I swear that if I didn't turn off my GBA....I'd be in need for a new GBA. Man, I've recently started back Megaman Zero and plan to go through all 4 titles again trying to unlock EVERYTHING. So some might of heard of the mysterious Jackson Elf in Megaman Zero, well that's where I'm going. Only thing is I CAN'T MANAGE TO BEAT THE FINAL BOSS!!!! See when you have a high ranking, some bosses starts using of some special attacks. The usual bosses throughout the game are easily dodged, even their special attacks (once you know them). But...there is a BUT..as for the final boss, his special attacks are - his first form: He **** recharges his health, if there is something I totally hate in video games are bosses recharging their health. The worst with it is that they use it when YOU can't recharge your health. People who played Megaman games know you have Energy Tanks to restore some of your health, while in Megaman Zero, these tanks are created using Cyber-Elves and while to keep a high ranking you CAN'T use any Cyber-Elves, therefore you stay with your miserable tiny ass life meter without any way to recharge health during a battle. If I could recharge my health as well I wouldn't give a **** about him doing so. nd on his second form: He throws rings that captures you while floating platforms with spikes try to bash your hea dlike crazy mother ****s which basicaly becomes impossible to avoid such attacks all mixed up together.

I know, i know, like always, practice is the key. I tend to anger quite easily towards challenging games and yet..I ****g love it. It's like when I was playing Mortal Kombat a couple years ago..all went well but there were some character I just COULDN'T beat at all..I did break two PS2 controllers because of that game. But on a handheld, you tend to want to bash the system against the wall but you can't and anger just keeps rising until you totally give up and don't want to pick it up ever again. But look at my eyes, look at the fury they spread, I sweatr to god i"ll ****g kill you Copy-X, I swear your gonna be my morning breakfast and I'll eat you like if youw ere sinple cereals without milk cause I'm **** raw **** I'LL KILL YOU!

Thanks for letting me out of my anger..If I can't bash the GBA, I need to let it out somewhere and it's right here I;m letting it out..one more thing to let it out: kfshgiuewgtfr8934wfrg348ygt8wgt5g98G4RQ83GW98TG48T5G57G709hy5870qt5

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Here's the dilema...I need to take a **** real bad...but I'm watching On The Spot right now so I don't want to leave the computer! wait a minute...I have a laptop! mm...taking a **** along with a laptop..weird. Useless blog. Why do they censor pooping words >.>

...with myself and nobody else implied. Yep. That really sucked. I went to get my father at work and upon driving in the parking lot, I came in too fast and the problem is I missed the brakes and BAM into the wall. How can it suck more than that? I had my dad's car! Now I feel soooooooooooo bad it's just crazy..I know it's an accident..everybody has them once in a while and that probably happened to alot of people and as long as I'm alright...but still I feel so **** bad. I don't know..it would be less worst if it would of been my car..but with someone else's car specially my dad it's just...really bother some. I know I drive in all security, but this time I had to do a mistake and miss the brakes. I think it can be because of the seat..see my mom took the car earlier and shes pretty small so she pushes the seat forward..which I usually never move the seat in that car and well that was wrongly placed for me and I didn't realise it..but damn thing. Where was I? lost in my imagination or something I guess. Now I feel bad just asking to take his car again. Accidents are accidents, can't do much about them, maybe everybody here have felt that way because of a similar thing..probably actually. Maybe not in such a clumsy way but hey, it had to happen one day.

So first things quickly said, I'm giving up on Disgaea 2 for PS2. Why? Because it doesn't interests me much. I had seen trailers and alot of people claiming how Disgaea 2 was so awesome and what not and better than Final Fantasy Tactics. Now, I truely love FFTactics and S-RPG games style, but as for Disgaea, there is no problem with the gameplay..the gameplay is good, but the story? boring as hell. I truely hate the story. It basicaly sucks to me. The story makes me NOT want to go further cause everything is so..predictable and it just leaves me with absolutly NO interest in the whole story. I just can't play a game, no matter how perfect the gameplay is, if the story is bad to me. So that is why I'm giving up on Disgaea 2 and instead will play some Metal Gear Solid: The Twin Snakes and some Zelda: Wind Waker and what not. On to the second part of my blog.

Here I am, yesterday I went to Best Buy and started looking up PC games. I've been searching for years the game Thief for PC and have yet to find any copy of it. Anyway, while realising that Best Buy had absolutly no Thief games, I stumbled accross Condemned: Criminal Origins. The game is said to be a good horror survival game (although  don't see where is the horror so far apart from the dead bodies you discover, which is easily part of being a FBI agent) and even so, when I grabbed a copy of it, I didn't even know what the hell was that game, the box art is what got me interested in trying it out. Once I got home, knowing I totally suck using keyboard and mouse as controls, I still tried it out (it's especially hard to use a mouse when your mouse is a touch pad..right) just to see if my laptop could run the game (even though I had read the minimum requirements, I have to admit that all they say is total gibberish to me). Anyway, the game worked fine and very good, some MINOR freezing times at rare occasions, but as I've learned over years it is to be expected of a PC game, unless your the type of guy who buys a new computer every month to get the latest of the latest each time which means youa re rich or your daddy makes money pimpin prostitutes in your neighborhood. So this morning, I remembered seeing a USB Adaptor at Circuit City that basicaly let's you plug your PS1 or PS2 controller into your computer to use a game controler. BINGO! PS2 controller is in my opinion the best controllers ever made on earth, so damn, why not try it out? So I went buy the adaptor, kicked in some Condemned, adjusted the controls to fit on my newly computer enabled PS2 controller and what you know? PERFECT! Aside from like..only THREE buttons that I can't fit on the controller as it lacks three buttons (the specific actions are Ram, Slam and Snap...or something like that..to hell with these.). So now I know I can get my hands on more computer games all while being sure that I'll be able to play it. After all, what's the matter with lacking 3 buttons that you don't even use often? As long as I don't get surrounded by serial killers trying to slash my throat while I have to use one of them on the keyboard.

***EDIT*** I tried that.."test if your PC can run this!" thing on GameSpot which basicaly scans your computer and tells ypou if you meet the minimum requirements to play the PC game. GameSpot says I fail at meeting the minimum requirements for the game Condemned, yet, my laptop runs it quite smoothly which I find pretty dumb of GameSpot then..if they only meant to tell if the game will run without a itch or if it will run slowly, then I guess I'm in the slow rank. Anyway it hardly ever does slow down or freeze which is good...but **** YOU DAMN BASTARD WHO CAME AND HIT ME FROM BEHIND!!! YOUR 2X4 HOLDS NOTHING AGAINST MY FIRE AXE!!!!!!! Oh I need to learn how to take screen shots of a PC game.

Sorry for not replyign to my comments of my recent blog, nor even caring for it right now but OH **** One sentence thrown your way: "Congratulations! You are now a beta tester for Sony Computer Entertainment America’s Ratchet & Clank®: Size Matters for the PlayStation®Portable system"

That's what I'm talking about! I never played any Ratchet & Clank titles, but I must say they always interested me, they always seemed much fun! Now all that is left is wait till I receive the Beta UMD of the game, slip it into my PSP and Power-On baby! I'll be the best tester! I assure you!

...But **** as well. I think that word is censored...mm..poo then, poo, turds, whatever you call them number 2"s, they've been all up in me lately. Well, it's all up in everybody, but my belly have been hurting soooooooo much lately and all I do is empty my insides. You know when you wake up the morning, stomach seems to hurt alot and you're just like "ah man if only I could rip out that stomach and everything around it and put it in the freezer and keep it frozen so my insides get numb and I can't fele em anymore" that's how I was this morning. Now my insides seemed to be **** up from a couple days ago, maybe weeks. And only today do I go to the bathroom every 10 minutes to take a huge dump, well huge, a hard abs contracting dump that is really njust a small one..but goes all like VEBGSOIUCWNTV8H9YMBGF8V5OGF8YU get it? Ya know, the kind of dump you NEVER want but sadly, it's the one we always get when our belly hurts from it? That sucks major monkey balls.

I mean, why does it always hurt for a couple days or week before you actually empty it out entirely for you to feel better? Couldn't it just be like "ah, pressure inside my belly **uses abdominal strenght** SO MUCH BETTER!!!!" but noooooo. That pressure just HAS to gain more and more on yourself until you finally think youa re pretty sick, then when you least expect it BAM! all up in your pants buddy. Luckily, it wasn't all up in my pants, but let me say the last few farts I had this morning made me wonder if it truely were farts...

OK, now for the big question, why am I writing a damn blog about this? Because..I don't know. I guess GameSpot has become very friendly for me and I've got to meet some nice people around on GameSpot and what better way to share our personal thoughts together than share our insides. I bet Reilly will enjoy this blog.

So If I do not post anything for a few days (doubtful, I'll most likely get it resolved by tomorrow...hopefully) it is because a Trojan infiltred my laptop. I am now using my parent's computer for the time being and I highly dislike this comp. Ayway, a Trojan horse got on my computer through internet cookies, and spreaded ALOT of spywares on my laptop meaning somebody is most likely computing my computer. I will not connect to anything, nor open anything else other than useful websites for help on getting rid of that specific infection or anti-viruses and anti-spywares and anti whatever to get rid of it. This one is kinda hard to get rid of, and my last option right now is to delete the whole thing manually using step by step instructions. If this fail, I'll sadly have to use the data recovery of my laptop and start it all over from point A like when it was new. My internet security forbids websites using passwords, such as GameSpot since it could be risky. I don't want to have to buy a new laptop cause I'm totally broke and can't afford it, specially with the Wii and PS3 coming out and also since I gotta buy a car or a truck or whatever that can drive on 4 wheels. All I've got to say to ya'll on this: DONT GO ON FREE PORN WEBSITES! hahhahaha nah but seriously, watch where you go, they hide everywhere.

So, my friend CodeBlue2 recently made a blog about his dream. I tried to interprete his dream, as I usually do with mine, but I told him that my dreams were so **** up, that most of the time I abandon interpreting them. Here's the dream I had last night and you shall judge this by yourselves. (I somehow have complete control over my reactions, my thoughts, my actions in my dreams but I have NO control over the entire rest, the places, the hapenings, etc.)

The dream started and I was riding in a Hummer with some...weird mafia dudes. He told me we suceeded in doing the crime thing, which for recongnition he gave me this Hummer. I was like "what!? You mean I can keep this???? NICE!" But what he told me after disapointed me. he said that I had to pay him for it, without having my agreement, he said he had took half of my fortune which was 50 millions dollars. My first reaction: I told him YOU MEAN THAT I AM RICH!!???? Since obviously, I am far from being rich. So big deal, I had lost 50 million, remained only another 50 million, the dude left out of the Hummer for no reason, abandonned me in the middle lof a street with my Hummer. So I got out of it, ran like crazy outside, for no reason again, I took my dick out but as I was about to take it out I saw 3 little girls maybe 6 years old. So I did not pull it out. Might be a dream, but at least I know what I'm doing and pulling your dick in front of 6 years old means jail. So I went back up in my Hummer and only then did I realised it was modified. The wheels wer elike 150% bigger than usual Hummer wheels, and I couldn't see **** cause there was no windows, so I decided to drive over cars and what you know, I drove over a cop car, to finally come crashing in barels upon a tree.

I witnessed my girlfriend running towards me and she climb up the tree. I'm telling her I'm alright and all and I jump down the tree. As I am walking away, I hear a noise and look behind me; My girlfriend came crashing down the tree straight on her head. I even had hesitation on this, do I go see her? or do I continue the way my dream wants me to go. Si after a few seconds of hard thinking,  broke my  dream's path to go help my girlfriend (I definitely felt that my dream's path was broken, and from there, it becomes pretty weird). So my girlfriend was alright, I came at her, lift her head up a little bit just so it doesn't pressure against the ground in case she was hurt, but she was alright. So **** it. I came back home by foot, the cops had NEV ER tried to arrest me, and some people  don't know kept talking to me.

I'm home, nobody is there but 2 girls who basicaly, somehow, live in the same room as me. One blonde chick (she was hot) and one black haired chick but died red (she was hot too but seem pretty young). So I start telling them about the dream I had, the Hummer part. They were laughing pretty hard lol and I understand that. But the blond girl left to go..somewhere I guess. The red hair one was..getting pretty sexual on me. She was all bla bla BAM she showns me her boobs ya know. So what you got,  didn't even show her my dick. I just looked down my pants, saw an erection coming, sat on my futon. She sat upon me and well  leave this up to your imagination. Teasing here teasing there nothing happened cause my homie got here at 9am (in my dream it was 9am on the alarm clock) which is...pretty disapointing. So we talk I tell him abpout the **** up dream I had (Hummer and my girlfriend parts) all while the chickw a sstill teasing me under cover with her feet (obvious, but I have a feet fetish, yes, I know, alot of people find em gross lol). So that's it for him, he disapeared, she disapeared, everyone just disapeared, so I never cheated on m girlfriend which was a good thing.

Next up is a blank, filled with nothing memory, I went up the stairs and there is nothing, I didn't do nothing, It's like if I went up the stairs, woke up, fell alseep again and kept ond reaming going down the stairs.

So going down the stairs, I observe my room from the stairs, and I saw a stick figure hung in my room..now i got the same a sin the movies, when a Camera zoom in on something in seperate shots. The stick figure didn't scare me at first, so I kept going up the stairs (although  was going DOWN at first) but I told myself...what the heck was that thing..So I go down the stairs and towards my room..the door is now closed..nobody lived in there anymore but me..in a matter of 2 seconds my door closed by itself..and i could see the shadow of the stick figure on my door..so I slowly walked towards it..BAM it was right nxt to my door where I couldn't unless I was next to my door and for some reason my heart started to speed run like if it was the contest of the fastest heart attack and I woke up.

So that is my dream. My dream changes often within itself. I have NO IDEA what the **** it means this time around. But at least, I'll be sure to remember that one dream since it'll be up on GameSpot.

So I started this as a comment to reply to both you guys as this topic points out towards you two. Here's how it went:

"You talking bout my GameSpot member name? I use that name everywhere. Fetus comes from a nick name someone back then gave me because of obsession with fetuses..well more or less. Thing is music has a big part in my life (as just about everybody knows) and my favorite art cover ever to have existed for an album is the original Mostasteless by Twiztid, which shows winged siamese fetuses. And other than that, fetuses are the **** mean damn..fetus is at the base of life..we all been a fetus once in our life and only then do we really take form. Plus they ugly looking, scary, freaky, and that's my kind of stuff. Zero though..why Zero? Inexistence, oblivion, everything recruiting whatever could characterise emptiness or the ceasing of life and thoughts. You could also say that Megaman Zero is my favorite Megaman series..so just mix it alllllll up in a bowl to get to Fetus Zero. Simply takes my favorite stuff all while meaning the begining and the end of life. Even I wonder what was I on.

Anyway, to come back to the traveling, Reilly and Simon (gotta remember those..I don't have any memory for names, it's always been that way), I never traveled much lol. I went to like..Boston in the U.S. and Ottawa in Canada. W0op I seen two countries! Including mine lol. I never been the type that travels, else there is a really good reason like..a concert lol. It reminds me, I need to hit South California to see Kottonmouth Kings in their hometown. Of course, I'll be going there by car with my best friend all the way from quebec. Some say we are crazy mother **** **** time going to California? I just NEED to go through the desert. I'm thinking I could of better have done this as my own blog instead of a comment..."

Seeing how long this was, and what I was saying in the begining, I figured I could make a blog out of it of course, and why bother writting a new blog when you made one without realising while replying in the comments section?

I got around beating Megaman ZX with both characters on Normal mode, and as I started a Hard mode game, I got tired of playing it. Hard mode wasn't that bad..but I'll most likely complete it after I've went through some other Megaman titles just to get ZX out of my head. Why did I get tired? Because technically..I'd need to beat the game twice on Normal again and then once on hard mode..why Normal again? Because by beating it with both characters, on new games I am now able to KEEP Model X even after it has fused with Model Z. So just for ONE Model in more, I'd need to beat it again and again...and I just don't feel like it. ZX is ana wesome game, but not enough for me to play through it 5 times in a row, I need some time off of this game.

So on for my next Megaman game, as I ALWAYS play a Megaman game, is the Zero series. I have been craving to replay the Megaman Zero series and here I am now..plus there's so many things to unlock and most of them are such a pain to unlock that I'll surely have WAY enough Megaman gameplay before ZX 2 ever releases. Be on the look-out even though you don't care, cause whenever I get a bit less lazy and actually feel like writting a review, I'll put up a review for ZX.

Go me, 100% clear files with absolutly everything and even the most useless things ever in ZX...wasn't as hard as I expected before owning the game...sadly.