Actually, I have three things to talk about on this blog, but I figured this title would track the most attention. So that's what I'll start with. I'll be gone from July 2-7, so in that time, I have a little project I would like you guys to do for me. I want you to go to Miley Cyrus's TV.com page and give her a 1/10 rating, and if you'd like, submit a horrible review for her. But be careful what you say, because the Disney Groupees like to twist what you say around and make it into something bad. And in addittion to Miley Cyrus, I would also like you to do it for Ashley Tisdale, Selena Gomez, Zac Effron, and whoever else you would like to associated with Disney Channel. Those people have gone for far too long thinking they're actually talented. They've been getting 10/10 rating, for goodness sake!!! WE MUST TAKE A STAND!!!

As for topic #2, my mom is currently unemployed, but she still gets payed from her teaching job until the new school year starts. So my grandmother (Dad's mom) whom we all call Mimi, even though her name is Barbara, called my mom yesterday and wanted to know if she would be interested at working at the library. Well, she called asking for my mom, but I answered the phone, but she talked to me for 10 minutes asking me what I'd been doing this summer, when I was going to camp, if I was excited about going to camp, blah, blah, blah. I answered with short ones, in hopes that she would get to the point. I happened to be playing Barbie Fashion Show on the computer because I was bored, and it happens to be a pretty fun game. Anyway, then she asked for my mom, whom I had to go fetch from outside. I told her who was on the phone, and she groaned because Mimi happens to be considered by most, completely insane. She doesn't have a mental disease, and from what I've heard, she's always been crazy. She also thinks I'm an anorexic cutter, but we'll save that story for another day. ;) Anyway, she wanted to know if Mom wanted a job at the library (where Mimi works) feeding lunch to old people. Mom politely told her no thank you, but when she told this story to me, she laughed like a crazy person, saying there was no way she'd take a job like that. I laughed along with her, and then said that I might like to have a job like that. Mom was stunned, because usually I'm like Konata from Lucky Star. So she told me I could have the job if I really wanted it. It pays, and it's only for 3 hours a day. I said no, because Mimi would find an excuse to come down there and bug me. But I love old people, and soup kitchens always looked like fun to me. End of topic.

Topic #3: Tomorrow at noon, I am leaving on vacation for Gettysburg/D.C./Various Other Parts Of New England. PLEASE DON'T FORGET YOUR ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!

I was watching Lucky Star earlier today after I got tired of watching Sailor Moon, and in Lucky Star they made refrences to The Melancholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya. I'd heard of the show before, but never really watched it, so I decided to check it out. I don't know if all the episode are like that, but it was the first one where they're shooting some kind of crappy movie. It's the kind of movie that makes you laugh out of insanitey. But strangely enough, I LIKED IT!!! I'm gonna keep watching! :D

Apparently, I am one of the top 1,000 point scorers on the site!!! :D

If you don't know what I'm talking about, go dig through my old blogs because I'm tired of people just randomly commenting on my blog saying, "What are you talking about?" Anyway, I guess I should say I think I may have found my Fabrizio, because I look more like Helga than I do Rose.

~FabrizioxHelga~

I took both of those pictures by the way, and it was a pain in the ass to get both. Anyway, I don't wanna say who it is yet, because I'm not entirely sure he's the one. I emailed him about Jordan's death, because he was at camp when it happened. His reply was so deep. I didn't even know he was into prayer and stuff. I already knew how Jordan died when I recieved his reply, but I didn't when I sent it out. This is what he said,

You probably already know by now, but it was from a tree limb. He was helping his dad cut trees (I think), and it was after all those storms, where the trees were really just beat up.
The tree limb was about 9" diameter, it was huge. They say they probably didn't feel a thing.

What I hate to think about, is that his dad will probably blame himself for it for the rest of his life. We have to pray for him.

What makes it even worse, I heard it the day I came home from camp. It happened the day I went to camp.

Jordan is the kind of person you think would never die; especially not this soon...I still can't believe it.

That may not sound deep to any of you, but I know the guy, and it is for him. I'll keep watch, and when I'm sure he's my Fabri, I'll let you know. ;)

I was listening to my iPod earlier, and it was this song, and I thought, "Damn, why didn't I think of this before?!?" This makes such a better song for Rose than Stronger!!! In the video, the opening sequence is from a deleted scene that should've been kept, along with the one where Fabrizio meets Helga.

~JackxRose~

Song: You Found Me by Kelly Clarkson

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsYoJ5sdOqE

Lyrics:

Is this a dream,
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin)
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

Yeah, I kinda gave up on Titanic theme songs, because t was really easy to do one for Jack and Rose, but after that, it kinda went down hill. :( So instead, I'm doing Spiral theme songs!!! Eyes Rutherford isn't the main character, not by a long shot. But I guess he's kinda one. He never does anything but sit around in his apartment and play his piano like a hermit. Except for the part in the series where Rio was in the hospital. He left to bring her melons once and a while. And after that he disappeared, but this songs fits him to a T. The video is actually one of Spiral, and Madoka is the waitress, I think Kousuke is Davey, and... Oh, you'll just find out. It was easy to find a pic for Eyes because he has a large fan base.

~Eyes Rutherford~

Song: Piano Man by Billy Joel

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLyyoPkL7FE

Lyrics:

It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Making love to his tonic and gin

He says "Son can you play me a memory?
I'm not really sure how it goes,
but it's sad and it sweet and I knew it
complete when I wore a younger man's clothes."

la la didi daa
la la didi daa
daa dum

Chorus: Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
We're all in the mood for a melody
and you've got us feeling alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
he gets me my drink for free
and he's a quick with a joke
or to light up your smoke
but there's someplace that he'd rather be

He says "Bill, I believe this is killing me,"
as the smile ran away from his face
"well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
if could get out of this place."

la la didi daa
la la didi daa
daa dum

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talking with Davey who's still in the Navy
and probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
as the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
but it's better than drinking alone

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
We're all in the mood for a melody
and you've got us feeling alright

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been coming to see
To forget about life for awhile

And the piano sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say "Man, what are you doing here?"

la la didi daa
la la didi daa
daa dum

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
We're all in the mood for a melody
and you've got us feeling alright

It was actually the viewing. The funeral is tomorrow at 10 AM, but I'm not going. The viewing was hard enough. I really thought I was all cried out, but I guess I still had some tears left in me. Jordan was the youngest of 7 kids, two brothers and four sisters. The whole family knew a ton of people. And he had 5 middle names. His full name was Jordan Joseph Patrick Allen Arnold Leo Essex. So me and mom waited in line for 2.5 hours just to see the casket, which was opened. When we eventually got up there, there was a slide show with pics of Jordan and his favorite songs playing. When it got to Headstrong by Trapt, a lot of the kids who knew him sang along, because Jordan sang it all the time. Rather badly, might I add. I was already starting to tear up, because Jordan meant more to me than I realized. When we got up to his casket, Danny and Rhonda were standing next to it, and Danny was crying. He looked so much older than the last time I saw him. Jordan was so tan. But he was the kind of out doors kid, so I expected that. They had him dressed in a brown suit and cap, and had a baseball and pictures of the family with him. From his waist down was an American flag. Jordan's dream was to join the Army. I starting crying as I saw him lying there as if he were asleep, only he wasn't. I didn't want to cry, because Danny was already crying, and I didn't want to make him feel worse. My mom hugged him and Rhonda, who hugged me too. Mom was Jordan's 3rd grade teacher. On a table filled with pictures of him, mom found the picture from he had made for his parents for Christmas in 3rd grade. I couldn't stop the tears anymore, and they began to run my mascara and spill down my face. Vincent, a good pal of Jordan's, saw my pain and came over to hug me. I was glad he did. I don't know Vincent very well, just about as well as I knew Jordan. But no one except Mom had hugged me all day, so I was thankful. It was just a hard day. Now, even the sky is crying.

I had no idea what song to pick for Fabrizio. I had gotten caught up in my new Bleach fanfic, and totally spaced it. So I scaled youtube for a little while to find something, and this is what I came up with. I figure Panic! At The Disco songs don't have to make sense for a character. :P Well, after reading the lyrics, I guess it could describe him because... It's kind of about death and pain and Fabri got crushed to death by a smokestack?!? IDK! The video is a Bleach AMV. Mostly I just picked the song because it was stuck in my head at the time. :| It's actually one of my favorite P!ATD songs, though. And the theme song for one of my OC's. Oh, and you'll never guess how I found a pick of Fabri! I had to take the damn thing myself! I poped my Titanic DVD into my TV, pulled a rocking chair, the only chair in my room, in front of it so I could be level with the TV, searched the DVD for hours until I found a good moment to take the pic, and then hooked up my digital camera and uploaded it to photobucket! I nrealy broke my neck standing on that wobbly rocking chair for so long! Oh, and I had a horrible dream about Lucas. :| I dreamed that I was going to some school dance alone, which is how I wanted it because I'm pursuing my destiny, and then he came along and was all romantic and I fell for it again!!! :cry:

~Fabrizio De Rossi~

Song: Camisado by Panic! At The Disco

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HT4D2pR-PEc

Lyrics:

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anaesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Sit back, just sit back
Sit back and relax
Sit back, just sit back
Sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anaesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Sit back, just sit back
Sit back and relax
Sit back, just sit back
Sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

Can't take the kid from the fight
Can't the fight from the kid
Can't take the kid from the fight
Can't the fight from the kid

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind you what you did when you're wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind you what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

Can't take the kid from the fight
Can't take the fight from the kid
Can't take the kid from the fight
Can't take the fight from the kid

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

I'm starting a Bleach fanfic entitled A Bount Named Lyra and it's about how the Spirit Realm was 1,000 years ago. There's the Bounts and the Soul Reapers, who dominate much of the Spirit Realm. The Bounts are ruled by Queen Michiru of the Kagero Clan, and the Soul Reapers are ruled by that old guy. The Captain of Squad 1. Queen Michiru has 5 daughters: Akane, Midori, Sakura, Misora, and Lyra. Only Princess Lyra is a sad Bount and she doesn't really like sucking out people's souls. Princess Misora is her best friend, and would do anything to help Lyra be happy. So one day, Lyra decides to go to the human world, where she gets into some sort of trouble, and is saved by a handsome young samurai. She falls in love with him, of course. But the samurai dies and goes to the Soul Society, where he trains to become a Soul Reaper. He asscends in ranks quickly because he was a samurai when he was alive. And not just any samurai, the son of the shogun. But then the samurai is appointed head of a mission to seek out and kill the bounts, and then when he arrives there, he finds out Lyra is the girl he had saved so long ago. And I can't tell you the rest, but it will probably end in a double suicide. ;) Come to think of it, all my fanfictions are about romantic tradgedies!!! My Spiral one isn't really because no one dies, one of my Naruto ones is extremely dramatic, and the oter Naruto one wasn't supposed to be when it started out, but then it did kinda turn into one... Do I have a problem? Nah, it's probably just because I've been boyfriendless for a long time and my true love dumped me, so I get off by writing these romances stories where the lovers die. LOL, it's almost like saying that if I can't be happy, then neither can anyone else. But I would never do that... ;)

I gave it much thought, and you'll all probably hate me for this, but the only song I could think of to describe Rose was Stronger by Britney Spears. I'M SORRY!!!!! I spent long and hard thinking about it, and that's what my mind kept coming back to. And I happen to LIKE that song!!! Even though it pretty much just sums up her life after the Titanic sank and after she ditched Cal. :| Oh, and youtube had no video for Stronger Rose Titanic, so it's Yuki from Fruits Basket. :P Yes, I know he's a dude, shut up. BTW, why do all the rich people except for Cal and Molly has double last names? Hey, I should add Molly to my list of theme songs!!! :P

~Rose DeWitt Bukater~

Song: Stronger by Britney Spears

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rca5iHqC0Kw

Lyrics:

Hush, just stop
There's nothing you can do or say
I've had enough
I'm not your property as from today You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm...

Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

That I ever thought that I could be I used to go with the flow
Didn't really care 'bout me
You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong
'Cause now I'm...

Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don't need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don't need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger