...leaving my brother and I home alone [Thursday through Sunday]. Ohhh the havoc we shall cause. Last time we both invited like five of our friends over the same night and then it became this big thing [just imagine 50 drunk people in our pool at 2am and people sleeping on the trampoline.] It was crazy. And so much fun. We shall do it again... everyyy night!

Four weeks, I am finally level 14. Literally, it's been a month. It only took me two months to get to level 13 and it took me an entire months to go up one level? Wtf?? Dizzy mad!

Premier is tonight!!! SO EXCITED! D i z z

This weekend I saw Cry_Wolf and The Exorcism of Emily Rose. My reviews: Cry_Wolf: I actually liked it. It's not scary but more suspenseful with an ingenius plot. I wouldn't want to see it again, though. 3.5/5 stars. The Exorcism of Emily Rose: I don't see why people are afraid to see this movie at all. I CRIED. Not of fear, not of sadness, but of LAUGHTER. I mean honestly, it was one of the funniest movies I've seen. But then you can't go around saying it's funny because since it's a true story, that would be wrong to laugh at an epileptic girl. 2/5 stars (Would have rated higher if it was a comedy.)

I spent the day with my boyfriend and his terminally ill cousin. I don't know exactly what illness she had, I'm pretty sure it was a type of cancer, but she's so adorable and really, really sick--mt boyfriend said they don't think she'll even make it to seven. It was really cute, I bought her a build-a-bear and we drove 45 minutes to an awesome ice cream shop in Virginia that she's always wanted to try. It makes me so grateful for what I have and take for granted each day. Love, Dizz.

Yay, up three whole percent from yesterday. I'm SO sick of Level 13... even if it is my favorite number. Ummm, I love Cranny and totally love Manny now. I watched Holiday and this is pathetic but discussed Manny with my psychiatrist and I hated and resented her so much because she reminds me of me... isn't that weird?! I always suspected it, but now I know it's just a problem I have and I'm learning to deal with it. She's a freaking TV character! But I do resent people at school who have something in common with me. (Anyone with an older boyfriend of more than a year is a 'trashy slut who is being used for the sex' in my opinion, even though I have an older boyfriend of almost 2 years.) Anyone, I like Manny and Cranny is love. I'm aiming to be more of a Manny girlfriend than the Paige-ish girlfriend I am now. Lots loveeeeeeeeeee, Viva La Dizzy!

I don't know why but my percentages have been going up 1% each day. I've been posting and making blog entries but for the past three weeks I've only been going one or two percent a day. Grrrrr!

...not. I'm really sick. Whoa so I wanted to laugh really hard cause my boyfriend left a message on AIM for me saying like he feels more like my dad than boyfriend sometimes and I need to grow up and it's hard on him because he never knows if I'm on my meds but knows I hate when he asks, and I just laughed. Doesn't it sound like Crash??? But he wouldn't ever ditch me for England.

Yay!! Congrats to Dizzy!

Okay so at our school football game, I just took like one sip of straight up vodka (I swear I totally didn't know it was straight up) but got all like tipsy, which is weird, and then I accidently hooked up with my friend (who is totally hot, no regrets) but my boyfriend saw and he's kind of upset. Like he knows it meant nothing but I don't know he's still like "Oh I hate when you drink" blah blah blah. I feel bad though!!! Sobering up and the out againnnnn, LovessssDizzzzzy