i miss when nothing ever counted and all i had to worry about was whether next week's episode of digimon would be a repeat or not. the best way to avoid the love and heartbreak crap of highschool is to just not participate in it.
bionicle_lover
that's hard to do. you can't just control it. love is strong and ignoring or holding back those feelings just makes it hurt more. it's all gonna hit ya sooner or later no matter what ya do. and it's wierd how you can just never get used to it once it does
yeah the childhood memories are enough to make you want to go back and do it all again. and it's just so wired how things seemed so different back the but really were the same as they are now besides your age and the things that were there and aint no more. i remember when i was little on my grandparent's farm there was an old sleigh next to a grain shed and an old, blue boat with nothing in it but the seats and a steering wheel in a shed, and the memories from those being there before just makes me wanna cry. don't know why though
who else misses being a kid and not having to deal with love and heartbreak and all this goddam stuff that you never had to worry about before? those times where you could actually be happy with just your friends and not have to try so hard to be with someone you got feelings for but never have a chance in hell with?
i live in the country in Alberta and there's a place i go quading sometimes in the middle of nowereand i was down there at nightand got off the quad to look at the sky and someone appeared with a knife and slashed for my throat. i naturally ducked to avoid it and pulled my own knife and stabbed forward and nobody was there. i was scared by that time so i got on my quad and got the hell outta there as fast as i could. i don't wanna know what would've happened if i hadn't avoided the slash, but i don't want to figure it out. nothing's happened since then and i still go back there but sure as hell not at night.
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