I have a bacterial/viral infection in my lungs (chest?) :? And I am very congested. I have to take two meds for the infection and take some cough syrup to help my HORRIBLE cough (and also clear up my hoarse voice).

I'm also supposed to be taking Mucinex but what's it to me besides a big booger vs. a big box that says "MUCINEX"?

I have to take a text called PLAN tomorrow; I ain't looking forward to it. It's sorta like the ACT, and I don't like the ACT. (Whichever one you don't have to write on, I'm taking!!) My sisters both made a 23 on it, and I told one of them that it'd be funny if I made higher than them. (It's supposed to see what you'll make on the ACT, I guess.)

Now I need to figure out some stuff about my learner's permit, cuz before I can get my license I have to get a permit.

I looked up my shoulder pain on webmd and it said I could have an ectopic pregnancy.... :? :shock:

I am home early today. The left side of my ribs are hurting really bad. :cry: Add that to a sore throat, a runny *stuffed up* nose, a chilly body,and an aching head and you have me. :D I got my flu shot last week so I guess I am havingsome sort ofreaction to it... :| :? :) Last time I had a reaction I had a seizure. lol. *not laughing anymore, tho* NO "HOME"physicalTHERAPY, THO, OTHERWISE I'D KILL MYSELF FROM THE PAIN!!

ouchies. that hurts. I think webmd hit the nail on the head with that first diagnosis for my ribs, "muscle strain". but I think it's just something that's gonna get worse as I go along.... AND IT'S ALL GONNA DELAY THAT SHOULDER SURGERY OF MINE!! (can ya believe I want it now?)

It's raining here. So much that me (and two of my friends that ride my bus :D ) had to basically do a hopscotch move to get over a big puddle to get to our bus after school. And I almost fell on my second step. That would've been VERY embarrassing.

My media teacher is making both me and my friend very p.o.'d. we have to do 9 projects in 9 weeks and i am already stressed out as it is cuz I'm failing Biology and if I don't pass that I am not gonna graduate from H.S. AND I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY I GET OUTTA SCHOOL SINCE THE SECOND GRADE!!! (both that and the day I get married, which won't happen cuz no guys like me) and yet I am lacking about 15 credits to graduate and I have 2 more years to get those credits...

And I have to do my physical therapy AT HOME which sucks cuz it hurts like Sh!T. I'd prefer a licensed physical therapist to be helping me at all times because I may pop my shoulder out.... or worse. But NOOOO, Dr.I-Want-You-To-Dowants me to do my OWN physical therapy, worst of all it's the therapy that makes me feel like I'm bruised. The guys at the therapy place know that, and THATS WHY THEY STOPPED IT!! (Know how many he wants me to do? 10x10 of 3 exercises THREE TIMES A DAY!! that's 900 exercises total. b***h.) No surgery. YET. I already know I'm having to have it, andI am hurting every time I do the therapy at home I am near the point to where I'm CRYING.

dumb-a.

Yeah, SURE it's better to be a smart ass than a dumbass, but ain't it better to be watched by a licensed physical therapist than two people who know nothing in that field?

I have to have surgery. There ain't no doubt about it, cuz I have a tear in my labrumand there's something floating in the joint of my shoulder. I don't actually want it, to be honest. (To be even more honest: I'M SCARED TO DEATH OF SURGERIES!!!) I'm even more afraid that my shoulder would pop out and never pop back in. (And they'd have to amputate it and.... *shudder shudder*) My right arm is probably the weirdest thing the guys at the physical therapy office have ever seen. My shoulder doesn't wanna cooperate; and my elbow is kinda double-jointed and sh!t. I lay it out to my side and it goes out. Like ---^---, (that's supposed to be my right arm. the arrow is my elbow; the comma is my hand/fingers). It's weird. My aunt said that everyone in my family is double-jointed in the elbow.

Whatever. I think that "everyone" is limited to "me" and she said that to make me feel better.

I hate media concepts.

the teacher is mean. to me anyways.

buh-bye. 8) off to school am I.

the second blog title is supposed to be me screaming in happiness.

*goes to make her something to eat cuz it's 6:05 a.m. EDTand she's never up this early*

I can't wait for my therapy today... just saying.

I have a new cousin. Her name is Pixie.

I ain't lying. That's all this post is about.

XD

I dunno if it's a rant or not; I just picked something random.

I had a physical therapy this afternoon (9/13/07; it's already another day according to the clock on here) at 4:00, and myfriends andI were staying after school for my Media class to shoot some stuff fora project that's due tomorrow. We were in the Science wing, and my teacher had told us that we had an "almost charged" battery. Screw that. It went dead just before I left. We were all p.o'd, and we have to finish taping tomorrow. (It was going red, indicating that the battery was low, during our little garbage shoots. I kept turning it off and leaving it off for a few minutes and it left us a few minutes for some good shots.) But when I left at 3:54 (afraid to miss my appointment, eh) THAT BATTERY ICON WAS BLINKING WHITE. we were all mad. And when I got in my aunt's car, cuz my mom said that she was supposed to pick me up, my aunt told me that she knew nothing about a physical therapy appointment. My mom was supposed to get off of work at 1... or so she said. And when I called her, it was, "I just got off of work; I'm on my way home." And for my physical therapy appointment? She wanted me to find their number (which was in my backpack, down at my feet!) and call her back and give it to her. So I dug out my appointment card and called them myself and told them I'd be there in about ten minutes... which came and went. I called my mother 7 TIMES and she never answered her phone. I was literally crying because I was thirty-somethingminutes late for an appointment.When she finally did answer her d***ned phone, she was talking to the guy from my physical therapy place! She had RESCHEDULED my appointment to Monday, and I was apparently uber-stressed for NOTHING!!

I AM SOOOOO GONNA KILL HER!!!!!

From the beginnings of the books. They don't come on the scans...

Yeah, I found them on bleachcommunity.net

Here's 1-7; haven't found the rest.

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We fear that which we cannot see.
-Bleach, Volume 1
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People have hope
Because they cannot see death standing behind them.
-Bleach, Volume 2
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If i were the rain,
That binds together the earth and the sky,
Who in all eternity will never mingle,
Would i be able to bind the hearts of the people together?
-Bleach vol.3
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We are drawn to watch others
Like drops of water, like the planets
We repulse each other
Like magnets, like the colors of our skin.
-Bleach, Volume 4
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I can't protect you while holding a sword.
I can't embrace you while holding a sword.
-Bleach, Volume 5
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Yes, there is no Fate for us
Only those who are swallowed by
Ignorance and fear miss a step
Fall into the rapid river called fate.
-Bleach volume 6
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"We should not shed tears
that is a surrender of the body to the heart
it is only proof
that we are beings that do not know
what to do with our hearts."
-Bleach volume 7

The two bolded are my most favorites. (Something like that...) The first one, though, is something like my... uh... *lost track of thought*

Physical therapy, that is. I have to take it for my right arm. It's getting a bit stronger everyday, but on Friday (the day after my second appt.) I felt like I had abody-long bruisefrom the amount of therapy I did on Thurs. I told the two people that ran the therapists' place about it today, and they gave me an ice pack for 10 minutes before I left. (I almost fell asleep. ALMOST. I would have if it wasn't for my shoulder going numb.)

So, I have to do a lot of pulls, and one is kinda like a cheerleading thing. (It's kinda easy, though. Unless my arm is tired, though; then my arm gets shaky and I do a laugh/cry thing that I hide from the head guys.) One thing that is different is the corner push-ups. Those made my left arm hurt today.

But I always go the full 2-3 minutes unless they tell me to rest. And they have always put a towel between my arm and my side cuz they're afraid (I guess)I'm gonna cheat.

I wonder if they feed that beta fish...