I just found out that I don't have to worry about accidently letting something perverted slip when I talk to Tyler because he just sent me this fanfic: http://outpostnine.com/forum/showthread.php?t=26 It is rather good though. Aside from the Toads fisting themselves...

After a 7 month abscence, I've returned o fanfiction.net to continue writing fanfictions. I almost entirely wiped out my stories, because I didn't care for them. I did keep A Mother's Love, which is th one where I actually started to get good at writing, and That Which Does Not Kill Us, my best fanfic up until my current on, Forever. A Mother's Love is about, and I was the first one to do this, how teenage Konohamaru gets sent to live with Uncle Asuma and Aunt Kurenai for a little while. It's a heartwarming story. :P That Which Does Not Kill Us is a SasuSaku about how Sasuke returns to Konoha after 10 years and the Village Elders plot to exectue him for being a traitor. Naruto, the Hokage, doesn't want to do it, but the Village Elders always find a way. Tsk, tsk. Then Sakura, who still loves him, finds out, and will do anything in her power to stop them. Will she succeed??? BTW, that fanfiction got very good reviews and it has a twist at the end. ;) As for my current fanfiction, it's one about the movie, Titanic. I scanned the Fabrizio section, and found maybe about 8, and none of them had my idea, so I decided to go with it. It's about how my original character, Analiese, boards the RMS Titanic, and her mother and uncle end up right next door to Fabrizio and they fall in love. :D Shut up, I am aware that Fabrizio falls in love with that one girl who you people call "Helga" but that will not stop me! Not even at the end of the movie where old Rose dies and is sent to Titanic Heaven and is reunited with Jack and you can see Fabri holding on to Helga if you look close enough. Nope, my Fabri, who is completely gorgeous and I still cry every time he dies in the movie, even though I've seen it 6 times, will end up with Analiese, who is based off of the character if me, and everything I wish I could be. ;) To find it, go to www.fanfiction.net, go to the category Movies, find Titanic, and since it's new, it should be one of the first ones listed, but if not, go to the sub categories at the top and for genre, pick Romance, and characters, pick Fabrizio. Mine should come up then. It's called "Forever".

My cousin Kody came over today and we went swimming and watched SpongeBob, even though he's 15 and I'm 13. :P Anyway, when I was changing out of my swimsuit, I heard that voice again, the same one that told me to save my Sims 2 game right before that big storm hit. The voice said, "Jamie Lynn Spears is having her baby anytime now". So then I thought, yeah, it's been about 9 months I guess. So after I went and played with my kittens, I came up here and on Yahoo! News, it said JLS had a baby girl. I need to find out who this voice is and why theu know so much! Enough said, go look at my previous blog entry!

OK, so Tyler sent me this video, and I'm trying to figure out if he was trying to tell me something, or if he was just being a buddy and sending me a video. So yeah, here it is. I've watched it about 5 times because it's such a catchy song. Oh yes, and he says he likes the part where it says, "I love you I love you I love you" over and over again. Yeah, just watch it. http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/443020

Oh my gosh, I let my new Death Notes pile up for two weeks because I never had a night where I got the sunroom all to myself at night and I only watch Death Note in the dark. So last night I spent the night out there and watched them. And oh my gosh, I'm exactly like Misa!!! :o By the way, my bunny likes Death Note. He had his eyes glued to the screen from his pen the whole time! :P Anyway, I was at the part where Kiyomi had Misa come over for dinner, and aside from Misa drinking all of the wine and getting drunk, I was exactly like Misa!!! When Lucas was on the line between me and Sadie, I did exactly the same thing!!! :P Except I didn't tell Sadie that she was going to be executed if she didn't keep her hands off my man. :| Does being like Misa make me a bad person?!? :o

I had a dream last night that Fruits Basket went all Grand Theft Auto and Kyo and Yuki went bezerk and started machine gunning each other only they kept missing and one of them accidently killed Tohru who got caught in the crossfire. And that made them very sad, and even more bezerk. :P They were wearing camo pants and white tank tops and had a black bandana tied around their heads. :lol: And then their machine guns ran away, and Kyo was sad that he shot Tohru, so he made Yuki burn his face off. :| And then he went around screaming while his face was melting off and he looked like that Nazi from Raiders of the Lost Arc. He ran into a crowded movie theater and starting screaming, "GOOBERS!!!!!!!!!!" (see my favorite quote at the top of my profile above the Spiral poster) Then Kyo smacked into the claw machine and set all of the little stuffed animals on fire and the place burnt down and everyone died. THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In my previous blog, which was written this morning, I was dreading today and just wished it would be over. But I actually had fun today. :o After church (I am not allowed to complain about it for 5 weeks because I promised God; we had another terrible storm and I promised I'd be good if we kept the house), we had dinner with Scott's family, and I made Zach, who is 1 year and 11 months my junior, sit next to me because I didn't want to sit next to my grandparents. :P Mimi, Scott's mom, gave me "the eye" just because I happened to mention "Titanic" was my favorite movie. I'm 13, I can watch PG-13 movies. Actually, I saw it first when I was 11. That's what I dislike about her; she expects me to be a little lady and I'm a tomboy doesn't give a sh*t. Why would she give me the eye? Just because Kate Winslet walks around topless for about 5 minutes? Oh come on, I'm a GIRL. I know what boobs look like! Anyway, Zach and I bonded, which he don't normally do. We decided we had to get together this summer and have a Wii Sports/Guitar Hero/Swimming fest. :P I can't wait. Actually, that will probably happen this week, because my parents are leaving for an overnight for their anniversary, and one of Zach's sisters is going to come babysit me, even though I can stay home by myself. :roll: Anyway, Zach will probably get to come and play. :D

I FRACKING HATE FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a stupid holliday for stupid dads to boss you around. For example. My mom made me make a card for my dad because she thinks I don't like him. :roll: Wow Mom! You get an award for being smartest Mom ever!!! It's a really lame card and I don't even know what it says on the inside. I just picked on that had a cartoon dog on it. So now he's making me go to church, which I don't like doing anyway. Although sometimes John's sermons are fun on hollidays, but usually not. You know what? I've been calling my dad by his name when I talk to my friends, I might as well here too. His name is Scott, and I call him that because I can't call him father because there's no possible way we can be related. So after church, he's making me go have lunch with his family, which I also hate, except for my three first cousins, Mandy, Emily, and Zach. I like my cousins' neighbors who sometimes join us. And Aunt Mouse, just because she's exactly like me in every single way. And my grandparents hate her, which I think is hillarious because she doesn't like them either. :P Anyway, apparently my stupid 2nd cousins are going to be there, who I hate with a burning passion. THEY'RE FREAKING MARTIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, they live like Pioneer people. They're not Amish, but there are like 70 billion rules they have to follow, and they're always so polite and it disgusts me. I'm bringing th ebook Aunt Mouse gave me to read, she probably won't be there because she's not a blood relative. Aunt Aleta is Scott's sister, and she married Uncle Mike and Aunt Mouse is Mike's sister. And if Aunt Aleta or Mimi (Scott's mother) says a damned word about my make up again, I'm going to freaking snap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After you read this you can call me mellodramatic, or whatever you'd like. I'm tired of keeping it all bottled up so I'm letting it out. As some of you know, Tyler posted on Roblox on his profile that I am one of his best friends. Now if he just meant that for the site or he meant it for reality, I don't know. But I almos wish he hadn't done it, because a few days after I was someone else's best friend, he lied to me and said everything we had was just a big joke. Yeah, guess who that was. :roll: Did I ever go into extreme detail about what happened at the Lake House? Get your mind out of the gutter; we're only 13. Well, when I still went to Youth Group, our leaders, Garrett's parents and Lucas's parents, took us down to Lucas's cousin's Lake House for an overnight. We all had fun, then the leaders decided we would go for a midnight drive. Everyone else had a good buddy in the group, but I did not. But I didn't care. I was content to sit by myself and look out the window at the beautiful night sky. Then Lucas sat down next to me, because apparently "all the other spots are taken". Which, of course, was complete horse sh*t because there were like 2 completely empty seats in the very back. :roll: I pretended like I didn't care, but I secretyly did because I had a major crush on him since the end of the previous school year, about a month after I broke up with Cody, my first boyfriend. Lucas knew I liked him, because he forced it out of me about a week or two before. So what does he decide to do on the bus? He holds my hand and hugs me. Wraps his arm around me and whispers into my ear, "You're my best friend". Looking back, I should've ignored him, or said "Whatever", but no, I had to say the same thing back to him. Then at school he decides to flirt around with Sadie, just to make me mad. Then a few days after that, he emails me and tells me he likes me a whole lot, only not to tell Brooke or anyone else. Of course I had to tell Brooke, her and I and the rest of the lunch table had a bet on who he liked. So everyone but Alexa, who also liked him at the time, was utterly happy for me. But then ALexa went and told Lucas I told, and the day after that is when he dropped the bomb on me. I still remember it like it was yesterday. Me and Andrea were walking together to the auditorium for th 7th grade assembly. Mr. Compton wanted to talk to us about bullying, again. Lucas decided to sit in front of me, and just before it started, he turned around and said with the biggest smirk, "You know that person that I told you I liked? Well, I never did like her, actually. It was kind of a joke." He turned back around and tossed me away like I was an old rag left to rot. It was the most awfulest thing anyone ever did to me. All that time we spent together, all that we meant to each other, was just a big game to him. He never cared about me at all. I say I don't hate him, but sometimes I wonder if that's true. Maybe it was just something I said so Brooke would get off my case. But how would she know? She's never had her heart ripped out in front of her and stomped on. So now I'm wondering, am I in too deep with Tyler? I'm almost 100% he doesn't like me back, but sometimes a body can wonder. I've decided I won't make a move until he does. I tried that once, and it didn't work out so well. I don't think Tyler would break my heart a second time, but I didn't think Lucas would do it the first time, either.

No, he didn't ask me out, so shut up! Anyway, Tyler got me to get an account on this website called http://www.roblox.com/. I'm still trying to figure out how it works. My name on there is Analiese and his name is Diin. I just happened to be looking at his profile, and this is what it said:

Hey, I'm Diin! My best friends are N2KC and Analiese. I like to do Anime drawings, if you'd like one for your place. I accept all freind requests. My brother's name is Shuun (pronounced "Shoon").

HE CALLED ME HIS BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!