My....grandmother passed away last night...she had lung cancer...*sigh*...closest grandparent to me, for pretty much my whole life...and now she's gone? Wow cancer ffs GTFO of our family...two of my other immediate grandparents also passed away from a form of cancer. I mean really? come on, it seems like this week is one bad thing after another, is there going to be anything good? I feel like a damn emo atm...*sigh*...I guess...it was just time though...at least it was peaceful, in her sleep...maybe it was for the better, she was in pain, weekly/daily meds, oxygen, chemo...I...really don't know what to think...well she lived a good life, and accomplished quite a lot, I just hope, if there's an after life, that she's happy their as well. Actually, if there is an after life, I KNOW she's happy, she always was, and I'll miss that from her...she's the only grandparent that I could remember very well (the others passed away when I was too young to comprehend what was going on)...it's just sad because she promised she was going to live long enough to see my marriage, I just hope my Jiji (grandfather on my Japanese side, this grandmother was from the chinese) will be able to see it...I...wish she could have, she'd be so happy about finally seeing that...Grandma, if you can somehow magically read this, you're the only other person I say this to, but I love you, and I"ll miss you dearly.

*sigh*...at a time like this, I wish I was with my girlfriend...really, I love her a lot, and I mean A LOT, and I want her here...she just always finds a way to cheer me up...ALWAYS...one of the MANY reasons I love her...right now, I need her more than anything < 3.

Sayo....nara...

-Toshio/Bass7

Well, it's been a month....Olympics starting 4 weeks ago....ALSO, my Girlfriend and I have been going out for a month now :P. As of September 4th, it's been a month =D. lol, we started going out just about the day of the Olympics Opening Ceremony...which was truly amazing...I've been REALLY happy with her, she's truly amazing, win in every single way possible x). I love her very much :). It's just so lame for a guy to be posting a "omfg 1 month" kind of a thing -_-.

In other news, I managed to pick up Xenosaga III...haven't played the other ones, but this is the only "Complete" one that Gamestop had. So atm, I have absolutely NO idea what's going on Dx. I'm also trying to get a hold of Jet Set Radio Future xD...in non related gaming news, school started, it fails already, no friends in cIasses, boring work...before I'd at least not get completey BORED of hw, I would at least finish it...now it seems like I have no drive to finish it :?.

In some sort of school related news, but more in sports (I have a lot of "news" huh?), I made Varsity Golf Team :D....and I'm going to restring my racquet, but idk what with. I was thinking some new Babolat strings :D.

Anyways, that's really it for the Bass this time around, so....I'll talk to YOU guys later :)

lololol I'll probably post another blog in a month, going "omfg omfg omfg 2 months" :). I just fricken Love her though x).

Ja ne~!

-Toshio/Bass7

It's quickly and quietly sneaking up on me like a Ninja :P....September 3rd....going to be hell, this sucks man :cry:. This sucks I have Business/Marketing, that'll keep me busy, and I have golf too T.T....sports take up so much time D:. This is going to suck, I won't even be able to see/talk to my girlfriend very much :cry:. I just love (< 3) her too much, I'll miss her *sobs*. **** this distance, **** it hard T.T. Argh, not living near each other = I fail :(. Well hopefully your school year won't be as depressing as mine :P.

Ja ne~!

-Toshio/Bass7

You guys finally wanna see meh? D: yeah I got bored, too a picture with mah webcam for my bebo and myspace and stuff >_>.

http://i54.photobucket.com/albums/g119/SpeedSword/ImFail.jpg

Yep...I fail.....btw I'm gonna dye my hair soon :?.

New Gamespot....not even the "Beta" anymore....is there like a "cIassic" look or something? because I do NOT like this new GS....sometimes change just isn't good at all....like when GS went with that HUGE makeover years ago....then it pretty much turned into glitchspot...lkajslfdjlajflds anyway, Olympics, Phelps....is a beast....Federer is out, and China is owning....that's my summary :P...well sort of ;D.

Nothing much else to write here so yeah xD...Ja ne for now~!

-Toshio/Bass7

It's finally time for the Olympics....8.8.08.......I've already watched the opening ceremony though, lol europe brodcast stream ftw :P....the ceremony was pretty amazing, I thought it was computerized at first, but they were PEOPLE I was like WOAHHHH 0.0....must have taken forever to rehearse that........lol yeah.

Other news, well there really isn't that much :P....

Ja ne~!

-Toshio/Bass7

To me gaming right now....is failing.

Nintendo - is getting crap third party support, yeah I know there's games coming out, but I mean, still, right now, for the most part it's just first party stuff that's really good. Nintendo needs to give up on the stupid Wii sports and Wii music stuff, we get the point, you want everyone to play, but what about us gamers that have been with you for YEARS...you going to ditch us for them? And when we do get a game that looks good from another co

Microsoft - Whoop dee doo, you get FFXIII....only america though.....I still don't like how all they have is like action games (or at least that's what it seems like, because my friend's libraries are like GTA, CoD, Halo, more shooting stuff, etc.). I mean yeah they have some RPG games....idk M$ is really just pissing me off, I guess this is where all their money is coming from since Vista is failing so much.

Sony - Ugh, great Sony, you lost your big 'ol exclusive....and now it seems like you don't have anything up your sleeve. Your press conference was just a boring as Nintendod's, except it looked better. Idk, all I want a PS3 for is MGS4, FFXIII Versus....and that's pretty much about it, I also like the fact of the region freeness, since PS is doing better in Japan than over here (US has like....no games......)

Gaming is almost dead to me (at least this generation)....idk what it is, just seems like something is missing, I missing all of those JRPGs, those games that would make you stay up all day and all night just to play it (and I'm talking about single player, not some stupid online FPS game or something like that.)

Sorry these are just my thoughts right now, and I thought I should get them out to you guys.....if I sound really stupid or biased or whatever, that's fine, be aware that I'm typing this at 1:10 in the morning, and woke up at like 7am....so I'm pretty tired...xD

I think I'll be forced just to buy a PS3 AND a 360, I mean I love all systems, but I mean....that's a lot of money.....I really hate it, there's an even amoutn of games that I want for both of those systems...and it's not much, only about 5 games at the moment......I really do not know what I want to do...

One word can sum today up.....suck.

Nothing new, nothing interesting, only thing that I thought was kind of cool is Animal Crossing for the Wii.

And what the hell? It says I only watched the Sony and Microsoft one? wtf I watched the Nintendo one (though it was probably the worst press conference I have ever seen, sorry Nintendo, but it was).

-Toshio/Bass7

Watch the Microsoft press conference today. Everything is kind of meh, M$ was stupid and stole the whole Mii look :P, and they also stole Banjo Kazooie :(. But everything was boring until the VERY end, omfg I stood up and went "OMG....NO WAY!!! OMFG YOU'RE JOKING RIGHT....OMG....YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!" lol xD. That's right FFXIII on the 360! That just saved me like 500$....even though I still want MGS4, FFXIII was the major deciding point for me, I mean everything else that I want on the PS3, I could probably get for the 360 (except that damn Persona game that's gonna be out for the PS3 :P). Now I have an excuse to buy a 360, now I can play my DoA (XBV!) all the time :P. Anyways, sorry for not replying to anyone in my other blog, it's just that I'll pretty much only talk about E3 today and tomorrow :P. So yeah xD....well time to get up at 9am tomorrow to watch Nintendo, don't disappoint me!

Ja ne~!

-Toshio/Bass7

P.S. My new Sony laptop just arrived today, too bad for the bad news that you lost your guy's exclusive though xD.