If you want my personal reason, it turned me from a depressed, assholish teenaged atheist into an accepting, quiet-about-it Christian.
At its simplest, I was drawn to my church because the people there are genuinely better people than the people I grew up with out of church. Where the members of my church accepted an a somewhat-standoffish atheist into their congregation with open arms and patience, my "friends" at school instantly abandoned me the instant I mentioned I went to church on Sunday. Where my reverend says we should be accepting of everyone's beliefs, whether quiet or loud, some atheists I personally knew would mock anyone who said "bless you" out of habit when someone sneezed (and this is really strange because I live in a very rural area. My school district doesn't really fit the stereotype). The worst Christians I can list were the Jehovah's witnesses that showed up at our house from time to time, but while pushy and annoying, they were at least courteous and pleasant people.
Now, anyone could argue that this is just my experience, and that there are plenty of people within the non-theistic community who behave in the same fashion as my congregation, and that is correct, but that is just what attracted me to the church. In the end, after all of the complicated explaining and personal discoveries I could list, it boils down to me finding a purpose in my life again after realizing that others appreciate a pat on the back or helpful hand every now and again. While I still believe in a higher power of some kind, believing in a god has become less about fearing and worshiping an omnipotent being and more about living out the ideals of your chosen faith. It's about believing in the messages of your god, to be a better person by example. It's comforting to believe that my efforts to be a better person might be rewarded after my life has ended, and if it's not, at least I made the lives of other people a bit better.
To me, it doesn't matter in the end if God is real or not, it's the lessons of equality, acceptance, and patience I learned through my faith that truly matter in life.
Now, if you want to know, beyond ideals, why I believe in an all-powerful creator god, it's just a choice I've made. There is nothing I can say to sway non-believers and nothing I can say that fellow believers don't know when it comes to the simple question "do you believe in a higher power?". There is no evidence that brought me to this conclusion, no miracles that made me switch on sight, nothing. It's a moral choice, that's it.
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