Last night was quite the reunion: Talya Dizzy NWO Carly Nicole Ashley Chrissy It was crazy loving! Dizzzzzzzy!

I'm so not in the mood to go to school right now. Too much crap with friends, boyfriend, school, and my ex. My brother drives to school so I asked him for his key to get my textbook out of his car, and I took the car and drove home, lol. I live close to the school, it wasn't even five minutes of a drive but it was fuuuun. And no one's home. But if I get caught (my brother won't rat me out, but he'll be pissed) I'm going to be in soo much trouble. I should be gettng my permit soon but I can't because last year I got caught driving so it's getting delayed 6 months. Plus my parents don't trust me cause of my disorder, pssssh. What's there not to trust? Lol, I'm outttt.

Only Wednesday and I hate this week. So much homework, so much trouble, so much damn drama. I hate, hate, hate it. So my ex who I still totally am in love with (even though I have a new boyfriend) is my soccer coach (he's only 17, lol) and I had soccer today and he was such an ass, making fun of me in front of his new girlfriend. Then his girlfriend went home and he was being totally sweet and flirting and everything. Then he invited me to dinner after and we went to California Tortilla (soooo romantic, lol. At least he paid). My stomach was so butterfly-y that I just got a coke (if I ate anything I was afraid to throw up, lol) and he's like 'make that a diet, fatty' and he was being all sweet-mean like he use to be and I soo miss him. This is such a big deal too because we broke up on bad terms (I sort of cheated on him with my ex boyfriend then began dating my ex boyfriend when we were still kind of going out) and now he's being nice... yay! Dizzzzzzz!!!!!!!!

So this weekend we had this party at my friends. We just went out for my friends birthday and then we all decided to go back to Nick's house cause his parents were out of town. We go back and everyone decides to get wasted and high and since I'm in trouble for drinking I didn't join in. So I was in charge of the camera and just took pictures. Someone (not me) took pictures of the guys rolling joints and even lighting one and then a picture of a bag of weed, wtf?! And there were pictures of the new slutty freshman taking off their shirts (I took those, lol) and being drunken whores. All in all it was fun but my friends mom supposedly saw the Webshots and is calling everyones parents. Thank goodness I TOOK the pictures, and was only in the background of one or two. Hopefully I'm home free? Ahhh! dIzZy

I took school pictures today. Wow I look like a freaking porn star. I had no makeup on and I forgot to get all dressed up and I was in a sweatshirt and shorts so I took off my sweatshirt and took the picture in a black tank top and my boobs were like BUSTING out. Ugh it's so embarrassing. I'm going to take retakes (I can't handle all those guys flipping through the yearbook and landing on my page and thinking I'm some kind of whore) but we already got our ID cards and they won't redo that, so when I need to use my ID card for something--damn.

So much effing homework even with the APs I dropped. So much effing drama on day two. I seriously hate girls sometimes. I wish I was a guy and I'd be able to sit back and smoke a joint while girls biitched out their problems. This sucks.

Chase is sooo sweet!!!!!!!!! . . .who knew? I love him tooooooo much!! ^^^This girl's away message. Sweetheart you better effing lay off my boyfriend before I beat the living hell out of you. Hate her. Bad mood. Goodbye.

Sophmore year. I dropped my two AP classes for honors so I'm taking only all honors. I think it's a bit too much to take AP sophmore year when I plan to take four next year. DizzStizzyKizzy!

I learned to water ski. Wow this week was the most fun I've had all summer. That's not saying much though, this summer sucked because it's the first time I didn't go anywhere :\. Anyway next summer it's the Monte Carlo in the South of France, looking forward for that and it's only another 365 days till then, lol. Schools in two days and I had the most perfect tan that turned into some freaking skin disease looking peeling crap and I better not look like this the first day of school. Dizzy Wizzy

2:19am, sober, and so effing bored. Help me. D I Z Z _ D I Z Z L E R L O V E S Y O U I told you I was bored. Well I'm going to go eat ice. Yes, eat ice. I've been living off ice all day.