Seeing as I've seen all the threads you've made about this topic I'd like to give you a pat on the back for not commiting suicide.Mercury_May2112

yeah, gamespotters posts helped me a little. But the thing that really got me out of that crap is sex lol. And now I want it more. I cant though

Excellent news my friend! You are correct, getting laid is a great confidence booster. Now get out of the house and find a girl that will eventually do it for free. That's not true at all actually you will have to invest a lot of time and yourself into a girl to get sex out of her, if she's worth keeping anyway.

If you don't want anything serious just head over to a bar with a dance floor and have several drinks till you feel comfortable dancing, all the girls start to look like targets then, fire off enough shots and you're bound to hit one. Just don't get discouraged, because you will get several rejections along the way and definitely never kill yourself over a woman, they win if you do that.

Second_Rook

I cant really hang out in bars right now, right now I am doing all the crap to get into College. Believe it or not I was so obsessed with that girl that I forgot about most other things in my life like applying for student loan. Now it might be too late, but I got a call from the college today saying I should call them back by wednesday. I have to do some fee deferral form because I am still applying for student loan... Also I work at fast food, but I got an interview for a better job on wednesday.. so yeah I got a lot of stuff to stress about in my life right now. But when things get a littel more stable I will try going into society (bars, nightclubs maybe) and try to find a girlfriend.

Well that's good that you're in good spirits and laughing about it now. :)

But I'm confused as to what a call girl is, could you explain that for me please?

needled24-7

A prostitute basically, but much better

Uh... ok.

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you lost your virginity to a call-girl?

*try not to laugh*

Good for you!

Krigen89

Men dont lose virginity... it doesnt make any difference for a man like it does for a girl, except of course psychology

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[QUOTE="groovdafied"]Was this a internet relationship?groovdafied

Yes, as silly as it sounds

I had an internet relationship once, and it wasn't great. Having an actual physical relationship is much more rewarding. However when I ended that internet relationship. I felt it was really hard.

Its the opposite for me, I feel so easy and free now that I am done with that

Was this a internet relationship?groovdafied

Yes, as silly as it sounds

If anyone remember I made a topic where I told my story with this girl (I never meet her, we only talked online but we thought we love each other and will be together one day). I was going to commit a suicide if she leaves me. And she said not to worry, everything will be allright, but she didnt really care about me recently.

Today I told her that I realized that I shouldnt be so obssesed with her because I can have my own hapy life, I said that I can still live without her, then she started saying like that we are not meant to be together and she basically said she doesnt need me anymore, she thought I really was different but I guess I am just like the other men..

Anyway I dont care now that she broke up with me, there is plenty of other fish in the sea. Even though I am shy and its hard for me to meet new people, I am sure I will find someone I can be happy with.

BTW the reason why I realized that I CAN live without her is because I had my first sex.. It wasnt that great but it made me feel much better about myself and others in every possible way. FYI the sex was with a call-girl but it doesnt matter. I remember people were telling me things like you'll look back on this (me wanting to kill myself because of her) and laugh, and I really am, I feel so funny stupid. But yeah I really should start building up a normal life.

PS: as you can see I also learned to turn text into paragraphs and not just a wall of text lol

PPS: I think she always wanted to break up with me but couldnt because she thought I would kill myself, and now that I told her I am not gonna do it, she felt free to break up with me