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Another person dead...

Well, about two and a half weeks ago my uncle died. I didn't really care because, I never liked him. Then, just a few days ago another person in my family died. It's just weird having two family members die so close to each other. Well, I just wanted to tell you lets hope that this isn't a trend.

Things are going good with me...

Me and Brynn have been spending a LOT of time together because, my parents are out of town so she's been spending the night over at my house and tonight will be the third straight night in a row. We're going to go see Wedding Crashers soon and I can't wait. I'm getting the new Harry Potter book later today before we go see Wedding Crashers tonight but, I won't start reading it until tommorrow. I'm just happy that we've been getting the chance to spend all this time together. Also, my desktop computer is getting closer to being finished after that it will be upgrade time for my laptop. Well, just wanted to tell you I've been having a good time.

Brynn finally talked to me about us...

Well, as you know she wouldn't talk to me about the relationship alls she would do is want to..er..do something. After the trip to Hawaii got canceled and I came back to Indiana I went to talk to her yesterday and she finally talked to me about the relationship. She said that she relized how much she missed me and that she didn't want to lose me again so she was trying to please me. I was a little shocked by that and told her she didn't have to please me and that it wasn't her fault that I cheated on her it was mine because, I wasn't thinking at the time. Then, we snuggled for a few hours:oops: So, I think that me and her are back to normal. I am so happy!!

Brynn has managed to confuse me...again.

Well, you know how last I saw her she hit me. Well, about a hour and a half ago she showed up at my door. She wanted to come in and I said ok. I asked her what she wanted and then she kissed me..and...things happened..then she like hugged me for ten minutes..then she left...I'm a little confused. First she's mad at me and then she's not. Why does she keep doing this to me??

Here's the explanation I got...

I was told that for participating in a thread called Spam Thread v2 I had my account reset but, that's unfair because, that is what they were using as an Off Topic Thread. I feel cheated in the biggest since of the word and when I told AlexN that it was basically an off topic thread he said more or less oh well. When I said when the posts were originally deleted I was not penalized by Gamespot...well...I don't know becuase, he hasn't pmed me back...this is pissing me off and I'm starting to not like AlexN..How was I suppoused to know that I would get in trouble for posting there?!?!? Also, I asked him why if I'd never gotten in trouble for violating the ToS I wasn't docked points like most people do on their first time? I also think that he went out of his way to reset my account becuase, like I said originally it said I was docked no points. I'm suriously thinking about leaving Gamespot for good if this isn't resolved.

I talked to Brynn and...

Well, I went to her house and we talked about how I regret what I did, are feelings(as in do we still have feelings for each other), if she trusted me, and why I cheated. Things were going good...until we got to the part about why I cheated on her. I had been trying to figure out what to say and when the time came around I said that "she was just there"....she went ballistic:( She said if I would cheat on her with any girl who was "just there" then, she didn't want to see my face ever again, then she slapped me...agian, and finally she started crying and told me to leave:( I felt really bad after that:( So that's how it turned out:cry:

A question about relationships.

Well, as you may know I was going out with one girl Brynn and I cheated on her. That turned into pain(in the form of a beat down, she's strong..). We had talking about getting back together becuase, I said I was sorry and some other reasons but, is this really a good idea? Do you think she will be to suspicious and everytime I talk to another girl she'll accuse me of cheating? Just wondering becuase, I'm a little worried about that and I think if she thinks that I cheated on her again she'll brake my arm(which she could do if she wanted I'm sure).

More Problems...

Well, things were looking up. I got some new turtles, my union was up, school was out, and I was possibly going to go back out with Brynn(the cheerleader). Then, something bad happened. My laptop started to act funny. I took it in and they said that there is something wrong with the battery..:cry:. Now I'm stuck using my moms computer. I don't have final word on my laptop but, I hear that this might be expensive..:cry:. This is just my luck.