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I Promise This Will Be The Last Post This Week

Well, the third blog in three days. I really need to get a life. But, yeah, last one this week, and I'll try to make it shorter than normal.

I had a talk with my mom when she got home last night, and we pretty much talked until I went to bed:P. I even cried for the first time in years, and like Dane Cook describes, it's always good to let that big cry out every once in awhile, and I just broke down and cried like a friggin baby:P. Basically, my mom convinced me that Amelia was no good, and that I shouldn't be seeing her anymore. The more I thought about it that night, though, I figured she was right. She lied to me so much, that it was hard to trust her from this point on.

I was nervous in confronting Amelia when I got to school today, because I was preparing to do something I had never done before. After first hour was when I started walking in the hallway with her like usual. Here's how it went down. As I jumbled my words around with nerves taking over, I said:

"Look, I thought about it hard last night, and I thought I was a little too calm when you told me what you did yesterday. I think it's best we should just remain friends and not go out anymore."

With a sad look on her face looking ahead, she just nodded. I added:

"You really hurt me yesterday."

She nodded again.

Then she walked ahead. I had officially broke up with a girl:(. It was really hard to do, and me, the kid who was so desperate for a girl in the first place, breaks up with one:|. I saw this chick that I recognized from my Spanish class ask her, "Are you ok?" as she walked forward, and then immediately I felt like an a**hole as she looked back at me:|. But really, wasn't that the right thing to do? She really hurt me, and lied to me about almost everything, and I don't think she deserved to have me as a boyfriend any longer, regardless of if she had a mental illness or not.

That was the last time we spoke. We didn't even exchange words in 6th hour, even though I told her, "We could still be friends" earlier. I really do want to still be friends and associates, because she was friendly to me from the start, and she's an intelligent person academically. I hope that we speak to each other again eventually. Maybe today she was just going through the dramatic phase of first breaking up, and she's talk to me again sometime soon. I have no idea. All I do know is, I feel like sh*t right now and I feel like I made a big mistake:?.

But, I guess yours truly is single again:). Back to my normal self, after 2 months of feeling like I was walking on air. So, HOORAY FOR GOING BACK TO NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!

"Welcome back! Man I was getting lonely."

Yup, even good ol' Jeff Goldblum's back:P.

My Mom Is Smarter Than Me............

Just talking about General Hospital yesterday, it turned out that today turned into a soap opera of my own. I was NOT prepared for how intense this day was going to be. But, by very odd coincidence, Amelia found out about my mom's investigation. Apparently, from what she said, a neighbor of mine that also goes to that bar that my mom went to called her house, telling what he heard or something like that. Turns out everything is true. Amelia was in tears this morning, and she confessed. Amelia is a mother f*cking liar:|.

Of course, I was shocked, but at the same time, I wasn't. After discussing everything Amelia told me with my mom for the past month, as well as getting advice on.........a video game website:?, I had a feeling that that could've been the case, but I just didn't want to admit it. I mean, this is my first girlfriend, and I wanted everything to be true that she said. Turns out every medical problem she has mentioned to not only me, but her friends, was false, and she has a mental illness from her mom dying a few years ago from cancer.

The question is, though, should I have been more pissed off and dumped her ass? I don't know. Like I said, it's my first girlfriend, and I don't want to lose my first one so fast. Besides, what am I going to do when prom comes around:P? So, I told her I'd be by her side to provide support for getting help, and that I'd still go out with her. She's told all of her friends (who are basically my friends as well) about her terrible mess, and mostly all of them forgave her and decided to give her support for trying to fix her problem, but a few refused forgiveness unfortunately. I just hope like hell my mom lets me keep seeing Amelia, because when she finds out she was correct, she'll probably want me to stay away from her. But I don't care. I want to support her. I want to see her better. I'm 18, I should decide for myself.

So, yeah, my girlfriend is a liar who fooled all of her friends due to a mental condition (or so I'm told by one of her friends that she has one), and it took my mom's consistancy to make everything come together and to lead to confession. I had no idea me being her boyfriend would change not only her life, but change everyone's views of her around her. Makes me feel like a hero:oops:. Yeah, right. It wasn't my idiotic brain that came to these conclusions:P. It was my mom. She's the one who deserves the credit for this. She helped solve the case, just by being curious and concerned. And that's why my mom is so f*cking awesome, and I don't know what the hell I'd do without her.

Now, about that Frankenstein book.........

(*o*)................(A.K.A. a Disturbed Face)

(sigh) I probably shouldn't be on here, on the count of I'm supposed to be reading Frankenstein for English, but f*ck it. Reading is taking over my life, and I need a f*cking break. Jesus Christ, my brain feels like it's going to implode. Not just from the joys of reading, but from other things. Mostly with the bullsh*t of school, and that damned senior project breathing down my neck. I just don't know what do think anymore. Too much on my mind, especially with my girlfriend.

Our relationship? Pretty much the same as the past few months, so no conflict going on there. However, like I said before, I'm starting to suspect her of lying to me. Well, yesterday, she told me yet another bizarre story of hers that sounds unbelievable to me, and I went to my mom about it. Amelia's guardians go to this bar/organization in town all of the time, which means that a lot of people that go there know them, so since my my mom is also a member there, she went down there to have a few drinks and shoot the breeze like usual, but she also asked around about what they knew about Amelia and basically investigated. It's kinda awkward to see my mom getting in my business like this, playing private eye, but I guess it's for my own good. Turns out she found out from somebody that, and I have NO idea if they were drunk or not, but they said that she keeps some sort of journal to make things up, and that all of this sh*t dealing with her transplant, etc. is just an act. In other words, she's psycho, and I need to watch my back. My mom told me this, and I didn't know what to think. I have no idea who to believe, her or Amelia, anymore. Seriously, last night when my mom told me this, I just wanted to break down and cry in frustration. I'm so overwhelmed right now I don't know what to do. Everytime I'm around Amelia now, I can't help but think about it. If this sh*t is true, and Amelia is lying through her teeth, then I'm going to be so disappointed. I mean, she's my first true girlfriend, and she is the only person that seems to care about me at school. If I lose her, I'll be reduced to nothing all over again until I move back to Georgia. I'll be put in a situation with having no friends again like I did when I first moved up here to Michigan. I've even contemplated breaking up with her, even though I don't want to. We really aren't that close, we never hang out outside of school, and everytime we talk on the phone, there's always constant awkward silence. And yet, I still want to keep her:?. I don't know, I just don't know. Maybe I'll see how things go within the next month or so. Maybe I can find out more info or something. Maybe she'll reveal some information to me that she doesn't tell anyone other than the people she cares about. Maybe........

To make matters worse for me today:

Rapper Pimp C died today:cry:. Yeah, I know that barely anyone gives a sh*t about hip-hop on this website, but I don't care. Pimp C was part of the legendary Houston rap duo known as UGK, and this is probably one of the biggest hip-hop deaths in quite a while. What's bizarre is that they just released an album as a group this past summer, too. I haven't really listened to much UGK, other than some songs from their most recent album, but they can put out some dope music to ride to. I mean, there's a reason they are called the Underground Kings. It's a shame that Pimp C had to go so quickly, though. R.I.P.

Let's see, what else? Ummm.........well, I'm not doing as well as I should in school, the weather is sh*tty, this Jeff getting fired bullsh*t is getting on my mother f*cking nerves, my cat is a douche, my dog is a douche, I watched a movie this past weekend that hurt my brain (L.A. Confidential), the--

*Dude, would you CALM your PORKY ASS down?!!! You're like a hog that's squealing over another hog taking your spot in a mud bath or something, jeeze!*

You try to walk in my shoes and see what it's like:|.

*I would, if I had feet, Edison. Besides, I don't think I could put up with the immense amount of weight.*

Why did you call me Edison?

*Because, everyone overuses the name "Einstein," so I decided to switch it up and call you "Edison" sarcastically instead. Learn to think outside of the box.*

How original:roll:.

*Now, before I have to change into large, pink text, surrounding your blog with a pink massacre you will never be able to forget until your soul dies, will you PLEASE tell everyone something positive for a change?*

If you stop calling me fat, yeah I'll change up my blog s7yle a little bit.

*But......*

Oh well, Until Next Time people, LAT--

*OK!!! Ok. Fine. You win. But ONLY to see you say something positive for once. I mean, it's Christmas time. I'm sick of seeing everyone depressed. It's like everyone reacting to if The Tonight Show was cancelled all of a sudden, and people crying because they'll never see Jay Leno's face on their television ever agai.....oh crap, that actually DID happen in a way, didn't it?*

Yeah, nice simile, moron:roll:.

*Go f*ck a............um.......well, just go f*ck something!*

Whatever you say:P.

*But first, tell about your experiences with Super Mario Galaxy!*

Well, my mom, being the awesome person she is, let me play Super Mario Galaxy early:P. Since my dad foolishly left it here without his authority, my mom just told me that it was his fault that he left it here, and that I could play it:P. Besides, he's not the one who was going to wrap it anyways, and he can hardly tell if the game is open or not, so why not? So, I started playing it, and............................I hated it:|. The end.

*Then why did I see you play it until 3:00 in the morning on Saturday night?*

Thanks for spoiling the controversy:|. Yes, I honestly did like what I played. So many levels to experience, and so much to see. This is probably my favorite game of the year alongside Pokemon Diamond. I just could NOT put it down. Sure, it's a little easy to play, but there's still a hint of difficulty in it. I mean, I've died countless times already, and I'm only at about 30 stars:P. Thanks to the endless supply of 1-ups, though, dying doesn't become so frustrating, so that's why the game is a little easy. Still, with all of the variety in the game, it's hard not to like it. It is easily better than Super Mario 64, because of more activity in the worlds and superior graphics. In fact, I really wasn't that impressed with Super Mario 64 when I played it, but I guess that's what happens when I wait to play the game when it gets ported to the DS:P. But yeah..........pretty much the same reaction as everyone elses, so I won't go on and on about this game, because people know what to expect.

Speaking of Mario, check out this video of someone playing Mario in frustration. Amelia sent me this video, and I just cracked up laughing. It reminded me of Angry Video Game Nerd a little bit;).

And I'd appriciate it if some more people gave me some recommendations of getting an Xbox 360 or not. I know more people other than Aljosa and collective that read my blog have 360s. Come on. Show some gaming love:cry:.

Ok, time to read some Frankenstein. I'm done being an ass like usual:P.

*A FATass, that is. Heheheheheh........*

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*Hello? You still there, typing your blog?*

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*Well, while this sucka is off the internet, let me tell you all something that you should know about Josh. I heard he was secretly a woman dressed up as a man. Yup, you heard me correctly. A friend of a friend of a girlfriend of a husband of a grandfather told me. Yes, I said a husband of a grandfather. It should be inevitable, since the mustache definately looks fake. And the gotee is really just artist pastels that he uses to draw on himself to make him look manly. He uses those for his arm hairs, too. But yeah, I also heard that he likes to watch General Hospital in the afternoons when he comes home from school. He even records the episodes on his DVD recorder and puts up videos on Youtube! In fact, here's an example! Yes, he has an account called CaziGirl. Like I said, he's secretly a woman, so it's absolutely necessary to fit in to his feminine qualities. Although I do admit that Sonny is a badass........*

Yes, he is a badass, isn't he?

*Most definately. I mean, did you see the way he took care of the business with his father on today's episode? I mean, wow! Although I do admit that his former lover told him what's what, you know? And, damn, do you think Jason is going to get to keep Jake or is Lucky going to take him? And what is up with Emily's ghost appearing in front of Nikolas' eyes?*

I KNOW!!! It just seems so unreal! So many questions.....

*Exactly! And.............................................oh sh*t. Ummmmm, exactly how long have you been standing there?*

Standing? Well, more like sitting, becoming amused with all you have to say, you ol' text. Claiming I'm a woman? Calling me fat? Saying I watch General Hospital? Not only that, but you have the nerve to put up links leading to pictures of the people on that show. Very amusing stuff there. So, since you have so much knowledge of General Hospital, why don't you continue explaining what you know about the show?

*Uhhhhhh, about those images. I just wanted something to get that picture of Pimp C out of my head. I'm so upset by his death at the moment, that it's hard to see his face without crying. R.I.P. by the way....*

(clears throat) You were going to explain the show..........

*Ummmmm..............how about I run away from that backspace key again instead?*

That is also a devine choice.

*Yup.*

Yup.

*Mm-hmm.*

NOW!

(runs to Video Game King's blog)

That's what I thought. (watches General Hospital videos on YouTube to recap what happened the past few days)

For Once, It Actually Feels Like Christmastime.......

Unlike last year, the end of November actually feels like the holiday season. Just the fact that the first snow that we got was on Thanksgiving makes it seem like the holiday season alone. Ever since, it's been snowing little flurries at a time, but a big improvement from last year. It was pathetic last year. We got our first snow in October, but didn't get anymore until January! That means there was no snow on the ground for Christmas. It sucked big time. But, other than snow, I just feel more into the spirit than last year. I've already watched a sh*tload of Christmas specials on television, including A Charlie Brown Christmas, How the Grinch Stole Christmas, and the highly anticipated new special, Shrek the Halls (which IMO was better than Shrek the Third:P ). Oh, and I'm going to say this right here, right now:

A Charlie Brown Christmas>>>>>>>>>How the Grinch Stole Christmas

Yes, I said it. Charlie Brown just pwns all. Nuff said8). Oh, and I like Jim Carrey's version of The Grinch better than the 30-minute cartoon cl@ssic as well:P. Sue me. I've also watched a couple Christmas movies, too, including the modern day cl@ssic The Polar Express (all you haters that say it's too scary in certain spots need to grow some balls, seriously:| ). Also, the Christmas tree is up, Christmas songs are dominating variety radio stations everywhere, and I'm extremely stressed with schoolwork. IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D............oh yeah, tomorrow is the first day of December, too;).

I'm in a little bit of a dilemna, though. No, I'm not going to complain about something from school, even though I have a senior project that I need to start working on. I'm talking about what it is I want for Christmas: an Xbox 360. After seeing the price drop on the Arcade package, with the inclusion of a memory card, a wireless controller, and 5 arcade games, I immediately added it on my wish list. I mean, I'm not the type of person that plays online, and I don't play many games anymore, so I figure a memory card will do for now. But anyways, I convinced my dad, and it's a possibility I could receive one. There's one thing that's been bugging the hell out of me, though. With that damned "Red Ring of Death" defect I keep hearing about, I have no idea if it's a good idea to get one or not. Have they even been fixed yet or not? If I get one, I absolutely do NOT want to go through the situation where I'd be enjoying the hell out of Mass Effect, and then all of a sudden, my damn Xbox 360 malfunctions on me, and then I have to go through the painful process of waiting to get a new one. Nuh-uh, no sir, that is not me. I want my consules to LAST. So, if anyone could give me some advice on what I should do, please, by all means, share what's in your thoughts.

And now, I leave you with a couple movies scores, since I am too lazy to write reviews. Here they are:

As Good As It Gets--9/10

Panic Room--8/10

Yup, one movie where Jack Nicholson is at his best, and another movie where country singer Dwight Yoakum plays as another heartless criminal. In other words, two underrated movies that deserve to be checked out by anyone.

So, shortest blog I've done in awhile, but I'm tired of complaining about the same ol' stuff all the time, so to hell with it. Have a great weekend, and stay warm. There's a huge winter storm coming our way as I'm speaking, so.........ugh.

The Day When the Inner-Savage Comes Out of Innocent Shoppers......

I appriciate the helpful suggestions once again in my last post. I'm a little afraid to ask Amelia about her scar, afraid she might get upset and start to notice that I suspect her of lying, and if she isn't, she would probably never forgive me. I don't know, I'll do something. It's my own affairs, and I apoligize for bringing everyone into my situation. Whether it be asking for more information or asking to see her scar from the transplant, I'll try to get proof somehow.

But enough of that. That's not why I'm writing a blog post right now. I'm pretty sure you all can guess why;). IT'S BECAUSE MINE AND AMELIA'S 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!...................................(crickets start chirping) Alright, alright, it's because it's Black Friday. BLACK FRIDAY. Such dark words for the biggest shopping day of the year. What exactly does it mean, though? Well, according to the great and almighty wikipedia.com, it was named that "because of the heavy traffic on that day" before the 1970s, but nowadays, it is used to refer to the "beginning of the period in which retailers are in the black (i.e., turning a profit)." Just thought I'd share that to those who were interested.

*BOOOOOOO!!!! HISTORY IS FOR QUACKS WHO DON'T APPRICIATE THE PRESENT AND HATE THEIR LIFE!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!*

(sigh)

Before I share my second experience of Black Friday, though, let me tell you all about my Thanksgiving. Basically, I woke up at 5:15 A.M. to my mom playing bluegrass Christmas music and the smell of food cooking, which was really pleasant:roll:. Oh, and we got our first snow of the season that day, too:D. Perfect timing, isn't it? Everyone eating at 7:00 in the morning didn't help matters, and since I ate so much after just waking up when my stomach was unstable, I had stomach aches all day:?. But the food was delicious, and it was nice to eat dinner early for a change so we wouldn't have to worry about it later. After we finished, though, my dad and I decided to take advantage of some sales around the area. Well, we arrived too late to K-Mart, and were sh*t out of luck there. Guess the early bird gets the worm. However, we were a little successful at Wal-Mart. I got both 300 and Pan's Labyrinth for only $9.00, and they were the nice, 2-disk special editions as well. I even got a free movie ticket to go see The Golden Compass with my Pan's Labyrinth DVD:P. That was the highlight of the day pretty much.

*What about when you sat and watched that WONDERFUL Christmas movie Christmas With The Cranks on television with your mommy that afternoon? I bet that was a nice, heartwarming mother-and-son moment right there.*

:| At least I watched a little bit of Miracle On 34th Street to make up for the crappiness, wiseguy.

*HA! You weren't even watching it. You were playing Zelda the whole time! And you know what? You weren't even getting anywhere, either! You were STUCK, and only a moron gets stuck on such an easy game as that.*

:evil:

*Awwwwwwww, am I making you angry? Is little Goku gonna use the backspace key on me? Is little Goku gonna try to make me flee?

Look, before you call me by the wrong name again, why don't you go hang out at Video_Game_King's blog again? I'm sure he's expecting you with caviar and a glass of warm milk:|.

*I called you "little Goku" because Gohan is Goku's son, and resembles Goku a little bit, making him "little Goku," you genius. Learn some common sense. And besides, he doesn't get as irritated as you do, so it's no fun for me. I like it here because I piss you off so bad.*

....................(talking without any emotion while at the same time trying to hide the immense anger flowing through veins) I actually love you. I want to have your babies. I want to...

*ALRIGHT! Before you go all lovey-dovey on my ass, I'm going to get my sorry ass out of here. What was I thinking? You're a f*cking FREAK! UGH!!!!*

Yup, that's what I thought...............bub:P.

Anyways, today, I went totally insane and set my alarm for 2:15 A.M. This year, I planned to go hardcore8). Instead, I woke up to my dad calling me at 2:50 :|. Oh well, it's not like the sales started yet. I was still in good hands. First we went to Meijer, just to pass time. While there, my dad and I noticed something funny. There were like 4 separate lines: one for the Xbox 360 package with Halo 3 , one for a PS3 package, one for a Nintendo DS package, and one for a Nintendo Wii package. Well, here's about how many people were in each line:

Xbox 360: 1

PS3: 0

Nintendo DS: 0

Nintendo Wii: about 40

After 1 year, it still amazes me how quickly the Nintendo Wii is selling like hotcakes. People were even in lawn chairs waiting in the line:lol:. AND THIS IS ONE YEAR AFTER THE FREAKIN LAUNCH!!!!! What did my dad and I do as people were frantically standing in lines, waiting for all of these great deals? Walked around, looking at the video games and DVDs that were just regularly priced:P. Man it feels so good to have a Wii......

*Ew. FREAK!*

SHUT UP!

Moving on to Wal-Mart, there was a big crowd near the front of the store, where there was printers, computers, small HDTVs, and a bin of DVDs on sale. Still, it was early, so my dad and I just walked around a little bit. Really, we were just anticipating to see what the crowd was going to do when an employee took down the CAUTION tape that was outlining the merchandise so that nobody could get to it. Sure enough, when 5:00 A.M. rolled around, everyone charged after it like hungry savages trying to claim one juicy steak:lol:. I even heard one person yell, "GET BACK, GET BACK!!!" It was so hilarious, I captured it on video on my phone to keep for a memory:P. Seriously, I don't think I've ever seen anything like it. Laughing amongst ourselves, my dad and I just walked around the store, trying to find any good DVD deals we could find, not giving a sh*t about any of the big stuff. We got toward the DVD bin, but everyone was crowded around it, so there was no chance of getting in. Fortunately, there was a small cart next to it packed with DVDs, and I got lucky enough to get a spot to jump in. I managed to obtain L.A. Confidential (a movie I haven't seen), The Devil's Advocate (another I haven't seen), Get Shorty (and another:P ), Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery, and Training Day, all for $2.99. After that, though, it was time to leave the chaos and go to another store: K-Mart.

As soon as we got there, we knew we were going to face some problems. The store hadn't opened yet, and TONS of people were crowded in front of the doors in the freezing cold weather. I thought to myself, "How are they crazy enough to stand outside like that, and how the hell can that many people fit inside that little, dinky K-Mart:| ?" Eventually, my dad and I got out at 6:00 A.M. when the stores opened, and everyone moved in. I even commented to my dad that it was like standing in line for soup and bread during the Great Depression:lol:.

*HEY! I was there, and that comment WASN'T FUNNY! You never knew that I got reincarnated as this text, did you? Well, I used to be a clerk for a general store up in Saginaw in the 1920s. Used to stand in soup lines all the time, even if it meant waiting for hours with a hungry stomach. But then, finally, hunger got the worst of me one day, and as I charged toward the soup in anger, cutting many people in line, I got tripped by this fat fellow. As fate would have it, there was a nail pointing straight up on the ground, stabbing me right in the heart as I land on it.*

:| SHUT UP!!!!!

We get in, head to the electronics section, and we almost gave up because it looked so crowded. However, I was NOT determined to walk away easily, and I managed to smoothly get to the DVDs that were on sale, so I grabbed Young Frankenstein and Cinderella Man for $3.99. Then, just because we felt satisfied, we just did a little clothes shopping since I needed some new pants, and I ended up getting two pairs and a cool new shirt as well. Getting out of the store was a huge b*tch, though, unlike Wal-Mart, which contained countless lanes to go through. We stood in the crowded line for about a half an hour, but finally managed to escape the store, and without a scratch. The only pain we were feeling was hunger, so we went to eat.

*Yup, typical fatass. Always begs for food after a big shopping spree.*

Ok, first of all, that was very stereotypical. Second, notice I said "WE," indicating that I was including my dad, who is skinny. Next, I wasn't begging. I was only pointing out the fact that I was hungry due to feeling sick to m stomach, and my dad also was hungry, so don't make me look like the bad guy. And finally, it wasn't a shopping spree. In fact, my dad bought most of the stuff.

*So...........then you're spoiled?*

:evil: I'm going to kill you.

*But you CAN'T! Why? Because I am TEXT! GET IT THROUGH YOUR SKULL!!!!!!!!!!!*

GO TO VIDEO_GAME_KING'S BLOG NOW!!!!!!!

*.....................I WILL be back someday, though......*

Yeah, I know:roll:.

After dropping by the house for a little bit to take a break, we headed back to Wal-Mart to see if we could get lucky with that huge DVD bin everyone was hogging the space around. Turns out everything was pretty much the same as in that cart, but I DID find As Good As It Gets in there. I got up to the cash register, though, and it was $5.88 instead. Someone must've carelessly put it into the $2.99 bin when they got it from somewhere else. Oh well, still a good deal.

Overall, the grand total of DVDs comes down to......................10! Plus my dad bought a lot as well, but those don't really matter:P.

So there you have it. My second experience of Black Friday. And I survived. Without a single scratch. It seemed a little less fun than last year, because I went up to my grandma's last year on Black Friday and got to go to Target, but I was still pumped and had a good time. Watching people trample over one another is the best part:P. It's amazing what extremes people go through to obtain material things. I hope I never turn into one of those people who stampede just to get a cheap-ass television. But, until next year...........(starts playing that "Ave Maria" song that appears in the Hitman games and movie)

D-Side to the North (Pole) Side

It's pretty late, so as you can see, I got weird with the topic title. The creative juices just flowed up into a giant puddle and made me do it. I assure it is associated with a couple of topics in this post, though:P

School has been hell like usual, but hey, I'm out for Thanksgiving Break right now, so it's all good. I cannot believe it got here so quickly. Today even felt like a typical school day, and I didn't even feel that "day before break" feeling. But f*ck school, that's the least of my problems right now. I guess I can tell you about my weekend, though. Amelia and I attempted to try going on a date to the movies again, since last time, my heart wanted to implode:P. This time, though, it was a success! We went and saw Fred Claus, though, which I didn't really want to see, but the girlfriend has to decide on the movie, so alright. Review on that in a moment.

Oh, and Amelia's life was saved this weekend it seems. She said that she was making dinner, when all of a sudden she passed out again. Turns out her liver failed on her, and she was rushed to the hospital. She got lucky because a kid just got into a car accident and happened to be an organ donor, so she got a liver transplant. What seems fishy, though, is that she just got her transplant on Saturday, and she got released that night. We went to the movies on Sunday. And she has been at school for the past few days as well:?. I don't know if it's my mom who's putting sh*t in my head or not, but it seems weird that she would seem fine and active after having a transplant so soon. You see, I told my mom about her transplant, and because Amelia goes through so many crazy situations, my mom's beginning to think she could be lying to me just for attention:?. I highly doubt it, since I'm not the only one she tells these things to. Besides, how could a girl such as herself be that sick as to lie about transplants and having cancer? That would just be wrong. I don't know, I think my mom's feeding me a bunch of bullsh*t. It's probably because she's obsessed with returning to Georgia, and doesn't want me to have a girlfriend from Michigan to convince me to stay or something:roll:.

Enough of the boring girlfriend talk, time for the long awaited movie reviews. I don't feel like going in depth, so don't expect detail:

Planet Terror--Way better than Death Proof. There's so much over-the-top gore, violence, and action that it's hard to not have a fun time watching this. The cast is great, ranging from Rose McGowan (Charmed) to Freddy Rodriguez (Harsh Times) to cameos from Bruce Willis (Live Free Or Die Hard) to Quentin Tarantino (Death Proof). Of course, they all contributed to the fun of this movie. The movie had all of the intended errors just like Death Proof did to give it a cheesy effect like a movie from the 1970s, only this movie did it better IMO. Especially during a sex scene when the reel starts messing up:lol:. Also, unlike the Death Proof DVD, this one has a fake trailer of a movie called "Machette," which was pretty awesome. I wish there were more of the fake trailers featured in the Grindhouse theater showings, though. Overall, a fun, explosive ride with a little bit of zombie horror mixed in with humor. It gets a 9/10.

Speak--I actually watched this one in my contemporary American literature cl@ss, after we finished a unit associated with it. Of course, one of the books we could've chose to read was Speak, and I did read it. The movie follows the book quite well, but like with most movies created based off of books, there were some things missing. The acting was also a bit lacking IMO, but I guess it is because it seems like an independent dark comedy. Not many well known actors or actresses in this movie, except for maybe Steve Zahn (Rescue Dawn), who can surprisingly act. Kristen Stewart puts in a very realistic performance as the main protagonist as well. Everyone else, though, I felt the acting wasn't convincing enough. It was a solid movie, though, that remained faithful to the book. It gets a 7.5/10.

Fred Claus--Yay. Another cliched holiday movie. But this one really wasn't half bad. First of all, the top notch cast helped a bit. I mean, you've got Vince Vaughn (Wedding Crashers), Paul Giamatti (Sideways), Kevin Spacey (American Beauty), Kathy Bates (Fried Green Tomatoes), and even rapper Ludacris (Crash) as an elf DJ. The comedy, I do admit, was pretty funny at times, and wasn't all stale. Some of it was cliche, though, like the development of the story, but that's pretty much expected I guess. Unfortunately, this movie suffers from other things as well. The special effects were pretty bad IMO, especially with the sleigh shown flying through the sky. Also, the sound effects sucked ass, too. Too many cartoon sound effects were used in the film, making it seem like a cartoon, when it wasn't. But if you're desperate for a holiday movie, and you're sick of watching Elf and A Christmas Story or Bad Santa over and over again, check this one out. It gets a 7/10.

Yay, got those out of the way. Now I can play Super Mario Galaxy since my dad bought it for me this past weekend:D.................................................but I have to wait until Christmas:(. He even left it in the Wal-Mart sack and displayed it in the living room to torture me:cry:!!!!!!!! I'MA GO INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!! But seriously, do I REALLY have time to be playing that, with the sh*tload of work I have to do in school? Besides, I still have The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass to keep me occupied.

One last thing. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME A NEW GORILLAZ CD WAS RELEASED!!!!!!!!?????? You guys are supposed to tell me these things:evil:. Oh well, maybe no one else heard about it as well:P. Or maybe I just spend too much time in the Off the Books union and in hip-hop blogs all over the internet to even be concerned with other genres of music other than hip-hop:P. But their newest album, called D-Sides, sounds so cool. I sampled it, and it sounds like it's worth the purchase. Plus, not only does it have one disk of new music on it, it has another with a bunch of remixes of songs from the last album. Most definately on my Christmas wish list:D.

I'm done. Time for some shut-eye. Thanksgiving is coming up in a couple of days, so everyone have a safe and wonderful holiday. Hopefully no one has to visit the hospital...............due to a food overdose that causes an implosion in the stomach:P. Also, everyone have a great Black Friday as well:D. Oh who am I kidding, you know I'll probably be eager to share my experiences by day's end on Friday, so I'll see you then:P.

*How many f*cking times are you going to use the ":P " smiley in this damned blog? And why the hell did you use the movie Harsh Times as an example of a movie that Freddy Rodriguez was in when you were reviewing Planet Terror? Harsh Times was a huge Training Day ripoff, and it sucked ass.*

.............................you never give up, do you?

*Look, you can either answer my questions and I automatically go away, or we can argue about how and why I always appear like I do, and it will result with me being chased around by the backspace key like a child trying to avoid cough medicine. Your choice, bub.*

Ok, just for calling me "bub," you get the

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:twisted:.....................:|

*Hardass.*

Boy, Thanksgiving Break Couldn't Be Farther Away.........

Question. In high school, have you ever been in this situation? You're walking down the hallway, minding your own business, getting you swagger on. You get a tap on the shoulder out of the blue. "Oh goodie! One of my friends!" you say to yourself. You turn around, nobody you know is in sight, and all you see is someone walking behind you giving you a weird look, and usually that person is with one other person or with a group of people. Confused, you turn right back around, but in frustrated anger, you turn back around to that person, and automatically suspect them of playing a joke on you, doing that mindless shoulder tapping prank. "Did you do that?" you ask sternly, yet hesitantly, since 9 times out of 10 it's a person you don't know. In a straight forward answer, the person tells you, "No dude." You're wanting to give them hell and try to get it out of the person, but in dissatisfaction, you walk away, hearing snickers behind you.

Another situation. You're at your locker, occupied at your locker, trying to organize your folders or get the next folder for the next class. All of a sudden, some kid walks past you and lightly punches you in the side, like they were friends with you and they were just horsing around. As they walk away, you look at them with a confused, yet grim look, and they leer back at you with a smirk, like they were your best friend. About 30 seconds later, they walk back past you, saying, "I'm sorry, I thought you were someone I knew." At first, you think they are actually apoligizing like they mean it, but then another kid follows behind him with his girlfriend in his arms, and a smile on her face as he says, "Yeah, he didn't know. He thought it was someone he knew." As they walk past you, your "smartass radar" goes off in your mind, and you suddenly detect that they were doing it just for irritation as they snicker to themselves and smile back at you, like you were a clown taking a sh*t on another clown. You then try to go along with it, sounding cool, and yet sarcastic, saying, "Yeah, I bet you knew me. I understand." But they just ignore it, and they are long gone before you know it.

Little situations like these are reasons why I dispise school. Over the past week or so, it's been happening to me more frequently than before. I have no idea why. It's always when I'm by myself, too. I always hope to have Amelia by my side when these things happen so I can have someone to back me up, but it never happens. I'm always alone. It really sucks, too, and I know these are small, childish things, it still pisses me off to no end, and I can never seem to get over it. I don't know, I'm just that way I guess. I'm just feeling like I have no respect this week. Let me tell you another situation.

A few weeks ago, for the yearbooks, we had to write a statement on what we would hope to be doing in about 20 years, and along with that, mention a memory from high school. This would be placed next to our name in the yearbook, and had to be under 30 words. Well, me being more risk-taking than ever, I decided to not give a sh*t and write something that I thought would be humorous not only to myself, but to the people that know me, too. I didn't want to be boring and write something cliched. So, I wrote about Jeff Goldblum and my pretend split-personality problem that those that know me are familiar with:P. My English teacher told me to leave it on her bookshelf for a person from the yearbook to pick it up, so I did. Well, yesterday, I got it back from my English teacher from last year, who happened to be collecting these things. I noticed a fresh new copy with the copy I wrote on stapled to the back of it, and so I immediately thought, "Dammit, so much for taking a risk:cry: ." Turns out I thought wrong. I looked at it more closely, and I noticed handwriting that wasn't mine. When I mentioned my split-personality's name, Josh X, someone scratched out the X and wrote "extacy" in pen. Then, when I randomly wrote "Cheese" at the end just to be random (and because a friend told me to do it:P ), that person added "Cheeseburgers are gay :| I WANTED TO SCREAM. I was so pissed, I wanted to find whoever did that, take a pair of scissors, and poke each end into each of their pupils. I got the problem resolved with that teacher, though, and things SEEM fine now, but still, why do people have to be so damned immature and disrespectful? Especially to me? I don't get it.

As you can see, my week hasn't exactly been the best in the world so far. It's not just these immature acts that are making it go downhill, either. It's mostly AP Calculus. I took my third test of the year, hoping like hell that I could actually score higher than a 74 for once. I looked over everything the night before the test, and I felt a little prepared. Once again, though, the test proved to be unbelievably difficult, and I wasn't confident I did well once again. "Oh well, probably another 74 most likely," I said to myself. The next day, the teacher has some unfortunate news, as mostly everyone in the class is complaining amongst themselves how hard the test was, including me. He mentions how horrible the class average is, and hands back the test. Of course, I'm always anticipating seeing what score my tests are, so I wait impatiently, and as he calls my name, I hesitantly reach over as I say, "Oh boy," hoping he would hear me and say something along the lines of "Don't worry Josh, you did better than you think" or a laugh along with a sarcastic "You did horrible." Like usual, I didn't get that, and I turned my test over to reveal my score. A 64. A mother f*cking 64. Oh well, I was expecting it, since he said that almost everyone did bad. What shocked me was Amelia, who is in my cl@ss, and is EXTREMELY intelligent, got a 46. A 46!!!!!!! :shock:............Yeah, you may not give a sh*t about this, but I thought it was shocking as hell. She even called me that day after school to ask me a question about the homework, and just broke down crying because she was so overwhelmed. I don't blame her, either. That cl@ss is kicking our asses. I'm even beginning to think if I was cut out for that cl@ss or not. I'm usually fantastic at math. Now, with physics and Calculus, I've got B's in both cl@sses, and those are the only two cl@sses I have B's in. It's killing me:cry:. KILLING ME:cry:!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*gasping for air* So, besides the long-awaited announcement of senior projects, a new book report I need to do in English, a pizza party we had in Physics, and everything else that doesn't matter, but still adds to the stress, life is WONDERFUL. Just, WONDERFUL. I'm starting to have moments where it feels like my heart is going to palpitate again, which isn't a good sign. I thought my heart was cured, but apparently, IT'S STILL WANTING TO PALPITATE! WHY!!!!????? Along with that, I might be paranoid, but while reading the school newspaper today, I noticed an article about that Staph sickness going around, and noticed the first symptom was small bumps that look like pimples. Well, it seems like I keep getting small bumps on my arms and legs, about one or two, that look like pimples, and I got to wondering if I have Staph or not:?. I got one to pop like a zit, so maybe they're just regular pimples. I have no clue. I'm going to talk to my mom about it, though.

Well, I managed to watch a couple of movies, but I'm running out of time, so those reviews will just have to wait. Besides, I'm wanting the negative theme of this blog post to remain persistent, so go figure. Hope I didn't give anyone a headache by how BORING I am. Wouldn't want to BORE people, would I? Wouldn't want people to think my blog posts are LONG and BORING, would I?

*Give it up, would ya? You're killing me here.*

Since when did I give you permission to enter my blog again, huh?

*Uh, you didn't see me when I said the action, "gasping for air?"*

Oh.

*That's what I thought. Now SHUT THE HELL UP AND END THIS PUPPY!!!!! That's the only request I ask, and then I'll leave. I'm missing Wheel of Fortune for this sh*t. Montell Williams is on there tonight, and he's my favorite talk show host.*

(sigh) Fine. As you wish. But only this one time will I obey something you say. Manipulative machines only exist in movies, not in real life.

*Thank you. Now if you'll excuse me.............Montell, get that biiiiiiiiiiiiiig money you pimp!*

Ummm.........yeah. He DOES know that those celebrities are playing for charity, right?

*Did you say something?*

I was rooting for Montell to win;).

*Oh. Yeah. GO MONTELL!! WOO-HOO!!!!*

Dark Times Just In Time For The Holidays

Another weekend, another.........wait a minute, boring weekends existed a long time ago for me. Now I always have something to look forward too:D. Well, Amelia's going up north for the weekend, so that leaves me to work on a Physics project with my group on Saturday and go to a surprise party that my mom is basically making me go to, but I don't care, since a friend that I haven't seen in a long time is probably going to be there.

Speaking of my mom, I guess you can say tensions between us started to rise because I used my big mouth to say something that made her pissed. Monday, being the first day back to school after my heart procedure, was a pretty sh*tty day, trying to make-up homework, and I'm not exactly happy about my Calculus teacher. Personally, I'm starting to think he's a prick toward me, because I ask him questions all the time in the morning, and I feel like I'm testing his patience. It sucks not being the smart kid I used to be anymore:(. But I told my mom how I felt about him when she called me that night on her way home from work, and she told me she was going to send an email to him and straighten the situation out. I didn't want her to get involved, so I told her that, but then I said something that I regret fully. And this is just a warning to teenagers out there: Do NOT say this unless you want to piss your parents off to the extreme. I was trying to look for the right vocabulary to use, but the words came out as, "I don't want you entering into my affairs." I said that, she hung up, BAM! She's pissed. And she cried too. Why am I the only one who's capable of making my mom cry nowadays:cry: ? Seriously, last time I saw her cry, it was some bullsh*t I came off with. But ever since that night, we haven't spoken much. Things seemed to become better Wednesday night when we watched the CMAs together, but last night, she came in the door with that attitude again, and she even came off with a smartass remark about an hour after she got home, handing me a letter from the school about the sickness going around and said, "I don't want to get in the way of your affairs, but I want you to read this." I wanted to respond with, "Wow, it took an hour for you to think of that?" but I didn't want her to kill me:P. So, I just went to my room after that. I just hope she gets over what I said sooner or later, AT LEAST before December gets here:roll:.

Mentioning that sickness, I am seriously starting to become scared of school. In Michigan, it seems like that Staph and MRSA are spreading big time, and schools have been closing. There's even been cases at my school, and it even showed my school on the news, but do we get shut down? No:|. I guess the letter that was sent home was about meningitis this time, which is added to the list of deadly illnesses spreading:roll:. But between this and the increasing rate of school shootings, I'm really not looking forward to school anymore. I not only hate school now, but I'm INTIMIDATED of it. That's bullsh*t when I have to become worried about a place that's supposed to have a safe environment and where I get an education. As if the stress of the schoolwork wasn't already stress enough........

And then there's Amelia. I guess the doctors found something in her liver, and are saying she has an 80% chance of getting cancer. At least she's still staying positive at the moment, but she still seems worried about it, of course. If I were her, I would be shaking the entire day, but she just keeps her head up high and smiles. That's what I like about her, is that she doesn't let every single stroke of bad luck that gets in her way get her down:). I wish I was like that. I mean, last night she had to go to the hospital because she OD'ed on this drug that the pharmacist gave her by mistake I guess. Don't remember the full story, but she was in the hospital for a long while, only got an hour of sleep, and STILL came to school:shock:. And she was STILL smiling. I'm depressed just because of a small cold:|. Anyways, maybe I'll find out on Monday what the final verdict is. It really would suck that the first major girlfriend I have turns out to have cancer. I'm just worried about her going up north for the weekend, because she said that everytime she went up north to her aunt's house, she always gets injured or sick in some way:?.

So, life's not exactly peachy at the moment, but I've had a good, long streak since school started, so I guess the drama had to return sooner or later:P. Besides, Thanksgiving Break is only a couple weeks away, so, like October, this month is flying by. Before I know it, I can put the troubles of school behind me for two weeks when Christmas Break comes:D. Oh man, I am so looking forward to playing Super Mario Galaxy, it's not even funny. I just wish I could think of a couple more things for Christmas, but all that's popping in my mind is either an iPod or an Xbox 360:P. I don't know if the red light problems are fixed on the 360s yet, so I'm hesitant to ask for that. I'm not sure if I would use an iPod very often, since I use CDs in my car to listen to music, and play music on my computer when at home, so I'm hesitant to ask for that. I don't know what to do:cry: ! Oh well, I'm outta here. I gotta anotate a stupid short story for English, as well as finish a book for Contemporary American Literature called The Perks of Being A Wallflower.

A New Beginning To My Life

*Hello people. This is your favorite text in the whole wide world speaking, inside my little asterisk shell. It's been two days since gohantech had his heart procedure done, called a heart catheter. Go search it on Wikipedia or some sh*t like that if you don't know what that is. I suck at explaining those medical procedures. Anyways, gohantech stabbed himself with his IV that was inserted into his hand, causing a massacre in which he tried to kill himself. This was while he was frustrated with the limited options he had with the television, and he couldn't take it anymore, so......yeah. It's a very horrid situation, and--*

(ahem) You talking about me, you lying piece of kangaroo dung?

*Oh damn. Uh, heheh, I thought you were still gone. Ummm, yeah, ummmm*

Better start explaining why you're lying about me.

*Uhhhh..........because I hate you?*

Really? Well, isn't it nice being completely honest for once?

*As a matter of fact, I feel like a new font now! Being honest is the greatest feeling I've ever experienced. Thanks for bringing out my true self, gohantech. You are truly the best.*

Um, yeah, well, you know what I'm going to do for you for admitting that?

*What's that?*

This is for lying AND being sarcastic while trying to admit how great it is to be honest!

*NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.................................*

MOAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......................................:| Oh. People are actually reading this. Heh, yeah. Got rid of his ass again, didn't I? So, I'm back at home, relaxing and recovering from my trip at the hospital. Actually, I've been home since yesterday, but I decided to wait until today to type up another blog entry. First off, I just wanted to say that I appreciated the comments, like usual, and.....and.......I DIDN'T KNOW THAT MANY PEOPLE CARED:cry:!!!!!!!!! (sigh) Here I go, being overdramatic:roll:. Trust me, it's been a long past 2 days. But first, let me tell you about my Halloween night.

Amelia arrived at around 5:45, messing around a little bit before trick or treating started at 6. It was a riot, and probably my most memorable Halloween since, uh, 4 years ago. I messed around with my digital camera a little bit, and we finally got our official couple picture (yup, more pics to gaze upon):P. Gotta have one of those (the picture I showed off before doesn't count, since it was taken before we went out). And as we passed out candy, a couple of our friends decided to show up and stay for a little while. During their stay, they massacred my car windows with random statements and symbols with marker that is used for football games to write on cars. As you can see, it was raining a little bit and the marker was oozing down a little bit:lol:. It was funny because the people that were walking by down the street had their attention on the situation, like one of those wacky television shows where someone does something ridiculous in the middle of a street in town and random people just stand there with a stunned look on their face. That was the third time my car was a victim to the writing since school started:P. Oh well, since it's all girls that do it, I don't mind the attention;). It's just that I've constantly had to visit the carwash:P. So, after their little antics, they left, and Amelia and I finished up passing out candy, until about 7:15, when it seemed like no one else was in sight. We went in the house, and she stayed for about an hour and a half. All we really did was talk to my parents the whole time, and revealed embarassing secrets about me. That's always fun:D. But since I had to get up early to go to the hospital, and Amelia had school the following day, I took her home at about 8:50 in my dad's car, since mine was covered with graffiti. It was hard to drive at night and in the rain, since I'm so used to my car. But on the way to her house, when the moment was just right, I took brandyinindiana's advice and my hand made a move toward her hand:oops:. It happened in utter silence, too, which made it even better:D. As I pulled into her driveway, I didn't want to leave her, but I knew I had to, so I hugged her goodbye and took off. I found myself trying to find any love song I could on the radio on the way hom......OH JESUS CHRIST!!! How much more cheesy can I get? Let's just move on to the next day, shall we?

The first day of November. Already the holiday months are upon us. Watching television that morning, they ALREADY had Christmas commercials here and there:shock:. It's funny, immediately the day after Halloween, the Christmas spirit suddenly rises everywhere, whether it be commercials or music on the radio or the weather. Anyways, arriving at the hospital a few hours after I woke up, I was brought into an area surrounded by nurses and seperate bedding areas surrounded by moving curtains as privacy. I guess that was the recovery room or something, I don't know. I don't go to the hospital that often:P. But I put on one of those trendy hospital robes and laid in my little bed in my little section of the zone. A nurse poked an IV in my arm, which I am a huge fan of:roll:. She then gave me a couple of drugs to help me stay dozed and zoned out during the procedure, and afterward, shaved my..........you get the picture:P. It tickled so much that it hurt, too. But finally, it was time to go into the operating room, and I tried to remain zoned out. Unfortunately, I was awake a LOT:|. I could feel the forced palpitations that the doctors made occur to shock, and the pain when they used those paddles to shock me was insane. The palpitations bugged me the most, though, and I let out moans and groans to let the nurses know I was having a f*cking palpitation, and they needed to stop it, please! They tried to comfort me by assuring me that it was vital that that happened each time, and that I would be fine. Well, I believed them, and before I knew it, 4 hours had already passed! It felt like I was awake the entire time, and took about an hour, but when one of the nurses told me, "Ok, we're all done," I asked what time it was, just to confirm what I heard was true, and sure enough, the procedure that started at around 9:00 AM ended at 12:30 PM. My mom actually managed to take a picture during the procedure as well:lol:. PSYCHE!!!! I'm just bullsh*ting:P. I found that image on Google. Anyways, it was all over. I was cured. I was a new man:).

Laying stiff, watching The Pursuit of Happiness on one of 4 movie channels on one of those small televisions in my little section proved to be torturing, since I wanted to move so bad. I had to lay still without moving my legs or head for about 3 hours, and it was torture:cry:. In the meantime, I found out I've had this heart condition since I was born, and there was an extra nerve near my heart that was triggering the heart palpitations, so that's what they got rid of. Finally, I got to get up to move around once, and afterward I could move my legs and head whenever I wanted. Laying there for about another 3-4 hours, I managed to finally get my own room to stay in overnight, which was a relief because I didn't want to be surrounded by other patients in pain for much longer:x. As soon as I got to my room, I called Amelia to tell her all about it all, and bid her good luck with her liver surgery the next day, because doctors found something wrong with it earlier in the week, and she had to go on Friday to have it operated on. Funny, both of us are in need of medical care:?. I was overwhelmed with joy when she admitted that she missed me, and thought about me the entire day, because it's not often that someone misses me like that. I feel so loved:cry:. LOVED I TELL YA.........................overdramatic again. When I hung up with her, and when my parents left to go home, I decided to try to play some Phantom Hourglass for a little while. It's kinda difficult playing that game with a stupid IV poked in your hand, and also, wtf are you supposed to do when you have to shout in the microphone while in a hospital? Teh frustration:x. I then dozed off with the television on mute, occasionally being woken up by my nurse to check my blood pressure and check the pain in my, you know. It was awkward, because the nurse was a male:|.

Right now, I'm still hurting a little bit, and it's a little hard to walk. I've got a spot on my chest and on my back where it looks like I was branded like a cowboy, because of the paddles shocking the hell out of me. All it does is feel bruised, that's all. Luckily I have some cream to apply to the spots, so it's all good. The doctor said I have to take aspirin for the next three months with the rest of my normal vitamins and pills I take, which isn't too bad. I guess I can handle aspirin. I'm hoping I'm able to function well on Monday, which is when the doctor said I could go back to school. With two days absent, I better go back to school. I'm already pissed at all of the work I'm missing:evil:. I've still gotta finish homework tomorrow, too:cry:. I even missed my second physics test on Thursday, and I have to prepare to make that up. It's hell, HELL I TELL YA! And to top it off, I have to return to that damned cardiologist office on Wednesday at 1:30, during school, for a check-up:cry:. Oh well, I just can't wait to see Amelia again on Monday. We've talked on the phone a few times, and she seems to be doing alright.

I apologize if this thing was a long read, like all of my other past entries, but if you read it all, I congratulate you. Alrighty, time to hit the sack, since I should be resting right now. Gotta prepare for an exciting day full of make-up homework:roll:.......

Halloween Just Happens To Be The Day Before My Heart Procedure.........Ugh

So, it's Halloween today. And I made a fool of myself at school:P. Why? Because I actually dressed up for once at school. And I was one of very few people that did, too. I guess high schoolers just don't give a sh*t about Halloween that much any more. Losers:roll:............................*flashbacks to last year on Halloween* Oh, yeah. Guess I kinda fell in that catagory last year:oops:. And probably many people on this site as well. Never mind. I take it back:P. Anyways, what did I dress up as? A nerd. I had on the nice white shirt with a pocket over my chest to hold pens in, a fanny pack, nice pants that were pulled up with a belt, black shoes (that I wore to Homecoming), a pair of old glasses with tape all over them, and I had my mom brush my hair like she used to in about 5th grade. Pretty nice get-up, isn't it:P? Wish I had pics, but oh well. It was pretty funny at school at times. The reason I say "at times" is because not very many people noticed. I guess I know what nerds go through now, being ignored a lot:?.

Anyways, just wanted to wish everyone out there Happy Halloween, and just wanted to post one last blog post before my big heart procedure tomorrow. Didn't have time to watch Planet Terror yet, unfortunately, so I apoligize for no movie reviews. But, because it's Halloween, Angry Video Game Nerd finally released his review of Halloween, so check it out if you like his videos. It was hilarious just like his others. So, go get some candy or some ish like that. As for me, I gotta prepare to pass out candy, and Amelia is coming over later to join me. I guess next time, *gulp* I'll be typing with a repaired heart, so wish me luck tomorrow.............*goes to watch Michael Jackson's Thriller*