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a new video for all the fans to watch is up now. the video of the week is, Faithless-Mass Destruction, listen closly to this song. im putting the lyrics below. watch the video then read the lyrics, and remember the video isnt the complete song, so the lyrics have extra words because they are the lyrics for the full song

[Maxi Jazz]
My dad came into my room holding his hat
I knew he was leaving,
he sat on my bed told me some facts, son.
I have a duty, calling on me
You and your sister be brave my little soldier
And don't forget all I told ya
Your the mister of the house now remember this
And when you wake up in the morning give ya momma a kiss
Then I had to say goodbye

In the morning woke momma with a kiss on each eyelid,
Even though I'm only a kid
Certain things can't be hid
Momma grabbed me
Held me like I was made of gold
But left her inner stories untold
I said, momma it will be alright
When daddy comes home, tonight

Whether long range weapon or suicide bomber
Wicked mind is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether you're soar away sun or BBC 1
Disinformation is a weapon of mass destruc
You could a Caucasian or a poor Asian
Racism is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether inflation or globalization
Fear is a weapon of mass destruction

Whether Halliburton or Enron or anyone
Greed is a weapon of mass destruction
We need to find courage, overcome
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction
The skin under my chin is exploding again
I'm getting stress from some other children
I'm holding it in.
We taking sides like a politician
And if I get friction, we get to fighting
I defend my dad, he's the best of all men
And whatever he's doing, he's doing the right thing
It's frightening, but it makes me mad
Why do all these people seem to hate my dad
And if that aint enough now I got these spots
I go to sleep every night with my stomach in knots
And what's more, I can hear momma next door
Explore the radio for reports of war
And all we ever seem to do
Is hide the tears
Seem like daddy been gone for years
But he was right
Now I'm geared up for the fight
And he would be proud of me
If my daddy come home tonight
Listen me calmly

Whether long range weapon or suicide bomber
Wicked mind is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether you're soar away sun or BBC 1
Disinformation is a weapon of mass destruc
You could a Caucasian or a poor Asian
Racism is a weapon of mass destruction
Whether inflation or globalization
Fear is a weapon of mass destruction

Whether Halliburton or Enron or anyone
Greed is a weapon of mass destruction
We need to find courage, overcome
Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction

My story stops here, lets be clear
This scenario is happening everywhere
And you ain't going to nirvana or farvana
You're coming right back here to live out your karma
With even more drama than previously, seriously
Just how many centuries have we been
waiting for someone else to make us free
And we refuse to see
That people overseas suffer just like we
Bad leadership and ego's unfettered and free
Who feed one the people they're supposed to lead
I don't need good people to pray and wait
For the lord to make it all straight
There's only now, do it right.
Cos I don't want your daddy, leaving home tonight

OH, AND JUST IN CASE U COULDNT FIGURE IT OUT, THIS SONG IS NOT PRO-BUSH OR PRO-IRAQ.

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proverbs:

65. Your side always was a bit lonely.......but I wouldn't sit anywhere else.

ive been feeling weird today, like im all emotional inside and yet calm at the same time, its strange, i like it. i just have so many things to think about right now.

oh, i need someone to hangout with for the new years count down. so if u want to hang out tomorrow then give me a call if u have my number, or leave a comment if u dont. later

i got pulled over last night. i was on my way home after watching napoleon dynamite and one of the lights was burned out, so i put in bright, and i was making a turn that i needed the brights to make or else i would have crashed because someone else was making the turn in the other lane and i didnt want to hit them. luck me that person turned out to be a cop, a dewey cop. he pulled me over and i had to explain that i just needed to get home so i could get it fixed in the morning. and he said that he was going to give me a warning and that he was thinking of giving me a ticket, then he took my license and checked it out. this was at 12:09 A.M. nine minutes past curfew and im 17. luckily he desided to over look it, and he didnt give me a ticket. he looked at my one working light and saw a piece of paper that i had stuck in it to tilt the light up higher and he asked me about it, so i said it came from a previous owner of the car. and he believed me. so i got off with a warning, and i got home at 12:25 A.M. and i was supposed to be home at midnight. so i explained and i didnt get into trouble, my parents where happy that i was able to talk my way out of a ticket like i did. im proud of myself for it too, im so crafty.

im in love with syble now. and she is in love with me. problem is that she lives in texas. and i wont see her for another 73 days. there 500 miles between us, and every mile is like a knife stabbing into my heart and i cant take it anymore. they drive deeper with every passing day and i cant stand it any longer. but i will survive as long as she does too.

thank you for listening to my problems, if u have any words of encouragement i would really like to hear them. thank you

Last night Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater was givin the award for being Game of the Year. i always knew that i would be, before it even came out

93 days remaining

proverbs:

62. Yes I agree that we are a violent race. Its our emotions, their at war within us. And we can do nothing but move forward and search for peace through destruction. I know its pointless but we cant just deny our emotions, they are who we are. They are what makes us human!

mustang: 14

i think my dog is insane. one of my dogs, saskia, had puppies. and the other one, tip, has an old doll of one of the 101 dalmations puppies and she caries it around like its her own puppy. tip is about 10 years old, human years that is, and she has only had one puppy and it died before being born. i think this is proof that animals other then humans are capable of experiencing emotions such as sadness, regret, lonliness, jealousy, and depression. she is too old to have puppies anymore, she never had any children, and now she is treating this doll like it is her own puppy, she doesnt even like me to touch it. she is really getting old and grey, i think she may die soon. that is so sad, she has been the one most consistent thing in my life since i was 7, and if she dies my life will lose that consistency. she wont be waiting for me outside, waiting for me to say hello, and good girl, and give her a kiss and play with her. going outside wont be the same without seeing her jump up to come see me, even if i dont stop to play with her. i think her death will be the sadest moment of my life so far. i wish i could spend more time with her in her last years, but im always too busy. i feel like such a bad person because i cant find time for my dog that loves me so much. i will really regret all of the times that i never stopped to say hello on my way to school or work. but there is nothing i can do about that. i love you tip, more then u will ever know. i will try to enjoy what little time i have left with her, i will try to enjoy it as much as humanly possible because i know she will enjoy it as much as doggedly possible.

this is scary, i think my dream about the cell phone was a premonition, a vision of the future. my cell phone just started displaying the wrong screens. my dad called and when i hung up, it was on the menu screen instead of the end call screen, and then when i hit the back button, the main screen was over lapping the end call screen. and my screen saver, which kellymo made, didnt come up until 10 seconds after it was supposed too. this is scary.

by the way, thanx for the screen saver kelly, and im still sexy, survey says i am so it must be true. i really do love the screensaver, so thanx

proverb:

61. There once was a tiger stripped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives. He had many masters who he never really cared for, but one day he became a stray cat, which ment he was free. He met a white female cat and they fell in love. They lived their days happily, until one day the female cat got sick and died. The tiger stripped cat cried a million times, then he too died. Only this time he didn't come back.

mustang: 11

ok, i remember what i was going to tell all of u yesterday. saturday night i had a dream about Sara (no H) Williams. we were in the mall at closing time, and she desided to sneak into one of the stores. so she lifted up the thing that closes the store off, and we went in. i had to jump over the counter and roll to get in. but she didnt close it, and one of her friends came up and said that the guards where coming. so we climbed on a ladder in the ceiling, we literally had to climb into the ceiling to get to the ladder, and we left the hole open and climbed up the ladder to the roof. we climbed off of the roof and acted like we had no idea what was going on. then the dream repeated and began again. only this time i closed the hole after i climbed through it, and we were so daring that we walked back into the mall to "find out" what was going on. the criminal always returns to the scene of the crime i guess! very strange. i had like two other dreams that night, and they were all kool.

last night i had a nightmare, i dont know why it was scary but it was. ok, i was at the office and none of the lights worked, then i got out my cell phone and looked at it because the light came on, it wasnt ringing but it said that uknown name, known number was calling me. then it started vibrating and it said that syble was calling me, which is weird because i dont think she even can call me, and i went to answer it and mom was on the phone and she was like "dexter get off the phone" and then she cut out, and my phone said that i was talking for 6 minutes to unknown name unknown number. and i was thinking how could my mom be on my cell phone like it was a land line. i wanted to call someone, but i didnt want to use my cell phone. but there were no phones and it was dark and i could barly see. i fumbled around a little bit, then my phone lite up again. i threw the phone and woke up. my heart was racing, and i couldnt figure out why i was so freaked out. then i went to sleep again. very strange huh?

i was going to post something today, and it was going to be really kool and blow everybody away. but i forgot what it was, so i guess your all screwed then. later.

Lord British Was Here!!!

so i was at "lovin' the rock" with ben and kelly today, and we were smelling the scents, and i got some on my hand and it smells really good, i wish i knew which one it is. i smelled lots of them, p*ssy, wet dream, love, sex on the beach, orgasm, the list goes on.