i call it... "the emo poem of emoness."

it is not directed at anyone in general, [actually, it IS directed at someone, but they don't exist and you don't know who they are. Har har, how typical of me.] but I am still mad at you. everyyyyyy single last one of you.

[yes I am still being my little finniky antisocial self, so screw you and leave me alone.]

and enjoy!

That's all you ever do now
Sit and stare
With your vexing eyes
They couldn't distract me anymore

You used to do other things
This wasn't always your best game
I don't know how they got like this
Is this your fault or mine?

Your words intoxicated me
didn't matter how disgraceful or hypnotic
The luscious, alluring kisses guranteed
oscilation to a manic scream

This little eternal statue game
Who did this?
We once strolled together, hand in hand
consequentialy blending to the zenith of psychosis

Once, I captured
the most brilliant aurora borealis
all in those two shocking eyes
But why?

You glazed them over
You're a total deformity
The living disorder
Who lives off the imbalance

Why did you do this to me?
yourself?
Why did you do this to our mind?
You're still alive

I'll still love you anyway
But how?
How could you love yourself?
how could you love an imperfection?

banner wise... do you think this one looks better than my past ones? Compare it to my first banner... click to see.

While I was looking through my photobucket account, I saw some of my older foster's fanart... and it was all like EWWW NOOO.

I could copy the art style pretty good, if I kept trying it would've looked perfect. But instead of that, I started putting emotions into the characters and slowly making them my own, in a weird way.

so I dunno. is accuracy or emotions more important to you when it comes to fanart?

[color=#ff40ff]hmmm yes! I recently don't want to talk to anyone, anywhere, at any time for no particular reason. Including your little IM programs and forums... I just wanna sit alone in my room and draw until I get better. Meh, this has actually been going on for a few weeks now. So please don't think it's your fault and your fault alone. It's EVERYBODY'S FAULT!! :D So if it feels like I'm ignoring you, sorry, but I am. I'm ignoring everyone at the moment as best as I can. :( I know I sound like an ass, but it's true and I'm not gonna sugar coat it. I'm just sick of the general human race right now. 'scuse me I have to go be emo s'more now.[/color] :D

Guess who had the most Awesomest Lunch Ever.

MEEEEE. Oh yes, that's right.

Anthony wore a white, button up shirt. We were all commenting on how he looked like Jesus, so we spent the whole time pretending that he actually *was* Jesus in an interview. We were asking him all these stupid questions and... stuff. XD (like "Why do we always get his by tornados?" and Anthony replies "...I lost a bet, I'm SORRY. ;_;")

Then Matt, this one guy was all "So Jesus, how did you get all those animals in an ark?"

and I'm like "...that was NOAH o_O"

"No, but Jesus is the one who told him to do it."

"That was God."

"But Jesus was still there in SPIRIT."

:lol: Catholics are so funny, how they always tell me how I'm going to hell ^_^

Now before I start up a flame war, let's talk about something else!

...Carver also got everyone to sing Wraith Pinned to the Mist alllll together now. :D IT KICKED ASS.

...My new nickname is Kevin.

I bet ten imaginary bucks that someone is going to ask why. D:

Oh noez!1.

*sigh* I need a liiiiiife.

Yessssss. My mom's dropped the idea of getting a dog, and finally agreed  to get another cat. This weekend, we'll probably be going to my aunt's pet grooming shop to get one. :o

There's this one Katrina cat that's in her shop that needs a home. It looks and acts exactly like Luna, and Cassie's wanted a cat like her old one. :) The only thing seemingly different is, well, her toes.

The cat is named Suzy Six Toe. She has six toes on her two front paws, and seven on her back.

I hope we can keep herrrrr :P

I just unplugged the ipod, let it sit and have the batteries run dry... now it's back to normal! yaaay.

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someone please buy me a sketchbook, I wanna drawwww. ;o;

ergh. o_o The thing's clock is frozen at 6:23, it's stuck on this one song, it won't play, click wheel definatly won't go, when I unlock it it says it's still locked, when I unplug it it says it's still plugged in...and to top it all off, it's making this weird clicking and buzzing noise.

Help plz? D:

[and yes I know this question would be more appropriate at an apple board, so f*** off. ^_^]

Like seriously... in the lunch line, I didn't have an extra ten cents for my food, so the lunch lady was like "if you don't have a dime, then you can't eat"

I told her I didn't, and put the food back. On the way back to the lunch table, I realised she wanted ten cents, not a dime specifically. I could have given her one of my quarters and been good! I hate it when stupid things like this happens. It makes me feel sooooo good about myself. -_-

And then later today, my mom points to my gir wrist band and asks, "oh, what is that?"

I tell her it's a wristband, then I get yelled at for being sarcastic and disrespectful. I didn't realise she wanted to know the name of the character.

Uhhhck... I feel so stupid.

And that's pretty much the only thing worth bringing up that happened to me today...

So I have like, 11 gigs free now.

Guess how long it's gonna take for me to fill it all back up again. XD go on, guess!

I give myself... a month.

Yeh ok and in other news I totally forgot to mention we watched that 1996 movie version of romeo and juliet today in class.

I DIED.

It was like... the funniest movie ever. If they're going to make a more updated version of the play, then at least use our modern language. The dialoge felt soooo out of place.

K so what else is up.