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tell me how it feels to be the one who turns the knife inside of me

how are y'all? I'm not bad. Just sitting here with a doggy in my lap:P He's been doing this a lot lately. but it does keep him from scaring the pee out of Bandit......no, really it does. This dog is such a bully for a little tiny thing. we also think Bandit has a puppy bladder problem. Poor puppy.

Nothing new going on here. I went to the mall today...had to make a few returns. I hate the mall when school lets out. Too many kiddies running around with out parents. I actually miss seeing stores that have signs saying "No kids without parental supervision". Every store should have one, IMO.

Actually saw one store that had a sign that said "No Heelies allowed inside" :lol: Now that is something every store needs too.

your dark zodiac

Canis-the Chains.For hundreds of years
the taurus was held prisoner by the
chains.But atlast it broke free and
swore to get the favor back at it.
the chains uses every weapon it can make
and is very very strong.



cross my heart and hope that I don't die before the best day of my life.

hey everyone. How are ya? I'm not bad today.

I've been slipping on ice for the last two days. Yesterday it was all over my drive way and today it was a patchy spot in front of a store. This is gonna be a fun winte and me without winter boots:/ yeah apparently tennis shoes aren't exactly the best winter shoe. oh well.

I had this dream last night, one of those dreams where you wake up and want to cry. My mom, sister and I were at this really cool building and we saw my friend and his mom. All I remember is talking to them. We were happy to see them, don't get me wrong, but his mom has been dead for about 5 years. That's why I wanted to cry. She was like a second mom to me. My friend's brother and me had amusingly annoyed each other and she'd take my side over her own son's. She'd say "now why would you want to hit or make fun of such a sweet girl?" His brother didn't think I was so sweet but I didn't care:P His momma loved me more:P Anyway, I think I cried more over her dying then my own father's. Probably cause she was around a lot longer then he was.

What genre is your life?
Romance

You long for that special someone, whoever that may be. You like attention, security, and warmth, and there is nothing wrong with that! But be careful with romance: you'll either end up with a heartache, or a happily ever after!







And he's got posters on his wall of all the girls he wish she was

hey everyone. How are ya? I'm not bad.

Went to Walmart today to get some more gauze pads. Such a wasted trip. I even went to one where no one knows me and apparently Walmart is supposed to be "cheaper" HA!! LIARS!! I ended up going to Meijers and even got what I needed......on sale. Meijer even has a station set up where you can I can take the memory stick in my digital camera so I can make prints of the pictures I have on it. I hate Walmart so much....but like I said,I only went there cause I thought it was cheaper.

The Spirit looks like a good movie. If is wasn't opening Christmas day I'd go see it that day. Eh it's alright though. I'll go see it one day on either a monday through Thursday. I hate going to the theatre on weekends. Too many people. I like it when a movie has only like 15 people. Yeah I'm weird like that.

What are you in a fairy tale?
Hero!
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You are here to save the day!!! Villain watch out, nothing will stop you from getting to the princess. You are a very trustworthy kind person, and your friends look up to you a lot. Don't let this get to your head though, because you can be a bit cocky! You are a brave person in all though and always around when someone's in need!

:lol: sweet.







But I made it home alive so you said that only proves that I'm insane

hey how are y'all? I"m doing good. Same sh!t, different day. I first heard this when watching Stephen King's Dreamcatcher (great movie BTW) and my ex that I was dating at the time thought SSDD had something to do with Scooby Scooby Doo and couldn't figure out the second D :lol:

Well 2 days ago I requested to have an email sent to me to tell me what my password was for my MyYearbook account. I wanted to cancel it cause I never go to it and all the "secret admirers" that didnt' even know what I looked like were driving me nuts. ANyway I requested this email 3 times, the first being at 4 in the after noon. I didn't get the first one till about 8 hours later. So I canceled the account with that. here's the pathetic thing........I just got the last two emails I requested from them.........today!!! I also deleted my Tagged profile and it took them about 8 hours to finally send me an email so I could change the password.

Your summer scene (a summer quiz in winter :lol: )
You are best suited for the mall!
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You like to shop and look around. You love seening all the clothes and accessories. A snack once in awhile is good too! So for you there is no place like the mall! Just wear comferitalbe shoes, it could be a lot of walking!

:lol:





Bye bye self respect, I haven't had much of it since you left.

hey everyone. What's up? I'm just sitting here:P I had puppies on my lap. but they jumped off cause my mom came home:P

I got a bit done today amazingly. I figured out what I'm getting my brother for christmas.....finally after trying to figure out what the hell he wants besides stuff that costs $500. I got my mom's today too and got that wrapped up. I found a box that I can send my BF's gift in...I learned a fun lesson last year about that:lol: I should prolly wrap up my stepdad's while he's not home. I also need one more thing for my sister's then I'm done. Then after it's all over I keep saying I'm gonna start doing the christmas shopping early:P which i never do, well I didn't do too bad this year, I found my BF's back in october and got it before the store ran out of what I got him.

Your best quality?

You are Honest. Your emotions show easily on your face, and your friends know they can always depend on and trust you. It would be impossible for you to deceive them, and that's a good thing.





You're always sweating me about the next big heart attack

hey everyone. how are ya? I'm doing good. Streets are clear and I'm staying semi warm.....so life is good today.

We went to Target today and it was hilariious. The power went out for about 45 minutes and we were shopping in the dark :lol: but me and Nic went with her and pointed out stuff we wanted for christmas and we found quite a bit :P Slipper socks ( I love slipper socks, they're so warm:P ), jewelry, purses, clothes.....stuff like that. Usually girly stuff hehe. Then we get to the baby clothes and we're all oohing and aahing at the cute things. Well I find this one outfit in particular that my mom falls in love with. So she says jokingly to me "Have a baby, Katie". My reply: "Yeah I'm right on that" (as sarcastically as possible :P) eh it was fun, even after the lights came back on. That made a nice little scatter of applause. The weirdest thing I saw was a Hello Kitty toaster :|

We got a gingerbread house kit here....I hope we put it together today though I can't really eat it. Oh well....I can at least have a little icing free peice. Yum...I think.

What kind of pajamas are you?

You Are No Pajamas ( :lol: )

You are a free spirited, confident person. You do what you like, when you like.
Even though you're a bit strange, you find it easy to be open about who you are.

Without trying to be, you come across as a very sexual person. You are very appealing.
You are likely to fall asleep pretty easily. You're not an insomniac.





with hands tied behind my back I fight and wait for you to strike

hey everyone. How are ya?

I'm doing good. spent most of my day at the grocery store with my mom and sister. oh well...she got some stuff that I actually can eat:P Even a little sliver of this sample of peppermint chocolate cake:p It was good.

We actually got snow in the streets today. YAY:| can't you just read the excitement? :/ I'm actually gonna start carrying my gloves in my purse instead of keeping them in my coat this year to keep my hands from freezing and turning purple (which should start soon).

Me, my mom and sister went to this christmas dinner at the senior community my grand parents live at. It was fun, the food was good and there was entertainment. Some guy dancing around (67 years old too) like he was a kid and singing christmas songs. You could get your picture taken with Santa. I got a family one with him that my grandma had wanted, but that's ok, I didn't really mind. I just thought "wow, the last time I got my picture taken with Santa, I was like 7 years old" :P

LOL remember the cd's I bought yesterday to burn? well those were for movies, not music :lol: but that problem is fixed. I was able to exchange them for the right ones.

The cupcake test

At parties, you tend to like to stick to your core group of friends. You don't venture out and meet new people.

You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary.

The most important thing in your life is fun.

You are dominant, vain, and a bit of a show off. To know you is to worship you.



I close my eyes and it's gone again When will I get the chance to say I love you

Hey y'all? How are ya? I'm alright. Not completely better but better enough to come out of hiding.

McDonalds commercials just keep getting more and more pathetic IMO. The one I just saw that made me think this is some guy seranading a girl for her chicken nuggets. weird......

My mom would be proud. I had to throw out one of my hoodies *gasp* I know....ah well I still got about 20 thousand more. I've got another hoodie I need to throw out but this one I can't bring myself to. I don't care if there are holes in the sleeves. Not like I wear it out in public anyway.

I have a lot of cd's to burn:P I bought a pack of ten and I made a list of the songs I wanna put on 'em. It's easier for me to come up a list then to just randomly think of songs. 10 cds with about 21 songs each........ well that's a lot of songs. No I don't feel like doing the math:P

What party are you?

An Emo kid party...that means that you have lots and lots of LOUD music and either people are rocking out to it...or they are just plain standing still, either way...its fun and people are there voice their opinions. :lol:



wait., another minute here, time will kill us after all.

Hey everyone.

Funny thing happened this morning. I woke up with my Guitar Hero box going into my hand.....it left an cornerimpring. It felt weird but it didn't hurt:P

I found a necklace that's cute:P It matches the butterfly my bf got me for christmas last year. The cute thing is it's a child's necklace and it fits perfectly :lol: apparently I got a skinny neck as well as skinny wrists.

I'm still stressing over this hearing. I don't wanna do it (I know I said it last time and i'm gonna keep saying it) but I get to have it over the phone so I don't have to find this building. I think the state of Michigan just doesn't like me.

What color is your essence?

http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/6854859/a9829a9830what-color-is-your-essencea9827a9824-9-resultsdetailed



I tried to be someone else but nothing seemed to change I know now

Hey y'all. How are ya?

Doctor's visit went well yesterday. I almost didn't go cause i was getting p!ssed when I couldn't find the place. I still say they need a bigger sign or the receptionist could've given better directions other then side streets that are too small for me to read. anyway, I still made it in time and got out in time to make it with 15 minutes to spare for my interview. Unexpectedly from the visit I got 2 months worth of insulin....or $200 dollars worth, also.......for free.

Interview went well also. Again they were pleased that I had the experience but we'll see. I should hear from them tonight if I got the job. All I can do is hope really. I need somehing though I'm so tired of all the bullsh!t I'm getting from unemployment. They're making me go to a hearing over what the hell I don't know about and I really don't want to go. If I never have to deal with them again, I'll be so happy.

What is your job in showbiz?
Singer!

you were meant to sing!

huh.....interesting. yet I can't sing for crap:P