So basically we were just school friends. We didn't really have good conversations, but we talked and did our work together like classmates. We see eachother like two times outside of the classroom and we do our work togehter.
Then on Friday I asked her out to the movies at which point she said "I'm busy, maybe some other time."
The whole situation feels very surreal because I can't believe I actually said that. Anyways, I didn't bring it up again since then.
So I've seen her working in the library two times and I sat beside her and did some work. On Monday she seemed to be in a far place in the library so I don't know if she wanted me sitting there. It was kind of awkward but we just had more boring conversation. She acted differently though, she didn't make eye contact with me but otherwise acted fine. But today I noticed when I sat beside her that her hair looked better than it usually does and she was wearing maskera for the first time I've seen her. She avoided eye contact with me while we talked but she did glace at my really quickly for a split second.
I still can't believe I altered my reality so much, I honestly can't believe I asked her out.. It's so hard to believe this reality.
Anyways what do you guys think of the way she's acting or dressing? I'm going early to see if she will sit beside me. I'm not sure if she would just be to friends.. I reallly don't know. She could just not want anything to do with me but is being nice. Help? I'm fine with just being friends with her, but I'm just dying to know what she thinks of this. Bringing it up is risky. I feel different about this at different hours so it's really hard to think.
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