So to start off things, yes, marijuana is tryna get its revenge on me. These days, I've been almost craving for weed. I know I quit a while ago, but man, for whatever reasons, I want to smoke soooooo f*cking bad lately. Guess I miss the old days when I'd smoke 24/7 and it gave me a very good feeling. Ah well, I am still fighting, Mari-Jane!

Now, I've got a new hobbie for now: PSP Custom Themes. As some of you who own PSP's, you probably know of the last update featuring and all new custom theme option. They have released very few official themes to download such as Cookies, Lemmings, Wipeout, etc. Today I found something else though.. I found out that Playstation of Japan released a Custom Theme Maker on their website. I jumped on it right away. Unfortunately, I'd have a hard time figuring it out first since the PDF guide is in japanese. But in the end, it turned out pretty simple, xept for figuring out how to work Photoshop to have my icons to work, although they were the perfect size, format and everything. It was all about figuring out Photoshop. Eh, I'm no expert at this stuff! Anyway, I've been working on an Insane Clown Posse theme which is taking me a while. See, you have the category icons (6 of em for the old PSP's, 7 for the PSP Slim) which are the main icons on the XMB. Then you got the first level icons, which consist of the first level after the main category icons (22 for the old PSP and 23 for the PSP Slim, somehow they forgot the "location free player" icon) which is the longest to do and hardest since I'm running out of ideas. The first level icons includes the memory stick, umd, etc. Settings such as power save, usb connection, basicaly all of these. hen you got the 2nd level icons which are the settings found after the first level.. Example: You go to change your video options in the Settings category, all the icons found INSIDE the video options are changeable as well, but consist of only one icon. The same icon for all the second level. Thing is..for the 1st and 2nd level, you can notice how the icon "glows" on your PSP, which only means each icons are in fact two icons flashing one after the other, making twice the number of icons to change. You can also change the wallpaper and also you gotta make a preview icon and image cause when you go to Theme Settings - Custom Themes, your theme will be represented by a preview icon and on the left side there'll be a preview of the theme, which is the preview image.

Sure can take a while to make a custom theme but I really like it. After my Insane Clown Posse theme, I'll make a Kottonmouth Kings theme and a Megaman theme for sure. All hail custom themes!

That's right! Again! Man do I ever love my tarantula. Anyway, today I went buy a few crickets for Storm. I tried recording her catching one with my webcam, but the quality truely sucked so I didn't keep the video. But, although I didn't get a picture of the act, I got a pic right after she caught her last cricket. I tried puting on some light to get better pics and so she slowly walked backwards back into her burrow as I did. Here's 3 new pics!

Storm who just caught the prey, chilling out there after she broke her whole web to catch that last prey:

Then I put the cam inside the cage, she started tracking back a little bit because of the light, stil holding on tight with her fangs into the cricket's body:

Now you can see Storm going back in her small burrow which she dug a couple days ago:

After I was done, she came back out, probably to enjoy the view as she is eating, much like we eat outside on the balcony when it's a sunny day. Either that, or she's just looking up at all the mess she did, destroying her web to catch the cricket. Sometimes I wonder why tarantulas bother webbing a whole place only to hide and destroy it to catch preys, while crickets are dumb enough to go stand in her face whether she hides or not. Ah well, it's a cool thing to watch tarantulas do their webs though.

Hope you enjoyed it!

Well, I got tired of the eye scheme pretty quickly..didn't I? Therefore, I have made a new banner, new blog header and a new user icon. I used a bit more creativity in this one than I did for the eye or the fetuses, making a unique banner, a different blog header instead of just re-using the same style or literally re-using the banner, and kept the spiraling flames and blue sky for the user icon. Feels different, but I like it much better than my eye scheme. Everything just seems to fit together, without seeming repeatitive.

Hope ya'll like it as much as I do! Cause you're gonna see it for a while everytime you come on my profile! I doubt any of you actually like Insane Clown Posse, but I chose them as my theme since they do my favorite style of music and were the ones to make me discover it, as well as make me want to do horrorcore music. I did for a couple years, but never ended up getting anywhere nor releasing an actual full lenght album, although I do have the songs to do so. Just don't feel like it.

For some info just like that, the 6 jokers used for my banner and blog header are their six main releases, though they have other "main" releases, these, the six jokers cards were what people wanted. It's a saga that started back in the days, they told there would be 6 jokers cards and they did it. took them 12 years or something, but they did all six of em. Now that the saga is over, they still make music and release full lenght albums that differs from these. Here's the order:

Carnival of Carnage (pink and blue one)
The Ringmaster (black and gold/yellow one)
The Riddle Box (green and purple one)
The Great Milenko (red and silver one, with the wand)
The Amazing Jeckel Brothers (the ones juggling fireballs, Jack Jeckel smiles and Jake Jeckel frowns)
The Wraith (the one in the middle, with the hand reaching out)

Note that the Amazing Jeckel Brothers is only one album, but can be bought with either bro as the art cover. There are two different Wraith: Shangri-La and Hell's Pit. As you may think, Shangri-La is sort of heaven, and Hell's Pit is hell, hence why the blue sky and fire as my background. Both Shangri-La and Hell's Pit are different CDs. Technically, the one appearing on the cover of Shangri-La is the bad Wraith, which is the one I used for my images. The good one doesn't have horns, the raven stares to the right and his hand is reaching downwards, not upward. To understand this better, the bad one reaches up to grab souls from the heavens and bring them down to hell, while the good one reaches down to grab souls from hell and bring them up to the heavens. So the palm is up, he reaches up, he is the bad one.

Might sound kinda religious, but really it's all about the transition from life to death and to do what you want in life, not follow what people say, and such will bring you happiness and peace of mind. Probably is the reason why I like these guys so much, cause I always thought that way and still do.

Many people perceive it differently, simply because they aren't able to read between the lines since their lyrics is mostly about murder and funny sh*t, while basicaly they show how truely disgusting the world we live in is. Just for the fun of it, here's some lyrics of the song called "Dead Body Man" which is about a guy who collects dead bodies, but ends like this:

"If you think I'm sick take a look at yourself, you got dead deer heads up on your shelve, on your keychain a little baby rabbit's hand, I'm just the dead body man"

Which between you and I, is pretty true. If we kill animals just for a collection and most perceive this as a right thing to do..why is killing humans to make a collection of dead bodies so wrong? Don't ask me, cause it's totally wrong in my mind to do this to living things, other mammals, which we are part of.

Dude that was a long blog just for new images! But it felt good to write it.

I got a new emblem for watching a part of TGS live on GameSpot! Hell yeah! I like it, it's a nice emblem. One more added to my lil' collection!

My girlfriend also got a new cam as well, meaning if I can burrow it, I'll take better pics of Storm, my tarantula. So I've been gone since wednesday morning and just got back tonight, Storm started digging a hole! Yes! Right in the corner that she webbed like mad crazy, she started digging a burrow in the corner right there which is cool, cause then even when she's inside the burrow, I'll be able to see her. Muahahaha, Eye can see you!

Give me a call if you looking for one, aight?

I just beat Hitman 2: Silent Assassin! Hell yeah! So I'll be on my way to start Hitman: Contracts. Hitman 2 was amazing, very good game. I did a few Silent Assassin rankings though I wasn't all that good all the time. But hey, I still managed to score a few!

Also, I recently started playing Megaman again! F*ck yeah! I went through Megaman 1 and 2, tomorrow or sometime in the week probably will go through Megaman 3, and 4, and maybe 5. The classic NES games aren't the longest one, right? Through one sitting you beat like 5 of em.

Anyway, that pretty much was my gaming news!

Today I went to HMV. They have the God of War II Original Soundtrack, which is really rare to find any video game OSTs around here. So anyway, I went up there to buy it, then stumbled upon the new album Cloud Nine by Kottonmouth Kings. I totally left GoWII OST for Cloud Nine. Plus, it's a great album. One of the best from KMK in recent years. Here's the art cover:

Pretty sweet, isn't it? I like how the artwork ressembles greatly a tattoo piece and it just looks pretty. Just by seeing that art, I knew the album would be great and better than their recent ones.

Just for the heck of it, although I don't own all of them (I miss Hidden Stash I, II and III), I put up a lil' pictures of every KMK albums I own, which are all their main albums (apart from Joint Venture and Kottonmouth Xperience), one day I do plan on owning all 3 Hidden Stash albums though, they contain great and rare songs.

Yep, 9 albums by em. It's far from being my Insane Clown Posse collection, but man, do I love KMK. Great music. Well, that's bout it!

So I recently took new pictures of my pet tarantula, Storm. I took three pics (taken at the same time from a different angle) a good couple days ago and took two new pictures right now after she had just caught a cricket and is standing there eating it.

So to start off, the 3 pics of Storm in her usual webbed corner:

And now, throughout the weekend, Storm decided to take a walk to her old, abandonned webbed corner where she now resides. Weird, but hey, I can't blame her. A lil' changement from time to time is cool. So I tried taking the pic with no added light and one with added light. I'll post 'em both just for the fun of it.

So that's about it. Hope you enjoy my little Stormy!

That's right. Yesterday evening I started having difficulties to pee. Only way it would come out was drop by drop. Then, at night it got worst and in the morning it was still the same way. I took the day off today to go to the clinic since it got me pretty alarmed, but every f*cking damn clinic wouldn't take any more people so I ended up going to the emergency at the hospital. So I got there, at some point I just wasn't able to pee anymore. Imagine, your blatter is full, yet nothing comes out of it. It's the most incomfortable situation I've ever had in my life. So I had to pee in some lil thing and all, I got there at 9AM in the morning. By 10:30, I've had an evaluation and urinated in their little tube thing. After a while though, I started peeing all right again and it wouldn't burn as much as it would when I coldn't. So yeah, these could be stones from ammassed salt in the blatter, but as far as I know, I wouldn't even be standing if it were the case. So then, I peed alright again and had no problem, almost wouldn't burn anymore. I got sick of waiting, ambulances after ambulances which death emergencies kept coming in, much more important than my case so I'd always get pushed back. At 6PM, I still hadn't been called over for the results or nothing, so eventually, I left without any results. Some may think I should of stayed..but damn..9 hours without anything happening when all my symptoms had left me? F*ck them. I mean, 'm not in any danger of death, the worst that'll happen is alot of pain. Plus, I've been alright for a while now. So in any of the worst cases, I can always go back to any hospital and if it's really bad, hell, I won't even have to wait. And for the worst scenario, my parents have an appointment with the family doc on tuesday, which I'll go with them and have a lil check up at the same time, if anything goes bad that is.

My guess on this: Weather change. The temperature changes alot lately and the fresh and cold can eventually lead to a urinary infection. What is there to do with such a thing? Actually, nothing..nothing but suposedly drink cranberry juice (which is extremly gross) and it'll pass. Anyway, it's 7:16PM right now and I've been peeing alright since around 12PM or something..if not sooner. But hey, only time will tell if I'm alright. Whenever I go take a piss I'll know. Just that so far it's been cool. Who knows, might start f*cking up again this night. But as I said: Only time will tell.

Ya'll know how I am with doctors and that stuff, always waiting till I can't stand it anymore and feel like I'm gonna die. So that'll be it for the urinating problem as well! Glad I could share this with ya'll.

I beat Lucia's disc in Devil May Cry 2. Yes, I did give it a try like I said in my latest blog, took me a big 2 hours and 26 minutes more precisely to beat Lucia's disc. Was quite an easy task. Even easier than Dante's disc. Took me less time to do it cause she had less missions than Dante. All that sums up to a biiiiiig 31 missions overall, for a biiiiiiiig 6 hours of gameplay I'd say. I don't really remember how long it took me to beat Dante's disc, but it was something around 4 hours. So check for a review coming soon enough, not sure it'll have a big score, but I still find that game quite enjoyable.

On a second note, Curtis went bought chips at the mall tonight. Dill pickle chips. I like those. As thoughful as he can be, he scanned a few chips and sent me em through MSN. Whoop whoop! Tasted like paper when I printed them. Hey! Might be stupid, but I bet one day we will be able to transmit food and objects through a scanner and print em out. Why not? It would be cool. Tasting the paper chips is just the beginning!

You kidding me? No, seriously, you kidding me, right?

I already beat Devil May Cry 2 with Dante! Wasn't that quick? By the way, sorry for quickly posting another blog, those interested, I have put up pictures of my tarantula, named Storm, on my previous blog. Anyway, matter of fact is I already beat DMC2 using Dante. I found the game somewhat easy the least to say. I mean damn. Devil May Cry would make me rip my hair like a mad crazy psycho pregnant woman with 7 babies in her belly, and here comes Devil May Cry 2 already gone through in just the blink of an eye. Ah well, guess that's life. Maybe too many people whined that the first game was too hard and they decided to lower the difficulty a little bit...alot...drastically.

Now, thing is: Will I bother going through the game using Lucia? For your information, DMC2 has two discs. One is the game with Dante and the second is the game with Lucia. I sure do know Lucia has less missions than Dante and I heard that some of the levels are different. Now..will I bother? Well to make a good review, I should. Definately. Yet, I'm not sure I want to. Honestly, Devil May Cry mostly is about Dante, so who uses Lucia as their main character anyway? People want to know about Dante, the crazy demon slayer with an attitude. I'll probably check out Lucia's disc tomorrow morning, or rather, later today since it is 1:22 AM as I am typing right now. Just turned 1:23 AM. Prolly just check it out ya know, to have some more intel on the second side of the story.

So that's bout it. Probably the reason I don't feel like playing with her is because I'm pretty eager at starting Devil May Cry 3, but hey, it can wait a couple days. I now have the reasons as to why people found DMC2 to be such a disapointement, yet I still don't understand them fully as I still had fun with it and will eventually play it again one day, whenever I find the courage to replay the first title.

So I better go to sleep now, 1:25 AM, whoop whoop! Well as far as I'm concerned, this makes me one less game to play before I can finally go back to my other game franchises which I crave to play through again, which are: Metal Gear Solid, God of War, Silent Hill and of course, most of all, Megaman.

1:27 AM!