Well, now that I have a major headache...I'd just like to say that writer's block sucks. I can't come up with an idea for the next chapter of one story, and I just can't for the life of me come up with a story idea that sounds good! I might just call it quits for the night and go to bed. I had really good dream the other night that would have made a great story...but now I can't remember it. And to be honest...I hate that feeling.

Huh. I just realized something. I don't think one person here knows I like to write (well, Elie might, she's seen my fanfiction account). So this must just seem totally random to you people *shrugs* well, I like writing. I'd actually like to be a writer someday, not that I think it'll actually happen. I can dream though.

AHA! I just remembered the dream! She...and he...and they...YES! *runs off to Microsoft Word*

~Scratch that. I scrapped the idea *bangs head against desk again*~

~Sam

No, not tv.com. My job. I've had it with that place. I'm giving my two-week notice the next time I work.

Here's what happened:

There's some stuff going on right now that I'm not supposed to talk about (or even know. But Larry told my mom, and my mom told me). Well last night I was talkling about it with Cassie (who was told my Larry), and Cassie turned around and told Larry that I knew. So Larry yelled at my mom, who turned around and yelled at m because supposedly Tony (a manager) heard me and cassie, and now my mom's job is on the line.

First of all, Tony didn't hear us. We were talking quietly enough. Secondly, even if he had, Cassie should be in just as much trouble, because she wasn't supposed to know either. And lastly, where does my mom get off blaming me for putting her job in danger? Again, it's Cassie's fault too, and considering my mom wasn't even supposed to know, it's her fault just as much as it is mine! But no, it's all "Well let's just blame Sam and not think about all the other people who could be at fault."

It's not like I don't know I messed up. Yes, my mom told me not to talk about. For Christ's sake Cassie knew too! I should have been able to talk to her!

I've had it with that place. I don't care what my mom says, no job can possibly be as bad as this (coming off her line "all jobs are the same").

And I mean it's not like she doesn't want another job anyway. She's been talking about finding one for months. This wasn't exactly the way she wanted to do it, but still...she doesn't have to hate me for this (and I know she does).

I can't take this anymore. I'm seriously crying right now. I just can't believe this is all being put off on me. I'm a little scapegoat in that store, and I've had it

~Sam

First off: Happy February Vacation to all school folk!

Second off: well today our huge project for my Honors American Study Class (you know, the one I mentioned two or three blogs back, it's the one I was working online with my friends...) ended today! It was the most amazing feeling in the world, knowing I would never have to read another school integration court case for as long as I lived. Anyways, here's how the day went:

I left first block (graphic design) ten minutes early to go down to the Mini Theater (yes, we have a mini theater), and help set up. At 9:05 (second block), classes start coming down. You see, these projects included a preformance. And well...we had to preform in front of other claasses. At about9:07, Ms. Viv dropped the bomb on my group; we were going second. That only slightly freaked us out. I was fine...until Andrew came in. Then I started freaking. The whole time Catie's like, "he's not here Sam, he's not here," and Julia was like, "if the guy I like was in the crowd, I'd do so much better." But...I'm not Julia.

Anyways, we preformed. And...we did awesome. Ms. Viv and Ms. McMaster congratulated us afterwards. We personally thought we were amazing. But, moving on.

I got to skip third (Band) and fourth (Intern w/Ms. McMaster) block to see the rest of the plays. Afterwards we had a mini cast party, and Ms. Viv and Ms. McMaster handed out awards; best actor, best costume, etc. Guess what? My group got best screenplay! We were all very proud of ourselves.

So yeah. I'm friggin' thrilled that project is over. It was terrible, but we survived. And now...well, I can relax. It's vacation after all, right? I'm having friends over on Monday (Anime part yo), sleeping at my aunt's on Tuesday, and working on Wensday, but my week is pretty much clear. And I'm gonna enjoy it XP

~Sam

WARNING: I'm pissed off. There's a lot of strong language in this. True, a lot of it's censored, but you can get the gist of it.

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Don't say I didn't warn you. Anyways, like the title says, the people at my job are f***king pissing me off. There's this girl, Cassie. And she's a b***h I've worked there for six months, and she's treated me badly for most of them. So today, while she's going on about how lifeless I am, I snap and say, "Oh I have a life. I just don't want you in it."

Yes, it was mean. Yes, it was out of my character. No, I didn't really mean it. But everybody acts like I said some terrible mean thing. I mean...come on! Six months of bad treatment to one snide remark, and who's the one being f***king penalized? Me!

Even my mom is acting like I'm some terrible person. We get out to the car she's like, "I thought I raised you better than that, you don't say things like that."

And I'm like, "Oh, so it was okay for her to say last week that I'm quicker with my mouth than I am with the costumers?" (she really said that too), and my mom said, "well I didn't hear her say that."

So what, I'm f***king lying about it?! I'm just so sick of it! Cassie's some great person, and I'm dirt. It's f***king annoying! She does like no work, for one thing, she just flirts with our boss and hangs on him like a coat on a hanger. But she's considered the damn employee of the year. It's sickening! And like I said before, she treats me terribly. But that's okay, I'm supposed to just sit there and take it. I'm surprised I didn't snap sooner! And even my mom...I'm just so damn tired of it. If they don't want me around (and they obviously don't) then why don't they just f***king fire me already? Anything's gotta be better than this

(I told you there was strong language. I'm really pissed.)

~Sam

Okay, I really didn't. But if one didn't know how accident prone I was, they might think I did. You see, Saturday I burned my hand on a piece of brick heated to 550 degrees (brick ovens at work), and on Sunday I shut my left ring, middle, and index fingers in a cash drawer. I danced around the front for like ten minutes trying not to scream and swearing under my breath. Wasn't a pretty picture. I couldn't feel my fingers for like ten minutes

Moving on. As you can tell, I finally got around to redoing my profile. I originally had a moving avatar, but something got messed up, and I have to redo it. Will do tonight, most likely, or tomorrow

I got a wireless keyboard. All I can say is that I love, love, love it

~Sam

So, me and my wonderfully procrastinating friends have a group project due - tomorrow. We were supposed to get together today and work on it/start it/finish it, but due to certain conditions (snow) I was unable to attend. So, from the hours of 1:30-3:00, I was on Facebook with them, finding things to use for the project and sending information to them to use. It's actually quite amusing. You see, it's impossible for my friends and I to get together without screwing around. So while I was here in the seclusion of my room working, they were all at Julia's, attempting to work, but getting too distracted to do so. Then I had to leave (more about that in a minute) and when I saw bye Leah said I've done the most work so far, which I found to be hilarious. Right now I'm waiting for catie to get back to me and let me know if anything else needs to be done so I can help

Today is Paul's birthday. He turns 58 (ew, considering my mother is only 37 - going on 38 ). Anyways, he's being even more obnoxious than usual. and he's driving me even more insane than usual. I really hate him sometimes. We went out to dinner for his birthday, and he just wouldnot shut up. Ugh.

Anyways, working on redoing my profile. It's gonna feature my favorite couple from an anime called Eureka 7. Prolly be up in the next hour or so, if Catie doesn't need me to do anything else

Oh, one more thing actually:

Alphalite1 - I didn't forget your PM. I just need sometime to cool off from it. I'll explain more in the actual message

~Sam

...or is there?

Today in Algebra we (Nick, Katie, Allie, and I) were talking about anything other than Algebra. Somehow our topic lead to ghosts (I don't remember how...oh right, Allie said she thought her room was haunted). And we were talking about times when we were home alone, how we heard weird noises and everything. And Nick was telling us once that when he was like half awake, half asleep, he was staring at his bedroom door. It had Christmas lights hung above it (decoration thing) and while he could have sworn he turned them off before he went to bed, when he looked at them he saw they were on. And then he said he saw this really short kid standing in the door, just staring at him. Nick said he stared for like five minutes, and finally fell back to sleep. And when he woke up the next morning, the lights around his door were off.

(quick story interjection - there are sirens going off a couple streets over. Scared the hell out of me).

So now that Nick's thoroughly scared the crap out of us, Allie starts telling a story. She said one night while she was sleeping, she felt someone sit down on her bed (you know how when even you're asleep, you feel someone next to you? Well, I do at any rate...) but when she woke up, there was no one there. And the funny thing is, she could feel someone still sitting there.

Scared yet? I wasn't. But it was 8:30 in the morning, all the lights were on and there was a lot of noise in the room. So I started a story of my own. This one goes back awhile ago, to when I was like...four-ish. I woke up one night to go to the bathroom. When I left my room, I was facing the stairs. And I swear, I saw someone coming up them. The only thing is, everyone who lived in the house (my grandparents and my mom; this was pre-Paul) were home. I never did get to the bathroom that night.

Anyways, now I'm really regretting telling those stories, because I'm freaking out. I'm home alone tonight, and I'm sorry, but this apartment makes f***ing weird noises. So now I'm completely freaked, and I'm going to go to school tomorrow and hit Allie for getting us onto the ghosts.

~Sam

No, really, I am. I'm a Bleach fan (as you may have guessed), and I like the pairing IchiRuki (because they're so obviously in love). A lot of other people, however, like the pairing IchiHime *shudder* I got a comment on YouTube from one such person this morning:

ichiruki4ever12 | January 11, 2008 (Block User)

U SUCk

To which I so kindly replied:

ForeverSam | January 12, 2008 (Block User)

why, because I like IchiRuki? *gasp* I oughta be shot! How dare I like something that isn't IchiHime! What kind of person am I? You oughta just take me out to the guillotine and chop my head off now for being such a terrible human being!

All jokes aside, get a life. Just because I like IchiRuki instead of IchiHime doesn't make me any worse than you. In fact, I'm actually BETTER than you, because I don't go around saying bad things to people who ship IchiHime *cough* unlike you *cough*

I mean seriously...what was I supposed to do? I read his pofile, check it out:

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OKAY FIRST OF ALL ICHIGO LOVES HIME BECAUSE HE ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THERE FOR HER LIKE WHEN HE DEFENDED HER FROM YAMMY OR WHEN HE SAVED HER IN THE BOUNT ARC EVEN NOW HIS NEVER ENDING LOVE FOR HIME SHOWS CAUSE HES SAVING HER FROM HUECO MUNDO WHILE RUKIA ONLY GOT SAVED ONCE BY ICHIGO AND HE SAID HE OWED HER THAT WAS ALL THERE IS NO LOVE AT ALL WHILE HE NEVER OWED HIME ANYTHING HE JUST LOVES HIME SO MUCH THEY DEFINE TRUE LOVE SO **** OFF ICHIRUKI CRAP

Currently working on ichihime when you were young

i love ichihime, alot the i cant believe you suckers fell for it, the name is to through you off

gender: im a dude

music i like: the who, breking benjamin, the cure, 30stm, korn, jimmy eat world, maralyn manson, nirvana, weird al, matchbox 20, foo fighters, linkin park, madina lake, finger 11, bon jovi, smashing pumpkins, morrisey, bare naked ladies ,3rd eye blind, +44, blink 182, fuel, green day, godsmack, goo goo dolls, korn, josh groban, nickelback, and santana. Name: Dominic
Age: 17
a little bit about me is i HATE 99.9% of ichiruki fans yes i hate them ALOT so dont give me any garbage about ichiruki being canon because its NOT.

ANOTHER THING rukia sucks ALOT she needs to die she tried to take ichigo away from orihime but she failed miseralbly so i say DIE RUKIA DIE BURN IN HELL with the sister who was smart enough to leave you. though rukia needs to get a brain (or at least half of one). also i can see why her brother hates her to be honest if i were him i would let her die too.

My personality is im kind (if I feel i like it witch i usually do not) , VERY cruel, mean

OH and another thing NIRVANA PWNES all of you so bow down before them they are musical geniuses and have given us the best music EVA


PEOPLE ON YT I HATE
Rukia121
Chappirukia
Kittybear29
supersayinroy
Glovezbleach
GETSUHIME
AND ALOT MORE

I WILL TAKE REQUESTS ONLY BLEACH SORRYY NO ICHIRUKI -----------------------------------------------------------------------

He's sucha pompous ass. I'd love to kick him right now. I just left him another comment saying I'd be honored to join that list of people he'd hate. Man, I love baiting people online XD

~Sam

No, really. I do. I'm so tired of...everything.

My mom's mad at me. That's nothing new. She's mad at me because of Paul. Also nothing new. I was telling her something about school (which is none of his business to begin with), and he's trying to get involved, and when I said something he couldn't hear me, and he asked me to repeat, and I did, loudly enough so he could hear it ('cause he's half deaf), and he got mad at me for saying it so loudly, and said that he can't hear me when my hands in front of my mouth, and I said he can't hear me because he's deaf, and he got all pissed off, called me an a$$hole, and stormed into his room (slamming the door, by the way. very child-like). I don't even care if he's mad. He's always mad, and anyways I hate him, why should I care what he thinks? No, it's my mother. My mother's taking his side, as always. She didn't even say anything to him when he called me that. She just let him walk away. Now she's not talking to me. She'll talk to him the second she gets a chance though.

So much for the new year. seems a lot like the old one to me

~Sam

Happy New Years! Okay, so the heading lied. Don't you hate it when headings lie?

Now, for 2007 in a recap: Harry Potter 7 came out. What the heck more do you need to know? I mean, that is by far the most important thing. This...this blog is at it's end

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All right, All right, I was kidding. Other stuff happened. I just can't remember what happened world-wide, at the moment. I know, personally, lots of stuff happened. I met Kimmy, Jess, and Ashli (who are pretty much my best friends now), I started going out with Andrew (*sigh*), Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix came out in the theaters and on DVD (*squeal*), New England broke all kinds of snow records in the month of December (go New England!) the Red Sox won the World Series (I think that's what the won...), the Patriots broke all kinds of records and had a 16-0 season (not that I care, personally, but a lot of people do...).Yeah. A lot of things happened, you know?

Like I said before, I lied. This was just another New Year's Blog. Huh. Go figure

~Sam