[color=#ff40ff]Haha. I wish I didn't feel so horrible about lying. I seriously cannot lie about anything, and besides it's against my religion. But... if I could. I would pull such an awesome april fool's prank on everyone here. But I can't. So I'll just sit here and think about stuff.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]ok three new bands for me to ramble about. Sugarcult: They remind me of FallOutBoy, except they aren't mind numbingly annoying and actually know how to sing.* :D Yay! Architecture in Helsinki: First time I heard on of AiH's songs I was like "whoahhh these guys are like, a more techno and less homosexual version of my favorite band, of montreal. Whoahhhh man. :o" Zeromancer: I've liked this group for a while but never said anything. Why? Because I'm cool like that. Usually I can't stand screamo but haha Zeromancer is so cool. By the way guys I'm looking for some new music, so if you have a band that you think is worth listening to then just say something. ;_; Annnnd that concludes the useless blog of this hour... *Please don't hurt me. :([/color]

[color=#ff40ff]ahhh my brain hurts. I just made like, five banners tonight. @___@ no more for a while ok guys. haha, myself was included. so check it out. :D You know no matter how many times I see that screencap or how well i have that stupid episode memorised i always want to think blake n richie are like... spying on someone. getting undressed. or something. yeahhhh. little perverts. *cough* But then again we all know that those two are like, total pansy asses who would never do something.[/color] (edit: like that. something like that. mmmyup.) [color=#ff40ff] Gosh diddly it's one in the morning.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]lesse I owe my friend a picture of gaara by monday. annnnd this guy I like i gotta finish drawing a picture for him by Sunday. @__@ raaah. see he like, only comes online once a week and if I don't give it to him now then I'll... have to wait until next week ohnoez. :cry: Now you may ask, why am I doing all this? because I am just OH. SO. NICE. [size=1]and because I'm too much of a wuss to just go "hey I like you ^_^" instead I just gotta like... do it the stalkerish way and send them a bunch of artwork and see if they start getting the hint. x_x HAR HAR.[/size][/color] Edit: YAY! It worked! I can post blogs again HAHA suckah.'

[color=#ff40ff]Soon as I'm done with my cheese fanlisting I'll take more banner requests. @__@ kay guys. So if you want one, just say something here and I'll make you one... just don't expect it to be done in three seconds. o_o Tuesday they'll all be done. 'cause we all know that I am soooo nice. lol imma going to chicago today.[/color] :D EDIT: [color=#ff40ff]Tv.com is being stupid and won't let me make a new blog post so I'll just edit this one. ;_; yarrr. ok so firstly, here's a preview of my fanlisting. Click here, fool. :D Well let's see. Chicago was pretty cool. But what wasn't cool was how we had to take this little annoying neighbor-slash-friend of ally's along with us. My GOD that kid was annoying. We even had to leave early because he was "sick" and wouldn't stop whining. We went to the Field Museum, which was cool because the last time I went there I was just a wee little rukichu. It later turned out that kid WAS sick and he threw up all over himself in the car. it was SO DISGUSTING sitting right next to the stupid kid the whole ride home. @____@ and NO WINDOWS IN THE BACKSEAT. YAY. I died.[/color] Edit #2[color=#ff40ff]And now, for some of my thoughts on Cartoon Central that would be more appropriate in a new blog but I can't do that now because I've already used up as many as I can make in a 24 hour period. So. Cartoon Central. I'm seriously ready to just delete my account from there. What the hell, I'm not a co admin anymore. What the hell did I do to get that taken away from me?! I just signed on just now and POOF it's gone. WOW THANKS, I feel SO GODDAMN IMPORTANT NOW. I thought I was doing a good job of posting, keeping the members in line, making avatars, making banners, making new threads, but NO. I wasn't. I wasn't good enough. I'm never good enough. I've been trying so hard for that spot ever since that goddamn forum opened and now it's been taken away from me and I don't even know why. The least the admin could do is tell me why he had to take it away before he actually did it, or am I not good enough for that either. Oh wait, I guess I'm not. WHOOPS. I swear the admin for that forum seriously loves to play favorites and play God. I got banned before because I suggested that the co-admin at the time changed her avatar because it was larger than 100 by 100 pixels, which was breaking the rules. God damn. I didn't do anything wrong but I got banned because I said it should be changed and I was trying to help out the forum. And now I'm not co admin anymore because... well I don't even know ****ing why. Maybe it's just because I'm not good enough, I'm never any ****ing good enough. Dammit all. I wish I could just be a better ****ing person so then maybe this wouldn't happen. **** you. I think I should just delete my account right now, that forum's caused me so much stress that it's really not worth it anymore. I ****ing hate this so much.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Yeehehehe. I am AWESOME. So awesome it hurts. Something tells me that the "L"s are backwords, but I dunno I don't care. Hmm I think they are, oh well. o_O Can someone tell me if they're backwords or not? I can't tell but I think they are. Anyway yes this banner is hot. Oh yes it is. Because we all know richie=uber hottness. gaw I love being a fangirl ^_^ [/color]

[color=#ff40ff]I was browsing me photobucket account, looking for a new banner I could alter so it matched my sn. And haha. Check out this painting she did: (it reads "I think someone was killed") And this other one:: (it says "he's been eating people he does not like") Something tells me that kid's going to end up living in a mental hospital one day. :) *sniff*[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]I just went from laughing my ass off at random objects like a stoner to sobbing harder than i ever have before. goddammit, I'm so stupid. I am so stupid. Maybe if I looked better or was more obedient Bloo would still like me. Or maybe if I knew how to shut the **** up once in a ****ing while, then maybe he wouldn't *need* a girl in real life and I'd be enough for him. All of a sudden I just hate myself. Yay. Thanks soooooo much bloo. -__- Luckily there's this guy that likes me too, and on sunday he'll be online so yay maybe I can talk to him. Yay. Let's just hope he's not totally infatuated and going to dump me the second he sees someone holding hands in real life and thinks that's a good idea. And let's hope he still likes me. -.- last week he said he did so imma crossing my fingers that that hasn't changed. ARRGH GOD DAMMIT.[/color]

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[color=#ff40ff]YESSS my parents are talking about going there ;_; WITHOUT ME. If they decide to go imma gonna be mad at them and throw a tantrum/hissy fit, like the mature young man I so totally am. :roll: Usually I like... I hate concerts. A lot. xD I've only been to one, and that was at Milwaukee fest. [I think it's called summerfest now...? o_o] There was so many people, I was surrounded by like... a gazzillion more stoners than usual, you get zero elbow room, it was soooo loud, and blah blah blah blah BLAH. It just wasn't fun. At all. but oh ehm gee, ehl oh ehl. Death Cab for Cutie will be playing there. And by some sort of strange miracle Of Montreal also got a spot. (How the hell that happened I have no idea, whatever I'm not complaining that the band's getting more popular.) Annnnd we all know I personally consider their music Better Than Sex.™ Jus' check it out, last.fm says they're my favorite bands. XDD well ok maybe not since it's being STUPID TOO. LOL. AND OH WHOOPS, Aqualung and Panic! At the Disco will also be preforming. And Iron and Whine. oops i meant WINE. LOLOL. WHINE. YALOL. I should make a new banner.[/color]