...about my last post. I'M JUST SO DAMN MAD!! Anyway, everything is kind of crazy right now. The bombings in London and everything, it's sick. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is absolutely horrible, but watch it anyway because Johnny Depp RULES! Anyway, I'm absolutely in love with The Sims 2 (I just found my CD after months and months and months) and I can't put it down. Well I'm off to bed, going to be a long weekend! Summer love is as sweet as it gets ---Fizz.Fizzy.Fizzler

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Level 2 32%! Yesssss! Nothing spectacular has happened yet, I'll be in North Carolina this weekend though. Ummm, my parents got back from Puerto Rico, fun. Nothinggg else. Oh yeah I dedicate this blog to FoD cause he effing rules. FOD YOUR AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. If you don't like FoD, then die. :) Happy Tuesday! Looooooooooooooooove, Dizz P.S. FoD is the bestest.

Don't really have anything to say. I promised myself I would stop drinking or at least not too much but I've broken that twice this week. I know I probably shouldn't be saying anything here but it's okay, it's not like any of you know me, lol. Except Nicole, she's my crazed stalker and I like it. Well Sunday night we went to my friends cousin's wedding in Canada. It was so sweet and open bar and let's say I got a bit more than tipsy... So anyway last night I went out with the girls and we were in D.C. and there was this huge party and we thought why not? Well let's say I had one of my worst hangovers ever. And that's saying something. I don't really remember much (which is weird, I usually do remember when I'm drunk) but I know I won a game of strip pool. Thank goodness. Let's make this a long post because I am STILL stuck on Level 2 8% so maybe it will help me go up. Okay so as you can tell last night, I'm really not too innocent and I feel bad how untrustworthy I am to my boyfriend. He trusts me so much and I don't trust him at all when it should be the other way around. I think I deserve Worst-Girlfriend-Of-The-Year award. I just feel awful after nights like last night, even though my sober friend said I didn't get with any guys. But when I think about it, should I have even been at the party when I told him we were only going out for a movie and ice cream? (Which we were, just our plans got changed last minute.) And should I have even been getting drunk with a bunch of guys and dancing with them? UGH! So much to think about. And I recommend you guys don't read all that crap above. It's just me thinking outloud as to what a bad girlfriend I am and my crazy night in DC. Oh I forgot to put my sign off... Make Summer '05 Unforgettable ^^dance a little^^ ^^drink a little^^ ^^strip a little^^ **but have A LOT of fun** ~~Dizzy

Not going to Puerto Rico. Right now I would have been in the plane, watching some crappy Hilary Duff movie they were showing. Grrr! I'm basically posting just because I am stuck on Level 2 8% and I'm sick of being stuck here so I'm trying to move up, lol. At least to Level 2 9%! I think I'll go bake a cake or something. Bye! Summer oh Five **Keep it up**

10 hour drive from here to Canada. It was crazy. My parents had me call them like 50 times a day because they didn't like me going to Canada (with the whole Aruba thing going on). It was so much fun. Nicole, you would have LOVED it, there were so many gay people. I think in Toronto, 1 out of 5 people are gay, lol. Canada is sweet, I think I'm going to consider moving their after I graduate. Anyway, my family is going to Puerto Rico tomorrow, I've got the house to myself for five wonderous days! Oh the havoc I shall cause. Alright well I'm reading Angels&Demons and this book is AMAZING and I can't put it down, so I'm going to go read it. You should too. Behave and live your summer to it's fullest! --Dizz

I've been looking for a Tom Welling icon for Tv.com for so long. I found it. Thanks to everyone who helped, it made me happy! Anyway I was at Hershey Park the past three days. It was okay. The people I was with were *totally* irresponsible. I swear, if I hadn't come, they would have starved. I bought us dinner and brought it back to the room only to see seven people on my bed smoking. The room smelt so bad I ended up sleeping in the boy's room. Sketchy. Anyway, it was fun also, I went on all these rides and since I was walking around in shorts and a bikini top, I got a sweet tan. What else? Oh yeah, I met this guy (while everyone continued to smoke in my room, I went to the hotel lounge to read) who lost his leg in a shark attack. It was so ironic because I was watching the news the night before and it was all about shark attacks, and then I met someone. He was really cool and he told me all about it, I won't be going to the beach anytime soon, that's all I'll say. :-) Keep up the summer lovin **Dizz**

I swear, there is a party every night. I haven't been feeling well lately, so I haven't gone out as much as usual but I'm still exhausted. My trip to NJ got cancelled and probably won't be rescheduled. Next weekend I'm going to Canada with a whole group of friends, sometime next week I'm going to Hershey Park with a bunch of friends also. My parents are off to California for the weekend and my brother is going on a trip with his girlfriend, so I'll be in and out of friends houses. Fun fun. I've been going to a soup kitchen for the past few days. My mom thinks I need to get more involved, so yeah. I got fired from this awesome air-conditioned easy and high paying job last week, I quit my other crappy job cause the hours sucked, and the job I have now won't give me next week off when I go on vacation, so I guess I have to drop that one too. Kind of sucks, I'm running out of money. Alright, well the pool calls! Goooooooodbye, (and enjoy your summer!) Dizzy

...is tomorrow. I really deserve this vacation. I have a few days before I go to NJ with my boyfriend. Then I'll be home for a week to hang out with friends, then most probably going to the beach with my friends for a weekend, then maybe Puerto Rico with my brother and his girlfriend? We were going to go to Africa but our friend who was going with us got surgery so he can't come. I applied and got three jobs for this summer... it's going to be hectic. Alright, Chemistry exam tomorrow... got to go study. Chow--Dizz