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Christianity, Simply Put

This here that I wrote was not thought out in terms of keeping any type of beat or rhyme but merely is the way the content laid itself out. I would not even consider it poetry. This is simply the message of Jesus.

You, man, were created by an infinite God.

He is good, he is holy, and he is righteous.

In the beginning the earth was good.

We knew God, we walked with God, and we lived in peace.

We broke that peace and sought to make war with God.

We became dead in our sin, we deserved eternal death.

God said, "You broke it but I'm going to buy it,

For I will make the earth shine with my glory!"

He promised an imperishable seed called the Son of Man,

He is good, he is holy, and he is righteous.

He died the death that we deserve and paid the dept of sin.

Through this Son of God we might know this redeemer God.

This giver of life did not stay in the grave but rose from death.

Through this teacher we called Hosanna we too shall raise.

On that last day when he returns he will fix what was broken.

We'll know God, we'll walk with God, and we'll live in peace.

Though I Do Not Yet Know You

To my God-fearing wife that I do not yet know,

Within this world there exists no dragons to slay but there does exist a serpent, and against this one who is not flesh and blood I will fight for you. Though I am but a simple guy of no great bloodline or kingdom I am an heir of God and I shall be your prince. Though you are but a sinner gracefully spared from God's wrath you are adopted too as his daughter and I shall treat you as the princess been made to become. Never gazing upon your appearance I must profess that you are a beautiful creation of God and I shall admire you as his masterpiece. Despite being no perfect man of great valor and shinning armor, I will give myself up for you just as Christ gave himself up for the church.

Not yet even knowing you I am giving myself to you. My love for you will give visual testimony of how Christ so humbly loves his church. Even if you are no more faithful to me than Israel was to God my chasing after you will be no less. I shall love you despite your failures. I shall love you despite your sin. I shall love you when you fail me. I shall love you even if you give me reason to hate you.

As I say "I do" I promise that just as God has promised us both, with God's power I shall never leave you nor forsake you apart from God's own hand pulling me home. As I am to be your husband, you shall be my wife. Just as God and Christ are one, so shall we.

For you I will be as graceful, as gentle, as loving as a sinful man is capable. My life shall be lived in such a way that my love for you will give evidence to you of God's love for you. Our lives together will be living testimonies of the goodness of God to us, our children to come, and the world.

Our children will be raised in such a way that they know the God of the Scriptures. For bedtime stories they will hear of the saints and missionaries of old. Their knowledge and articulation of good doctrine will put the Reformers to shame. They will know the great hymns and songs of the faith from our praises. They will know of both grace and discipline as they are raised into maturity. There will be no doubt within their minds that we would give our lives not only for them but for the Gospel itself.

Apart from God himself there will be none that I will desire to please more than you. There will exist no other within my eye nor heart. There will be no questioning in your heart as for whether or not you are loved.

Until that day when I can see the beauty in your eyes I must live worthy of you. I shall train myself up so that I might be more pleasing, honoring, loving, and faithful to you. For one such as you there should be one worthy of being called a man of God. Until that day when I can tell you of my love for you I shall seek the Lord.

If the day never comes for when I can love you then I shall simply love the Lord God. Whether or not he chooses to bless me with one such as you I shall continue waiting faithfully serving him.

Though I do not yet know you - though I do not know if I ever will - I pledge to love you with my life.

Examining Ephesians 2:1-10

If one were to argue that one specific passage in Scripture comprises a summary of Pauline theology, what passage would that be? Some might quote various passages in Romans but Ephesians 2:8-10 fills the role of summarizing the entirety of his theology. How would the original audience have understood such an important passage? How might the modern reader interpret that passage and apply it to his life? In what way does the surrounding contexts, whether they be historical or literary, affect the understanding of the text? Such questions are ones that I wish to address in this blog by not only looking at verses 8 through 10 but looking at 1 through 7 leading up to that text. With that said, the purpose of this particular text is to address the questions that arise from and the meaning behind Ephesians 2:1-10.

Historical Analysis

When examining the original historical details of the letter, certain elements are to be addressed as they greatly effect the understanding of the text - namely the purpose and original audience. This is not to say certain details such as the authorship are unimportant, just some of those details have less of an effect on the actual meaning of the text and more of an effect on the canonicity - to discuss such things would be outside the purpose of this blog. As such, I will simply make the assumption within this blog that Paul was indeed the author of this letter.

In seeking to know the original purpose of the book, the initial step is to look within the text itself. However, in comparison to all of Paul's other writings, this particular one is easily the most generalized. "It simply does not contain references to a specific setting or problems, and therefore other external data cannot be brought to bear in the same way as with other letters to build up a more detailed picture of the situation being addressed."[1] Unlike letters such as his letters to Corinth, the letter to Ephesus seems to be a general letter of encouragement that could be read to any church with no less direct relevance. Outside of mentioning but one acquaintance, Tychicus, "he sends no greetings, thanks no one among his readers, reviews no travel plans, and seems to have a limited knowledge of his reader's circumstances."[2] Even in light of such a generalized message, the purpose itself of the book of Ephesians is quite clear. "The letter was written to encourage Gentile Christians to appreciate the dignity of their calling, with its implication not only for their calling, with its implication not only for their heavenly origin and destiny but also for their present conduct on earth, as those who were heirs of God, sealed with his Spirit."[3]

In noting such a generalized purpose to a church that Paul would live in for three years, questions have arisen regarding whether Paul actually wrote the book and whether the book was actually written to the church at Ephesus.[4] That, and manuscript discrepancies that do not include "in Ephesus" at the beginning of the letter add to the questions.[5] However, whether or not Paul wrote to a specific church in Ephesus, to the surrounding area of Asia Minor, or to any Christian that might come across the letter, one might argue that the meaning of this particular passage does not change in light of the generalized statements that Paul makes in this letter. Simply put, Ephesians 2:1-10 has such a generalized purpose that any Gentile Christian would be directly effected by its principle-oriented theological implications.

Lexical Analysis

In seeking to understand the text of Ephesians 2:1-10, to know the lexical meaning behind certain central words within the text will give greater light to the meaning of the overarching text.

One such example is the meaning behind the word "wrath" in Ephesians 2:3. This word, in the Greek ὀργῆς, is used as an adjective to show identification to "children." When this text refers to the audience as former "children of wrath," does this mean they were once angry adolescence with snarling faces, or were they themselves by nature recipients of wrath, deserving nothing but God's punishment? While, in a sense, both might be true, the text likely points toward the latter option. This word ὀργῆς certainly can mean an "agitation of soul, impulse, despair, any violent emotion, but esp. (and chiefly . . .) anger,"[6] but it can also mean "to punish" while carrying the connotation of "divine punishment based on God's judgment against someone."[7] However, this anger that God presents to these "sons of disobedience" is one of righteous judgment towards those who are rebellious against the author of all things good. This wrath that God establishes upon these who are disobedient "is God's settled stance against sin--the response demanded when holiness encounters sin and evil. It is not fickle, nor does it betray a loss of control. In conveys strong indignation directed at wrongdoing, with focus in retribution."[8]

Another term that is of extreme importance within the text that must be understood is that of πίστεως which is typically translated into "faith." This word is not only important within the context of this passage but within the context of Scripture itself. What does it mean to respond to God in faith? Answering such a question correctly is of utmost importance in the life of every Christian. This faith expressed by the Christian is "the state of believing on the basis of the reliability of the one trusted."[9] In light of the context, "Paul uses the preposition διὰ with the genitive, not accusative case of 'faith.' [Those who are in Christ] are saved not on account of faith but through it."[10] "It is their response to what God has done; it represents their openness to his activity; it is not something which combined which that activity that produces salvation."[11] This faith that is expressed by the Christian is him retrieving from every attempt to find himself worthy of God's righteousness but accepting the grace that is given through Christ alone.

And last, what does it mean to boast as according to verse 9? The proceeding statements work themselves up to this word boast, in Greekκαυχήσηται, in such a way as to strengthen the meaning. In speaking of grace, the text states that it is the receivers "own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works." Much emphasis is put into the point that the one who has faith will not respond to God in this manner - to take "pride in something" but more specifically, to take pride in one's own accomplishments.[12] The individual is to no longer be a son of disobedience who places his confidence in his own works but within the work of Christ upon the cross.

Structural Analysis

(Verses 1-3 – We were by nature deserving of wrath)

(v. 1)And you were dead (in the trespasses and sins)

(v. 2) (a) in which you once walked,

following (1) the course of this world,

following (2) the prince of the power of the air,

[following] (3) the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience

(v. 3) (b) among whom we all once lived

(1) in the passions of our flesh,

(2) carrying out the desires of (a) the body and (b) the mind,

(3) and were by nature children of wrath, (like the rest of mankind.)

(Verses 4-7 – But God can instead give us grace.)

(v. 4) But God,

(1) being rich in mercy,

(2) because of the great love

with which he loved us,

(v. 5) even when we were dead in our trespasses,

(a) made us alive together with Christ

-by grace you have been saved--

(v. 6) (and) (b) raised us up with him

(and) (c) seated us with him

in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,

(v. 7) (1) so that in the coming ages

(2) he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.

(Verses 8-9 – This grace is imparted through faith as demonstrated by our faithfulness)

(v. 8 ) For by grace you have been saved

through faith.

And this is not your own doing;

it is the gift of God,

(9) not a result of works,

so that no one may boast.

(10) For we are his workmanship,

created in Christ Jesus

for good works,

which God prepared beforehand,

that we should walk in them.

When one examines this structure of Ephesians 2:1-10 one will notice several things. Of note, within the original Greek verses 1-7 is comprised of a single sentence with the verb never appearing until verse 4. One will then note an even more obvious distinction between verses 1-3, 4-7, and 8-10. These divisions stress the point of the sections which finally leads the reader to the strong conclusion found in 8-10. Verses 1-3 depict the sinful condition of the readers' past existence and all humanity apart from Christ. Verses 4-7 express the change experienced by believers in Christ as a result God's mercy and grace. Verses 8-10 provide a summary of how one achieves this unmerited salvation by means of God's grace.[13]

To bring about the forceful impact of how one is to gain this salvation, repetition is used. "By grace you have been saved" is used in both verse 5 and verse 8 but the latter verse introduces another point – "through faith." Repetition occurs also to bring home similar points (e.g., "sons of disobedience" and "children of wrath" explaining one's default position before the establishment of grace) and contrary points (e.g., "once walked" and "should walk in them" contrasting the former life verses the new life).

Contextual Analysis

As far as the literary context in which this passage is placed, it is immediately following Paul's introduction to the letter. The introduction though general in that it never names any particular person nor does it speak of any specific circumstance, he gives a praise of thanksgiving to the audience and to God in light of the power of God and God's showing of himself to those who are his believers. Ephesians 1 together with 2:11-22 is at the heart of the reminder about believers' privileged relationship to God.

This immediate biblical context together with the overarching context of both Pauline theology and biblical theology as a whole strengthens the resolve of this passage all the more. Ephesians 2:8-10 especially has been deemed "a brilliant summary of Paul's evangelical message . . . probably the best brief summary in the whole of the Pauline corpus of Paul's understanding of the Gospel, and more comprehensive and complete than any single passage to be found in Romans or Galatians."[14] Due to this being such a vividly clear summary statement of his theology, looking at seemingly contradictory statements such as Romans 5:1 ("justified by faith") and James 2 ("justified by works") is shown to be more clear in light of this passage.

And for the historical context, little can be said that would effect the meaning outside of the statements within Ephesians 2:1-10 being in stark contradiction to not only the context of that day, but the context of all life outside of Christ. For who is under the impression that he is deserving of the wrath of God apart from knowledge of the law and who knows God's grace apart from trusting in Jesus? Neither the people of that day nor the people of this day are of the impression that humanity is inherently sinful and that grace is obtained purely by grace through faith, not works.

Meaning Analysis

With much of the background of Ephesians 2:1-10 now confronted, what does the text actually mean? Perhaps this question is best served by examining the major points of each section of the text as seen earlier in the structure of the text.

Verses 1-3 addresses the issue of the former life apart from Christ as "sons of disobedience" and "children of wrath." Before being "made alive" in Christ this is the life that every human lives - by his very nature being in rebellion against a holy God. The depiction of being "dead" is given to illustrate this all the more. God created man not to be dead in this manner but to be spiritually alive, and Adam and Eve were alive until their fall. But when they sinned, human beings became separated from God and thus separated from the life he desired of them. This spiritual death is separation from God. However, humanity is not left within this state of rebellion.

Verses 4-7 illustrate God's reaction to this separation. Though his love and mercy we can become resurrected from this state of death and rebellion and be brought into a new life in Christ. Rather than being a disobedient children deserving nothing but the wrath of God, we instead might receive the mercy of God and be seated with Christ into right standing with God once again. Through the grace and mercy of Jesus Christ humanity might become alive once again.

These first seven verses of the chapter lead up to the final thoughts of verses 8-10. Here Paul expresses how one is to gain this grace - through faith. This notion of being saved through faith, not a result of works is the central point of the entire passage and all of the points within this passage lead to that truth. This salvation cannot be gained any way apart from faith in Christ for the former way of life simply is not capable of gaining his salvation any other way. There is no deed that can be done to earn one's salvation - it can only be gained through faith (Gal 2:15-16; 3:2, 10-12).

Rather than man's apparent good works gaining him salvation, once he has gained salvation through faith he is to then live according to the good works. Formerly the Christian "once walked" in sin and the "course of this world" but after obtaining the grace of God through faith his response is then walk in a new way. One is not to gain his salvation by way of good works but is to have good works in light of his salvation. Even then these good works are "prepared beforehand" by God and is a result of the grace established upon the person of faith thus contributing to the idea that all is the result of God's sovereignty, not humanity's own ability.

In summary, Ephesians 2:1-10 expresses the idea that all humanity by nature is an obstinate people living in rebellion against him and thus cannot merit any justification from God. However, God in his mercy imparts upon those who place their faith in him the righteousness of his son. Through this son Jesus Christ they might come to know God and walk in his ways. Go and do likewise.


[1] Klyne Snodgrass, Ephesians (Grand Rapids, Mich.: Zondervan, 1996), 23.

[2] Frank Thielman, Ephesians (Baker Exegetical Commentary on the New Testament) (Grand Rapids: Baker Academic, 2010), 16-17.

[3] F. F. Bruce, The Epistles to the Colossians, to Philemon, and to the Ephesians (Grand Rapids: Eedmans, 1984), 245.

[4] Thielman, 17.

[5] William Klein, Ephesians ~ Philemon, rev. ed., ed. Tremper Longman III and David E. Garland, vol. 12 of The Expositor's Bible Commentary (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 2006), 34.

[6] Thayer Joseph H. Thayer, Thayer's Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament (Grand Rapids: Baker Book House, 1977), 452.

[7] Johannes Louw and Eugene Nida, Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament Based On Semantic Domains (New York: United Bible Societies, 1988 ), 490.

[8] Klein, 67.

[9] Frederick William Danker, ed., A Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament and Early Christian Literature, 3rd ed. (Chicago: The University of Chicago Press, 2000), 818.

[10] Klein, 70.

[11] Earnest Best, Ephesians (Edinburgh: T&T Clarck, 1998 ), 226.

[12] Danker, 537.

[13] Andrew T. Lincoln, Word Biblical Commentary Vol. 42, Ephesians (Dallas, Tex.: Thomas Nelson, 1990), 84.

[14] Andrew T. Lincoln, "Ephesians 2: 8-10," The Catholic Biblical Quarterly 45, no. 4 (1983): 617.

Topic I dislike but it seems I must speak on it - The Eternality of Hell

Here on Gamespot for a long period of time I have seen a discussion that has become prevalent and I wish to address that discussion here in this blog for future reference. This topic is whether or not hell is eternal.

Now before I begin let me address a few issues. Me defending the eternality of hell does not mean that it is my desire for others to experience such a thing. I do not wish to come off as one who simply wishes the world to be completely destroyed nor do I wish to be portrayed as one who hates those who do not claim the name of Christ. The very reason why I am defending the eternality of hell is so that people do not place their faith in bad theology rather than the Jesus of Scripture.

Alright, first things first. Why is it some people say that hell is not eternal? The reasons are many. Most claim the reasons are because a "loving God would not send people to hell" or they deny it for emotional reasons. However, many here on Gamespot have argued that Scripture never teaches that hell is eternal. I disagree.

What is debated? The Greek word αἰών (aion) which can be translated as 1. age or 2. an unending age, perpetuity of time, eternity. However, this word is often used within the idiom εἰς τὸν αἰῶνα which literally states "into the ages." This phrase can simply mean "forever."

As an example that puts the point forward, Luke 1:33 states, "and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end." In the Greek, forever comes from the phrase, "εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας" (i.e., literally "into the ages"). To put the forever notion further Luke continues the passage with, "οὐκ (no/not) ἔσται (future indicative of 'I am' which means 'will have') τέλος ('end')" (i.e., "will have no end").

The argument I have seen here on Gamespot that states hell is not eternal is that αἰών (aion) does not mean eternal in passages such as Matthew 25:46 which states, "These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life." Without even into the Greek, one must notice that to make this "eternal punishment" temporary one must also make this "eternal life" temporary. However, I have never met a person who argues that hell is temporary also argue that heaven is also temporary.

Certainly αἰών (aion) can mean other things besides eternity or forever as is the case in certain other occasions in Scripture, but my point is that it most certainly can be in reference to eternity or forever. As such, to base one's entire theology regarding whether or not hell is eternal around a possible, though unlikely translation of a single word is very much a gamble.

Despite any argument that one might have for hell not existing or hell being temporary I find that the reason behind it often remain the same. While it is not my desire to lump every person into a single stereotype nor to insult any of you, I find that the reason is either the individual does not believe an eternal hell is justified, he does not wish to be held accountable for his actions, or he simply does not like the idea. Whatever reason, I typically find the argument against hell to be based more in emotion than a genuine desire to understand the Scripture and know God.

If God truly is an infinitely good God who not only is good but is the author of good and the giver of good things, then we who are finite simply cannot measure up. Regardless of how good we think we might be, how might we a finite people equal up to an infinitely good God? While not a popular thought, would it not be perfectly just and maybe even good for God destroy all that is imperfect?

We have no right to be in the presence of such a being infinite in perfection and goodness. However, God establishes grace on us that despite our inability to measure up we can find forgiveness in him. Not only forgiveness but through Christ we can have the very righteousness of God placed upon us. Jesus takes upon our imperfection as we who are in him take upon his perfection.

God is good and because of that we deserve nothing but eternal hell in light of that goodness. However, in light of his mercy through Christ we can receive undeserved eternal life within the presence of his goodness.

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If there are any rebuttles or corrections that any might have do not mind posting. Also, please note that my knowledge of Greek is not perfect. This is not to say I have no knowledge of it at all however.

Peanut Butter Mocha and a Righteous Prayer

Upon walking to class the cup was half gone and I was about to die of thirst. Why do you ask? Well, this was my second attempt at making a Peanut Butter Mocha and the peanut butter made me incredibly thirsty. Due to the thickness of the peanut butter I never even finished the drink.

My first attempt at making a Peanut Butter Mocha also failed because I used what ingredients I had which consisted of chunky peanut butter. That I attempted to make a drink with chunky peanut butter was fail enough but there was so much peanut butter half the drink was mushy and think. Horrible.

Second attempt: failure. Why? Way too much peanut butter. Apparently I had not yet learned from the first attempt. This failure leading to great thirst required that I sit through a 3 hour class with the taste of peanut butter in my mouth. Thankfully, I learned from this attempt.

Apparently one need not make a Peanut Butter Mocha with 1/3 of the drink being peanut butter. One tablespoon of it will do per cup. I know this because I am partaking of a perfected Peanut Butter Mocha this very moment.

(Not too much) Peanut Butter + Chocolate syrup + Steamed milk + Way too much espresso = OMG earth in heaven in a cup.

Speaking of "my God," let me put forth a recent idea I encountered in said class. (Great transition, I know.)

Tell me, does one presuppose that a prayer from a righteous person is of more value than the prayer from a nonrighteous person?

Whatever answer I might have given a few days ago, I have had some preunderstandings regarding this question adjusted over the past few days. Let me get to the point with another question.

Is one Christian's prayer of more value than another Christian's prayer? In other words, is one "lukewarm" Christian's prayer of less value, of less effect, than a "righteous and holy" Christian?

This is not a question I have previously addressed in my own walk with Christ. Let's look at how we might come to an answer. (It's no, btw)

We who are in Christ upon coming to salvation are imparted with his righteousness and him imparted with our sin. In other words, we received the very righteousness of God and are restored to a right relationship with him. As such we are incapable of becoming more righteous than we are at the moment of justification. Indeed we do not live perfect lives but we are not able to become more holy and more righteous than God himself.

That said, the newly born-again believer in Christ is just as much righteous as Billy Graham or the Apostle Paul. To put it personal, both me and you who follow Christ are as holy before God as we'll ever be. With this notion and realization that we are that righteous, that holy, how does this impact our prayer life?

I shall tell you how it will now effect mine.

Very often I am in the very midst of the act of sin and am incapable of immediately seeking after God as if I am in that moment not good enough for his presence. Never am I truly good enough apart from his righteousness. However, I do have his righteousness.

What this means is that even in the midst of sin when I feel as if I am incapable of coming to God because of my own sin I am actually able due to his righteousness. This is amazing.

There is none who is a better intercessor than me other than Christ himself. While I certainly should seek others to pray on my behalf, others who are "more faithful" do not have their prayers heard before my own.

God has made it possible for us to seek after him regardless of our sin.

And now that I am done writing my Peanut Butter Mocha is also gone. It was tasty.

Not Perfectly Obedient But Attempting

Tonight I thought I'd share with you some details of an inward spiritual struggle I experienced culminating but moments ago.

Lately I have been reading a lot of books like David Platt's Radical: Taking Your Faith Back from the American Dream and Francis Chan's Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God. These books talk much about how we as Christians should truly live out our faith for the sake of Christ and the spreading of the Gospel. In light of thinking about this topic recently, I have wanted occasions in which I might be faithful. With that mindset I have been in recently, here goes my story.

I found ten dollars on the floor of Walmart today. We'll get to the importance of this random statement later.

This evening I went to a Bible Study at a friend's church about an hour from where I live. Good time. After it was over, the 12 of us went to Pizza Hut to chow down on some greasy grub. We spoke much of Christ and our desire to experience more of what the disciples experienced in the New Testament. That is, seeing radical obedience, miracles, and people coming to know Christ.

Finally, me and but one other guy were left in the parking lot. As we were about to drive off in separate cars, I noticed a guy attempted to beg money from my friend. He drove away as if to avoid him.

I then realized this bum was headed in my direction. It is very likely that I muttered a few not-so-holy words in response. However, despite my initial response, I sought to be obedient. Heck, not 60 seconds prior I had been talking about Jesus.

Being a still paranoid self, with doors locked I slightly rolled down my passenger side window to let him speak. With very little room for his hand he sought to shake my hand. I didn't out of paranoia. Apparently a hand shake can kill me and I didn't want to die.

Some of what was said was a blur, but I remember him asking where I was going, a direction he had no desire to go. He also said he had no money and asked for some. Now normally when this occurs I ask what for as I'd prefer to buy a needed item rather than simply giving money that could be spent on less-than-holy items.

I almost never carry cash on me. However, I had a ten dollar bill, the same bill I found earlier today. I felt it fitting to give it to him. Out of instinct of sorts I asked if he had a Bible. He said no.

He now has my Bible, of which there on the front page written by me are verses laying out how one is to become a follower of Christ as according to Romans. After handing him this Bible through the crack in the window we seperated ways.

Shortly after I received a text. My friend saw the whole thing.

His response: "I totally turned that guy down. :-x I am a hypocrit."

He also sent a facebook message stating: "What is messed up is that we can talk on matters of Christ... and a person just walks up to my car - taps on my car window - and I just drive off. Prayer request: That I can respond the way Christ would have. Because doesn't it all boil down to moments like that?"

Now why do I write this? Not to show how amazing I am for I certainly didn't handle the situation quite as well as I would have liked. I am merely writing this to express the struggle to live obediently.

I wish I had enough faith to have also given him my coat. I wish I had enough faith to have offered a ride to where he might have needed to go. I wish I had enough trust to shake the guy's hand.

While I was not as obedient as I would have wished, the guy now has a Bible when he did not previously. If you are also a Christian, I ask that you pray for him, my friend, and myself that we all learn to become more obedient to Christ. If you are not a Christian, have patience with us. We Christians are not perfect but hopefully we have been capable of pointing you toward one who is.

My First Funeral

No less than an hour ago I came home from what was the first time I preached a funeral. My grandfather's brother-in-law passed away Saturday morning, and I was asked by the family to preach his funeral. Though I did not know him well, they felt it appropriate that I preach his funeral. Someone else gave the Eulogy, but I ended up doing everything else including the entirety of the grave-side service.

Never did I expect that going through this experience would be such a blessing to not only the family but also to myself. How can one receive a better feeling that serving God obediently, explaining the Gospel thoroughly, and encouraging those who love you?

During the last part of the grave-side service I spoke directly to my Aunt speaking the words of Numbers 6:24-26, "The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace." As I read this I watched her. This woman had been married to this man for most of her life and God gave me the blessing of directly saying these words to her. No words can describe the blessing I received in seeing her deep appreciation.

My God is an awesome God and I praise him for allowing me to be a blessing to others. Though these things can be an emotional and spiritual roller coaster ride, I think I'm going into the right profession.

With Just a Little Bit of Caffeine Plus Some More

Thank God I'm not a Mormon because I am quite the fan of caffeine. You may or may not know this, but I currently work as a barista. That is, I work in a coffee shop making various beverages with a caffeinated kick.

For this Thanksgiving Special blog, I shall cause your mouth to drool and your withdrawal from caffeine to kick up by sharing with you some of my favorite drinks.

This blog is inspired by a drink I just made from my own personal espresso machine at home. In other words, I did not have the usual set of ingredients normally available to me at work but was still capable of making a great drink.

This drink is a Cinnamon Eggnog Latte. I mixed 1 part 2% milk with 2 parts Eggnog, steamed it using my espresso machine so that a small amount of froth laid at the top, poured in a shot of espresso, and then added a small amount of cinnamon to the top. Umm umm good.

At some point I plan to put two Chai Tea bags into about 6 oz of hot water and then add another 6 oz of hot steamed Eggnog to try it out. If I can find any in my mother's pantry I shall be adding a little bit of nutmeg to the top of it.

These are but two drinks I can make from the home but a coffee shop offers so much more variety to what can be done to a drink. Here are some of my favorite drinks you won't see on a Starbucks menu that can be made for you at request.

Eggnog Chai Tea Frappuccino. I absolutely love this cold, blended beverage. There is a standard way to make a Chai Tea Cream Frappuccino but you ask to have the default whole milk substituted with eggnog. Make sure you have nutmeg added to the top of your whipped cream. If you are in need of more caffeine than the normal drink my deliver then make it a Dirty Eggnog Chai Tea Frappuccino. With this, you will no longer have a cream base as your drink but can have the Frappuccino Roast or an espresso shot in its place.

Eggnog Chai Tea, No H2O, Latte. This would be a lot better quality drink than the one I can make at home due to the way Chai Tea Lattes are made at Starbucks. My own way using tea bags makes the chai not near as strong. This is essentially the hot equivalent to the previous drink.

Many of the drinks I have mentioned are seasonal due to the eggnog ingredient, however, there is one drink that is available year around that is not for the faint of heart - A Half-Decaf, Iced Venti, 3 pump Classic Syrup, Breve, Over Ice Americano. Why have half-decaf you ask? Because this drink has 4 shots of espresso in it by default and I don't want your heart to burst out of your chest, that's why. This drink is heavy on the coffee taste but with just enough sweetener and if the shots are pulled correctly then it has a really great taste to it. The typical drink of this size has twice the amount of sweetner than what I'm recommending but this amount seems to bring out the taste of the drink all the more rather than being overbearing. You want this type of drink for the taste of espresso, not pure sugar.

However, even if you order the drink in this way there is a good chance it still will not be made quite how I'm specifying as this is in no way a standard drink. First you fill the 24 oz Iced Venti cup to the top with ice, put in 3 pumps of the Classic Syrup, pour the 4 shots of half-decaf espresso directly over the drink, stir, and the last 8 oz of room should be filled with Breve (Half-and-Half). Just looking at how the cream mixes with the rest of the drink is appealing to the eye.

If you wish to make this drink your own then you can substitute the Breve for non-fat milk or something similar, substitute the Classic Syrup with a flavor like Vanilla, or add some Caramel drizzle to the inside of the cup.

Another type of Frappuccino that is especially good for the non-coffee drinker is a Vanilla Bean Frappuccino with Frappuccino Chips. A Vanilla Bean Frappuccino is a great drink in and of itself but ask to have some of the chocolate chips put into the drink and for some mocha drizzle added to the top. Those two extra ingredients makes an already great drink better.

I may have no clue what I'm doing when cooking but if you want a good tasting drink with a possible caffeine boost then I'm your man. Have a happy, joyous, and blessed Thanksgiving.

"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." - 1 Corinthians 10:31

Surprise Adoption

"Your sister sucks as a parent, do you want her kids?"

My brother's wife was recently told this by the Department of Social Services. At least, this is my way of phrasing it. Apparently her sister is now in jail for some unknown crime leaving her children in foster care. This leaves my brother and his wife, parents of two kids, with the chance to adopt their own neice and nephew.

They's a multiply'n!

I have a niece and nephew already but it seems I may soon have an extra neice and nephew. The girl, now six years old, is named Rogue. Yes, she was indeed named after the girl from X-men. The last I saw of her, she was barely walking. As far as the boy, he's about two years old and I don't even know his name.

For my family this is an exciting opportunity.

My family is not unfamiliar with adoption as my elder brother was himself adopted as an infant into the family. Though me and him do not share the same blood, he is my brother without question and without reservation. As he says to me often due to our 8 year age difference, "I practically raised you!"

There was this other guy who was adopted.

You know that one fellow I often speak of on these forums? You know, Jesus? Well, he himself was adopted by Joseph. According to Jewish law, Jesus was the legal son of Joseph. This adoption by Joseph has caused the Christian church to especially think highly of adoption. Besides, if it is good enough for the Son of God, should it not be good enough for us? What better way to raise a child with no living biological parents than with two loving parents?

We too can be adopted.

For whatever reason there seems to be a strange idea within and outside the church that we are all children of God. Sure we were all created by him but we are not all his children. Jesus alone is the true Son of God, not us. However, we can be adopted into this family of God. Though we are not worthy, God brings us in.

For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, "Abba! Father!" The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are the children of God, and if children, then heirs--heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be with him. (Romans 8:14-17).

But what is this "inheritance" that we gain in becoming heirs with Christ?Life.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. (Romans 8:18-24a)

These two children being brought into my family might receive Christmas presants they would not have been able to receive previously, but we who are brought into God's family as the children of God might be able to receive so much more.

Music and such

First off, today I listened to this song for the first time while at Subway. I awkwardly laughed out loud as people watched. Go watch it. Now.

Alright, as of recent I have begun listening to a different set of music than in the past. It's a sort of Christian indie folk rock... or something. Basically, I have in the past really liked some of Sufjan Steven's music especially that which has more explicit Christian symbolism. To put it mildly, I absolutely love his sty|e of music.

Over the past few days I have sought to find more artists who follow his same genre. One extremely similar group is that of the Welcome Wagon. Why the similarity? This is Sufjan's pastor and the pastor's wife. Sufjan also helped produce their work.

Here are a few other songs/artists that I have found that I like. Not all are Christian btw:

Bon Iver

Half-Handed Cloud (especially Eyes Peeled which you can download free here)

Pedro the Lion (Not Christian but Christian symbolism, sometimes negative though)

David Bazan (Same as above as he's in the previous group. Once Christian turned agnostic.)

I shall end my blog about songs with this song by John Mark McMillan. I absolutely LOVE this song. "The man Jesus Christ laid death in his grave." :)

And now for the and such.

I'm single again! lawl