[color=#ff40ff]Breezy says: Chopper. Breezy says: CHOPPER sounds like a third world country cooking device. The Bloode says: lol The Bloode says: chopper Breezy says: *clicks to see the chopper* Breezy says: LMAO. Breezy says: There it is XDD Breezy says: Damn the only way that chopper could get anny funnier is if a lobster was driving it. The Bloode says: lol The Bloode says: LMAO The Bloode says: LMFAOOL Breezy says: god I'm gonna draw that now Breezy says: XDD The Bloode says: http://www.heliflightofmichigan.com/images/bell206_ch7.jpg Breezy says: A LOBSTER driving a CHOPPER. Breezy says: HAHA lmao Breezy says: I'm cracking myself up. The Bloode says: me too Breezy says: that'd be pretty weird though Breezy says: a lobster driving a chopper O_o The Bloode says: i gotta see your drawing The Bloode says: LMAO Breezy says: yeah when it's done XD Breezy says: man I wish I could draw that fast Breezy says: I'd be like Breezy says: "hey I'm gonna draw some porn today" Breezy says: and then Breezy says: poof Breezy says: it's done The Bloode says: lol Breezy says: MAGICAL PORN man that'd be fun. Breezy says: ...yeahhhhhh The Bloode says: yyyyyyyup ----- Breezy says: lol is wife swap on tonight? XDD *off topic* The Bloode says: dunnos Breezy says: lol my grandma forces me to watch reality shows like that Breezy says: or she won't love me anymore Breezy says: XDD The Bloode says: lawlz Breezy says: no really she'd probably send me off to military school if I miss nanny 911 or something. [/color]

READ, FOOLS. [color=#ff40ff]Credit goes to Bloo727 who sent me this link. Yes. He's kewl. ANYWAY, I AM PISSED. The DS WiFi connection is something totally awesome. And I KNEW some dumbass child would have to ****ing ruin it for the rest of us and get herself kidnapped or something. My god, just because you play a game with strangers doesn't mean you're going to get raped. You WILL get raped if you give out your home address. You WILL get raped if you are careless. F***, it's like that 'To Catch a Predator' thing. All they do is make it seem how HORRIBLE chatrooms are, and how YOUR CHILDREN WILL GET RAPED if they participate in one. Yes, there are sickos out there who will try to abduct children. I am not denying that. But really, if you're so stupid to give away your personal information over a game of Animal Crossing or Pictochat... then damn, you kind of deserve it. Natural selection at it's best. :|[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Saaaaam... You've gotten me hooked on those 80's songs. :cry: MORE INFO here lol. man I have this thing, where I will like pretty much any song put in front of me. Seriously, I like EVERYTHING. NO EXAGERATION THERE man. ...ok I'm not a fan of traditional Polish Christmas music. :cry: I admit. ;_;[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Ok, so my dad walks in home from work and SURPRISE! He got my mom roses. :) I saw him looking up flowers a few days ago, and I got all bitter because I thought that they'd just be another gift for one of his stupid girlfriends. But noooo, I was wrong. ^_^ See, this is why being a pessimist rocks! You get all happy when the world doesn't explode. :D Haha it's so nice that he thought about his wife on Valentine's day, unlike the other days of the year. And Cassie won a big jar of kisses. :o Maybe she'll give me some because she absolutly hates chocolate. Yeah, she's a weird little kid.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Meh. I'm glad I was able to make Kraz something nice. Even gladder that he actually liked it. (btw if you want to, you can post the picture here. ^_^) My grandma got me the Avatar DVD for v-day. :D COOOOOOOOOOOL. I think she's the reason I'm so damn spoilt. About three people asked me out today and yesterday. One was a joke. Other two... =\ yeah. And then one of my friends came up, hugged me, and gave me candy. Ok. But still. This had to be the best v-day ever, since I got to spend it with someone amazing, instead of sitting in the corner and wishing my worst enemies cancer like I've done every year. @_@ lolz. so how did your v-day go?[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Alright, let's listen to a little story about meself. In fourth grade or so, I got depressed. No, not just sad. But depressed. I had stopped carring about life. This feeling only got worse and worse throughout middle school. It got to the point where I didn't care I was failing school, or that my clothes had been unwashed for weeks. I just didn't care. I don't know what set me off. My life was perfectly normal and happy. Nothing bad here, nope. I was a popular person who had tons of sleepovers, a lot of friends... and now look. What happened? What caused me to be like that? You know, along the way... in seventh to eigth grade, creeping into ninth, I met someone. I suppose I've lied to all of you, before Bloo727 there was someone else that I said "I love you" to. I feel... really guilty for not telling you guys this. Especially Kraz. I lied to him, and that really hurts me. I hope he isn't too hurt and can forgive me for being so stupid. Lying is something you should never do. But the reason I did lie was because that person didn't want people to know about how I used to feel about them. And I didn't want other people to know either, but the guilt has really been eating me alive. I really do hope Kraz can forgive me for doing something so selfish. But this person... I used to love them. And they knew it. I was pretty much stalking them. They obviously didn't love me back. But I figured that if they were mine, then all my problems would be solved. I wouldn't be so sad anymore. I was trying my best to get them to love me. It didn't work. On the first day of band camp, I found out that that person was going out with one of my friends. Ooooh, ouch. So of course, the depression kicks back in. I didn't care that I was four hours late for practice. Or anything about band camp, really. I stopped caring. Again. And blah blah blah, I go back into emo mode until November or so, when I met up with Bloo. Happy happy happy. Until... And, well, I'm sorry Bloo, but the first time you broke up with me, I never cried so damn hard in my life. I had trouble breathing it was so bad. We did get back together later (but he admits that the only reason he did so was because he felt sorry for me) but he went on hiatus from talking to me. So basically, he labled me as his girlfriend but refused to speak to me. At that point, I knew. I knew he didn't love me anymore. There was someone else that he loved a lot more than he loved me. But I went into denial. I had convinced myself that he loved me more than anything. (By the way, I'm sorry if it looks like I'm badmouthing you here, Bloo. But that is something that happened, and it's not fair to just totally ignore everything that happened. You are a very good person, but I don't think you were ready for a relationship like that at the time. You did your best. I really respect you as a friend, you're still one of my favorite people to talk to.) So where am I going with all this? I wanted to say something. I hope that Kraz isn't just another temporary distraction from this disease, this... demon. When I first started going out with him, I figured it wouldn't last long. But I hope I'm wrong. I hope he needs me and loves me as much as I do towards him. Because I know that without him, my life would probably just fall apart again. And I also know that I love him.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Haha ok so after that last entry I flew over to Google to read up on Illinois and Abe Lincoln some more to make sure I didn't make any total screw ups. And this website caught my eye. Accourding to it, Illinois has a few more nickames besides "The Prarie State" and "The Land of Lincoln." k check it out XDD [quote="Netstate.com"]The Corn State: An appropriate nickname for a state where corn plays such an important role in the agricultural economy. Illinois is one of the leading producers of corn in the country. The region of the country referred to as the Corn Belt is centered in Iowa and Illinois. Garden of the West: This old nickname came about because of the rolling prairies of Illinois and the miles of cultivated fields that made Illinois one of the leading producers of corn and later, soy beans, in the United States. A similar term, "The Garden State" was sometimes heard. The Sucker State: There are a few of theories about the origin of this interesting nickname. One has it that the name was the result of a comparison between the large number of miners going to and coming from the Galena Lead Mines in 1822 and the fish. According to Malcolm Townsend, in his U.S.: An Index to the United States of America (1890), "An old miner said to them 'Ye put me in [the] mind of suckers, they do go up the river in the spring spawn, and all return down ag'in in the fall.'" Malcolm Townsend talks about another possible origin of the nickname. Evidently, the prairies were filled, in many places by crawfish holes. Travelers were able to suck cool pure water from these holes using long, hollow reeds. According to Malcolm Townsend, whenever a traveler would happen upon one of these holes, he would cry out "A sucker, a sucker!" Yet another theory, offered by former Governor Thomas Ford in A History of Illinois (1854), has it that this nickname referred to the poor folk of southern Illinois that moved into the state to escape the suppression of wealthy landowners in the southern states. According to Ford, sucker was a reference to the sprouts off the main stem and roots of tobacco plants. These suckers will sap nutrients from the main plant and are stripped off by farmers and thrown away. In the same way, according to Ford, "These poor emigrants from the slave States were jeeringly and derisively called "suckers," because there were asserted to be a burthen upon the people of wealth; and when they removed to Illinois they were supposed to have stripped themselves off from the parent stem and gone away to perish like the "sucker" of the tobacco plant. This name was given to the Illinoisans at the Galena mines by the Missourians." Egypt: This nickname referred to the southern end of Illinois. It is thought that the nickname for this fertile soil around Cairo, Illinois was a reference to the fertile soil or Cairo, Egypt after the Nile has flooded. The nickname may have also been related to the city name as well.

Yeahhhh. The Sucker state? LMAO. And Egypt... yeah that's just weird. o: But oh. IT GETS BETTER.

People who live in or come from Illinois are called Illinoisians, Illinoisans or Illinoians. Nicknames for Illinoisians have included Sand-hillers, Egyptians and, Suckers. Sand-hillers was probably used to characterize Illinoisians that lived on some of the slopes and broken sandy plains of the state. Egyptians referred to those who lived in the southern part of Illinois. In the western territories, Illinoisians were often referred to as Suckers.Netstate.com

HAHAHA. XDD I AM A SUCKER. FROM EGYPT. HAHAHAHA. *foams all over Illinois history* time to take a shower. : D[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Yesterday was Abraham Lincoln's birthday. ... I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT A DEAD PRESIDENT'S BIRTHDAY. :cry: Fun fact: Lincoln was born in Nolin Creek, Kentucky. He didn't come to Illinois until he was about 20. (although I'm unsure of his age... someone correct me plz ;_; ) Lincoln grew up in Indiana, he just got his start in politics in Illinois. He was also the reason why Illinois's capital is Springfield, and not Vandalia. And before Vandalia was the capital of Illinois, Kaskaskia was the capital. I forgot why they ditched the first state capital though... XDD Gaaaah. I'd get out my Illinois history book buuuut I can't find it now. YES I ACTUALLY HAVE ONE OF THOSE shut up. O_o Haha you just got a brief lesson in Illinois history. HAHAHAHA. TAKE THAT. OOOOH SNAPZ.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Okay, for all of you wondering where in the hell I dissappeared to this afternoon, I HAVE A GOOD EXCUSE. So listen up. So after my piano lesson, my parents pick me up. Ok, cool. Then my mom's like "HEY BREEZY. We're going OUT TO DINNER tonight." Ok, THAT was pretty damn cool. While we were driving to the Olive Garden (ooo fancy) I see it. I see... I SEE... *drumroll plz* ...A red lobster. RIGHT across the street from the Olive Garden. So yeah. I'm spazzing. XDD And begging my parents to PLEASE oh please at least take my picture near the Red Lobster. But I didn't have my camera. ;o; SAD. VERY VERY SAD. anyway yeah, that's why I wasn't online today. Sorry guys... :( and btw, my mom reacted exactly how I expected her to react to the dance invite. :P[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Bloo727 says: *throws a bag of funyuns to you* Breezy says: Yay Breezy says: *catches* Breezy says: Thanks. Bloo727 says: good catch Breezy says: man you must have really strong arms Breezy says: to be able to throw it heeeeeeere. Breezy says: *points to Illinois on a map* Breezy says: *folds the map away* Bloo727 says: oh no I threw it over the net Breezy says: oh yeah well Breezy says: WHERE THE HELL DID THESE COME FROM O_o *stares at the funyuns she caught from outsider her window* Bloo727 says: someone else must of threw them Breezy says: But WHO. Breezy says: :o -chat wif mah buddeh Bloo. YEAH.[/color]