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#1 RumbleRuses
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I was diagnosed with depression last September and my girlfriend helped me every step of the way, then in December it emerged I also had social anxiety. It was a hurdle, and I constantly felt guilty for putting her through it, but she kept by my side and I managed to get a place at my college and now I'm doing four A-Levels in the hopes of being a film director and it's all thanks to her for making me confident enough to believe in myself and not choose the easy way out.

However, we had a mutual breakup the other day. We love each other very much but want very different things, I'm proud of her for being so intelligent and knowing what she wants to do, and I'm proud of myself for helping her like she helped me. But it's hard, for the first time in /sixteen/ months I'm without my love and my best friend and it's a scary prospect. I'm not interested in anyone and doubt I will be for a very long time. I'm trying to stay strong and positive for her but my issues make it an uphill struggle.

So right now, I'm bordering between accepting my life how it is, and unhappiness. I was only ever happy when I was with her, didn't have the best childhood either. I hope everyone else feeling bad in this thread gets the help they need and the happiness they deserve, I wouldn't wish unhappiness on anybody.

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There's one scene where Jason makes a wingsuit out of a Tiger's scrotum. He calls it the batwing, no joke.

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I really hope it doesn't become a predominantly VR-based thing. I like having a controller in my hand and knowing I'm playing a game. Call me weird, but I like to be aware that I'm still in reality when playing a game, it keeps me calm. As for where I think it's going, hopefully to a point where Capcom decides 4-player co-op in their Resident Evil games should be a thing.

That's literally all I want.

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#4 RumbleRuses
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As somebody who's suffering from it, I find sitting down to write a story with slow and mellow music helps. Gabrielle Aplin is a heavy recommendation.

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#5 RumbleRuses
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If only you could convince my cousin who loves this game so much that he got three copies (PS4, XB1 and 360) to stop playing because he's set beacons for the game and every time he logs on it says he wants friends to play Destiny and it's insufferable.

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#6 RumbleRuses
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Metal Gear Solid V

Resident Evil Revelations 2 & REREmake

Resident Evil 7 if it actually happens.

The Evil Within

Lords of the Fallen

Shadow of Mordor

Sunset Overdrive

Halo MC Collection

Metal Gear Solid's inevitable next-gen collection.

Maybe Scalebound.

AC Unity & Rogue

Advanced Warfare

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#7 RumbleRuses
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Does it bug anyone else a whole lot when directors who supposedly "worship" the source material stray so far off from it that it ruins the characters we love when they're translated from the game disc/comic book to the big screen?

For me the worst offenders would be Ali Larter's Claire Redfield, and Chris Hemsworth's Thor (although I've only seen the first Thor and the Avengers, I've heard good things about The Dark World).

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#8 RumbleRuses
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@ArmoredCore55 said:

@rumbleruses said:

Coffee, but I don't like the aftertaste. I just have a pretty busy lifestyle so caffeine keeps me going.

Do you ever use sugar, cream, or milk in it?

Milk and three small spoonfuls of sugar.

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#9 RumbleRuses
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There's a girl in my culture class who literally dramatises the slightest thing. Just the other day she threw a hissy fit over me checking the time on my phone and claimed I "didn't want to learn". Which was completely idiotic, by the way, as I did better academically than she ever has.

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#10 RumbleRuses
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Yes, and pretty aggressively too in 2011/2012, but then I got a reality check and realised making others feel horrible wasn't the best way to go about my life so I turned my aggression into a positive output to benefit others.