[QUOTE="GabuEx"]
[QUOTE="xxKai"]
Haha funny how it seems as if all things are aimed at me, how happy I am etc... I really don't care how happy I get, how happy things I do and how it makes me happier. Also, no I wouldn't be perfectly happy in heaven if that occured
xxKai
Then what exactly would make it heaven, if you lived with the eternal knowledge that someone you loved is being tortured forever?
That's something I can't answer
Look, I'll put everything on the table.
I think you're a good guy. I also think you're deathly afraid of the modern Christian conception of hell, far more than you're letting on or than you like to think about, especially how it relates to those who are unsaved. I think it's something that you don't want to believe, but I think it's something that you feel you have to believe, because you're caught in the classic catch-22 of wanting to avoid it yet believing that in order to avoid it you have to believe that it's as you've been told.
I'm trying to help you by leading you towards the reality that that was not the earliest conception of hell and that the majority opinion in the earlist form of Christianity was that hell was a place of atonement and purification that prepared those within it for their reconciliation with God, and that one does not have to live one's life in perpetual fear that one or one's loved ones might mess up and go there to be tortured for all eternity. But I can only lead the horse to water; I can't make it drink. It takes courage on the part of the one who's afraid to be willing to sacrifice their own eternal destiny in order to stand up to religious orthodoxy and reject that that is the only way things can possibly be, and affirm that God truly does love everyone, and I hope for your mental health that that day will come soon, because frankly hell and fear thereof is something that positively eats a person from the inside-out if it goes unreconciled.
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