It's my night off for heaven's sake! I'm supposed to be on vacation for god's sake, and it's my night off. So of course, I have to go into work. My stupid boss Larry just called and asked me to freakin' work. I worked Saturday, Sunday, and Monday, all freakin' eight hours shifts. And I'm working five-hour shifts Tomorrow through Saturday. Don't I get a damn break? It's not fair! And my mom's like, "Oh well you can just say no." No I very well can't! If I say no then I have to deal with everyone being mad at me! I won't do it I tell you, I won't! It's just so damn annoying, I'm tired of it!

And now Paul's sitting here babbling to me about absolutely nothing. I don't need this

~Sam

PS - Merry (late) Christmas. Sorry I didn't get on yesterday and say it. Hope Santa was good to everyone. And if you don't celebrate Christmas, hope you had fun celebrating...whatever it is you celebrate

I found out today...I have a boyfriend. It's a really weird story, yet funny...here's how it goes. Over the weekend I asked this boy Andrew (who I happen to like) to be my boyfriend. I'm too chicken to do it in real life, so I did it over myspace private messaging. My message was "You're probably going to laugh, and I don't blame you, but will you be my boyfriend?" (short version). He wrote me back saying "i'm not laughing" which I kind of assumed was a no. so I moved on.

Yesterday I was out of school because we were delayed over snow and my mom decided not to send me. Today I go to school and my friend Katie asks

"so are you and Andrew going out?"

me: "well I asked him, but he never really answered. why?"

Katie "because I heard that you were"

Me: "...wha-? Who said?"

Katie: He was telling Pri about it

Then after that I got a text message from my friend Ashli saying

"So what's going on between you and Andrew?"

Me: "I don't know! why?"

Ashli: "Because I heard you were going out"

Me: "Who says?!"

Ashli: "Dunno...ppl"

And I'm just sitting the whole time thinking "What the hell?"

Anyways, today was 1st Amendment Day. Put simply, we talk about how the 1st Amend. applies to different things in our lives. We had to go to two workshops. The second one I went to consisted of the following friends: Kimmy, Sam W, Ashli, Jessie and - you guessed it - Andrew. I ended up sitting next to him. Ashli was on the other side of him. We texted each other the whole time. When we weren't texting, we talked outloud, and - no lie - she reffered to him as my boyfriend three different times. And he didn't deny it. He even responded to it once.

Me: Ashli do you have a pencil I could borrow?

Ashli: No, ask your boyfriend

Andrew: Sorry, I only have one

And again, I'm just sitting there like "whoa, did he actually respond to being called my boyfriend?"

So yeah...interesting day

~Sam

It's true! XD I don't know if I ever told you guys this, but I work at Pizzeria Regina, which is, if you live in New England, a very popular pizza store chain. It's pretty good too - the pizza, I mean. It's made in a brick oven. And you're not allowed to use said oven if you're under 18. And he-llo, our new manager, Kasey, has me and the two seventeen-year-old cashiers making pizzas and putting them in the oven. If one of us ever got hurt, the store could get shut down, and Larry (GM), Kasey (SM), and my mom (who's kind of a manager) could go through a lot of hell for letting us make pizzas. I am, as the title states - a walking violation. I find it both amusing and terrifying XD

In other news, I got my ears pierced today. They're very pretty XD

~Sam

Happy Thanksgiving to all those who celebrate it today! (because I know in other countries it's celebrated on different days...I think). We just finished Thanksgiving dinner. I'm fairly certain I'll never eat again. And just think, I was finally starting to lose weight...lol

I'm working on finding out the score of my school's game, I'll let you know how badly we got slaughtered when I find out (because of course, I know we lost).

Gobble gobble, eat lots of turkey!

~Sam

EDIT: 42-28 in favor of the opposing team *shrug*

It's time to grow up. Time to stop acting like a kid and clinging to my dreams. Time to stop hiding behind my books and my writing and my music, and time to grow up. Time to stop being Ms. Emo/Anti-Social, trying to get out hanging out with my friends, time to start acting my age. I've had it coming for awhile, and I know it. Now...does anyone know exactly how I do that?

~Sam

Yes! I am, in fact, still among the living :P I apologize for my recent...not here-ness, but I really haven't had a reason to post. But then I started thinking, "Well if I don't say something they'll think I quit...or I'm dead..." So nooooow...I'm posting. Yay!

Actually, I do have something to say: I hate report cards. I hate grades. I hate having two C's. Especially when one of them is in class I was told I have a B- in. that kind of thing bugs me, ya know?

Anyways, that's all I really have to say - oh wait, one more thing, actually. Does anyone here like Blood+? If you do, I just published a story for it, and I'd love some feedback, so if you'd check it out, that'd be great. Here's the link -----> http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3897609/1/Her_World

All righty, bye!

~Sam

No, it's not my step-father. Well, not this minute, anyway. But what I hate, what I really hate, is that on a daily basis I deal with a drunken idiot for a step-father, a clueless follower for mother, and a brigade of idiots online, and then, out of the blue, I'm hit with...normal teenager problems.

How anti-climatic, right? XD

It's true though. With everything else I have to deal with, now I'm stuck with regular problems. And not just any regular problems either. These are special. They're boy problems.

Yes, that's right folks. You're local Digigirl has a crush on a boy in her class. Yeah, yeah, yuck it up. Done laughing yet? Good.

You're probably wondering why I'm telling you all this. The answer is...I don't know. I guess just because I haven't checked in with you for awhile, and certainly not for anything amusing. So I thought I'd brighten some days by telling you about my total lack of a love life (because we all know I'll never ask said boy out). You're still laughing aren't you? I don't blame you. I'd be laughing too if it wasn't happening to me *sigh*

~Sam

It's spirit day at school, haha. Our school colors are red-and-white. I didn't even attempt to put them on. My friends are all like, "Sam's where's your spirit?" and I said I left it at home. It was a fairly good answer if you ask me. I mean, come on, face it, wearing red-and-white won't make our football team better - a miracle won't make our football team better. But the people in my school are such morons, they even sprayed their hair red and white. it's annoying. 'Cept for Nate, the boy I like. He wore red and orange, the colors of our rival team. He's my new hero ^^

There's the bell, off to the pep rally

~Sam

I have a question for you guys. You all know me really well, so tell me; do I seem like someone who would copy another person's work? Because right now on FF.net, I'm being accused of stealing someone's story idea. But I didn't. I've never even heard of the author I supposedly copied from, or the story I supposedly copied. Unfortunately, I can't seem to convince the author otherwise. This sucks, I work hard on my stories, now I'm being accused of copying other people.

I really hate this. I've been accused of copying stuff before when I didn't, and I've gone through a lot of hell over it. I don't feel like going through it with this person, I'm trying to be civilized with them, but it isn't working. Anyone have any ideas on how I should handle this? All advice is very much appreciated

~Sam

I'm sleeping over my aunt's tonight, at the moment it's like quarter past 11 (I'm staying up to catch Avatar on Nick 2). About half an hour ago, my youngest cousin Caleb started whining (he hates waking up in a dark room alone). I kept expecting my aunt to go and lay with him, but I guess she's sleeping. So finally I go up and lay with him and rub his back and so on and so forth. I think he was staring at me (it was really dark in the room) and the next thing I know, he was asleep again. It was so cute, but it was kind of scary too. I mean, it was kind of like he was almost depending on me to make it not-so-scary. I've never really had anyone depend on me before. Terrifying. But still, sooooo cute! I love my cousins a lot, I'm glad I can help

~Sam