Yep...i'm still suffering from anxiety...I can't get to sleep at night unless i stay up and watch tv until i can't keep my eyes open :(

So...does anybody know of some anxiety helping pills?? My therapist is being an ass :evil:

Thanks if anyone suggests anything.... 

I was really bored...so I drew this up really quick...here! :

his name is stabby and he would like to stab you....will you let him? 

Not a real friend :( I have enough of those...and not an imaginary one either...my therapist tells me i'm to old to have those :|

Nope I made a new friend on livejournal.com...I only have 2, firebubbles and mukky!! And mukky is my new friend!!! I'm not sure but my last 3 avatars I got from him...he makes the best icons i've ever seen!!! I haven't read anything he's written but I will when I get some free time...anyway i'm happy...

 

I couldn't think of anything else to bloggit (yup...new word 8) ) about so...sorry :(

I'm almost at 5000 posts!! That means I'm almost at 10000 posts!!!  When I throw my 10k post party I'm expecting you all to be there!!!  I think i'll get there faster then usual because Teh Sexay Clan keeps me busy!!! 8)  Anyway...I'm gonna thank alot of people...and some other stuff...it'll be fun!! They'll be plenty of drinks....food...and...other unmentionables at the party!!!  If you don't post in it..I'm gonna cry :cry:  and then i'll stab you to show you how much I love you :|

Well you all know today is april fool's day...sooooo I decided to play a joke on my fiance!! So i walked into the kitchen this morning and put on my serious face...I said.."hey baby...I got something to tell you..." She looked at me...sat down...and was like "It better not be what I think it is...I thought that was all in the past!!" So i'm thinking...this is going to be funny!! so i said "yea...me too...but the other night....remember that girl from bobby's rave party??(she got mad because I was talking to a chick who's known for...sleeping with alot of guys) and she ran to me and slapped me!! I mean hard too!! Then she started to kind of cry...and started talking about leaving and that the engagement was off...and then I said "It's april fool's day crazy!! I was just kiddin you!!!" but....she's still very mad...she hasn't said two words to me since then and it's now 1:30 pm...:cry: I hope she doesn't stay mad...I guess i shouldn't of made a joke like that...:cry: Do guys think I should buy her something?? Like some jewelry or....some roses...or maybe take her somewhere...?? I don't know what to do...if i should just wait or if i should try and make it up to her...any ideas??

I do believe in these past few days I've made more blog posts than i have ever before!! I usually do like...once a week...anyway...I got a new banner!! Isn't it cool?? Yup I'm a Fruits Basket fan!! You may be saying "o it's just another anime.." but it's not!! There's no young boy who has "secret hidden powers"!!! Actually the show's MAIN chracter is a girl, tohru honda....there's 2 other main characters...yuki and kyo...but like i said the MAIN character is tohru. It's an emotional and very serious show!! Yea some of the characters turn into animals...but it's because of the zodiac...it explains it all in the second episode...it has it's funny parts in every episode so it's not too depressing at times...but it's a very good show!! It's a short series so it won't take you too long to finish it...O and BTW my favorite character isn't yuki...although he is in my avatar...my fav. character is yuki's brother, Ayame!!! So if you think you would be interested in the show...watch it!! I'm sure you can find it on youtube!!!

YAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!! I now have over 1000 profile views!!! Also my union has 600+ views in only like...2 days!!!! I think i'm doing pretty good...i joined on December 16th(close to that date) 2006....so I guess i've been here for like...half a year and i'm level 13 with almost 1100 views!!!Maybe i spend too much time up here:? Anyhoo i think of all you guys as friends and i look forward to reading your post and posting in your topics...O yea spring is here...that means it's almost summer time!!! My birthday is in July and i'll be 19!!! I think my life has really gotten better since my horrible childhood...I'm just so happy now!!! Free cookies and/or hugs for everyone!!!!

Ok i sent out invites for The Aficionado's Compendium...so far we only need one more person to join and it'll be official....some of you you who wanted to join...you already were affiliated with too many unions to get an invite...so decline some of those invites you have and i'll send you another one when the union is up and running!!!  If you got an invite....plz join anyway even if your not interested!!! Thank you!!!

First of all i know some of you are screaming at your computer screen "WHY DO YOU KEEP CHANGING YOUR AVATAR STEPPINRAZOR88!!!!!?????  Ok now on to the blog....Well.....i was thinking about making a union...i dunno what it would be about...i was hoping you guys could give me suggestions....i was thinking maybe a arrested development union....but what would we talk about??? I don't know if there are any car enthuisast unions on GS....well if any of you are intereted feel free to comment of send me a PM!!!  Im serious too...if there's anything you have to contribute, PLEASE DO SO!!!  OT is becoming extremely boring(apart from the epic thread today about all OTer's meeting(me and Kratos ruled that thread:P)) and i want more to do on GS...so plz...help!!! I hope i didn't come off to desperate for help....even though i kinda am....well...any suggestions will be appreciated!!!

Well some of you know me...but only a couple things....like me being engaged...but i thought i'd share a little bit more with you guys...but first...let me tell you what happened...well what's been going on in my life...Ok!!! This morning i went with my grammy to the DMV because she doesn't like going anywhere by herself cuz she thinks somebody is gonna rob her...and my pop pop was out of town so....i went with her!!! Now the only reason me and my grammy have a good relationship is because she is my mom's stepmother and they hate each other...of course me and my mom don't get along so....my grammy is nice to me to make my mom mad...which i don't mind :lol: Ok anyway she's just talking and going on and on about dumb stuff...then she's all like ppl shouldn't drive at night and teenagers should have a curfew...how i should change the way i dress and how i wear my hair because im an "adult" now.....I was like ok...so anyway...i thought i'd tell you guys that...ummmm...I go to raves all the time....I drink too much...same thing with...taking illegal substances...well me and my fiancee live on our own but my dad pays our rent and all that stuff..but we don't live for free because we have to pay cell bills and buy groceries and such....im sure some of you know about me writing a book...so..yea!!!  i don't know if i should share anything else...i don't know what else really...My fav. type of music is house/trance/progressive.....I still don't have any next-gen systems...but i'll get the 360 first...especially now that i've heard FFXIII won't be a PS3 exclusive...and...i think that's it!!! I don't want to get too personal up here...I hope you enjoyed my blog!!!