As the title simply states.....screw it all to hell. I'm done. I can't do anything right and nothing is going right. nothing has been going right since all that sh!t happened to me back in november. my glasses, my job, my car, laptop, you name it everything is f*cked.
I hate snow, I hate ice, I hate christmas vacation, I hate winter and right now I'm not even excited about christmas nor do I even think I'll ever be. I"m tired of all the retarded ass stressing and sick of crying every night. I"m tired of trying to be happy for other people.......welll not anymore.
DON'T even expect me to get out of bed on christmas. I"m not doing it. I dont' care. Cause I'm tired of my family too. I'm sick of them being noisy when I 'm trying to sleep and sick of them not telling me to my face that I can't do sh!t right. I don't wanna be asked why I'm doing what I'm doing anymore or them not even caring about how I feel. I"m always wrong....of course...............WHY THE HELL WOULD I EVER BE RIGHT?
I'm sick of them worrying more about money then how I'm gonna fix my laptop, they don't care. Apparently EVERY DAMN THING IS MY FAULT!! I don't even have to do anything. "everythiing that's ahppened to me could hae been avoided" :roll:
I can't help anyone and I won't help anyone anymore. Why bother? no one even tells me what's wrong anyway. No one even tries to ask what's wrong anymore. Ya know why????? well???? I'll tell ya....It's because I f*cking complain too much about the same damn thing and everyone's getting tired of heraingit and reading about it. Everyone is so f*cking tired of even attempting to care or attempting to help me they they quit too. Everyones just given up on me, I'm a hopeless cause. My friend who used to talk to me all the time even stopped. he stopped telling me what's wrong, stopped talking to me....just got too "busy" eeryone did. Everyone is just all too "busy" for me. I don't want to be the center of the goddamn universe but is just a little bit of attention too much to ask for?
I hate the phrase "things will get better". Not for me they won't, cause if they were they would have by now. and right now I just feel like I'm falling back into non existance and no one is even trying to stop it. All the friends I ever had around Michigan are no more. they stopped talking to me or like everyone else just got too busy. well screw them all. I'm so sick of trying to be nice anymore...it's not getting me anywhere. Nice people finish last? well it's true. right now I'm so behind everyone else I have no chance of even winning anything or finishing. I"m not gonna win the lottery anytime soon and I'm never gonna strike it rich ever. That's just not in my future.
I'm done. I quit. this'll be my last complaint ever and none of y'all will ever have to worry about another one ever again.
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