of marriage. They are like 80 something now. They are paying for us to get to and from, as well as helping with the hotel fee.

Baaaw, I kinda don't want to go... I can us my moms Micro laptop thing, but all I can do is write stories or play games... right now I'm more in a 'art' mood... Feh.

Looking forward to A-Kon still x3

Okay, now that is it...

So until next time I blog! (Probably a good month or two... or 3... depends if I have anything interesting I want to share...)

~Missanimefan/Marika

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Summarized verison of link:

My mom is out of a job.
I'm almost truant because I've got sick so much I've missed school.
At this rate I'd graduate around 20 and that would be inconvinent.
I might just dropout and study to take a GED.

-----Edit: I'm dropping out to take GED so I can get a job.

First let me just say, I have zip zero ziltch idea who most voice actors are and **** cause I watch subbed stuff or read manga ._.

That said, I was looking through the guests so far on A-kon list for SOMEONE worth caring about.

Heres some I find at least of vauge interest:

(Posted as link to A-kons Guest part about person, then info I found on them in ()'s is what I noted)

ACTORS

Cherami Leigh / Cherami Leigh (Black Butler - Elizabeth. D.Gray-man - Road Kamelot. Darker Than BLACK - Mai Kashiwagi, July. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood - Elicia Hughes. Ouran High School Host Club - Kirimi Nekozawa)

Kyle Hebert / Kyle Hebert (Bleach - Sōsuke Aizen, Ganju Shiba, Metastacia. D.Gray-man - Georg.(?) Darker than BLACK - Reiji Kikuchi. Fruits Basket - Makoto Takei. Fullmetal Alchemist - Vato Falman. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood - Vato Falman. Naruto (series) - Kiba Inuzuka, Mozuku, Inoichi Yamanaka, Ebizo, Additional Voices. When They Cry - Jirō Tomitake)

Here is link to others A-kon mentioned but I found uninteresting is under voice actors: Link

ARTISTS/COMICS/INDUSTRY

Not interesting to me so here is link: link

MUSIC

Apparently Blood Stained Child... which after looking up on Youtube I found of no interest presently: link

WRITERS

I don't know who any of those are... link

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CONCLUSION

I am in it to buy a sword, look at cosplay, Want the cool clothes on sale, be jealous of the epic plushies, buy a few witty buttons, looks at cool art people are trying to sell for prices I can't/wont spend, and hang out with friends.

A-kon Disclaimers: link

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COSPLAY

As many/most know I plan to go as C.C. =D *freakishlyobsessivefangirlplz*

I already have this, it's in my closet: link

Working on getting this:

And yes! I'm actually trying to get these and will actually wear them!:

I hate anything remotely like heels... but yes... I want them and would wear them anyway...

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On a side note, I have another day to recover in peace from this stupid flu because school was cancelled today and for tomorrow. The ice on the roads and what not. DUUDE WHY!? If it had been when I was well I'd be happy cause I could go out in it and goof off x'D oh well, health is more important, no?

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Oh and you have to be 18 to buy a sword at A-kon... bummer is I won't be 18 til June 18th... The con is June 10th-11th! FAAAAAAAAACK! Oh well, I have *counts* my bestie is 18 already, and one my other friends will be 18 by then.

MISS OUT! =D

Thank you peepz who wished me well and hope those who are sick get well!

Oh, I went to the hospital and they diagnosed me with flu. I'm out of school til Wednesday. Bright side, I'm well enough to be online. Some medicine anti-viral thing I'm suppose to take is suppose to make me drowzy, but the giant sign I put on my monitor says "CHECK EVERYTHING AT LEAST ONCE!" so I don't forget x'D

Heeeeey...

I been out with flu like symptoms the past two days D=

Fever, coughing, headache, sore throat...You know, the gist...

Obviously, I'm doing a bit better. I can walk clearly now, where as I had been stumbling to keep my balance. And it seems my fever is gone.

Downside, this is worst weekend I've had in awhile... and now I crave solid food...crackers and soup make me hungry.

I should probably try to sleep more...since I just started coughing again. Bright side is, I could still say s*** when a coughing fit came up ='D

Anywho, I hope none of you are sick like this, it's miserable.

At least I'm coherent again ='D

Watching Silent Hill 4 gameplay...

Difference between me and friend is if in real life we ended up in the Silent Hill world, Robert said he would A)look for pistol and shoot himself, B)slit his throat, C)Try to fight through it. Sarah said fight. And I said first time I'm attacked I'd kill myself off. Those freakin creature would do a hell of a lot worse than that if they get ahold of you D=

So... those who know Silent Hill, what would you do?

If you haven't played Silent Hill, seen it, or at least reasearch it then go look some info up on it.

Also, none of the bs like "I'd kick arse and get out" or "I would rule the monsters" or tough act crap please. I want to know what you would SERIOUSLY do =D

(Side Note: I watched my friend play Silent Hill Shattered memories for Wii and watched movie.)

How are you

~The one and only missanimefan

1rst, held a funeral for my dead hamster yesterday.

Lucy Lee Tuxfluff is her name.

?? to December 9th, 2010

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Also I have Pokemon Heargold and Wifi. So if you want, what's your pal code thingy so I can added you? xD

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I'm singing to Phantom of the Oprea right now...

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Things I want right now:

Phantom of the Oprea dvd

Pokemon Soul Silver

Mew and Celebi

This dress: link

A job, but need method to get to places =.=

To make a new year resolution already...

My cat to stop attacking me to wake me >.>

Pokemon Platinum

Wii Console

Tales of Symphonia 2 (if I get a wii)

Epic Mickey (again, if I get a wii)

To publishj a book (someday maybe...)

My NaNoWriMo proof copy to hurry and get here D=

A book of nursery rhythms so I can write what each one is actually about by it

To not take midterm crap this coming week Dx

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So bored right now...