just thought id put some more random photos on lol :)

how artistic :)

How Drunk?? haha

Aimee, me, laura && keith - very drunk at house party :)

Mitch, me, victoria && chris :)

macdoanlds crew :) ha!

me and vic :)

not sure why this ones bigger :S but ha!! at dad's wifes party

my lightweight brother...rather disgusting too!

Tongues :)

i think thats all the drunken ones i can put in one blog lol!!

anyway im fine and dandy and thinking bout going to the pub lol blog later :)

xx

helloooo havent been on in ages lol...stupid work lol and yet i still get paid peanuts lol looks like im going to have to get 2 jobs lol!!

nothing much has happened lol i cut all my hair off lmao!! miss it a bit but love it :) :)
A few photos of hair :) ;

ignore the drunkeness :)

ignore the uglyness i was tanning lol!! but rahter short lol :)

i had my first work night out thats what the first photos from :) fun night!! lol wish i could do it more often if i had the money need to get rich lol!! have just owrked out how to put photos on so might have to do a few more sometime :)

owell bye bye xxxx

cookies off to the vets tomorrow cos she keeps being sick has been for a while but she keeps screaming now :( i'm rather worried and im worried she'll run away and hide somewhere in the house lol not sure if she likes vets saying the last time she went she came out with a cone on her lol!

hopefully she'll be ok but i'll keep ya posted :)

Well it's my 20th birthday today....my 2nd year anniversary with Keith and I also have a sprained back :'(

Was in hospital for most of the night yesterday then only got like half an hours sleep...I can't move
hardly it hurts too much :(
What a way to spend my 20th birthday lol :(

oh yeah and my dads cat Spot died RIP....We may have never got on and you always scratched me and stole my bobbles and lollypops when i was little but will miss your crazy evil ways...xx

I'm In sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much pain!!
just want to curl up and die!!
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

need some comforting!!

Well I've had my first 3 shifts on the job lol (macdonalds if ya didnt know) it's actually really fun lol...everyone's really canny...my feet are killing me tho!! Like seriously it's so painful lol I have a day off tomorrow and friday tho :) lol it's so hard like walking around serving people all day lol...but I get free macdonalds food yummy!! I'm kinda getting bored of it tho lol....even tho there's a billion options! I'm sooo tired i think i better buy some new shoes when i can tho none painful ones!! :)
o well i'm off to get some tea....bubi!! xxxxx

It's valentines day tomorrow so i just thought i'd write a blog about it!
Even tho it's completely over rated and only there for people to make money off of it lol

But any who......
....................... Happy Valentines Day!! ♥♥♥

Alesha Dixon - Breathe Slow
I'm running out of patience, cos I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing, and speaking of hell, it don't compare to this heat that I'm feeling.
I love you too much it shows, all emotions go out of control oh whoa whoa, good for you bad for me, when I can hardly see from the tears that flow oh whoa
Can't forget to breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and comp- oh oh oh sure
I am gonna breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure
Not gonna lie or even try, you've got my wheel spinning, and I ain't the one to show the gun, cos that means your really winning oh yeah
I love you too much it shows, all my emotions go out of control oh whoa whoa, good for you bad for me, when I can hardly see from the tears that flow oh whoa
Ooh oh ooh, can't forget to breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure, before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh sure
I am gonna breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure, ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh sure
Somebody better hold me back, you're lucky I know how to act (so lucky ain't gonna attack) I'm being calm and cool, but believe me you, it's taking everything to just breathe breathe breathe...
Can't forget to breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure
I am gonna breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure
Can't forgoet to breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure, before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh sure
I am gonna breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed, cos ladies take it in, and get comp- oh oh oh sure, ladies ner lose comp- oh oh oh sure.

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry
All this time I wasting hoping you would come around, I've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down, and it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out, and you're thinking we'll be fine again but no this time aound
You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone, this is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore, and you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before, you're not sorry...no no no no
Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know, could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold, and you got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know, and now you're asking me to listen cos it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone, this is the last straw, don't want to hurt anymore, and you tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like i did before, you're not sorry...no no no no, you're not sorry...no no no no
You had me crawling for you honey and it never would've gone away no, you used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone, this is the last straw, there's nothing left to beg for, and you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before, you're not sorry...no no no no, you're not sorry...no no no no, no no no no, no no no no, no no no no.

James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings.
Let me hold you for the last time, It's the last chance to feel again but you broke me, now I can't feel anything, when I love you it's so untrue, I can't even convince myself, when I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up, I try to hold on but it hurts too much, I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all ok
You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel, I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts and lie's worse, how can I give anymore, when I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing, we are turning into dust, playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire when there's nothing left to save, t's like chasing the very last train when it's too late
Oh it tears me up, I try to hold on but it hurts too much, I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all ok
You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel, I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts and a lie's worse, how can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before, but we're running through the fire when there's nothing left to save, it's like chasing the very last train when we both know it's to late (too late)
You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything, that your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that ain't real, well the truth hurts and a lie's worse, how can i give anymore when I love you a little less then before, oh yeah yeah, I love you a little less then before
Let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance to feel again

Sweet XX - When It Was Me
She's got green eyes and she 5'5, long brown hair all down her back, cadallac truck so the hell what, whats so special about that, she used to model, she's done some acting , so she weighs a buck o 5 and I guess that she's alright if *perfections* what you like
Oooooo, and I'm not jelous no I'm not, ooooo, I just want everything she's got, ooooo, you look at her so amazed, I remember way back when you used to loo at me that way
Tell me what makes her so much better then me, what makes her so much better then me, what makes her just everything I can never be, what makes her your every dream and fantasy, cos i can remember when it was me
And that you don't feel the same, I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name, you said nothing felt as good as when you gazed into my eyes, now you don't care I'm alive how did we let the fire die
Oooooo, and I'm not jelous no I'm not, oooooo, I just want everything she's got, oooo, you look at her so amazed, I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
What makes her so much better then me, what makes her so much better then me, what makes her just everything I can never be, what makes her your every dream and fantasy, cos I can remember when it was me
That made you smile, me, That made you laugh, me that made you happier then you had ever been, ooo me, that was your world, me, your perfect girl, nothing about me has changed that's why I'm here wondering
What makes her so much better then me, what makes her so much better then me, what makes her just everything I can never be, what makes her your every dream and fantasy, cos I can remember when it was me
What makes her so much better then me, what makes her so much better then me, what makes her just everything I can never be, what makes her your every dream and fantasy, cos I can remember when it was me

Lady Ga Ga - Just Dance
A red wine, convict, gaga
I've had a little bit to much, all of the people start to rush (start to rush by) a dizzy twister dance, can't find my drink or man, where are my keys i lost my phone, phone, what's going on on the floor? I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore, keep it cool what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright
Just dance, gonna be ok, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance spin that record babe, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance gonna be ok, duh-duh-duh-duh, dance dance dance dance, ju ju ju just dance
Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, how'd I turn my shirt inside out? (inside out right) control your poison babe, roses with thorns they say, and we're all getting hosed tonight, what's going on on the floor, I love this record baby, but I can't see straight any more, keep it cool what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright
Just dance, gonna be ok, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance spin that record babe, da-doo-doo-doo, just gonna be ok, duh-duh-duh-duh, dance dance dance, ju ju ju just dance
When I come through on the dance floor checking out the catalogue, can't believe my eyes so many women without a flaw, and I ain't gonna give it up steady tryna pick it up like the car, I'mma hit it, I'mma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorrow yeah
Show me I can see that you got so much energy, the way you twirling up themhips round and round, there's no reason I know why you can't leave her with me, in the meantime stand let me watch you break it down
Just dance, gonna be ok, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance spin that record babe, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance gonna be ok, duh-duh-duh-duh, dance dance dance, ju ju ju just dance
I'm psychotic sync hypontic, I got my blue burners and phonic, I'm psychotic sync hypnotic, I got my brand electronic, I'm psychotic sync hypnotic, I got my blue burners and phonic, I'm psychotic sync hypnotic, I got my brand electronic
Go use your muscle coming out work it hustle, I got it just stay close enough to get it, go slow drive it clean it, like so clean it's been molesto, I got it and your popped coll
Just dance gonna be ok, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance spin that record babe, da-doo-doo-doo, just dance gonna eb ok, duh-duh-duh-duh, dance dance dance, ju ju ju just dance

Well I'm back...so my has changed (hence the tiitle of this blog) I was made redundent and now have found a new job...well a 3week trial but hoping to stay on after :)

oh well maybe thats all thats changed lol...thought i had a lot more to say lol but obviously not haha

hmm i want chocolate...i really need to start gyming again properly i think i've put on quite alot of weight!! lol hopefully will lose it being on my feet all day at work tho :)

oh well bye xxx lol

I'm craving a Cadburys Cream Egg!!! (yes mother I know I was craving one on Wednesday and you gave me one but I want another one!)
I'm sitting eating a box of cruncy nut cornflakes....well not the full box but i'm eating them without milk cos we have none...and dry cos we have no milk...blah blah blah

I just want a cream egg!!! I'd be happy with the twisted bar!! Anything creme eggish!!!!

If anyone fancy's giving me one?? It'll make me eggstatic!!! HA!