So I just got back from a meeting with my therapist, I see her about once a month, and she tells me that I need to join some kind of school club. Just so you know, I don't interact with people; I come home from school, watch TV, go on the internet, go to sleep and do it again the next day; and it needs to be clear that I don't do for any deeper reason than that I just prefer solitude and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. There is a difference between being alone and in solitude, at least to me there is, being alone means that you really aren't having much choice in the matter you are being forced to be alone, but to me solitude is just preferring to spend time alone and within you mind. I do kind of live in my head but I honestly don't see anything wrong with that, I don't need people around me and I like it that way. So that it's clear that I'm a hypocrite, although I am writing this post and all my others like they are addressing other people I really write them for myself so that I can just get my thoughts down on paper, I honestly don't care if you or anybody else reads them, I just need to put what is in my mind on paper. But back to the point, I prefer to be in solitude, it allows me to think and clear my mind; but my therapist says that I need to join a school club or something so that I interact with people but I just don't like interacting with people. I can't wrap my head around why I need to, what is so great about human interaction? I am happy when I don't have to be around people, why can't I just live in my mind? If I wanted to be around people I could, I could make friends but it is as simple as not wanting to and not seeing and reason to need to. She tells me to join a club and interact with people; I will not, I have no reason to.
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