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All the cuteness in the World

critters #1 &2

a sneak peek of Kitty Wars

comming soon to theaters near you

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critters #3 &4

STREET FIGHT!!!

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*placing money on the kitty* :P

critter#5

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Critters # 6&7

chipmunks acting out a scene in Resident Evil

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see how horror movies affect the minds of innocent creatures?

Critters # 8, 9 &10

After watching Star Wars, these rodents decided to practice on their light saber skills in Central Park...

u can guess which one's Yoda...

wats next? Space Squirrels?!?!

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what nobody else has said today...

Merry Christmas!!!!

:lol:

ok...so maybe they did :P

'A moment we will always

Hold in our hearts

The season of giving

And

When a new year

soon starts'

~There's no greater gift that you can recieve this day, than being with the ones you love most~

Merry Christmas from ZB

(smile)

^_^

What I thought id never do....

well,

seeing how i havent been on much, and have increased my laziness to a point where i rarely make the time to write a blog. I decided to do something productive and write a typical speech of how is not the gifts that matter in christmas but the peoples...:roll:...w/e

*sigh* *thinx*

Normally this is my most chippery season in all the year except for the one fact that THIS YEAR SUCKED!!!!

lol jk.

it actually wasnt all that bad, infact ive met the love of my life, I have wonderful siblings (even though the little one can be a bit elf-ish at times), and i found out, that if i look hard enough, i have many people around me that care and that theres no real reason why i should waste a perfect holiday drowning in my miseries.

My wonderful older sis helped me realize that with this crazy coversation we had via Email:

Me: YAAYY! thanx Alathea! :D
oh, are you coming down for winter break?

Her: Hi Rae!

No, I will not be able to come down for Christmas :(, but I think that we wll try to work things out so that you guys could come up for a week... How is everything? I know I didn't get to speak with you very much this morning because you were tired. How's school? Your friends? Basketball? Teen-age life?? I know it can be hard sometimes being an older sister because of all the responsibility, but I'm positive that you will get through it and that you will get through it with a type of fashion sense, grace, and maturity that leaves alot to be admired. Just remember to pray. I'll always be here ok? You can call, email, or im any time if you want to talk. Enjoy the Bear-ville site!

Love,

Alathea

me: oh ok... :(
things are the usual for me.
schools ok .
friends are ok.
basketballs ok.

and my teenage life is slowly being destroyed.

so yeah, i guess life is going pretty good for me at this moment.

and as far as grace, fashin-sense and maturity is concerned:
1) i tripped over the floor
2) i found out im the only one that thinks baby blue and orange matches
and
3) i eat baby cereal for breakfast and still live with my mom...

lol

and Build-A-Bearville was fun, thanx ^_^

Love ya too,
Rae

Her:

Hahahah. As far as fashion-sense and grace is concerned, I guess it might take a little while for it to kick in, huh? Take me for instance...

1. Yesterday, I fell upthe stairs,

2. I just realized that you CANNOT cook fish in the microwave (or at least you cant cook it the way that I did)

3. And, when my coworkers ask me what I'm doing for the holidays, I lie and say that I'm spending time with my family and pretend that we have all of these wonderful things planned...

But I know that life will get better... I believe that I have some sort of say in how my life will be and I am determined to make it asamazing and wonderfulas possible. And, I remember that I'm blessed, it helps to go over the things that are going well in my life. It gives me hope, you know?

1. I have two wonderful and beautiful sisters
2. I have a great job
3. I'm finally living on my own...

So, that keeps me going. How is your teenage life falling apart?? Please explain. Maybe I can help? Or at least talking aboutmight help... (P.S. Why are you eating baby cereal for breakfast? What's that all about?)

me te amo,

Alathea

me: *sigh* yeah...i suppose after all
1) im still alive
2) im doing well in school
and
3) my family cares...well some/sometimes...

and i guess it only feels like my life is falling apart, but maybe my teenage mood swings have something to do with that illusion...

(oh, and Cerelac is awesome thats why...no wonder babies always cry for that stuff)
lol

Love,
Rae (again) =P

P.S- Dont feel bad, i trip up the stairs all the time.

~fin of our conversation~

so yeah, i guess you can undersand why adore her so much. she works really hard trying to make me feel better about wats going on. and i realize that im very fortunate to have someone like her in my life. *teary eyed* *sniffles*

...ANYWAYS..... to cheer up this sappy moment i edited a pic i found on the internet!^_^

yeah...i was bored :P

going through rehab

*looks at title*

*sigh*

w/e

im trying to get rid of this addiction of the computer that i have.

entering the debate team might help. our trackcoach seems good..... nobody stayed in biology so we didnt have to take our test. im typing with one hand, forgive me if i sound bored. i cant wait to get out of school and go home to read, or sleep......oh yeah, i have a fish. im sort of surprised he hasnt died yet....ive had him for a few months...my novels are going ok. im alive. i found a spanish tutor. and i hope you all are doing ok. i wont be on alot....if i do, its because ive quit trying to stop my addiction. I go to nicaragua in the summer......i have to remember to turn in my application for my passport.....and i need to start buying stuff.....im bored.......*notices how many times she's written 'I'*....*feels guilty*

im such a horible person

*leaves*

Ive been wondering....

ok, so im like on youtube watching vids, cuz im bored, and then the thought hits me....

WHAT ON EARTH DOES GMT STAND FOR?

Godzilla Makes Tuna-sandwiches?

*is out of any other ideas*

eh...w/e.....

anyways i have this song stuck in my head i heard it for the first time yesterday....wait, no, the day before yesterday and i was like ....crying...yeah, im weird, but we already know about that.....

but if anybody really wants to kno (i really dont think they do but im just gonna say it) i have PSAT tomorrow. oh yeah, i got my report card yesterday.....ALL A's BABY!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! *happy dance*

anyways, after highschool its college! *squeals* CANT WAIT!!! i wanna go into anthropology, or graphics designing....or w/e else i like......

*starts singing*

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!

*stops*

man i love that song! its playing right now on the radio....*sigh*....*thinx*

its partially true i guess. Some things you shouldnt have even gotten into...but you kno, thats part of life. You make stupid decisions and then you have to live with w/e the consequences were.

ugh....*frowns* ....*sighs*

*stares at sky*

*wonders why she's doing all these random actions*.....

i should stop....

well, im waiting for a friend to get on his IM allready!!! HE WAKES UP SO DARN LATE!!!! i need to ask him to send me some music, cuz im bored with the ones i have..... *taps fingers impatiently*......

*yawns*

*goes back to youtube*

Self Evaluation: Personal Edition: how to brainwash yourself

gawd, i need to snap outta this gloom. its been going on for months! *slaps self* OWWW! :cry:

SNAP OUTTA IT RAE!! SNAP OUTTA IT!!

STOP IT IT HURTS! :cry:

BE HAPPY!!! SMILE!!! SMILE I SAY!

I CANT!

YOU CAN!!!

NO I CANT!!!

*slaps self* DO IT!

:cry:

*slap*

:(

*slap*

:|

*slap*

:)

...............*slap*

:D ...hAPPY??!! I smiled!