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...hmm

I think right now I'm more upset over the fact that I have zero emotional attatchment to my mom or anything else rather than the fact she could die very soon.

that is all.

lawlz at my mom.

She went in to get a check up from her doctor today during her break. They found out she has dangerously high blood pressure, so they put her in the hospital. Now if she gets too stressed out, she'll most likely have a stroke or heart attack.

That sounds bad, but it gets worse. My mom has OCD. That means she'll go into a total panic if someone spills their kool-aid or something tiny like that.

I'm not sad or upset over all this. If something happens, something happens. And that's that. I can't do anything except wait.

Just a note.

If it weren't for this computer, being locked in my own room sucks.

Otherwise, it a'int so bad.

Meh. I think later on I'm going to show my mom that my dad's on myspace and is using it to pick up chicks ooooh =0

And I also think that later I should draw something for National Jacksex Month, since it is May. :D I still need to finish the National Emo Month picture RAAHAahalkja;.

the ennnnd.

Experimental Film

And, in my experimental film! which noboy knows about but which... I'm still figuring out your face imploodes at MY EXPERIMENTAL FILM.

Yeah! You're all gonna be! in this ex-pa-ri-men-tal! film! and even!

Even THOUGH I can't explain it, I already know how great it's--

even though I can't explain it;

I already know how great it's...

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Luna the Second is a funny little cat. I'll let her into my bedroom, she walks around, but when she sees me she freaks out and scratches the door. XD

So I let her out, and almost instantly she's whining to get back in... it's a viscious cycle. :P

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...My mom just locked me into my own bedroom. x_x She's not the most alert person in the morning.

SO JEEEEEEEZ THANKS MOM.

*flop*

I stiiiiiiiiiill don't get why nobody likes meh. yes I know I sound pathetic so shut up! shut up shut up shut up!

arrrgh I still wish I wasn't so obsessive. Hell back in seventh grade Carver said he'd go out with me, except he also said be terrified of dumping me because he thought I'd stalk him afterwords.

....That probably wasn't too far from the truth. =_=

Hell I might as well admit it right here, I did use to like my best friend. For two years. Two yearssss. =D It got to the point where I actually was stalking him in a way. I had his class schedule and locker combination memorized and just... errgh. yeah. It wasn't fun, especially when he got a freaking girlfriend and they'd freaking make out right in front of me and he kept it a freaking secret for like four freaking months from me and just ARRGH I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. That's the one thing in the worrrrld I don't wanna get into.

I miss having someone love me, yeah I know it's a stupid stereotypical problem but I do.

I'll get over this stupid little problem of mine, whether it be by ignoring it/sucking it up or actually finding someone, but in the mean time I'm going to sit here and be an emo about it.







....Sorry Kraz. ;_; *dodges your emo-punch*

Who here has spyware or popups?

Because it looks like that's what I have now. T_T Anyone know some good pop up blockers or something to get rid of this spyware type programs for like... FREE like? Because it would be really super cool if you showed 'em to me. ;_;

oh yeah!

I had a band concert today, but I didn't tell anyone because it sucked so much. :(

I figured the last thing this blog needs is more complaining. o_o

o lordy =D

I just saw the commercial for the new american dad.

I just saw that Steve is going to sprout breasticles.

*gigglesqueek* ^____^  THIS IS SOOOO GOING TO BE WORTH THE WAIT. *shakefish at freeride*


...And I wonder and ponder why I can't get a girlfriend and why no one has the slightest interest in me. XD

we got the cat

her new name is Lluna.

pronounced "lew-nuh"

she acts just like Luna, and looks like her too... if it weren't for the weird foot deformity.

*flops about*