I'm really excited and waiting for tekken 5, i can't wait to get to play Nina! :) I was checkin' out some screenshots from www.tekken-official.jp and i noticed something, Christie has pretty big boobs in this game! Not to offend, of course! Anyway, here's a screenshot from her in action:

and here's another:

Well i should be going to bed now, it's 23.42 and i have to go to school for 8 :? Good night everyone!

>>>Anna

Oh yeah I'm 21 now!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

:) :) :) :) :)

I started to think about the times about 10 years ago when i was madly in love with Sly Stallone and the Rocky movies. I got some music from Rocky 4, and oh what memories overwhelmed me! :) I remember thinking seeing Rocky training and this great music was on and i thought to myself: I want to be just like him when i'm a grown up! to have the muscles and strength he has :)

Now it's time for me to start fulfilling my dreams! I already started to jog every other day, and i'll start Han Moo Do in January-February!

Here i come Rocky and Nina Williams! x)

Last evening wasn't a very nice one. i felt so anxious because i'm 21, a virgin and never dated anyone. i just don't know if it's now too late to find some one i like, and that would accept those facts. But then again, i've also been thinking that why is it so that everybody has to have a bf/gf, or otherwise you're just a piece of scum that no one likes. It can't be the only goal in life! it's just can't! It's just an absurd idea that the only goal in life is to find some one else to be with!

So i've decided that i'm not gonna get anxious or depressed again just because i don't have a bf. it's not the only thing in life, i have other goals as well! One of the biggest ones is to receive a brown belt in Han Moo Do, and perhaps in Taek Won Do. i really don't want to be afraid on streets at night anymore, or need some one to take me to a bar because of some stupid rapists! i want to be able to defend myself!

Well great news again! That Scandinavian Models-thing was not a hoax! Oh I'm so exited! When I was a little girl I used to be so horribly ugly, and when I was on 7-9th grade I was still pretty ugly, and now I've finally grown up to be a pretty lady ;) And a modeling agency wants my pictures! This is just insane! I was so sceptic towards them and i didn't believe that they were serious and a real modeling agency! Now my life has finally started :)

And that guy that tricked me for a year? Well it was actually 4 years but we weren't dating then! Well anyway, I didn't want to end our "thing" saying I'll hate you forever and I'll kill you and so on, so I sent him an sms saying if he ever needs a friend or support with something, he has my number, and a smiley in the end. Well the bastard called me! How dares he?? After all he did to me can't he just leave me alone?? It was saturday-sunday-night about 1.30 and I was still up on my computer chatting with a cute boy who has a crush on me and i think i have a crush on him too x) well my phone rang once and i didn't answer, then it rang again and i answered hello, someone on the other line mumbled something and i asked who is this, he says "guess", and i hang up! no one else says guess when asked who's calling! For f***'s sake, can't he just leave me alone?? He has already hurt me so much :/ Besides, he's been living with some girl for 3 months now, and he let me know that WE'RE dating! If he ever calls me again I'll tell him to eat my s*** :)

Well, I don't have anything else right now, so buh-bye! :)

U know, i just found out a week ago that the boy i was dating (a long distance relationship) was just toying with me! Well, it wasn't much of a relationship anyway, we only met each other once and about the meeting he said week ago that: "hah it was a joke!" so great! I spoke to her girlfriend on the phone and she didn't know anything about me and was really sorry for what he did to me, she is a really sweet girl and i really hope that she can make him see that it's SOO not cool toying with people like dolls! Well i'm over it now, anyhow, and now i'm STRONGER than EVER! NOTHING can stop me now! :)

Yeah and about that Scandinavian Models-thing! I e-mailed to Sweden's Scandinavian Models and they said that the e-mail address they were using (.hotmail.com) doesn't seem very good and told me to be careful! Well I e-mailed to the suspicious e-mail address that Swedish SM suspects their e-mail address and I asked for some water proof proof that they really are the SM in Finland, and they didn't reply anymore!

Why does everybody want to trick me??

I just tried to work out my magnificent website with the css-code, and I did...a bit. I don't understand how to make the navigation bar on the web page using css!

Oh and I deleted my Annan Tomb Raider-sivut completely, so I have to remember to delete my sig as well...I'm just not so much into Tomb Raider as I thought. I do love Lara and the games, and Lara is the best role model for girls but I wasn't so much into it as making a web page about the games and her...how sad!

Now I've decided to create a new website! That's all about ME! It's easier to write about myself, because I know myself the best. I know my favorite foods, my height and weight, favorite colors...everything! So it's much more motivating. I'm gonna make it an english site this time, with a diary, so hopefully more people will visit, because they understand the language. I'm planning on adding many photos of myself, if that Scandinavian Models-project works out somehow. Well however, I have to send them my test shots, so I'll add them here! Maybe not all, because I have to send them 2 films, so counted together it's 48 pictures! Jeez! Why do they need so many? They said that 2 films usually is enough. But 24 is a lot of pictures of a one person already!

Well I'll keep you posted, if anyone's reading! :)

>>>Anna

I went to visit City.fi for a long time and what a surprise I had waiting for me in my mail box! At 27 th this month Scandinavian Models had e-mailed me! They probably saw my picture on the site and got interested! They said they were interested in cooperating with me! Isn't that great?? It's a small model agency but still, I got asked to work with them! I'm so excited! x) They'll take pics of me with my own clothes on, I might get to wear some rented clothes as well! I would have to take test shots of myself, or actually I'm going to force my brother to take them! :) I'll write more as soon as I find out more! About my opportunity!

Today I went shop for food so I wouldn't starve and I decided to buy so much food that I NEVER again have to wake up hungry at night. So I bought bagels and popcorn, milk, juice, tomatoes etc yummy stuff. And I tasted the bagels and they tasted like nothing! Absolutely NOTHING! Then I realized by looking the side of the bag that they were butter bagels! So?? I still want to have good bagels! Next time I will remember to choose more carefully my bagels!

I just finished watching Gothika. It wasn't as good as I had expected, but it was ok. It reminded me a lot of "The Ring". It also had a young girl that led the lead character. Iate popcorn as I was watching it. I've gone hooked for popcorn! All I eat nowadays is popcorn !!

I'm really waiting for The Settlers: Heritage of Kings to be released! I've always been a fan of The Settlers-series, I first started playing Settlers 2 on my brother's computer, the game was hacked though :) i copied from my friend, but that's very long time ago, about...8 years now?

Man I'm hungry, gotta go grab something to eat! Maybe popcorn?? Heh x)

C' ya!

>>>Anna