yeah that just kind of just occored to me... Sean could be dead... I dunno, maybe, it's a possibility.
him randomly just beening gone is really bugging me lately. I want to know what really happened.
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Just another lovely reminder
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I walked out of my room this morning, and the first thing my momther does is yell at me because of the way I'm dressed. She didn't want me representing her in such a way when I went to school.
Hmm, and I had just forgotten that the only reason you had children was to get your genes passed down, and that I'll never be like you.
...I was wearing pajamas. I wasn't going to wear them to school... but no, she had to go totally psycho on me. She didn't trust me that they were just pajamas, that I wasn't going to wear them to school. She's just so paranoid that I'll make her look bad.
yeracghaeljklkaj;. WHATEVER, I give up. I'm never going to be like her, no matter how hard she tries.
Hmm, and I had just forgotten that the only reason you had children was to get your genes passed down, and that I'll never be like you.
...I was wearing pajamas. I wasn't going to wear them to school... but no, she had to go totally psycho on me. She didn't trust me that they were just pajamas, that I wasn't going to wear them to school. She's just so paranoid that I'll make her look bad.
yeracghaeljklkaj;. WHATEVER, I give up. I'm never going to be like her, no matter how hard she tries.
flashback!
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Yeahhh I just asked this one guy on devart out.
Yeahhh if any of you remember how I [originally] came with Bloo, well it was just like that. I didn't know Bloo that well, I never talked to him before. He was like a stranger, I guess. Just a stranger I happened to like more than all the other strangers. o_O
Ergh it feels like I'm just setting myself up for failure here, but whateverrrrrr. 97% chance he'll say no but yeah I'm still going anyway 'cause i can.
and stuff.
edit: LOL I was right. It'sano. xD Why do I even bother?
Yeahhh if any of you remember how I [originally] came with Bloo, well it was just like that. I didn't know Bloo that well, I never talked to him before. He was like a stranger, I guess. Just a stranger I happened to like more than all the other strangers. o_O
Ergh it feels like I'm just setting myself up for failure here, but whateverrrrrr. 97% chance he'll say no but yeah I'm still going anyway 'cause i can.
and stuff.
edit: LOL I was right. It'sano. xD Why do I even bother?
I win. I so totally win.
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YAY. I finally reached my goal of getting 2,000 songs on my computer. :D
AND IT ONLY TOOK A YEAR gralkj;l;kjra;jklar.
Even if there's only like, three bands that I listen to this feels so cool.
YAY FOR WASTING MEMORY. :D
yaaaaaaaaay
another entry [feat. bloo727]
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...K so let's see here.
I just "borrowed" my dad's huge cd folder, and I'm copying every one he has. FUN. :D One of the CD's in there is Pat Metheny Group's "Still Life (Still Talking)"
One of the songs on there is "Last Train Home." And liek, ohmaigawd! That was the first thing Bloo ever sent me, was a copy of that song.
...Except it's a different song. Turns out they have two songs with the same name. Bloo sent me an entirely different song.
But here's where it gets weird:: that song from my dad's cd was my favorite song as a kid, I just never knew what it was called. oooh and the fact that it's called that is just... really weird.
to me.
and stuff. xDD;;
I just "borrowed" my dad's huge cd folder, and I'm copying every one he has. FUN. :D One of the CD's in there is Pat Metheny Group's "Still Life (Still Talking)"
One of the songs on there is "Last Train Home." And liek, ohmaigawd! That was the first thing Bloo ever sent me, was a copy of that song.
...Except it's a different song. Turns out they have two songs with the same name. Bloo sent me an entirely different song.
But here's where it gets weird:: that song from my dad's cd was my favorite song as a kid, I just never knew what it was called. oooh and the fact that it's called that is just... really weird.
to me.
and stuff. xDD;;
mother's day
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yeah
I drew my mom something, and she didn't care...
I was like, "here MOM I drew you this *points to picture*"
and she's all... "okay... *walks off to eat chicken*"
no reaction at all. she just didn't care!! And then last year, she threw out the picture I drew for her... so remembering that with a combination of what just happened, I think we all know eeeeeeexactly how I'm feeling right now.
Next year I'm just getting my grandma something. She's always been a much better mother than my real mom's ever been, and she appreciates what I do. It's always felt like she's my mom more than anything... le sigh.
If you want to see the picture, click here. It's not the best, but... yeah it's not the best.
I drew my mom something, and she didn't care...
I was like, "here MOM I drew you this *points to picture*"
and she's all... "okay... *walks off to eat chicken*"
no reaction at all. she just didn't care!! And then last year, she threw out the picture I drew for her... so remembering that with a combination of what just happened, I think we all know eeeeeeexactly how I'm feeling right now.
Next year I'm just getting my grandma something. She's always been a much better mother than my real mom's ever been, and she appreciates what I do. It's always felt like she's my mom more than anything... le sigh.
If you want to see the picture, click here. It's not the best, but... yeah it's not the best.
maaaaaaan I've never paid attention for so long!
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dude I just spent over six hours on this picture
siiiiiiiiiix hourse. I usuall can't go more than ten [minutes] without getting distracted. O_O seriously!
sure I took mini breaks in between, whatever. so yay. I feel SUPER.
[url=http://www.deviantart.com/view/33258950/]CLICK HERE TO SEEEE oh please that little thumbnail doesn't do it justice. :([/url]
siiiiiiiiiix hourse. I usuall can't go more than ten [minutes] without getting distracted. O_O seriously!
sure I took mini breaks in between, whatever. so yay. I feel SUPER.
[url=http://www.deviantart.com/view/33258950/]CLICK HERE TO SEEEE oh please that little thumbnail doesn't do it justice. :([/url]
a friend o mine just got searched for drugs
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what's good in my life:
-I just found my WarioWare Twisted game, and it's refreshed my love for the oh so hawt Nine-Volt. 
-I have a roof over my head
I got to sleep in a bed last night
I'm online, I still have a computer
And what's not so good in my life right now...:
-I still hate you, you, you, and you.
-I've been feeling really guilty for making Kraz and Kaytea think that I hate them... 
-My friends are all just bored with me
- I'm starting to question if I really have any friends
- I can't draw at all right now
- I just lost my sketchbook
-. Sean is still gone. O lawlz
-. Recently I've been feeling... like I'm just not human anymore
-. My iPod just died. Totally, flat out died. It's broken. Back to CD Players for me ehlohehlz. The thing's not even a year old! I got it last MAY!
-. Anthony's still getting sent to the Illinois Math and Science Acadamy next year, and there's no stopping that.
-. My neighbor just stole my Family Guy dvds.... I'm not upset with the loss, I just thought I could trust them.
-. I'm acting emo
-. I just don't feel like myself anymore...
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