I'll give you $5 bucks if you can tell me what that means in English. :P I've been practicing my Japanese with Yuu Asakura's online teaching class.

Here was our previous IM conversation

Nikole D: Do you like me or don't you?!
Cody G: sorry at the moment as a friend
Nikole D: That's cool :P
Nikole D: It's OK
Cody G: but remember off of harry potter ginny liked harry and hermioni said what and hell come around
Cody G: and he did
Nikole D: No really, it's OK
Nikole D: And I don't remember Harry Potter piece by piece
Cody G: neithe doi
Cody G: but ive never refered to somthing else for an example
Cody G: soi wanted to say something
Nikole D: OK. Well bye them
Cody G: i couldnt think of anything else
Nikole D: :P
Cody G: bye
Cody G: ttyl :P

OK, in Math we had to divide into groups that we did not get to pick. Three of my friends that are not friends with each other, but happen to be friends with me (Brooke, Andrea, and Tyler) were paired together and decided it would be hillarious to write comments in my assignment notebook that I never use. :P So when I get back to my desk, I find that four pages had been vandilized. 5, if you count the page with the day of my birth on it. What was on there, you ask? I will tell you. From Brooke, I got a lovely story about how pelicans will one day rule the world. Andrea drew me a delightful drawing of a bug being squashed by a foot. And Tyler didn't really vanadalize it, but waited until now to tell me that he loves me, in German. Gosh, couldn't he have bothered to do that like last year when I actually liked him?

Well, I sent that email, and then we talked on IM for an hour or two, and he made no comment on it at all. So that can obviously only mean one thing: he doesn't like me. I know he got the email because when you sign into IM it tells you if you have any new messages or not. So for all of those you said I would feel better if I told him how I felt: you were wrong. I'm tired of being dumped and kicked around or just not have the feelings returned, so I'll think it over for a while, but I'll probably end up going out w/ Jonathon because he's the exact same as me when it comes to relationships.

I can't believe I just did that. I sent Cody an email. Here's a copy of it:

It's really important that you know this. If there's one thing I learned from Jordan's death, it's that I have to say things today because I might not be there tomorrow to say them. So as hard as it is for me to admit it, here goes. I like you. I don't expect you to feel the same way. Let's face it, up through elementary school I was a total jerk to you. But you said it yourself, you can't help your feelings towards someone. Some people can, but I can't. You don't have to like me to, but I still want to be friends as if nothing as changed. This is all just something I need to get out in the open.

-Nikole

My grandparents act so much like Inuyasha and Kagome it's not even funny. OK, I take it back. IT'S HILLARIOUS!!!!! These are my mom's parents, mind you. My grandpa is racist potty mouth and quite a cranky old fart, but he's a really sweet guy once you get to know him. My grandma is kind and compassionate, but not afraid to crack a few skulls when she has to. Today, my mom and grandma and my aunt went out to some festival or something to do stuff, so my grandpa had to make dinner for himself. He doesn't know how to cook, but decided he wanted chilli, so he cooked a whole cauldron full of it! And here's the best thing. His little bro came over and they were messing with the computer or something, and somehow, all the icons got turned sideways. So, rather than trying to solve the problem, they turned the computer sideways. :P No wait, HERE'S the best thing. When they're driving through Indy, they like to roll down the windows and blast the music so that they're car bounces, you know, like gangsters. But instead of rap and hip/hop, it's oldies. :P My grandparents rock.

My science teacher told me that I don't exist and that my genetic makeup is impossible. See, I have blue eyes, and both my parents have brown eyes, and she said that brown is dominant and blue is recessive, so I have to have brown eyes. So I went home and asked my mom if I was adopted or something and she said no, and that my science teacher was a liar, and so now I'm confused and don't know who to believe! :|

i told cody about the jonathon issue and told him i needed advice from an unbiased party, and he sounded like he knew what he was talking about. this is what he said:

i no what u mean u want to tell ur friends stuff like that and they just dont understand and dont care

he sounded like he was leading up to something, but then just kinda fizzed out. we talked for a while, and i told him that i thought maybe i would give jonathon a chance and he just blew it off like he didn't care. he doesn't love me and i don't think he ever wil.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAVE ZE LIVERWURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was watching Gurren Lagann and it was the episode right after Kamina died and they've already gone ahead and changed Simon's voice actor... I new Yuri Lowenthal was supposed to do his adult voice, but they've already gone ahead and switched, so now I guess Simon hit puberty in a week or something... And he's gone completely deranged. Yoko's lost her perkiness, and he eyes aer pretty much blood shot... Stupid Kamina, why did he have to die?!?