I'ts now been exactly a month since i heard the truth from that guy, Sami, that he was just toying with me. Even though it's already been a month, it still feels like he told it to me like a week ago..and the way he said it, he was so mean, he was like bragging with that, like it's something to be proud of when you break somebody's heart and dreams. And when i asked him what about the meeting, when we met one time, he just laughed: it was just a joke! he was bragging with that too, yeah how funny, ha ha...i actually cried quite a lot this morning because of that whole thing,....

i'll write more when i'm a little more cheerful, right now i'm really torn...

>>Anna

So i got Jak 2 yesterday, and have been playing it a few hours, the graphics are really good, and controlling Jak is pretty easy. But...i'm not very used to playing platform games and at the beginning i lost my nerves and hit the telly a few times 'cos i always died in certain points, actually i still do :oops:

Well anyway, it IS a great game, i love the cut-scenes and i'll probably buy Jak 3 too!

Now for something else; i was jogging as usual, but about half way i started to go out of breath, which has never happened before! i just run out of stamina and i had to walk a while...i don't know what happened, i have jogged the same route every time. But maybe i was wearing too little clothing, or run too fast at the beginning? Well, i think it's nothing to worry about :)

Oh yeah, and one more thing; at one night i was so tired and about to go to bed anyway, so i decided to make a thread IBTL, and in the text section i just wrote IBTL! heh, oh geez am i funny, well it got locked and moderated and i got a note from GS that i have lost points for that, heh :)

Well that's all for now, back to Jak! ;)

>>>>Anna

Yeah, my lovely brother gave me Jak 2 as a present for my birthday, i'm so happy to finally get to play some new game! Besides, i noticed that Jak 2 had got a very good rating here in GS, so his money wasn't wasted (i hope).

I bought red hair color this weekend, and i'm about to dye my hair soon, as soon as i finish this entry. i'll play Jak 2 after i've applied the hair dye, and waiting for it to take effect.

This was really lame entry btw, i'm just sooo very tired and a little down, hopefully Jak 2 and his friend Dexter will cheer me up. and my new hair color!

Later! :)

>>>>Anna!

I finally got back my memory card from my folk's place and can finally continue playing with PS2! it's Saturday noon now, and i get to go back to my apartment tomorrow, but i can wait :)

i've been thinking this: right now i have enough money to buy a new game, OR get my nose pierced, so i don't know what to do...i've dreamed of a nose piercing for a very long time, but then again, it's been a year since i bought a new game (it was Silent Hill 3), and i'd really want a new game finally.

Hmm, we'll see what happens, my brudda said he might buy me a game for my birthday (which was already btw) :) so if he buys me a game i could finally get my nose pierced! :)

I should be going to the train station in about an hour but it just keep raining and the wind is still blowing horribly..But i have to go anyway, because i don't have my PS2 memory card here and i need it if i want to play any games!

I never thought that memory card could be THAT importat to me, but it is :)

I just watched the trailers of Death by Degrees and Tekken 5, and i can't wait until they are published! I'm a little worried about DbD, because it might be a little crappy :(

But then again, i remember someone of the Tekken developers saying that Nina is their favorite character so i doubt that they'd want the game to flop. i REALLY hope it gets good reviews, because i don't know if i'll buy it if everybody mocks it, maybe i don't like it either?

Tekken 5 will probably be really good game, the same Namco quality as always! :) i'm bugged because i forgot my PS2 memory card at my folk's place, and i can't really play anything until i get it back! the problem is that they live about 300 km away from me so i have to take a train there. i'm going there tonight and i'll be back here on sunday. :)

i've been thinking this: since i got tekken 2, Nina Williams was my favorite character. Maybe because she was the only female with blond hair in the game, and i had a blond hair back then, too, so it was easy to relate to her, i think. Afterwards i heard that Nina was Tekken's developers favorite character, and i was really surprised because she is my fav. character too!

I don't have anything right now, i'll go packing and posting to the forums!

Later!

>>>Anna

Man i'm bored! I'm on this boring lesson, and ok, the subject is ok and all but we have this for 3 hours and we're all on our computers and my back is hurting :/ thank god for GameSpot's existence!!! i'd propably skip these lessons otherwise and then i'd up having an f from this course as well :/

We're having a break right now, so i can write about this. Btw, i don't want to sound cold hearted or anything but i really couldn't care less what's going on in the middle-east! as long as they don't come here, they can do whatever they want... :)

I guess i should be going to bed soon, i'm tired but i just want to GS some more! :) Tomorrow i'm going at 8 again, but thank god we only have 3 hours. but after that i have to keep making that lame presentation again :/ oh yeah and i added that Nina up there! What do you think?? I had to look for a proper pic there for like an hour! And i finally found it from some japanese site, which used only symbols but i just clicked the pics :)

See ya later folks!! :) :)

>>>Anna

I'll have to go to buy some food again soon, 'cos i'm running out of food again! i don't understand how, but yesterday i bought a pack of meatslices (225g) and i've eaten them already!? i just love them so much that i ate them so much y.day, then i want to but those lovely salmon slices as well, but they're so expensive...naah, doesn't matter, i HAVE to have them!! :) oh and maybe some chips and eggs! i have started to eat eggs now, they have a lot of protein, if i don't remember wrong :)

Well, i have nothing else right now, c ya! :)

I should be going to school soon it's 7.26 and i have NO interest what so ever, we have english for 2 hours, well that's ok, but after those lessons me and my friend Maarit have to do this supid lecture for one lesson and i'm not interested at all...!!

I'm just listening to Rocky IV's theme music, and it's great! Really wakes me up :)

Oh whoa, i have to go now, buh bye!!

>>>Anna