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I don't ask for much, truth be told I'd settle for a life less frightening

Hellooo everyone. how are y'all?

I'm good. Today has been a full year that Red and I have been going out:) Dunno what I did to deserve an amazing guy but I'm very lucky. :oops: and it was here that we first met back in October of 2006. It's been a lot of fun so far and I'm very very happy. I know there will be more fun days ahead:)

Why is it the my house seems to be the most bee infested? :/ I'm sure everyone feels that way about their houses but we got these annoying little carpenter bees. They don't have stingers but they still scare the hell out of me.

yeah short one I know:P oh well....

oh and amazingly my grandma didn't freak out over my tattoo...didn't give me a speech, just told me it looked nice

The personality test at 35,000 feet

" Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.

You are not too sure what your place in the world is yet. You often feel invisible in a crowd. (sooooooooo very very very true)

Your gift is dreaming and imagining. You can take yourself to another world anytime you feel like it.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation."






To this world I am unimportant just because I have nothing to give.

Hey everyone. What's new?

Nuffin here...been a week since I got that tattoo and I came to the funny realization that it's not that i should worry about what my mom thinks...it's my grandma. I can even give you the whole speech I'll get when she comes over tomorrow off the top of my head.

" [Insert full first name and middle name here] WHY DID YOU GET ANOTHER TATTOO? I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET ANYMORE! *will turn to Mom * WHY DID YOU LET HER GET ANOTHER ONE? * turn back to me* Please don't get anymore"

not that I care what either one of 'em think......it's my body and I'll do what I damn well want with it. either way, it's not much of a speech but still it's what I'll hear if she see it. Other then that the other comments have been nothing but positive:) even the one that said I shoulda put the black all the way around my arm.

Had a crazy day today......Long delays and stuff. but still somehow people remained in a good mood. Stuff like that tends to keep me in a good mood too. All the children started wearing on my nerves though specially this one little girl that just took an apple from my station and bit into it. Luckily the mom had some sense enough to think "oh yeah, I've gotta pay for it" which she did. Then just all these other kids running up and touching the stuff.......that was only part of the madness. In the end cause the original manager I was workign with forgot about me, the other manager that was there and another co worker (one that calls me her sister:P) came to visit me then eventually got me out of that station so I could go home. Come to think of it I didn't even see the mgr that was supposed to get me in the first place as I was leaving. Oh well.

The Flipflop test



" You are a warm, friendly person who simply enjoys life.
You don't complicate things for yourself. Life is too short!

You have a super optimistic attitude, and you have figured out how to be happy.
Everyone wants to know your secret... and it's a lot more simple than they might think.

Your ideal warm weather place: San Diego"





BYEEEE!!!!



I could leave but I won't go...it'll be easier I know

Hey y'all.

What's up? I got another tattoo.....was gonna be a four leaf clover, but I looked at the butterfly on my arm and thought of the buttterfly on my shoulder, so that was definitely rethought.

The tattoo

pwettty, huh? I love it. My mom won't be too happy but oh well.....she'll get over it.

The house is even nice and quiet too. Brother is at work...parents are at a Tigers game. Ahhhh quiet at last. it's so weird but I could get used to this.



anyway hope y'all enjoy your day.

The front door test

" You are daring, unusual, and extravagant.
You are like an eccentric wealthy person...
Even if you don't have the money to back it up yet.
You crave luxury. You love to feel rich."





BYEEEEE!!!!

I can't see me loving nobody but you for all my life

hey. How is everyone? it's warm today but it's pretty.

Yesterday had to be probably the strangest day I've ever had. As I've told a few people already, anything that could've happened happened. It started when I got to work and all of a sudden felt like sh!t..my stomach hurt, I thought I was gonna throw up. I ended up walking around for an hour drinking Ginger Ale and taking 4 Pepto Bismol and some excedrin for my headache.

Upon starting to feel better (I think it was the heat there getting to me) I turned my wrist the wrong way trying to catch a thing of turkey I was gonna slice......which I dropped anyway :/

and the grand topper of my night.....doing dishes. well trying to. I got Sanitizer Solution in my right eye. That sh!t hurt like hell. I freaked but common sense kicked in and I immediately got a towel doused in cold water. the I found some eye wash in the office and found a traveler who would so kindly open it. I finished dishes with a cup of ice water and a towel by my side so for about two hours I was holding it (the towel:P ) against my eye on and off. It worked till I could get home and get my contact out. Driving was fun :roll: what with my left eye going fuzzy and my right eye burning. But no worries.....my eye is fine and I'm not any blinder then I already was.

oh yeah...throw in my internet going out on me......yes yes yes I know it happens to everyone but it doesn't seem to make an already amusing in a sense that a person would laugh at pain kind of day. only makes it more annoying.

But Today is a new day and so far has been good. I got a new book on sell "Cell" by Stephen King, a hard cover book for six dollars. I got some cute new shoes for only ten dollars and I rented some movies which I'm gonna watch in a few. I Am Legend (I felt out of the movie loop and i wanna see it so now I'll know what people are talking about when they start talking about movies) and BeoWulf.

The chocolate oracle

" You are unique, creative, and fascinating.
You don't do what's expected of you.
You go for what's unknown and uncharted.

You are passionate and full of life.
You fall in love easily, and you tend to have whirlwind relationships.
Your passion sometimes does get the better of you. You have a crazy temper!

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.
You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore."







I'll be here on and off BYEEEEEE!!!!

You know that you won't be away too long. You know that I'm not that strong....

'ello everyone. How are you? I'm sleepy, exhausted, my feet hurt....but I'm not gonna bore you with all that.

It's defiitely been amusing so far....I haven't slept too much all week (Story of my life) including last night where I stayed up so late I couldn't even spell properly. I was told by 3 people to go to bed and I still stayed up till about 3:30 while dozing off and on for a few hours before that. And when waking up for the last three mornings I've been falling asleep in the shower.

Work has been insanely roasting.......I hate not having an air conditioned job sometimes, I felt like I was gonna pass out today just being there. and I've been drinking a lot of water too *gasp* (don't let my family know that though, they'd be too happy). Still looking for that other job...sadly no luck yet. but I'm not giving up yet.

What kind of music are you?

" You are friendly, down to earth, and fairly conservative.
You are true to your friends and your upbringing. Change is hard for you.
But beneath your old fashioned attitude, you are expressive and artistic in your own way.
Very few people can express pain and pleasure as eloquently as you can."





BYEEEE!!!!



I watched his wildest dreams come true but none of them involving you

ok...so I've been up for almost four hours and still I'm still half asleep. I'm finding the greatest things are learned better when being half asleep :/

For instance.....Don't get fountain drinks from a Mobile Gas station. Nasty stuff. I even got a differnt one cause the first one tasted flat....then the second one was just as gross. "Still waking up lesson" learned.

This one isn't really much of a lessson...just somethin' amusing. I was walking through the store where I ended up buying these cute hair ties (yet again for five year olds but I dont care) with little bead things hanging off 'em. My wrist though it still had some bracelets on it felt strangely naked...........I forgot to put my watch back on when I got out of the shower. Then I couldn't help but wonder how I was the only one in my family with cursedly tiny wrists....everything I wear around 'em is big no matter how small I get a bracelet.

Gotta love shirts with shiny stuff written across the chest:P I have one on that says "Lovable" in silver rivety things and upon leaving the store..a group of guys driving by decided to shout something about my shirt at me (though of course I didn't understand what they said anyway...oh well) I don't think I'd wanna know what they'd think about the one that says "I'm no angel"

and last but not least I have an update on my friends apartment fire....it was started by the neighbor upstairs leaving the electric stove on. but happily she's not homeless.. she was given a new apartment by the same complex and some money by first aid for clothes and food.

Time for a quiz...I guess

You are optimistic and hopeful. Sometimes you do get disappointed by expecting too much. (That is definitely me)

You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable. (I try to anyway)

Money is important to you in as far as you'd like to have enough to survive.( so very true)

You tend to seek comfort, coziness, and stability in your life. For you, feeling at home is the best feeling ever. (Yes and no...mostly no)





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BYEEEE!!!!

I'll face my self to cross out what I've become..Erase myself

Hey y'all....how are ya? I'm good...just sitting here doing probably the only thing I'm good at. Sitting here and doing noting. Yes! I'm gonna type.........being useless.

amusing week again....not as stressful as the last though at least not for me. It' consisted of Work (of course :roll: ), apartment fires, car accidents, me getting along with someone I don't normally get a long with, and crazy weather (somewhat), a manager finally on my side, and weird dreams.

Work: nothing new....'cept new hires are taking MY SPOT that I go to to relax and sit and read for hours. That p!sses me off and I told a mgr that. Not that any of 'em seem to care any more:|

Apartment fires: one of the girls I work with, one of the few I get along with, her apartment caught fire one morning before she had to go to work. She still showed up for work too. I feel bad for her because she's one of those who doesn't deserve to have anything bad happen to her. I gotta admit though, she handled it a helluva lot better then I woulda. I woulda called off and freaked out and cried not knowing what to do. I hope things get better for her, I really do.

Car Accidents: To attempt to get over my feeling "useless", I took a drive to a store that's about half an hour away. It was the perfect chance to scream, cry, blast music...do what ever to calm down. It worked somewhat. On the way back there was an accident between an SUV and a van. The SUV was knocked off the road with the back end smashed in and the van....well you couldn't even tell there was a front end to it anymore. I hope no one got hurt.

Someone I don't normally get along with: Work was roasting yesterday, so me and this girl, the one that gives attitude but can't take it, are switching back and forth on making sandwiches so neither one of us passed out from heat stroke. I went through two 33 oz bottles of water and one 25 oz bottle (EVERY last drop too) yesterday.

Weather: roasting yesterday....cold today. I had dressed up all pretty and girly to go to the store I mentioned earlier. My mom had finally told me that it was cold and asked if I was gonna change. I looked at her and said "You were gonna tell me this when.......?"

Mgr on my side: only one....it's pathetic but I'm still grateful. She was the one who let me cry on her shoulder when I had my breakdown two weeks ago and she saved my ass again last night. I still had to do prep but the mgr on the side I worked on wanted me to do other thigs first which would have left me at work till at leas 11 pm. She says to her "Why don't the rest of you do what Katie's doing and let her get prep done?" Only good thing the mgr I had knew how to do (somewhat)....listen. I got to do prep and that was all I had to do. If she hadn't said that I would have had to do my job PLUS everyone else's.

Dreams: for the last two nights I've been dreaming that my sister lost my car. I've been waking up not having found them:/

Now I'm gonna stop rambling.....and finish drinking my pop so I can have my Smirnoff tonight. Yes I'm going to drink......sue me.

The keys to your life

" Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.

The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes."





BYEEEE!!!!!!

I see a red door and I want it painted black

Hey everyone. Lovely day here today...the sun is out, there's a cool breeze.........wait, the sun is out?!?!?! eh I guess it's better then snow..though I'd rather have rain. Anyway How is everyone?

I'm good. I had an amusing morning. Bandit chasing Baxter and Baxter wanting on my bed to get away from him. So he's on my bed laying on my legs then Bandit wants up so to keep him busy I throw my arm over the side of the bed and it immediately becomes a chew toy/ scratching post. Then about ten minutes later, Baxter is laying on my shoulder trying to lick my face. so for dealing with that for at least half an hour......I finally got up.

At work last night we got a 300 dollar order...just when we had the line down too :roll: 29 sanwiches, 29 apples, 24 water bottles, and 5 coke bottles. Other travelers were getting p!ssed but oh well. nothing we could do but make this order first obviously.

My lip biting it getting bad....worse then usual. I'm even starting to do it in my sleep. I got out of bed and looked in the mirror (I hate looking in the mirror first thing in the morning) and saw a pwetty ( :roll: ) stream of dried blood on my lip, then I ended up picking it open again making it bigger and looking like I got punched in the mouth (which it probably still looks like).

I got scared yesterday. I recieved a phone call where I didn't recognize the number. It looked like that of my ex......No I don't remember his phone number...for some reason that's just what it looked like. I was able to check my old phone and to my releif it wasn't. He didn't remember I existed even when we were dating, if you wanna call it that..

I guess that's enough of my rambling, I think.....for now at least.

The 3 question personality test

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

Me buff and in good shape? LOL that's a good one:lol:





BYEEEE!!!!

And we danced .....out there on that empty hardwood floor

Hey y'all. how are ya? I'm pretty good....almost been with Quizno's a full year. Read this though cause I'm too lazy to rewrite



I've come to realization that the need for caffeine is becomeing bad. I had the rest of the pepsi I couldn't finish last night this morning...it only half woke me up as caffeine never really works for me and at night it only makes me wanna sleep (of course). But who could sleep on a lovely day like this....I was able to walk around outside with just a hoodie. Even though I left the house with wet hair too, It was still pretty nice.

Even got to drive with the windows down.

I think that's it.....not reallly too much today.

What flavor gum are you?

You Are Fruit Flavored Gum

You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one $tyle or rule book.
You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources.

While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people.
You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all.

You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure.
You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them.





BYEEEEE!!!!!




You'll be distracted when I'm spiking the punch

Hiiiiiiiii everyone. how are y'all? I'm not bad.....crappy week blah blah bla...I won't bore ya with the details. Lost it yesterday....not going into detail with that either...I'm gonna leave it at that and forget anything ever happened, hopefully.

All I've accomplished today: Two text messages while I sleep, Getting insulted on a different site, daydreamy driving and changing my steering wheel cover.

The Text Messages: one was my favorite oxymoron "Good Morning".....This girl that sends these to me is a sweetheart really...but I just can't bring myself to say good morning...or good afternoon for that matter (which is usually the approprieat thing to say seeing as how i was up at noon). The other message again while I sleep is just my friend telling me that he couldn't bowl to save his life......He's not alone there:P

Getting insulted: by a kid on Deviantart that I've been hearing about. I'm not repeating what he said here.....but the only thing I said was "ooh ouch :roll: " cause he's not even worth half a comment. And I'm not about to fight on my friend's Journal.....what kinda friend would that make me?

Daydreamy driving: Not a good thing. but that was me today. Even though I was up at noon, I was stilll a little tired. Actually forget "was", I still am. I'm alright though....still alive and in one peice.

Steering wheel cover: Changed my leopard print one to my happy bunny one that says "Driving like a psycho is fun". Those are really hard to get on too.

I should fold and put my clothes away today...but I doubt I'll do that.

What kind of thinker are you?

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.
You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.
Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.
You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

( I have no idea how much of that is right about me if any :| )





BYEEE!!!!!!