I was just in the forums and I see these rate my drawings or pictures and it make me wonder. Maybe I should post some of my drawings and see if anyone likes them. I used to take a ton of art classes in high school so I have a good amount of work just sitting around the house. Even though I complained about this a while ago I may not know how to put the pictures on here, but I will try anyway. It has been so long I wonder if I still know where they are.

I remember when I did a painting of George Harrison, people thought I was a religious nut because it looked a awful lot like Jesus Christ. I had to tell them no, it is from The Beatle's experimental days (Yeah, experimental LOL!!!) .

Well I got my car back today. I can't believe it only cost me 50 bucks. The guy told me to keep an eye on it, because it may be fixed or he may have just temporally been fixed it. I probably just need a whole new car, but until I win the lottery that isn't going to happen.

My days are becoming better with each passing. Probably because I stopped speaking to everyone at work, and I only say something to someone that speaks to me first, and when that happens it is usually very short.

Now if you can tell me where that title came from then I will be impressed.

I actually had a pretty good day yesterday, well until I had to go to work of course. I was getting off the interstate when all of a sudden my car starts acting funny. At first I thought it was a flat tire, but no it was my engine. I pulled over to see if maybe something got stuck under the hood that I might could fix, but no luck. After pulling over, I decided to call my work to tell them I will be late, but no one wanted to answer and guess where I work, Wal-Mart. Well I finally got a ride from one of my parents, thank God one of them was in town at the moment. Well I went in to look for the manager to explain and to have them clock me in, but that also was more tiresome than what you would think.

Even though it wasn't such a good day, I don't feel to bad about it. I just have to figure out what I am going to get the PS2 or the Home Theater System. I will eventually get the other one later, but won't be able to get them both now, well it really depends on how much my car cost, I may not be able to get either but I don't think it will cost that much. Tomorrow is another day, what it will bring I will soon see.

*edit* After me writing this post I took my first College level Psychology test and made a 99, hurray! Now if I can only keep doing that with the rest, then not only will that be awesome but it should strengthen my GPA which isn't too great right now.

Oh yeah that topic ownes, well not really.

Just one more week until it is PS2 and Home Theater time. Since I couldn't find a PS2 anywhere I decided to wait another two weeks before searching again, hopefully I will find one.

I am thinking of getting a couple of new games, even though I never finished Cold Fear (which I am sure I will finish eventually). I was thinking of these games:
Mortal Kombat Deception, GT4, Scrapland, Ninja Gaiden, Mech Assault Lone Wolf, Splinter Cell CT, Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy X-2, The Simpsons Hit and Run, Area 51, Metal Gear Solid 3 (well I think I would have to get the other two since I haven't played any of them), Farcry, The Matrix Online (although I am not to happy about paying a monthly fee to play), Unreal Tournament 2004, Unreal Championship 2, Star Wars Republic Commando. Prince of Pershia 2, Devil May Cry 1, 2, and 3, and Resident Evil outbreak 2(well if it has the same camera system as RE4 for GC), God of War, Robots the game, America's Army (for the xbox). I am sure there are more, but I just can't think of them.

I just can't wait for, The Nightmare Before Christmas the game and Stargate SG-1 Alliance. I have been a long tine Stargate SG-1 fan and when I heard of a game based on the show I had to investigate. And as soon as I play Kingdom Hearts I will be willing and ready to be waiting for Kingdom Hearts 2. So many games to play, so little time.

And as promised as soon as I have everything set up and of course cleaned I will try to post a picture of maybe me and the set up, well if Gamespot lets me. Although I may just wait until I become a Complete member.

It is funny to see some people in the forums. I went into one today about an issue with the PSP. The guy was basically telling others on how to get their complaint heard if they had a problem with their device. He really didn't say much beside, "Sony has sold us a defected product for the last time or something similar, well after he finally posted the thread he kept being flamed by a bunch of stupid cows. Basically they kept telling him that he should stop crying and to not blame Sony for a few minor problems. I love it when someone is such a fan of a company that they loss all logic on an issue such as bad electronics. But I have come to a conclusion, I think the main ones telling him to stop crying were either just fanboys, had no defects, or didn't have to buy their's in the first place and could get their mommy or daddy to buy them another one. I only saw a few posters that didn't agree with him but kept it civilized, such as no misspellings and actually used a sentence properly. I just love the fact that no matter what you post there will always be a flamer.

*edit* I didn't want to post another journal entry so I will just edited this one. I think I just messed up my profile page. I went to post a picture on my picture thing and when I did, almost everything went missing. Question, what happens when you get banned? Can you not log in or do they actually make it to where you can't access a few things from your profile?

And of course the title has nothing to do with my actually journal post.

Have you ever been so angry that even the thing you do to release stress and angry didn't help? I usually play Grand Theft Auto to release my bad side, but today it didn't help. Everyone that spoke to me today only said negative things toward me. And it is not like I do something to them, I try and be helpful and nice most of the time. I used to be really helpful all of the time, you know like going out of my way to help someone, but I couldn't get the foot prints off my back so I decided that I would only help someone if I knew they were going to have a hard time doing it themselves or if I am friends with them. It doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing, there is always someone out there that will make my life a living hell. Right now I feel like just staying inside and never going out. I should get a punching bag or start taking karate again, get all of this physical tension off my back. Maybe I should move to Brazil, at least I know there is one nice person there (I hope she knows who I am talking about).

I am so excited. I will be getting a PS2 and soon will be playing for the first time Kingdom Hearts, which I know is a pretty old game but I always wanted to play it but either didn't want to pay 50 bucks or didn't have a PS2 at the time. I even did something special, I rearranged my entertainment room so that I will have room for my PS2 and my soon to be new home entertainment system, which will give me surround sound on all my games. I have decided after much debate to go ahead and get Final Fantasy X, along with Devil May Cry and Mortal Kombat Deception.

On another note. I did something terrible today. I accidentally stepped on my Dave Chappelle, Killin them softly DVD. I am heart broken. I will probably make up for it by buying his season 1 and 2 show.

Ok, ok, the PS2 isn't magical (well it is if it has been working for more than two years), but I had said in another journal entry that I was going to get another PS2. Well I went out today to search for one and just talked to the manager at Gamestop about which he liked better the regular or the slim, he didn't have many good things to say about Sony so I just decided to buy some PS2 games there. Well after coming from Gamestop I went to Walmart, now Walmart is the last place I go to get a game but I couldn't resist my 10% discount, but of course they didn't have it. Well after that I went to Target, Bestbuy, Circuitcity, Sam's Club, and another Walmart about 15 miles from the last one I went to. I can't believe no where had it. I haven't had so much difficulty finding a PS2 since launch. I guess I will try tomorrow and then after that a week from now. I just hope I still have my old memory card.

It seems to me that I am able to trust people even less than I did before. I guess most people are more worried about everyone else rather themselves when it comes to being dishonest. I am really tired of it all. I just would like to know that I could go into work, school, church, or anywhere for that matter and not have to worry about someone else having a motive to discourage, lie, cheat, insult, or be rude to another individual. We are all adults and I believe we should act like it, maybe these kinds of actions were acceptable when we were young. The world is a mass collector of too many individuals that think the universe revolves around them and can't see past their money to actually see the world around them. I am losing faith in mankind.

I don't know why but sometimes when I am playing a game I try and think of songs that would go well with a certain game. Most of the time it is a bit difficult, but sometimes on a very rare occasion I will find a song that fits a game so perfectly that it is almost a miracle. That is what I found for Resident Evil 4. For some reason to me the song just clicks with the game. Kind of like almost ever song from Evanescence go really well with BloodRayne 2, I found that the song from Coheed and Cambria, Velorium Camper III: Al the Killer, sounds like it should be with RE4. I am pretty sure no one on gamespot likes Coheed and Cambria so I wouldn't be surprised if no one had every heard the song before. Now I will make an entire soundtrack for Resident Evil 4 just as a little side project for my own entertainment.

On another note, if anyone reading this wants or would like a Gmail account just ask me and I will send an invite. A lot of people don't want one, and I don't understand why, this account has to be the best mail account I have ever had and it's free.