This is only a discussion blog, not a status blog. If you haven't read my blog below this one, please do so now (otherwise this won't make much sense).
For anyone reading this, let me be the first to say that I'm sorry for distrusting Krypto_glass (and I still do). There are a few reasons why all I can do is not believe that this is Mark Garabedian. I mean, you can't expect me to think that someone joins TV.com, and starts saying that he's a writer for KtS. It just isn't right. I mean, sure, if he had more proof, but...
That's another reason why I can't accept it. My pride...when I decided to spend five days straight searching for a way to contact WBA, I felt amazing when I knew I'd at least done something significant for the show, perhaps saving it. Now that Mark has, supposedly, given us the word that the episode ideas weren't recommended for production (whether legal purposes or otherwise), I feel that...well, my sense of purpose has been taken away from me.
I thought of myself highly, the one who did the impossible and tried to save the show. In the end, it was saved, but also it was done without our help. My efforts were useless, and nothing seems to make sense anymore. My pride has been shot down with a sniper rifle, and cut up with a knife (to put it metaphorically). I've never felt so meaningless, and I'm sorry to anyone whose hopes were also shattered by Mark's news. I'm sorry to everyone who I gave hope to, to those I assured would see their ideas be used.
There is, however, one more way to make sure that Krypto_glass is who he says he is. Tomorrow, Friday, is "The Parrot and the Pirates". He said that he wrote that episode. If that is true, then he has half of my trust. Later, if "Revolt of the Beavers" really airs, whether he is writer or not for that episode, he has the remaining half of my trust. Until then, I'm forced to have disbelief towards him.
I'm sorry, Mark, if you read this and get offended by it. But under the circumstances, I have the most doubt of anyone on the Krypto forums. True, while I didn't get a reply to my e-mail back, I suppose there's also the fact that you didn't even consider making the episode ideas into real episodes (or if you did consider it and just tossed the considerations, then that's fine too). What matters is that I've lost all confidence in myself.
I'll continue to watch the show, contribute, and love it. While I don't expect any remorse towards my situation right now, I do hope that, maybe sometime, you'll at least pitch the idea to use the episode ideas. I'll forever like the show, even if nothing monumental happens. And, most importantly of all, and again, I'm sorry to everyone.
Until then...
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