I'm not like America > everyone else, but I wouldn't rather be anywhere else in the world.

Lydia and I are going back out, I think we're gonna try it again. We hung out a lot today at the mall and at Guitar Center (oh god I love that store). And I realized that I really like her, and missed her. So I asked her back out, and she said sure, but this is the only chance she's giving me.

I'm saving up my money for this Line6 amp. It's $300, but I'll be saving money in the long run, because it has a ton of build in effects that would be like $100 each if I bought them in pedals. I need to upload some sexy pictures here soon, maybe on my next blog.

Anyhoo, thats about it

Beat Call of Juarez, awesome game!

Gaming just hasn't held my attention. I have a million and a half games, but none of them seem to do anything for me.

I've had this weird urge to watch anime...So I got Ghost in the Shell 2, and I'm looking at getting some other things.

Call of Juarez owns pretty hard.

Geometry wars owns really hard.

It's such a lazy day today, I just want to lay in bed, but I have to go to work at 5 :(.

Yeah, I'm really bored...

Gah, I've been SOOOOO busy. This is the first time i've been able to have any time online really. I had some friends come in from out of town, and they stayed at my house for 2 nights then I went over to their hotel.

Last night I worked till close. Lobby closes at midnight, and drive through closes at 2am. I was on drive through...then I had to do all the dishes :(. In fact I go back to work in 39min and work for 5 hours. My pay check this week is pretty standard 22 hours, I make 6.50 an hour minus tax so about $120. But I've already worked like 16 hours in two days so my next paycheck (in two weeks) will be freaking amazing.

I didn't eat anything (seriously, not a thing) yesterday. I'm not sure why. I've been really depressed and I have no idea why. Oh well...

Anyhoo I gotta finish getting ready for work, I'll catch up here soon and comment on other peoples blogs.

First Starcraft 2, now FALLOUT 3

This is just too much awesomness for one man to handle.

So we finally (after 7 weeks) finished our safety video in EAST :lol:. I plan on posting it on YouTube or something just for kicks. I hope we make a decent grade on it, I have an 85 in that class, and I would hate to see it drop any.

Just finished the Programming 2 final, I made a 95% go me! It was all over JAVA (GAH I hate hate HATE java). Hopefully my grade looks sexy at the end.

I told my Alg2 teacher I wasn't even going to bother taking the final, so I don't have to show up at school until 10am on Friday, and schools out for the summer an hour and a half after that, which Lydia's going to pick me up from school, I'm excited. Tomorrow is American History Final and Physics final, which one of the two is going to be really easy, I'll let you choose which one :P.

I can't wait till school's out, I've gotten to that point where I feel like I'm doing nothing but wasting my time here. I can't wait to get home, we still have an hour and 10min left...oh what to do what to do....just got a text message, go me....

hmm...bored.....still bored...might play a Mario Kart 64 ROM or something...we can't play anything with shooting, which leaves out Perfect Dark (best 64 game ever IMO).

I realized that I delete a lot of my own comments, I'll spend like 20min thinking of something cool to post, then think to myself "eh, thats kinda gay so I just close the window. It's kinda strange

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I thought of a cool book idea, it's in the future, where people are pretty much sheeps to the government. Everything is electronic, and there's no such thing as paper currency. Everything about you (bank, social security number, address, drivers licence, etc.) is all in the mini computer that you wear on you (wrist or neck) and theres these few hacker people who are tired of the blank world, and want things to go back to the way they were, when people thought. Everyone would be united under one religion, and everyones white, total Nazi rule or something like that, but not as out there. On the outside the government would look all pretty and perfect, but they really control everything. I think if I pulled it off right it could be a pretty cool cyberpunk short story. I might work on that over the summer, I love  the cyberpunk genre.

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Anyhoo I'm going to find something to do...BYE BYE 

So Lydia and I talked it out, and everything seems to be going pretty good. We just have some minor things that we need to work on, but nothing too big.

 Last week of school! I'm excited for it to be over. I'm so tired of everything, and everyone. I can't wait to waste my time sitting around. I have a few plans this summer, but nothing too big. Just haning out with people, driving some more (I drove my mom's car yesterday really well), and relaxing. Both of the cars we have are standards, so it's taking me a little longer to figure everything out, but here soon I'll be driving like a pro. I already drive better then Lydia :lol:.

I've been readdicted to San Andreas, such a good game. I'm Grove St. 4 Life.

I also played some really weird game called Bad Mojo. It's an adventure game where you play as a cockroach :?. I saw it on someones list of games, and it had a pretty good GameSpot score so I decided to check it out. It's weird, but it's a lot of fun.

The new RO maps are awesome, I love them, and all the new things it added (like 4 new tanks, and antitank gun placements).

BF2 is also holding me very closely, IMO it's one of the best games ever, if I had to live with one game, it would quite possibally be BF2.

Well I'm going to finish this up, I hope you guys have fun :)

I added 2048 and Gabi to my friends list to send them the free guest passes for RO, I hope you two enjoy it, and we'll have to play in the same servers from time to time, I haven't played but 1 of the 10 new maps.

 

My girlfriend and I kinda hit a rough patch in our relationship, but I'm sure we can work everything out. We didn't really even know eachother when we started dating, so now that we are, we're learning a lot of stuff, and some of it's not all that pretty, but there isn't anything too bad. I set off some of the things she doesn't like, and she sets off some of the things I don't, but we're going to talk about it after she gets off work. I'm glad she's not trying to ignore the problems so they go away, like one of my other gfs did, which just led to more problems... But she was really mean getting it out there. She was leaving my house and I walked her to her car, and told her I loved her like I normally do, and she said "I don't believe you" in the most serious posture I have ever seen her in, so I just said goodnight and walked off. Then my mom comes in my room asking if everythings ok, which I hate that question, even if something was wrong I wouldn't talk to her about it, so I kinda yelled at her, and now I feel like a total ashole.

 

You know that feeling where nothing seems real, and your more in a dreamlike state walking around? I'm like that 24/7 now, and I don't understand it. I hate being human...

 

Oh well, sh!t happens...I'm just trying to keep looking forward and not let anything get to me too bad to the point of slipping back into my depression.  

Oh man I love this game, does anyone here play it? There was a massive update, which also included 2 guest passes which I want my friends to have first dibs at. If your interested send me a MESSAGE, not just post it here, first come first serve. It's such an amazing experience in a game, but it's not for everyone. I like to get someone else playing it. You can visit the website and check out the game.

It's a WW2 sim, Nazi's V.S. Russians. It's very realistic even to where you hit a tank the shell might bounce off. I love it, and I hope 2 of you guys wanna try it! 

There's a free Fall Out Boy concert tonight in Fayetteville, Arkansas (Where I live) :lol: I'm making fun of the people who are going. Thank god my girlfriend doens't want to go, I'd have to shoot her... I know it's ignorant to diss other peoples music, but I really don't like Fall Out Boy. Lydia went to a Kill Hannah concert saturday, which is a little better then Fall Out Boy, but I still don't like them. I couldn't go anyway, it was at a bar thing and I'm not 18. Anyhoo I'm really bored and I have like 9 more days of school...I'm so sick of it. I'm trying to get away with doing as little work as possible till the end. I have a 47 in Alg 2...looks like summer school for me...

So i bought BF2 Complete Collection, I thought "Oh hey, everythings on one disc how awesome is that." After a good long time I finished installing it, restarted my pc and got ready to play. When I opened everything up it was fine, so I changed around some video settings then went to find a server. I was going to play an Armored Fury map, because I never have, but when I went to play it, it said "You much puchase the game". And I'm like WTF, I did!. Oh well I said, I'll sort that out later, and went to play regular BF2, and as soon as it says "Joining Server" the game crashes to desktop...NOW WHAT? I sent a support request about the booster packs not working, and how they won't register to my ea.com account, it says "Please enter a valad promotional code" even though I know the code is right. This is really ticking me off....

 

Ok after emailing their support a couple times everything works, so I'm happy.