Return of the depressing thread: Share your life problems!

Christmas is one of the saddest holiday to me because of my dad. He ruined every Christmas holiday when I kid. He would abuse my mom in front of me and make her cry. I can still remember the glass shadders like it was yesterday. Seeing my family fall apart that day struck me.

He also attempted to kill while we were asleep. I had to go through hell for 11 years age: 1-11. Now it feels like my heart is scared for life and will never enjoy life like a normal person.

Now I'm 15 and able to make changes in my life. I no longer live with that devil... I know I'm stronger than this and can still make changes, changes that can make me happy.

my social life is terrible..i have 2 friends i met like 2 months ago and 1 of them i dont even like so i basically have 1 friend i like and were not even that close to eachother. im 15 and never had a boyfriend and dont think im ever gonna have 1 or at least not anytime soon..i like playing violent video game (gta4, dragon age, street fighter..) and im a girl so it makes me wierd..im pretty sure i have a social anxiety disorder because its really hard for me to make friends or even talk to people i dont know..and my grades havent been good latelyilovemydog1

[QUOTE="jubino"]

Me and my girl hooked up about three weeks ago and it's been shaky from the start. She dumped her bf and wanted to start dating like 4 days later. Bad idea. Now I'm stuck at home and she's going to go play music in our band back home with her ex. We were officially bf/gf for 7 days before he came to see both of us and ruined that. We're still dating, but I feel like that could change at any given moment.

GazaAli

I've been job searching for a while now, it's almost been a year, I'm going back to college hopefully in January, if I can't get in, I'm joining the military police. Job wise and career wise - it's crap.
I'm sexually fustrated too, and it's only been 3 week since the last time I slept with someone.

I've been job searching for a while now, it's almost been a year, I'm going back to college hopefully in January, if I can't get in, I'm joining the military police. Job wise and career wise - it's crap.
I'm sexually fustrated too, and it's only been 3 week since the last time I slept with someone.

CBR600-RR

10/10 for you Bio ;).

Well mine are.

-The fact that I realized that you go to school for the first 18 years of your life and then you work until you die.

-My brothers a major 'hole' that does his best to make my life miserable.

I always feel guilty about whatever little bad thing I do (self-inflicted), and am constantly worried even if there is no reason to be worried.

I feel like I'm not really skilled at anything, except for perhaps kindness and an above average intelligence. And it feels like everyone around me do have skills.

Ultimately they're not that bad, but I hype them up to be really bad.

I have a chemistry final tomorrow morning at 8am, back to back with another final I have for geology at 10am. I'm nervous like hell for this chem final because it's 200 points, all written, comprehensive, and worth 33% of my grade. Meaning, if I don't get at least a C or a very very high D on it, everything I worked so hard for in this class will come tumbling down. All this is making incredibly me nervous; shaking, loss of apetite, digestive problems, rapid heart rate when I sleep, and queasiness(spelling). I feel like I'm going to puke and have a nervous breakdown. I get like this every year though, only I'm just a lot more nervous. I hate finals. I don't think teachers really care how much stress and hell they put their students through.

I go to an all guy school - New women are a rarity.

Problem is just a fancy way of saying challenge in my vocabulary, and I face them head on/badass rant over.

Also I stubbed my toe :cry:

Also I stubbed my toe :cry:

Mercenary848

Ouch. 3 out of 10.

Ok, I'll keep it blunt, so I don't have a panic attack. I was raped by 4 guys when I was 13. I'm 19 now, and I told my parents about it in July. I've been in therapy, and was just diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and have to go on meds and stay in therapy until I can overcome it. I have panic attacks about four times a week, and I haven't slept a full night without nightmares in 6 years.

On top of it, I just passed a kidney stone, and have hundreds more producing in my kidneys. Then the doctors found a non cancerous mass on my ovary that I have to have removed in two weeks. So I'll be bedridden for Christmas.

I guess that's all I want to complain about.

[QUOTE="ilovemydog1"]my social life is terrible..i have 2 friends i met like 2 months ago and 1 of them i dont even like so i basically have 1 friend i like and were not even that close to eachother. im 15 and never had a boyfriend and dont think im ever gonna have 1 or at least not anytime soon..i like playing violent video game (gta4, dragon age, street fighter..) and im a girl so it makes me wierd..im pretty sure i have a social anxiety disorder because its really hard for me to make friends or even talk to people i dont know..and my grades havent been good lately12345678ew

Not having a boyfriend can be a blessing and a curse. At least you still have the choice and can still respect yourself. You are probably an amazing person, but don't have the confidence to let others see it in you. Believe me, it is a working progress. You are a gem (being a girl gamer myself, I can say that) and once you realize that, you will be on your way. Self image is the first step. And don't worry about not having a boyfriend. You don't need one. Your grades aren't good, work on that first. It's all about the little steps. As far as friends, you only need one or two to start, the rest will follow. You need to focus on school, then on friends, then on boyfriends. You already have a hobby, so continue with it. Play video games, and don't be afraid to talk about them. Or, try to find another hobby to help you make friends. Good luck, and just remember you aren't worthless and that any guy would love to have you.

Christmas is one of the saddest holiday to me because of my dad. He ruined every Christmas holiday when I kid. He would abuse my mom in front of me and make her cry. I can still remember the glass shadders like it was yesterday. Seeing my family fall apart that day struck me.

He also attempted to kill while we were asleep. I had to go through hell for 11 years age: 1-11. Now it feels like my heart is scared for life and will never enjoy life like a normal person.

Now I'm 15 and able to make changes in my life. I no longer live with that devil... I know I'm stronger than this and can still make changes, changes that can make me happy.

Gaming-Planet

You poor thing. I know abuse, I will not say I know how you feel, because I obviously don't, but I know one thing: you can get better. And admitting to yourselfthat you are stronger is a very mature thing to realize at 15. I hope, and I'm sure everyone on this forum does to, that you continue to heal and grow and know that there are people that love you, including your mother. She is a very strong woman to leave an man that was abusing her. It must be hard because he was your dad, but it's good to hear you are trying to move on. It's good you've found places to talk about things that make you happy, like GS. Hope everything goes well for you from now on, for the rest of your life.

[QUOTE="12345678ew"][QUOTE="ilovemydog1"]

Not having a boyfriend can be a blessing and a curse. At least you still have the choice and can still respect yourself. You are probably an amazing person, but don't have the confidence to let others see it in you. Believe me, it is a working progress. You are a gem (being a girl gamer myself, I can say that) and once you realize that, you will be on your way. Self image is the first step. And don't worry about not having a boyfriend. You don't need one. Your grades aren't good, work on that first. It's all about the little steps. As far as friends, you only need one or two to start, the rest will follow. You need to focus on school, then on friends, then on boyfriends. You already have a hobby, so continue with it. Play video games, and don't be afraid to talk about them. Or, try to find another hobby to help you make friends. Good luck, and just remember you aren't worthless and that any guy would love to have you.

Esmenet

[QUOTE="Gaming-Planet"]

Christmas is one of the saddest holiday to me because of my dad. He ruined every Christmas holiday when I kid. He would abuse my mom in front of me and make her cry. I can still remember the glass shadders like it was yesterday. Seeing my family fall apart that day struck me.

He also attempted to kill while we were asleep. I had to go through hell for 11 years age: 1-11. Now it feels like my heart is scared for life and will never enjoy life like a normal person.

Now I'm 15 and able to make changes in my life. I no longer live with that devil... I know I'm stronger than this and can still make changes, changes that can make me happy.

Esmenet

You poor thing. I know abuse, I will not say I know how you feel, because I obviously don't, but I know one thing: you can get better. And admitting to yourselfthat you are stronger is a very mature thing to realize at 15. I hope, and I'm sure everyone on this forum does to, that you continue to heal and grow and know that there are people that love you, including your mother. She is a very strong woman to leave an man that was abusing her. It must be hard because he was your dad, but it's good to hear you are trying to move on. It's good you've found places to talk about things that make you happy, like GS. Hope everything goes well for you from now on, for the rest of your life.

Christmas is one of the saddest holiday to me because of my dad. He ruined every Christmas holiday when I kid. He would abuse my mom in front of me and make her cry. I can still remember the glass shadders like it was yesterday. Seeing my family fall apart that day struck me.

He also attempted to kill while we were asleep. I had to go through hell for 11 years age: 1-11. Now it feels like my heart is scared for life and will never enjoy life like a normal person.

Now I'm 15 and able to make changes in my life. I no longer live with that devil... I know I'm stronger than this and can still make changes, changes that can make me happy.

Gaming-Planet

[QUOTE="Esmenet"]

[QUOTE="12345678ew"] [QUOTE="Esmenet"]

[QUOTE="Gaming-Planet"]

Christmas is one of the saddest holiday to me because of my dad. He ruined every Christmas holiday when I kid. He would abuse my mom in front of me and make her cry. I can still remember the glass shadders like it was yesterday. Seeing my family fall apart that day struck me.

He also attempted to kill while we were asleep. I had to go through hell for 11 years age: 1-11. Now it feels like my heart is scared for life and will never enjoy life like a normal person.

Now I'm 15 and able to make changes in my life. I no longer live with that devil... I know I'm stronger than this and can still make changes, changes that can make me happy.

555SSOO

You poor thing. I know abuse, I will not say I know how you feel, because I obviously don't, but I know one thing: you can get better. And admitting to yourselfthat you are stronger is a very mature thing to realize at 15. I hope, and I'm sure everyone on this forum does to, that you continue to heal and grow and know that there are people that love you, including your mother. She is a very strong woman to leave an man that was abusing her. It must be hard because he was your dad, but it's good to hear you are trying to move on. It's good you've found places to talk about things that make you happy, like GS. Hope everything goes well for you from now on, for the rest of your life.

If you read my original post, you would see that I'm hardly qualified to be a therapist, as I have not dealt with my own demons. However, I do understand what it is like to go through certain emotional problems, or how hard dealing with trauma can be. I don't mean for my advice to be followed, just that it may help to know others (even strangers) care. It certainly would have helped me had I known I could speak.

I sometimes hate my friends.

Got a cold. Thats about it. I think I need a hug :cry:

well, Ive got swine flu. it sucks

1) I can't find a job

2)I'm miles away from my fiance

3)I can't find weed

4) I've got this rash.........

I honestly have nothing to complain about.

I feel guilty for thinking about my petty problems after reading some of these >.>

I don't have any real problems, but sometimes I wonder if I'm normal. *shrugs*

My old man has depression and it is apparently hereditary. I am 24 and have had no life direction since the military. The girl I am crazy about, and thought I was with, has been unavailable for a week. My job is driving me to the bottle with alarming regularity. I have recently started smoking again. But you know me, can't complain... BA DOOM TISH!D3nnyCrane

Hmm have you thought of re enlisting, you are only 24 that seems like a good age to jump back in that is if you miss it.

[QUOTE="D3nnyCrane"]My old man has depression and it is apparently hereditary. I am 24 and have had no life direction since the military. The girl I am crazy about, and thought I was with, has been unavailable for a week. My job is driving me to the bottle with alarming regularity. I have recently started smoking again. But you know me, can't complain... BA DOOM TISH!Mercenary848

Hmm have you thought of re enlisting, you are only 24 that seems like a good age to jump back in that is if you miss it.

[QUOTE="12345678ew"][QUOTE="ilovemydog1"]my social life is terrible..i have 2 friends i met like 2 months ago and 1 of them i dont even like so i basically have 1 friend i like and were not even that close to eachother. im 15 and never had a boyfriend and dont think im ever gonna have 1 or at least not anytime soon..i like playing violent video game (gta4, dragon age, street fighter..) and im a girl so it makes me wierd..im pretty sure i have a social anxiety disorder because its really hard for me to make friends or even talk to people i dont know..and my grades havent been good latelyEsmenet

Not having a boyfriend can be a blessing and a curse. At least you still have the choice and can still respect yourself. You are probably an amazing person, but don't have the confidence to let others see it in you. Believe me, it is a working progress. You are a gem (being a girl gamer myself, I can say that) and once you realize that, you will be on your way. Self image is the first step. And don't worry about not having a boyfriend. You don't need one. Your grades aren't good, work on that first. It's all about the little steps. As far as friends, you only need one or two to start, the rest will follow. You need to focus on school, then on friends, then on boyfriends. You already have a hobby, so continue with it. Play video games, and don't be afraid to talk about them. Or, try to find another hobby to help you make friends. Good luck, and just remember you aren't worthless and that any guy would love to have you.

It is nice how your level nickname is mediator and you are giving some of the best advice in the thread

Wow you guys have some serious stuff going on, I hope you all are able to work them out.

• I am on a wrestling team and the stress is kind of getting to me, not to mention a lot of hardships the team is going through
• I weigh 159 pounds and have to lose 7 by Wensday
• School is exausting me
• Need a job
• I have been feeling kind of world weary and am getting kind of annoyed waiting for my chance to branch out into the world(Gradguation day)
• Anxiety and I can fall into minor depression spells(I know things will get better)
• I over think things and that causes me to dwell on stuff or not let things go

Anyway some of my challenges.

I have only had 1 girlfriend and that was way back in Spring of this year.

Well my biggest problem is this stress condition that renders me unable to eat the day im in a stressful situation and im in two youth orchestras, so between concerts and practices and such I lose alot of days of eating. To put it in perspective, before the problem came up i was around 160, dropped to 130, then worked out to inch it back up to 140. I used to be lighter than my friend with ADHD

EDIT: failed to mention 20/30 pounds were lost within a week

I have only had 1 girlfriend and that was way back in Spring of this year.

Revixe06

id tell you but i dont want to bore you with my problems, some of which have been mentioned. and i dont want to think about them ill get deppressed, im in a good mood right now and dont want to ruin it.

I've been vacillating between decent and depressed constantly, I don't see my girlfriend enough and occasionally I wonder if I'm good enough for her, I don't have enough money to go to the college I want to (assuming I get in), the facial cleanser I started using caused me to break-out hardcore, and suddenly I'm failing most of my courses despite the fact I'm trying my hardest for the first time in years.

So essentially, hi, I'm a typical 18 year-old.

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Something short.
My father is threatening to throw me,my brother and my mom out of his house.That means we'll have nothing.
I love my dad.

I am 20 I have had no girl no direction in life I feel empty lost and depressed.

I am very, veryfat and very, very ugly. I also can't quit smoking, and may have to drop out of school because of money problems. Beyond that, life is okay.

heysharpshooter

dude i don't wantto be a downer but get off the internet and do something positive for yourself

I'm in poor shape, no one wants understand my true self, I have no friends, I'm anti-social, my dad is jobless, and we're running out of money.

How about that?

Engineering final in exactly 12 hours. Oh snap! Let hell week begin, baby. I'm not ready for you, but I sure as hell won't go down without a fight.

My entire korean side of the family is disappointed in me because I do not have kids and a wife at the age of 26. Not a problem for me, but thought I would share. My recent problem is that I have to finish programming for COBOL.

I need 600$ for an hd5970, I don't have 600$ :(JigglyWiggly_

I need 600$ for an hd5970, I don't have 600$ :(JigglyWiggly_

My entire korean side of the family is disappointed in me because I do not have kids and a wife at the age of 26. Not a problem for me, but thought I would share. My recent problem is that I have to finish programming for COBOL.

dracos9000