I have no one to talk to, no one to tell my feelings to. I just feel miserable and like crying. Seriously, I feel so much like a waste.

Queens of the Stone Age - Era Vulgaris

The White Stripes - Icky Thump

Don't look, I'm hideous... D: Oh yeah, I'm not posing, it looks like I am thought :P. I was scratching my neck. And didn't realize it would look like I'm posing.

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Congrats for nothing...

You see, I've been wanting to for a while, and it will be the real thing. I know "the picture" will be posted. But I want to talk to people about it. The girl I like likes games. She loves Resident Evil 4 and zombie games. I have her number, she has mine. And she really wants me to go to her birthday party. She will be 16. The party is a month from now. It's going to be at the Holidays Inn indoor pool. The thing is, I don't swim. Well, I can swim, I just don't like to. I hate it. She's keeps wanting me to go, but I keep telling her I don't know.

Like I said before in comments, she likes another guy, and could never like me. Even though the other guy has a girlfriend and just graduated. I hate myself. I will never have a girlfriend. I'm a coward... I talk to her a lot through messages on Myspace, since school is over with, and I'm afraid to call. I don't know what to do... :'( I feel trapped. But I read what Blooddemon posted, the big column he got from another forum saying how if you like a girl it's not the best thing to become friends... too late. I just accept how I will never find someone who will like me and move on. :D All smiles and happiness on the outside, all hate, sadness, and frustration on the inside... :cry:

Ok, so right now I just got done using Apple Corp's new browser Safari 3. And I noticed 3 problems. Good thing it's just a beta.

1. Most of the text on websites is in Bold, thus it makes it annoying to look at.

2. Posting on some of the boards and forums around the web is not possibe, well, for my wonderful site, GameSpot, it's true.

3. Another problem is the lack of a drop bar at the address bar. But in trade it gives you options for preloaded sites.

If you were to type www.y, intending to go to yahoo or youtube, it would drop down with a list of sites supported by Safari, which makes it easier to going to some sites. If you want to go to a site you already typed in, just start it out with www. and then the first letter of the url and it will drop down to options starting with that, including your site.

All in all, through some of it's problems, I love it. It has a sleek clean design like iTunes, is easy to use. I would reccommend everyone to redirecting their browser to apple.com and finding the download link and downloading it. If you read this, please rate me on my form of this.

Cryptic pic see? Can you figure out what it says? btw It's Jesse Lacey from Brand New (here's to you Button Man)

He's a very strange person... And put your comments on the situation folding out in my last blogs comments here. Thanks. :P

I'm a total coward.

It's in a song, anyways. Man, I'm pissed. I don't know why. I'm just bored. Someone give me something to do. I have a number, I don't wanna call though... She is most likely still asleep, but I don't want to call at all. She has my number, but she likes another guy. Meh... Well, anyways, tell me what song that line is from and you will get.... something from.... Wal-Mart. Ready... Set... Go!

Ok, for all of you who read my blog, I want you too list your top 5 bands. I'll go first.

1. Modest Mouse

2. Radiohead

3. Muse

4. Brand New

5. Cold War Kids

Runner-Up for five is Wolf Parade.

lol, My topic on this was locked, and I put a lot of thought into it.

Rednecks, Hicks, Hillbillies, White Trash, Trailer Trash, whatever you may call them, what are your views on them. My views is that they are a waste on society. Most of them are on welfare and do conform to the "Redneck" stereotype. Now I know not everyone from the south is a redneck, being from West Virginia, I live in an area with a high concentration of them. Some of them are proud to be a redneck, and "Rebel Pride" doesn't help very much. Whenever I see a rebel flag I shake my head. It would sound like I am talking about them as if they were animals.

But some are loud, rude, and obnoxious people. Some have no right to talk, because all they do is pollute the air with their racist, close minded insults. And all most of them talk about is either Nascar, Hunting, Shotguns, "Four-Wheelers", and more hunting. I know most of you will say "Blog is that way." But hear me out, and please discuss, it seems that OT is going rather slow today.