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Oh ****. Oh ****, oh **** oh ****.

In the past couple of days my nether regions have been hurting. . . more than they should. So I went to my bathroom and used a mirror (which is very difficult) to get a view of things. . .

There are red bulges on my. . . .

That can be bad. That can be very bad. I'm talking colon cancer bad. So I called my doctor, and our next appointment is in 16 days. . .hell no. I want to see somebody now.

I've never had a prostate exam (I'm too young), but it looks like I'm getting one in nthe near future. . .

The Moment that Changes the World is Always Right Here With Me

Jibun o sekai sae mo kaete shimaesou na
Shunkan itsumo soba ni

Kakuse nu iradachi to
Tachitsukusu jibun o mitsume

Mayoi nagara nayami nagara kuyami nagara
Kimere ba ii sa
Kimi ga kureta kotoba hitotsu tomadoi wa kiesari

Karappo datta boku no heya ni hikari ga sash!ta

Miageta oozora ga aoku sumikitte yuku
Tozash!tamado o hiraku koto o kime ta
Jibun o sekai sae mo kaete shimae sou na
Shunkan wa itsumo sugu soba ni?

Mitase nu nichijou ni
Aru hazu no kotae o sagashi te

Asahi ni hitori yawaraka na koe ni furimuke ba

Mabayui hizashi no naka futo kimi ga hohoemu
Tozashi ta mado ga hiraki sou ni naru

Jibun o sekai sae mo kae te shimae sou na
Sonzai wa boku no me no mae ni?
Miageta oozora ga aoku sumikitte yuku
Tozash!ta mado o hiraku koto o kime ta
Jibun o sekai sae mo kaete shimae sou na
Shunkan o kanjiru ima koko ni?
Hikari e to ryoute o nobashi te?

Kokoro o fukinukeru sora no iro kaoru kaze

In English:

The moment that changes me and the world is always right here with me
With the irritation I can't hide, I look at myself who is exhausted.

All the indecision, anguish, regrets, I chose to use
Just the one word you gave me and the confusion vanishes
and the light shines into my room that was once empty

The sky I looked up at was blue and perfectly clear,
I decided to open the window that was locked

The moment that changes me and the world is always right here with me
In the unsatisfying everyday life, I'm looking for the answer that should exist
Alone in the morning sun, I turn towards a gentle voice

In the dazzling sunlight, you casually smiled
And opened the window that was closed
The existence that changes me and the world is here right in front of my eyes…

The sky I looked up at was blue and perfectly clear,
I decided to open the window that was locked
I feel the moment, that changes me and the world, right here right now and here…
Stretch both your hands towards the light

The colour of the sky and fragant wind lets your heart blow open

Code Geass

Now that the series has ended, I finally decided to give the show a shot. >.>

I'm really into it. So far, I'm up to episode 22. . . . .those who've seen it should know why it put me in tears.:( :cry: People said it was similar to Death Note, despite it being a mech anime (which I normally despise), so I tried. They were right. You can definitely spot some DN themes in this show.

I'd definitely recommend it if you can take the occasional bloody scene.

While I think Lelouche's goals are more realistic, I prefer Suzaku's methods. I'm such a goody-two-shoes.

This I Believe (NPR)

So my English teacher wants her cIass to write a two or three-page essay on a specific belief of ours. The essays are supposed to be like the ones published on this website.

If they're good, they can be submitted to the website and published there. If they're really, really freaking amazing, they can call you up and ask you to read your essay on the radio. They record all radio readings, and have essays by Bill Gates, Einstein, Eleanor Roosevelt, John McCain, Helen Keller, and many, many other historical figures both past and present that can actually be bought in cd format.

Now, you'd think this would be easy for me, but I'm having major writer's block with this one. We're supposed to pinpoint one specific belief that is central to all our beliefs, dedicate two pages to it, avoid preaching and talking about what we don't believe, and finally say it in front of the cIass.

It may not have to be a central belief, but it helps. I was considering either the effects of symbols (both human and non-human) on the developments and inspirations of humanity, or the grand implications of personal responsibility, but I can't think of a thesis statement.

The essay's due in about two weeks, so I should have enough time, but it's tougher than I had expected.