Anybody want to catch up on some Gears let me know. I am not that good but whatever.

I have been thinking about all of this stuff lately. With positives and negatives, to be balanced you need both. If you put out more negative energy, like toward people, you are going to have to replace that. So the more negativity you put out the more you get back. If somebody is negative toward you, it is not your energy that needs to be replaced so you can either have it affect you negatively or positively. If you let it affect you in a negative way, you will put out negative energy and then it will have to be replaced. Same with the positive. An example would be if somebody tells you the way you act is stupid. You mayrealize that person has the problem not you and he wants to make it yours. You can either get mad and yell at him or think to yourself maybe there is something I can do to better myself,or understand he is really negative, wow I am glad I am not that way. If you take it in a positive way and say "wow I am glad I am not that angry, I wonder if I can better myself in some way", you are going to put out positive energy and it will return back to you. Also that positive energy will affect others and can help them in a positive way because you are leading him by example. If you are negative you are just going to hurt yourself by giving out negative energy and will get it back in return. At the same time youmay affect others around you by being negative. Can you imagine how you can let something affect you and poison you completely. If somebody tells you somebody else says they hate you, you can screw yourself up big time just by getting mad over someone elses negativity. The person that saysthey hate youis trying to make himself feel good by hurting you. It doesn't work because he is putting out negativity and it will have to be replaced. If he does not know how you react then he will he will hold on to that negativity of thinking how much he hates you hoping it will hurt you and recycling all of that negativity. So you can get mad and cuss him but that will just start your cycle of negativity and it will last til you take that negativity and turn it around to put forth the positive. If you take that negative comment and put it in a positive aspect, Maybe think "I am glad I dont feel that way", or even more powerful, "I hope he will not let his thoughts on me bring him down too much", You will be creating a huge out put of positivity that will help you and possibly others.

This is driving me crazy. I am going to be one of those old people with major back problems. I am worried that it will never get better and I am 31. It really sucks but There are things I can do to help it. I need to start surfing again. I haven't surfed in 2 years but have bodyboarded some. I just got a longboard since VA beach is weak. I will end up getting a Al Merick shortboard at some point. It just sucks because I am doing a tile job for this lady and it is kicking my @ss.

I am having more issues with getting online for games. I had it working but know it doesn't get a network. I am going to try to deal with this later. I how I can get on later.

Finally I am back online. I am dying to get down on some online games.

What is the scoop with this. I already have the game and it was one of the best I have played. Now they have the wii edition, so what do I do? Should I wait til later when the price goes down, should I stick with the gamecube version, or get it? I am still in the replay process of other games. I am having a hard time deciding.

Not me my wife. She has a bladder infection and she does not have insurance. Not because she cant afford it, because we need to change her name and cant till we get her residency. So instead of blaming the healthcare system I paid for it cash. It cost $76 for the visit $16 for the lab and the antibiotics are cheap. So libs take note.

I am still waiting for my internet to be turned back on. I have almost forgotten how to play online. I have just been working on games I have already played. It is cool but I am getting a little bored. I cant wait for something new, or Gears online.

This is so sweet. I get high def channels with rabbit ears. I dont watch tv but my wife does and she only wants a few channels. So I got one of these $40 antennas and now we get more channels and they are in HD.

Condemned is my next replay for now. I love this game. It is not the best but I have not had a good scare in a while. It is not as scary as the first time I played it but I am still freaked out by it. I pretty much ran through the first level and handed the controller off to my friend for the second level. There was this part in the game where There is this guy running up the stairs and then he comes through the door and you have to kill him. So I was going to look over the rail so he would come up. I said to my friend as I was walking up. "Do you remember this" As soon as I finished saying that the dude jumped in my face scared the hell out of both of us and we both yelled. My shotgun went off by accident and it killed the guy. It was so funny. Anyway I though it was a good scare so far. The further in the game you get the creepier it gets so I am excited to play again. If you have not played it try the demo to see if you like it. It would be a good cheap game to get.