Whoa people!!! :D :D :D Yesterday I had such a funny moments seeing my friend being so obvious jealous about me!!! :D :D :D You remember the two boys that I am always talking about? My best friend and the other one...Well, it is a big story but you have already read about it in other blogs. So here is the deal! :D (I will named then with letter A B C, that way you will be no confused ok?) I was with my best friend (A) and with my other friend (B), the jealous one of me and good friend of A, and he was with another friend C(we were 4 there) and he (B) spent all the night trying... you know, that I stay far far away from the other one (A). A is my best friend but A y B are very good friend too, so B is jealous about me...
We were going to another side and I was with my friend A and he Bwas after us and I was talking with this one... and he said "What you said??" and I had to say what I was saying to him too :D First time! I have to add that he was not next to us! He was after us! And he did this thing at least three times! :D
Later we sit down in the street and we start talking... I used to go see films with my best friend (A) and they started talking about films! And the other one (C) asked what was the best horror film ever? And I said to my best friend "What lies beneath" (We see it together and he loved that film too) and I was saying things about the film and saying things about other films "Did you see that film in my house?" And the other one (B)got so so jealous that said "Remember when we saw Resident Evil in your house?" (To my best friend) and then he invented something to, you know, make me shut up!!! :lol: Second Time!!! :P
And then, last but not least, we were sitting there and I was next to my friend Aand he was next to the other one C and the jealous friend was standing before us (B)... :D Yes, this is gonna be the best thing ever!!! :D He goes and sits BETWEEN US!!! and made me go to the other side! And I can assure that there was no space between us to someone to sit there:lol: It was so damn funny! I got up and I changed the spot and after he got up and came back to my original place! :lol: Thrid Time! I WIN! :D
So, now I am for sure, that he gets bothered when I am with my friend the same way that I get when he is with him! :lol: Now I know how he is! This is not about evil... it is just about what he told me! He told me very proud of himself "You cannot stand when he is with me"... Oh yep? Only me!? :lol: I think you cannot stand neither...
THIS IS THE WAR... :twisted::lol: :D
I am so... weird! Let's say that my day has been horrible but I just heard something that has made me go crazy and terrible sad...
Here is the deal: In high school, I had a great friend and I was so crazy about her. But she was taken. And today she told me that they are not together anymore. I am really really sad about her, she doesn't deserve it! She is the best thing that happened in high shool to me (I am not in love with here, because I have the other girl that I am alway talking about) but I now that she could have been perfectly the one! She is so special! And now I am so so sad about her...
It is so strange be in the computer in this hour ( I mean be in computer in the night ) I am so used to be in the street with my friends and come late home! :D It is really amusing be here! :D
I am laughing here all alone! Trying not to think too much... I am listening MCR (My Chemical Romance) and almost jumping all over the room! Just so crazy right now! I am writting things down in here too and trying to wait to someone to connect the msn! :D See this... I found it very finny... It is my new msn nick
Un dia perfect: Me han exo un blog especialmente pa mi, me an escrito muxo en el foro y me enterao una cosilla...
Ahora solo me queda ponerme a escuxar canciones depresivas y estropearlo... XD
Here is the translation: One perfect day: They made me a blog for me, they wrote a lot in the forum and I have heard something great...
Now the only think I have to do is listen sad songs and get damage all...XD
LOL! To me it sounds very funny... It is like saying that when I have good days, I do it wrong too and get damage all! So the blog thing was the blog that Black Grace did about zombies, thanks again! You made very happy about that! Thanks a lot!!! The forum thing is about my Supernatural thread! People really liked it and they were so nice! Thanks you all! And the third thing... I am gonna looks really a bad person because what I am gonna say... I know. To be honest, I need this time, so it's gonna be great the thing I heard. Don't tell anyone, but I heard that one of my friend is going to another town for a entire week and I cannot be happier... Don't get me wrong! I am the bestperson in this world and I really do the best with my friendbut this past dayshave been really difficult to me. I lose my girl and almost my best friend... So that is why I am happy to he going out a week. That way I will be able to spend some time with my friend, because with the 3 of us... he is kinda the one that don't want us to do things and all! So this thing is gonna make me so happy :D I will be with my friend everyday, without no one saying I cannot do it! and I will be able to don't think too much about my girl... It will make me better.
So... Today I have nothing to do anyway! :D And i don't want to do more reviews because I did some and they were deleted! :D So I am gonna keep talking! If you don't want to go on... just leave :D That would be better :D I was thinking about my friends...My two best friends went to the disco and I prefer to stay here ( Don't kill... it is gonna be imposible... but I don't like disco! :roll:) My best friend is very great in disco, he dance and he is very funny... the problem...my other friend is better :P He loses completely his mind there :D So I am very worried about my best friend, I cannot stop thinking that mynº2 friend is gonna go there in his own and leave him all alone! I hope that doesn't happy anyway I am very worried about him! He always knows how to make the other one (my best friend) to feel bad... you know, inferior! and he should shout his mouth! So I am gonna wait till tomorrow and see what happens... If he has say something or has do something to him, I am gonna kill him I swear :evil:
Well...Thakns for be here hearing my neurosis! :D I think this blog is the bigger I have never done! :D So...Bie.
If you have not seen the blogs about music go there and participe right now :D
:evil: I dont' get it!!!!!!!!!
I spent all the afternoon doing submisions! I have already 100 but this has not changed! Then I went to write a review, when It was finished I sent it, and nothing happenned and I lost all that I had written... Ahhh!!!
And now I saw that I was in level 1!!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna kill someone! :cry: :evil:
Well... this blog is not important really! I just wanted to tell you to go to the blog behind this one! I want you all to participate there! So go there right now and don't leave here a comment!
I had a blog about songs last week and I was talking with Oldreliable about the best songs ever and all that stuff and I thought this could be a good idea. So here is the deal! this blog is all about you people!
Tell me your fave sad songs and I will write them in here, making a list to other people to listen them too, that way we can know the best songs ever! The song has to be a sad song, a song about love, a song about breaking, you know... Just please participate! Even if you are in this profile for the first time!! Please! (You can put 1,2 or 3 songs ok?)
The links are only to hear the song, you don't have to see the video! :D Besides some videos are not the right ones, only they show the songs.
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The Favorite Songs from TV.com Members
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Lostfinding (Mine)
Pieces of a Dream (Anastacia) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1LHWJES23Y ]
My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuWaOqx0mSE ]
Cancer (My Chemical Romance) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ9o6dN50fI&mode=related&search= ]
Oldreliable
Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxXwIIBlSgw ]
A Place Called Home (Kim Richey) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aJix635LLo ]
Time after Time (Eva Cassidy) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSHCSLR7scY ]
MovieMark17
Courage (Sarah Polley) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1c7uC3u8G4 ]
Shortpenguin
Fear (Sarah McLachlan) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1HhslMnU1A ]
My December (Linkin Park) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXYXOA80x0s ]
I Of The Mourning(Smashing Pumpkins) [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7E3DnF33oxM ]
It's 1:06 in the morning, and I cannot stop thinking about my little girl!:roll: I know that we have no future since the big big fight we had and that all is over... (At least I get things better with my friend) So I am just thinking about things...
Only a year ago all was so great, I spent time with her and we were so close. Now, it is so difficult to see that she won't be in my future. Anyway, the journey for me was hard and that made me strong. Yesterday I had a fight with one of my friends (You people are gonna think that I am every minute fighting with them :D .... Yes, I am!) So, I has a fight and I don't know how... I was yelling him (screaming him!) I was so...."Yep, that is not me right?" I usually don't yell them and this time I did. So I kept thinkig about the things that now I am able to do and that I didn't in the past. And I find it so... I don't know...So perfect how I have changed to be a stronger person! She has been my whole life this past years (My friend and my parents are like that but a lot less) and she has made me change! The whole first year when I realized that I wanted her so much was the worst year in my life, I was very young so it was kinda shocking. while they were looking for fun stuff I was there so lonely in one side! I changed my mind that year. I was close to people and it was so damn sad every freaky day! So I think after that you know how life is, how you can stay right there knowing that the person you love will never be yours! It is a very bad feeling. After that things went better but I think I couldn't live again. She was my whole live and I think that was the only thing I cared. I am so obsessed about love because I think that this is the most important thing in my life.
So, this night Iam thinking about her over and over because she is after all my soul and I love her so much. I admire her so badly and I think that she deserve the best in this life, that is why I am gonna help her every step of this way. I just cannot stop thinking about her, about the past, about the future, about how much I have changed and grow since the very moment when I saw her! I have no words to say what I would do for her.
Well, now I am going to bed, sorri for the talk! :D It was a very anoying blog! Sorri
I am so angry right now people! :D I am almost level 10 and I keep waiting and waiting but I cannot pass it! And I was reading in the forum posts a "stupid" comment and I went to that profile to see how it was... You know what!!!!??? He/she has the the same level at the same % that I am!!! But he/she has no blogs, no submitions at all, and just a few reviews and the half of forum comments that I have!!!! I am so angry... I keep making contribution and big big reviews and I have his same level! How it is possible!
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Whoa...:roll: This is one of those moments when I wanted to shut up my mouth :oops: I don't know how I saw that but... let's say that the guy is in level 3, not 9! :oops: So... That you had some of my freaky reactions! :oops: Well...sorri!
If you wanna read a good blog, go to the TOP 5 blog! It's interesting
Well, this is the same exact blog that I postedbefore but no one saw it so i am putting it again, that way people will see it!The reason is that this one is a blog dedicated to you, it is not a blog about me or something, so that is why I am putting it again!So... Take a look.
I wanna show you my top 5! My five favorite songs in the bad moments. They are about broken hearts and all that stuff, but you know how things are right now. They are perfect when you need to listen something! And If someone wanna have one of them, I can assure you that they help in the worst moment. Well, here is my list, tell me if you have heard some of them and tell what do you think (I have introduce a link to youtube, so you can hear it or something, while you are reading. (I give the links to listen the songs, not to see the videos! 
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The Top 5 "In the Worst Moment" Songs
5 - No (Shakira)
This song is in spanish, so maybe a lot of you won't understand it! Sorri! Basically the song says "I cannot live this way anymore, you gotta go". This one is a emotional song because the message it is direct, I mean that is about the theme "Love can not conquer all" somehow things get broken.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFG1CN3Yo9U
4 - The Ghost of You (My Chemical Romance)
I know that the song don't seem too much about love, for me, it is! (The video is kinda weird! So it don't seem like that, anyway... you have to listen the song, NOT THE VIDEO!) Well, the song say how things won't be ok despite we want them to be that way. That someone we won't be home despite we want to. "At the end of the world..." touch me a lot! We you realized thing like that, you tecnicaly are at the end of your world.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sJqEccwliQ
3 - Dreams for Plans (Shakira)
I like this one so much! Shakira always know how to transmit the facts and the feelings. I think that this song is so clear. Before and now, things can change, we don't want them to change but they change anyway. This song is about the regret, when we wish for the things that now have passed. (This song has not a video, so the video in the link... you just hear the song! The video is photos of Shakira! )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHV7F9Ti7Cg&mode=related&search=
2- My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne)
Whoa, this song is just perfect! That is exacly what I feel! It is like I had wrote that song! I love it so much... If you hear it, there is nothing more to say, it is so touching. "You were everything I wanted" Just hear it, and know that this song is perfect and is clearly what I was looking for
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuWaOqx0mSE
1 - Pieces of a Dream (Anastacia)
Well, here it is number one in the list! I know that "My Happy Ending" has a better message (It has been written better than this one) but "Pieces of a Dream" is more about the feeling of the music and not the entire message. This song touch my heart everytime I hear it. It is about the hope that is no longer in our hearts, the betrayal, the pieces of our dream. The numbre one in this list and the number one in my life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1LHWJES23Y
Well, that is my list! Please let a comment! Which one is the best? What touch you the most? All that stuff!
Well, as I said in my last blog, I was gonna talk to a friend and tell him that all was over and that I didn't wanted to talk with him again...
But, weirdly, things happened another way. Yesterday I had some time to talk with him, but my answer was another answer, it was very different. I told him something like "What you say that it is the problem... I do it with everyone, so you don't have to think that it is only for you" and then I told him (I don't know how) that we always had been fighting because I say that he is my best friend, and he don't think the same way about me because the fights. So I said that all that was over! That I was gonna be like always again, as if nothing had happen (it's a extreme I know, but...) And... Guess what!!! He, for the first time in his life, told me to forgive him, and said that all was his fault! :cry: So I am gonna be great with him, and I hope he will be the same. :D
Anyway, I know I have to work another things if I don't want to finish bad this time. About my girl... I know it is over, so I don't want to try it again, at least we maybe will be ok one with another. I don't know. About my friend, this is a fight between me and his "best" friend. Both want to be friends with him so it is... THE WAR :D Anyway, I am gonna do the same things that he did with him, and I hope things will be right in the future. Anyway, I know things are better now :D
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