[QUOTE="Lokantis"][QUOTE="Andrew_Xavier"][QUOTE="Lokantis"][QUOTE="Andrew_Xavier"][QUOTE="Lokantis"]

I know her address, if I want to I can come to her front door and kill myself right there

Andrew_Xavier

Lol, come now, you've never even spoken on the phone, you spoke "on microphone".

we've spoken on the phone too

I honestly think it's a good thing that you two'll never meet IRL, I don't think you are mentally unstable, I just think you really really want to be, to seem more interesting.

No one said we will never meet irl. I still believe that we will.

Nope, you won't.

You are all ready acting idiotic, and attempting to claim this level of sever jealousy over a girl you have no feelings for *chemistry is determined IRL :?*, you are acting fake insane all ready, and you've gone into it with her, that's amusing, she'd never, ever, agree to really meet you, I bet she's not even married.

If she didnt want to meet me, she would have told me a long time ago. She still says she will come. And why would she lie?

[QUOTE="Lokantis"][QUOTE="Andrew_Xavier"][QUOTE="Lokantis"]

I know her address, if I want to I can come to her front door and kill myself right there

Andrew_Xavier

Lol, come now, you've never even spoken on the phone, you spoke "on microphone".

we've spoken on the phone too

I honestly think it's a good thing that you two'll never meet IRL, I don't think you are mentally unstable, I just think you really really want to be, to seem more interesting.

No one said we will never meet irl. I still believe that we will.

[QUOTE="Lokantis"][QUOTE="ElectronicMagic"]

I don't want to sound like a jerk, but you two were never going to be together. Your relationship with her was only as real as the world of warcraft universe that you met her through. You are having extreme feelings for this person because you are lonely, because you are desperate. If you were perfectly happy with yourself and your life, you wouldn't even consider dating someone you met over world of warcraft.

Now onto the suicide part, I think you need to take a long time and really think that through. Suicide is like cutting off the head to get rid of the headache(bad analogy). The only life you know you will ever have is this one and death is certain for all of us. So why would you want to speed that up? You have the rest of eternity to be dead, but how long do you actually have to be dead? Doesn't seem like suicide is a good choice. But it's your life, it's your choice.

ElectronicMagic

I never was happy before, but then I met her and I got some hope that I might be happy with her, and if not, I will most likely never be. And the reason I would want to speed up life without her is because it would be boring and pointless like I said many times. I used to have fun playing wow and doing other things. Now I cant do anything, I just want to know for sure whether I will be with her or not. So if not I could die and not have to worry about anything. A lot of people seem like they care about someone they dont even know. But in reality no one cares if someone commits suicide, except maybe a loving partner or relative. And I dont have either, I can only hope to find one but I dont think I'll hold on for much longer

I understand what you are saying. Life isn't a walk in the park, it's a fight to survive. What I think you need to do, is regardless of how different you are, you have to go outside and act socially. You must realize that nothing will ever change if you just stay inside when you aren't working, playing WoW. My life isn't great, I don't think anyone's life is. You just got to move on and find something else to occupy your time and meet new people. But you can't completely depend on people emotionally, that will lead you nowhere. You have to stand on your own two feet. Like someone else said before, the moment women figure out how much you depend on them, it's over. I'm not a psychiatrist, this is only my opinion, I would suggest drugs, alcohol or a counselor. Exhaust all of your options before you decide to do anything as absurd as suicide.

I really did make her believe I am emotionally dependant on her. And I never knew women dont like that. If I did maybe it wouldnt even come to this. Maybe if I dont act like that anymore everything will be ok. Although honestly I am dependant on her, because like I said I cant live without her.. But after all we havent broken up yet. She never said she hates me or anything. She just doesnt look at it as a big deal if we dont get together.

[QUOTE="Lokantis"]

I know her address, if I want to I can come to her front door and kill myself right there

Andrew_Xavier

Lol, come now, you've never even spoken on the phone, you spoke "on microphone".

we've spoken on the phone too

[QUOTE="Lokantis"][QUOTE="Andrew_Xavier"][QUOTE="joshi1s3"]

Your your own problem.
You let your self become attracted to somebody on a videogame

Seriously, i'm tempted to laugh and say this is a joke, but it probably isn't.

Andrew_Xavier

I think it is, based on a few things:
1. Brand new account?
2. Posting it online?
3. Going into a generic e-love story?
4. The 5,000 contridictions?
etc, it's more than likely a joke, but, the lonely part is probably very true, people who make these kinds of ploys for attention tend to be remarkably lonely and depressed irl.

I dont really care if you believe me, all I care about is her and I only need her to know I killed myself.

No way of her knowing honestly, people dissapear off the net all the time, no one even thinks about them after an hour.

I know her address, if I want to I can come to her front door and kill myself right there

[QUOTE="joshi1s3"]

Your your own problem.
You let your self become attracted to somebody on a videogame

Seriously, i'm tempted to laugh and say this is a joke, but it probably isn't.

Andrew_Xavier

I think it is, based on a few things:
1. Brand new account?
2. Posting it online?
3. Going into a generic e-love story?
4. The 5,000 contridictions?
etc, it's more than likely a joke, but, the lonely part is probably very true, people who make these kinds of ploys for attention tend to be remarkably lonely and depressed irl.

I dont really care if you believe me, all I care about is her and I only need her to know I killed myself.

I don't want to sound like a jerk, but you two were never going to be together. Your relationship with her was only as real as the world of warcraft universe that you met her through. You are having extreme feelings for this person because you are lonely, because you are desperate. If you were perfectly happy with yourself and your life, you wouldn't even consider dating someone you met over world of warcraft.

Now onto the suicide part, I think you need to take a long time and really think that through. Suicide is like cutting off the head to get rid of the headache(bad analogy). The only life you know you will ever have is this one and death is certain for all of us. So why would you want to speed that up? You have the rest of eternity to be dead, but how long do you actually have to be dead? Doesn't seem like suicide is a good choice. But it's your life, it's your choice.

ElectronicMagic

I never was happy before, but then I met her and I got some hope that I might be happy with her, and if not, I will most likely never be. And the reason I would want to speed up life without her is because it would be boring and pointless like I said many times. I used to have fun playing wow and doing other things. Now I cant do anything, I just want to know for sure whether I will be with her or not. So if not I could die and not have to worry about anything. A lot of people seem like they care about someone they dont even know. But in reality no one cares if someone commits suicide, except maybe a loving partner or relative. And I dont have either, I can only hope to find one but I dont think I'll hold on for much longer

[QUOTE="Lokantis"]Now that I think of it, I don't know how I'd still love her if she dumps me. Call this stupid, silly, dumb, evil, pathetic or whatever but if she does ditch me I want her to suffer like I would for the rest of my life. I would want her to see what she did to a human, maybe that would teach her something. I'd make it so that her husband, parents and friends would know about it, so that she wouldnt be able to face life. At least that would be some purpose.Andrew_Xavier

Hmm, well, if you really do think like that, I'd run, not walk, to an in house treatment center. (That means a mental institution.)

So you think that someone who put a person in a mental institution should just go free and innocent? Not saying thats my case, but assuming your point is right and that I really am crazy

[QUOTE="Lokantis"]

No, it just proves that every aspect of my life just couldnt be worse, everything that happens to me is wrong.

Episode_666

Let's get a good perspective on this. Why on EARTH would you ever commit yourself to someone who has banged 8 people (assumably men) and is essentially cheating on her husband with YOU. Not that you aren't worth cheating on, but why, WHY would you ever think she would be telling you the truth? She doesn't tell her husband the truth.

I commit myself to her because she is willing to go thru all this, to lose her husband with his descent job, and she is willing to come all the way here to Canada just to be with some guy working at fast food. Why would she lie to me all these 3-4 monrths, that would be stupid. I aint gonna find someone who I would be worth for.

[QUOTE="Episode_666"]

[QUOTE="Lokantis"]Now that I think of it, I don't know how I'd still love her if she dumps me. Call this stupid, silly, dumb, evil, pathetic or whatever but if she does ditch me I want her to suffer like I would for the rest of my life. I would want her to see what she did to a human, maybe that would teach her something. I'd make it so that her husband, parents and friends would know about it, so that she would be able to face life. At least that would be some purpose.gs_gear

Yes. Use your anger. Join the dark side.

The Dark Side you must not join.:P

Thats why I wish I was never born. Actually I wish she was never born either.